Ian frowned thoughtfully. He had always been forced to rely on his wits to survive. Perhaps it was time to consider some other options. "Can you teach me?"
"How to sc.r.a.p?"
Ian nodded.
"Aye. I s"pose so." Sin studied him with a critical eye. "Ye"re a wee bit scrawny for yer height, but it"s nothin" a few heapin" portions o" neeps and tatties won"t cure." A wicked smile slanted Sin"s lips. "Until we get some meat on yer bones, I can teach ye a few dirty tricks that"ll make those witless oafs think twice aboot smackin" ye around."
Eyeing the frayed hem of Sin"s robe, Ian said, "I can pay you."
Sin stiffened, his smile fading. "Ye can keep yer precious coin, Ian Hepburn. I"m not a bluidy beggar and I"ve no need o" yer charity!" With that, he turned on his heel and went striding away.
Ian could feel his own temper rising. "If you"re too d.a.m.n proud to take my coin, Highlander," he called after Sin, "then maybe I could teach you something useful in return... like how to talk."
Sin stopped and slowly turned, his fingers once again curling into fists. Although Ian feared he was about to be on the receiving end of those formidable fists, he stood his ground.
A grin slowly spread across Sin"s face. "Och, lad, an" whit makes ye think I"d want tae learn tae gab like some prissy gent who talks like he"s got a walkin" stick stuck up his crease?"
Ian blinked at him. "Was that even English? Maybe I should have volunteered to translate for you instead of teaching you elocution. You"re obviously quite fluent in gibberish."
Ian felt his own lips curve in a smile as Sin responded by giving him a gesture that required no translation.
That smile faded along with the memory of that fateful day, leaving Ian standing once again before the window in his uncle"s study. While he had been lost in the past, the last of the daylight had surrendered to the bruised purple shadows of dusk, forcing him to face his own pensive reflection in the gla.s.s.
He was no longer pale or scrawny but a man to be reckoned with in his own right. Thanks to the boy he had called Sin, he knew how to use both his fists and his wits to survive. Yet he remained at his uncle"s beck and call, no less a puppet to the man"s tyrannical whims than he"d been as a lonely nine-year-old who had come to this place in the hopes of finding a home and a family.
As he stood gazing up at that mountain, remembering the boy who was born to be his enemy but who had all too briefly been his friend, he knew in his heart that there was nowhere in the world either one of them could flee to escape its mighty shadow.
Chapter Eleven.
AS THE MOON DRIFTED higher in the night sky, Jamie eased back on the reins of his mount, his arms forming a natural cradle for the boneless bundle nestled against his chest. Emma had tolerated the infrequent stops and punishing pace he"d set for most of the day without complaining, but when he"d felt her grip on his waist give way and her body began to sway dangerously with each of the horse"s strides, he"d been forced to reverse their positions so she could ride in front of him. higher in the night sky, Jamie eased back on the reins of his mount, his arms forming a natural cradle for the boneless bundle nestled against his chest. Emma had tolerated the infrequent stops and punishing pace he"d set for most of the day without complaining, but when he"d felt her grip on his waist give way and her body began to sway dangerously with each of the horse"s strides, he"d been forced to reverse their positions so she could ride in front of him.
She"d protested the switch with little more than a disgruntled moan and a cross flutter of her eyelashes before curling herself against his chest like a drowsy little cat. No matter how rigid Jamie held himself in the saddle, the rioting curls that had escaped the leather thong still managed to tickle his nose. How she could still smell so sweet and feminine-like lilacs washed by a gentle spring rain-after a grueling day of riding was a complete mystery to him.
When she stirred and moaned again, he slowed his horse from a canter to a walk, ignoring the impatient looks from his men. Suddenly he wasn"t nearly as eager to make camp for the night as they were. Emma might have survived their grueling day in the saddle, but he wasn"t sure he would survive another night with her sleeping anywhere near him.
