They sang louder than before: it seemed to him that they were screaming.
"But thus th" eternal counsel ran, "_Almighty_ love, arrest that man!""
Dale closed the hymn-book, held it behind his back, and stared at the cross-beams of the roof until the hymn was over.
After the hymn Mr. Osborn read a couple of chapters from the Bible, and Dale, seated again, understood how utterly unfounded had been his recent notion that these people were devoting any particular attention to him. He looked at them carefully. Obviously they had not a thought of him. The eyes of those near to him and far from him were alike fixed upon the pastor"s face.
But as soon as they sang again he experienced the same sensations again, felt a conviction that the hymn was aimed directly at him.
"Lord, when Thy Spirit deigns to show The badness of our hearts, Astonished at the amazing view, The Soul with horror starts.
"Our staggering faith gives way to doubt, Our courage yields to fear; Shocked at the sight, we straight cry out, "Can ever G.o.d dwell here?"
"None less than G.o.d"s Almighty Son Can move such loads of sin; The water from his side must run, To wash this dungeon clean."
"Now, I think," said Mr. Osborn, "it is fairly lighting-up time, and that no one can accuse us of being extravagant if we call for the match-boxes. Brother Maghull, please get to work. And, yes, you too, Brother Hartley, if you will. You"re always a dab at regulating them."
Then the lamps were lighted; two or three men going round to do the work, the congregation generally a.s.sisting as much as they were able, while the pastor, watching all operations, made genial comments.
"Thank you. Now we begin to see who"s who, and what"s what. I say, that"s on the smoke, isn"t it? I seem to smell something, or is it imagination? If the wicks are as badly trimmed as they were three Sundays ago, I shall be tempted to copy the procedure of the House of Commons, and _name_ a member." Then he smiled. "Yes, I shall name a certain young sister who must have turned clumsy-fingered because she was thinking of her fal-lals and her chignon, or her new hat, when she ought to have been thinking of her duty to our lamps."
A ripple of gentle laughter, like a lightly dancing wave on a deep calm sea, pa.s.sed from the platform to the outer door; the lamplighters went back to their seats; and the pastor with a change of voice said solemnly: "Friends, let us pray."
Dale observed his manner of holding his hand to his forehead as if seeking inspiration, the almost spasmodic movements of his mouth, the sort of plaintive groan that started the prayer, and the steadily acc.u.mulating earnestness with which it went on.
"O merciful and divine Father, supreme and omnipotent lord of Thy created universe, vouchsafe unto this little knot of Thy lowly creatures ..."
It was a long prayer; and Dale, surmising it to be an extempore composition, admired Mr. Osborn"s flow of language, command of erudite words, and success in bringing some very intricate sentences to an appropriate period.
During the sermon Mr. Osborn several times aroused laughter by little homely jokes coming unexpectedly in the midst of his serious discourse; but Dale no longer felt surprise. He thought that he had caught their point of view, got the hang of the main scheme. These people were genuine believers, and entirely free from any affectation or pretense. They possessed no church-manner: thus, when they spoke to one another here, they did so as naturally as when they were speaking in the fields or on the highroads. Only when they spoke to G.o.d, could you hear the vibration and the thrill, the effort and the strain.
And all at once his own self-consciousness vanished. He felt comfortable, quite at ease, and extraordinarily glad that he had dedicated an hour to the purpose of coming here.
The lamplight enormously improved the appearance of the chapel; the genial yellow glow was surrounded by fine dark shadows that draped the ugly walls as if with soft curtains; there were golden glittering bands on the roof beams, and above them all had become black, impenetrable, mysterious. When one glanced up one might have had the night sky over one"s head, for all one could see of the roof. The light shone bright on crooked backs, slightly distorted limbs, the pallor of sickness, the stains of rough weather; on girls meekly folding hands that daily scrub and scour; on laboring men stooping the shoulders that habitually carry weights; on spectacled old women with eyes worn out by incessantly peering at the tiny st.i.tches of their untiring needles; but one would have looked in vain for any types even approximately similar to the stalwart well-balanced youths, the smooth-cheeked game-playing maidens, the prosperously healthful fathers and mothers of the established faith. Dale did not look for them, did not miss them, would not have wished them here.