He had hoped his forbidding glower would deter conversation but it didn"t stop Bon from drawing his sorrel alongside him and casting a cagey look toward the sleeping girl in his arms. "I s"pose it"s good the la.s.s is takin" her ease now, isn"t it?"
"And just why would that be?"
Bon shrugged. "Well, after witnessin" that kiss ye tried to steal this morn, I have a sneakin" suspicion she"ll be needin" all o" her strength for the night to come."
Not in any mood for his cousin"s teasing-or the deliciously depraved images it brought to mind-Jamie continued to gaze straight ahead.
Undeterred by his stony profile, Bon cheerfully continued. "She might buck a bit at first but once ye break her to the saddle, ye"ll be able to ride her long and hard. If ye find yerself growin" weak in the legs and in need o" any help, I just want ye to know I"m yer mon. Just give a whistle and I"ll be more than happy to-"
Jamie"s hand shot out and closed around Bon"s throat, choking off his words in mid-sentence. Still balancing Emma"s weight in the crook of his other arm, he leaned toward his cousin, looked him dead in the eye and said, "I appreciate the offer but I don"t believe your services will be required. Tonight or any other night."
Freeing Bon to give him a look that would have shamed the devil himself, Jamie returned his grip to the reins and his attention to the road.
Continuing to eye him as if he"d kicked a crippled kitten, Bon ma.s.saged the fingerprints from his throat. "There"s no need to be so techy, now is there? One would think that havin" the Hepburn"s bride at his mercy would put a mon in a more generous temper."
"Aye, one would think that, wouldn"t they?" With that cryptic reply, Jamie snapped the reins on his mount"s back, determined to escape the shrewd glint in his cousin"s eye.
IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN more difficult for Emma to continue to feign sleep if Jamie Sinclair"s broad chest hadn"t made such an enticing pillow. As long as she kept her eyes closed and her limbs limp, each of the horse"s plodding steps continued to rock her gently in the cradle of Jamie"s arms. more difficult for Emma to continue to feign sleep if Jamie Sinclair"s broad chest hadn"t made such an enticing pillow. As long as she kept her eyes closed and her limbs limp, each of the horse"s plodding steps continued to rock her gently in the cradle of Jamie"s arms.
She had drifted out of her exhausted slumber just in time to hear him rejecting his man"s crude offer in no uncertain terms. That primal display of brute masculine force had sent a treacherous little thrill jolting down her spine. Unfortunately, it was quickly followed by a wave of self-contempt.
No matter how tenderly he held her or how staunchly he defended her, she could not afford to forget that Jamie Sinclair was her enemy. Perhaps he simply sought to confuse her with his small kindnesses. Instead of sheltering her in his arms, another man might have bound her wrists and tethered her to the back of his horse, forcing her to stumble along behind him until she collapsed from exhaustion. At least it would have been easier to hate that man, she thought with growing desperation, to despise him for being the black-hearted villain he was.
She"d be the worst sort of ninny to mistake avarice for chivalry. Jamie had already admitted she was worth far more to him alive than dead. If he sought to shield her from the lascivious intentions of his men, it was only to protect her innocence and his investment until he could wrangle a ransom from Hepburn. She was nothing more to him than some sort of brood mare to be bargained away to the highest bidder.
That bitter reminder hardened her resolve. It simply would not do for her to spend another night in Jamie Sinclair"s company, or his arms. If she hoped to escape his clutches with her pride and her heart intact, she couldn"t afford to bide her time and wait for her bridegroom to either ransom or rescue her. She had no choice but to take her fate into her own hands once again the moment an opportunity presented itself.
And this time there would be no room for failure.
If you do try to run again, I just might decide your virtue is of more value to me than to the earl.
Emma shivered as Jamie"s warning echoed through her mind. It was not an idle threat. He possessed the power to ruin her. Not just for her bridegroom but for any other man as well. If he made good on his promise, no decent man would want her. And no decent woman would ever welcome Emma into her home. She would live out the rest of her life like a ghost drifting in the shadows on the fringes of society-both scorned and invisible.
She tensed as the horse ceased its rocking. The cheerful jingle of bridles and harnesses was followed by the relieved sighs and jovial banter of Jamie"s men as they dismounted. They must have finally decided to make camp for the night.
She yawned and stirred, pretending she had just been roused from a restful slumber. They had stopped on a barren expanse of moor bordered by towering trees on one side. A thin layer of mist floated just above the ground, shimmering beneath the gentle glow of the moon.
Emma half-expected Jamie to dump her to her feet as he had in the clearing the day before, but instead he carefully balanced her weight atop the horse as he dismounted, then drew her into his waiting arms.
As he lowered her to her feet, her body slid all the way down his, inch by provocative inch. Her eyes flew open in shock. His battle-hardened body was in the exact same state she had found it in upon awakening that morning-the state he had claimed was more painful than a pistol ball between the eyes. She tipped back her head to meet his heavy-lidded gaze, no longer able to feign either sleep or innocence.
Keenly aware that his men were milling about only a few feet away, she lowered her voice to a tense whisper. "I thought you said that only happened in the morning. And that it had naught to do with me."
He gazed down at her, his expressive mouth unsullied by even the trace of a smile. "I lied. On both counts."
His big, warm hands were still splayed against her ribcage, his thumbs lingering only inches away from the soft swell of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. She gazed into the depths of his eyes, wondering how frost could burn so hot it threatened to sizzle away her every fear and misgiving. In that moment she was no more eager to escape him than he was to set her free.
Which was precisely what gave her the courage to close her trembling hands around the grip of his pistol, slide the weapon from the waistband of his breeches in one smooth motion and press its muzzle against his abdomen.
Chapter Twelve.
IT DIDN"T TAKE JAMIE and Emma"s unnatural stillness long to attract the attention of Jamie"s men. The good-natured banter abruptly ceased. Bridles slipped from frozen fingers. Smiles began to fade and jaws to harden. and Emma"s unnatural stillness long to attract the attention of Jamie"s men. The good-natured banter abruptly ceased. Bridles slipped from frozen fingers. Smiles began to fade and jaws to harden.
As Emma slowly backed away from Jamie, keeping the mouth of his weapon carefully trained on his heart, a dozen pistols magically appeared in the hands of his men, each one trained on her with equal precision. Jamie had warned her they would be willing to die for him. She should have known they would be willing to kill for him as well.
She could see them from the corner of her eye but she refused to take her gaze off Jamie. With the horse still at his back, there was nowhere for him to flee.
"Lower your weapons," he commanded. Although his gaze was still fixed on her, they all knew his words were meant for his men.
"But Jamie," a great hulking brute with a jagged scar carved into his cheek said softly, "what do ye expect us to do? Just stand by and whistle through our a.r.s.es while the la.s.s blasts ye to kingdom come?"
"Lower your weapons!" Jamie barked. "It was not a suggestion."
Exchanging a flurry of doubtful glances, his men grudgingly obeyed the order. They lowered their pistols, but kept them at the ready by their sides.
Emma didn"t stop backing away from Jamie until there was a good ten paces between them. She had hoped she might be able to think more clearly if she was out of his reach. But the invisible chain of his gaze still bound them together, making it nearly impossible for her to hear her own thoughts over the frantic tempo of her heart.
She needed a horse. She"d already proved she had little to no chance of making it back down the mountain on foot. But with a horse and a head start...
Before she could fully formulate her plan, Jamie opened his arms as if to make himself an even more tempting target. "So what do you intend to do now, la.s.s?" The coaxing note in his voice only served to deepen its husky appeal. "Take me into custody and turn me over to the authorities? Shoot me?"
Emma tightened her grip on the pistol. To her dismay, instead of easing the tremor in her hands, the effort only succeeded in worsening it. "Perhaps I just wanted you to know what it feels like to have a pistol pointed at your heart."
"The Hepburn has had a pistol pointed at my heart for twenty-seven years. I know exactly exactly how it feels." how it feels."