It might be said that there was not a single person of the whole gathering on whom there was not plainly printed, in one shape or another, the stamp of toil. That fact perhaps formed the root of the difference between this and a Church of England congregation. To Dale"s mind, however, there was something else of a saliently differentiating character. Once again he was struck by the expression of all the faces. He thought how calm, how trustful, how quietly joyous these people must be feeling, in order to shine back at the lamps as steadily and clearly as the lamps were shining on them.
"Friends, let us praise G.o.d by singing the hundred and tenth hymn before we separate."
They all rose and began to sing their final song; and Dale observed that here and there, as the loud chorus swelled and flowed, singers would sink down upon their knees as though of a sudden impelled to silence and prayer.
"There is a fountain filled with blood, Drawn from Emmanuel"s veins; And sinners plunged beneath that flood, Lose all their guilty stains.
"The dying thief rejoiced to see That fountain in his day; And there may I, as vile as he, Wash all my sins away."
Dale abruptly sat down, leaned forward, and then knelt upon the boarded floor, hiding his face in his hands. He did not get up until the pastor had given the blessing and the people were moving out.
XIX
As so often happens toward the latter part of April, there had come a spell of unseasonably warm weather; thunder had been threatening for the last week, and now at the end of an oppressive day you could almost smell the electricity in the air.
Mavis warned Dale that he would get a sousing, when he told her that he was obliged to go as far as Rodchurch.
"Won"t it do to-morrow, Will?"
"No, I shan"t have time to-morrow. Remember I"m not made of barley-sugar. I shouldn"t melt, you know, even if I hadn"t got my mack."
Norah fetched him his foul weather hat, and ran for his umbrella.
"No," he said, "I don"t want that, my dear;" and he smiled at her very kindly. "Besides, if we"re going to have a storm, an umbrella is just the article to bring the lightning down on my head."
Norah pulled away the umbrella hastily, as though she would now have fought to the death rather than let him have it.
"Don"t wait supper, Mav. I may be latish."
He walked fast, and his mackintosh made him uncomfortably warm. The rain held off, although now and then a few heavy drops fell ominously.
It was quite dark--a premature darkness caused by the clouds that hung right across the sky. There seemed to be n.o.body on the move but himself; the street at Rodchurch was absolutely empty, the tobacconist"s shop at the corner being alone awake and feebly busy, the oil lamps flickering in the puffs of a warm spring wind.
He took one glance toward the post office, and then went right down the street and out upon the common. The house that he was seeking stood a little way off the road, and a broad beam of light from an open window proved of a.s.sistance as he crossed the broken and uneven ground. While he groped for the bell handle inside the dark porch he could hear, close at hand, a purring and whirring sound of wheels that he recognized as the unmistakable noise made by a carpenter"s lathe.
As soon as he rang the bell the lathe stopped working, and next moment the Baptist pastor came to the door.
"Mr. Dale--is it not?
"Yes--good evening, Mr. Osborn."
"Pray come in."
"Thank you. Could you spare time for a chat?"
"Surely. I was expecting you."
Dale drew back, and spoke coldly, almost rudely.
"Indeed? I am not aware of any reason for your doing so."
"I ought to have said, _hoping_ to see you."
"Oh. May I ask why?"
Mr. Osborn laughed contentedly. "Since I saw you at our service, you know. Please come into my room."
It was not an attractive or nicely furnished room. All one side of it was occupied by the lathe, bench, and tools; and on this side the boards of the floor, with a carpet rolled back, were covered with wood shavings.
"There, take off your wraps and be seated, Mr. Dale. I"ll sort my rubbish. Stuffy night, isn"t it?"