From the corner of her eye, she saw one of Jamie"s men slyly ease a step closer to them. She swung the mouth of the pistol toward the cl.u.s.ter of men, freezing them anew. "I wouldn"t test me if I were you. It might surprise you to learn that I know how to use a pistol. If I can bring down a pheasant at fifty paces, I most certainly won"t miss you you." As she watched the nervous dart of their eyes, a new thought occurred to her. "Which one of you is Bon?"
The men stood paralyzed for several seconds, then lifted their free hands as one and pointed to a wiry elf of a man in their midst. He quickly lifted his arm and pointed to the fellow standing next to him.
Emma narrowed her eyes as she studied him. He looked like the runt from a litter of runts. His inky, short-cropped hair was spiked up in all directions as if he"d let some giant cat lick it in lieu of using a comb. A dark arrow of beard furred his pointed chin. As the other men began to edge away from him, leaving him all alone to face her bloodthirsty squint, he flashed her a sheepish grin, revealing a mouthful of crooked teeth.
"P-P-Pleased to make yer acquaintance, m"lady," he stammered, offering her a nervous bob that looked more like a curtsy than a bow.
"Well, I"m not in the least bit pleased to make yours," Emma informed him. "You said some horrid things about me to Mr. Sinclair. I don"t care for you at all. I do believe I"m going to shoot you first."
Bon"s sallow face went from yellow to white. "Now, la.s.s, I didn"t mean none o" them things I said. I was just funnin" with the lad. In all the years I"ve ridden with Jamie, I"ve never known him to lift a hand to a-"
"Bon!" Jamie snapped. "That"ll do."
Bon shot him a helpless look, plainly trying to decide whether it would be more dangerous to offend him or the steely-eyed la.s.s holding the gun. He returned his attention to Emma, lifting his hands in supplication. "Why, I got nothin" but respect for a bonny la.s.s such as yerself. Ye can ask any o" the lads and they"ll tell ye straight. If anyone "round these parts knows how to treat a lady, it"s me. Isn"t that right? Malcolm? Angus?" he said plaintively, appealing to the two men closest to him, one of whom he"d just tried to get shot in his stead.
Emma did a double take. Malcolm and Angus weren"t just brothers, but twins-both with long, wild hair, full lips and compelling, slightly off-kilter features that proved there was a very thin line between comely and homely.
Malcolm-or maybe it was Angus-nodded earnestly. "Bon"s tellin" the G.o.d"s truth, m"lady. Why, only last week he was boastin" aboot how he treated that barmaid over in Invergarry."
"That"s right, miss," Angus-or maybe it was Malcolm-agreed with equally convincing sincerity. "Bon swore he treated her right, he did. And judgin" from the squeals and moans comin" from that hayloft in the stables until the wee hours o" the morn, he weren"t just boastin.""
The other men snickered and nudged each other. Bon groaned and eyed the pistol still dangling uselessly from his hand as if contemplating shooting himself before she could.
Folding his arms over his chest, Jamie cleared his throat. "I couldn"t really blame you if you shot Bon, la.s.s. h.e.l.l, I"d have shot him myself a long time ago if he wasn"t my cousin."
"Eh!" Bon protested, giving him an aggrieved look.
Jamie continued as if there had been no interruption. "However, I feel it"s my Christian duty to warn you that my pistol only holds one shot. You can"t shoot the both of us. I"m afraid you"re going to have to choose, sweetheart."
More infuriated by the tender note in his voice than by any crude jibe from one of his men, Emma swung the pistol back around and leveled it at his heart. "I"m not your la.s.s. And I"m not your sweetheart." As she faced him with her shoulders thrown back and her chin held high, she was surprised to realize her hand was no longer trembling. For the first time in a very long while she felt completely in control of her destiny. "I don"t belong to any man. At least not yet."
She had naively believed she had disarmed him, but she had failed to take into account the most lethal weapon in his a.r.s.enal. Tipping his head to one side to study her, Jamie gave her a lazy grin that made her toes curl in her borrowed boots. "If you want to keep it that way, I"m afraid you"re going to have to shoot me."
Unfolding his brawny arms, he came striding toward her. Although his men"s expressions veered wildly between disbelief and alarm, Jamie only had eyes for her.
Emma"s panic swelled as the distance between his imposing chest and the mouth of the weapon shrank. Recognizing in that moment that he was a gambling man just like her papa, she took two stumbling steps backward, raking back the pistol"s hammer with her thumb.
Yet still he came, as resolute and fearless as some great mountain cat stalking a field mouse. Emma"s field of vision narrowed until she could count each dark lash ringing those vibrant green eyes of his. Eyes that would be forever closed in death if she called his bluff.
She squeezed her own eyes shut to block out the sight of his face. But she could still see him lying in a pool of his own blood on the cold, hard ground. Could see the sun-bronzed glow fade from his face, leaving it as pale and waxen as the effigy on a tomb.
Her finger tensed on the trigger but at the exact second she squeezed it, she felt her arm jerk to the side, as if of its own volition.
She opened her eyes to find Jamie still on his feet and an acrid cloud of smoke hanging in the air between them. Through ears still ringing from the blast, she heard him let out an admiring whistle as he eyed the jagged chunk of bark the pistol ball had torn from the trunk of a nearby birch. "Not bad for an amateur marksman. Or woman. At least you didn"t shoot my horse."
Emma"s arm fell limply to her side. Her shoulders slumped in defeat. She didn"t even protest when Jamie reached down and gently removed the smoking pistol from her hand. He tossed it to one of his men, leaving him free to deal with her.
She braced herself for the blow to come, knowing her open defiance had left him with little choice but to mete out her punishment in front of his men. His temper, as well as his pride, would demand it. She would not cry, she swore silently, even as she felt a treacherous sting at the backs of her eyes. Nor would she give him the satisfaction of begging for mercy. Whatever he did to her, it would be no more than she deserved for letting her own temper get the best of her and squandering her best opportunity to escape.
Despite all of her courageous intentions, she still flinched when he lifted his hand. He froze and she glimpsed a flash of genuine anger in his eyes. But instead of backhanding her as she"d antic.i.p.ated, he simply captured her wrist and tugged her into motion, forcing her to follow him.
As he hauled her through the ranks of his men, they looked as if they"d like nothing more than to erupt in a triumphant cheer, but didn"t dare. Only Bon looked subdued, the mischievous spark in his black b.u.t.ton eyes dimmed to an ember.
Given how long Jamie"s strides were, it took them less than a minute to reach the edge of the wood bordering the moonlit stretch of moor. Emma faltered but Jamie just kept walking, giving her no choice but to stumble along behind him or be dragged. As the forbidding shadows engulfed them, she realized she had sorely misjudged him.
There would be no one to witness the punishment Jamie Sinclair had planned for her.
Chapter Thirteen.
EMMA STUMBLED AFTER JAMIE, forced to match his relentless pace. The thick canopy of boughs swaying over their heads diffused the moonlight, dappling their path with a sinister web of shadows that turned every rock and fallen branch into a trap to snag her clumsy feet. forced to match his relentless pace. The thick canopy of boughs swaying over their heads diffused the moonlight, dappling their path with a sinister web of shadows that turned every rock and fallen branch into a trap to snag her clumsy feet.
She might be in danger of stumbling to her knees with every step, but Jamie navigated the treacherous terrain with rugged indifference, his stride as sure as his horse"s had been on the edge of the cliff overlooking the vale.
Emma wanted to drag her feet, to postpone the inevitable moment of reckoning when Jamie would finally prove himself to be every inch the monster the earl would have her believe he was. His kindnesses had already sent a tiny web of cracks shuddering through her heart. She feared his cruelty would shatter it into a thousand pieces.
Her breath was growing shorter, her lungs starting to burn. Her ill-fitting boots chafed her toes and heels through the thick stockings, making each step a fresh misery.
"Pardon me?" she finally gasped out, her discomfort beginning to outweigh her fear.