"Tell me more about being a Christian, Sam."
"I don"t know that much about it, Nydia. I ... sometimes think it"s a ... feeling one must have. And I don"t have it very often."
"I think you"re a better person than you will admit to being, Sam."
"I"ve killed in cold blood," he said softly. "Before I was twenty years old."
"Yet you"ve been chosen by a higher power to do ... something good here on earth."
He looked at her. "Killing your mother and brother, probably. Have you thought about that, Nydia?"
"Yes. But I have no feelings of love or affection for either of them, Sam. I don"t recall the last time I felt anything for them. I"ve always felt like a stranger around them ... out of place ... unwanted and really unloved. I don"t believe they know love. I"ll put it stronger than that: they worship Satan, so how can they know love?"
His smile was gentle, full of admiration for her. And love.
"Do you believe in baptizing or sprinkling, Sam?"
"I was baptized when I was just a kid. Too young, really. You don"t really understand what it"s all about at twelve or thirteen. It"s exciting ... the thing to do. Yeah, I guess either one would do. I"m not even sure it"s necessary. How about the thief on the cross?"
"I know that story. I want to be a Christian, Sam."
He looked at her. "I really hope the thoughts I"m picking up from you aren"t correct."
"They are."
"I"m not a minister, Nydia. I"m not even a very good Christian. How can I baptize you?"
"Do you remember the words, Sam?"
"No. I really don"t." He searched his memory. "Well ... I remember what Jesus said to the eleven disciples after the rock had rolled away ... or something like that."
"Oh, Sam!" She laughed at him, her laughter tinkling bells in the forest. "All right, that will have to do. So say them. Do it."
"Do it? You mean ... here? Nydia, I don"t have the ... uh, authority."
"What authority does it take?"
"Well, I don"t know, exactly."
"Then how do you know you don"t have it? I mean, you"re a baptized Christian, aren"t you? Can"t a Christian baptize somebody?"
"I ... guess so, Nydia. But I"m not about to stick you in that water," he said pointing to the creek. "You"d turn blue!"
"Then put your fingers in the creek and do that other thing."
He grinned at her, the grin fading when he saw she was serious. Feeling very much like a fool, Sam kneeled by the fast-rushing creek and wet his fingers. He touched his fingers to her forehead and said, "Jesus said this, Nydia, and I really hope someone is listening who knows what this is all about. "All power is given unto me in Heaven and on earth."
""Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost."
"Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.""
And Sam knew something all powerful had been guiding his voice, for he had not read that pa.s.sage since he was a child.
He kissed her lips and said, "I feel kind of like an idiot, Nydia."
"I really hope Jesus didn"t add that," she said dryly.
"What do they represent?" Susan asked, her eyes on the circle of stones.
Black moved closer to her, standing just behind the young woman. She could smell the musk of his cologne and it was rich and heady, arousing some heretofore hidden urge deep within her. Black breathed deeply of her perfume and placed his hands on her shoulders.
"It is said that here is where ancient ceremonies were held," he told her. He now stood with his groin pushing against her b.u.t.tocks, knowing she could feel his slight erection. He pushed against her. She made no effort to move away.
"What kind of ceremonies?" she asked, her voice low.
"The people who worship here, Susan, worship a Master who allows them supreme pleasures in life. Their Master knows that mortals are susceptible beings, and to place too many restrictions upon them is not wise. Are you a Christian, Susan?"
"I was baptized as a child, but I don"t attend church."
"Why not?"
"I just got away from it, that"s all."
"The talk at school is you"re untouchable. That Susan is super-cool. All ice."
"You"re touching me, so the talk must be wrong."
"They say you don"t smoke gra.s.s, don"t drink ... nothing!"
"Like I said, Black: the talk is wrong." She pushed her b.u.t.tocks against his heating, swelling groin.
He moved his hands from her shoulders to her slim waist.
She said, "Tell me more about this religion, Black. It sounds very intriguing."
"What would you like to know about it?" His hands were gently caressing her denim-clad hips.
"Oh ... like what is your church called? And I a.s.sume you belong to it."
"Yes. Many names. Depending on the locale."
"Have I ever been to one of your churches?"
"I doubt it." He buried his face in the lushness of her hair and breathed the scent of her.
"Why all this sudden attention to me, Black? I"ve seen you looking at me at dances, but you never asked me out.
"I didn"t believe you"d go out with me."
"Why?"
"Because of the talk."
"But I"m here, aren"t I?"
"And we"re alone."
She turned in his arms and kissed him, running her tongue over his lips, pushing against him, working her hips against his. "Did you bring blankets so we could f.u.c.k, Black?"
He laughed, his lips still on hers. "I have to admit I did, Susan."
"All right," she said softly, then added, "Lana and the others are so stupid they don"t realize what happened, Black. But my father was a doctor-the research kind. I know when I"ve been drugged. Besides, I"m a light sleeper; not like I slept last night. You didn"t have to do that, Black."
He said nothing.
She pulled away, opening her jacket, then removing it. Black gazed hungrily at the swell of her b.r.e.a.s.t.s pushing against her shirt. She lifted the heavy gold medallion. "Seems to be a great many of these, Black."
"But I gave only one-to you."
Her eyes were serious as they gazed into the darkness of his eyes. His were unreadable. "I studied this medallion quite closely this morning. Under a magnifying gla.s.s."
"And?"
"It was ... unusual. I found myself captivated by the detail."
"But not offended?"
"Oh no."
"Some people are offended by the scene."
And she sealed her fate when she said, "I found myself wishing I was a partic.i.p.ant."
"Did you now?"
"Yes."
"You could be."
"Tell me what I would gain."
"If you"re one of the lucky ones accepted by our Master-really accepted by him-everlasting beauty and life."
"I"m a virgin, Black. I really am."
"Why? Saving yourself for the right man?"
"Something like that. But I think I"ve found him."
"It would be an honor for me." A thin line of sweat formed on her upper lip, although the northern air was cool. "I think I like your G.o.d, Black. And I"m not a fool: I know what Adam and the others practice."
"Do you now?"
"Yes. Black magic. Voodoo. Devil worship."
"It doesn"t frighten you?"
"It fascinates me."
He took her hand and placed it on his swelling crotch. "Does that fascinate you?"
She gently squeezed. "I"d like to see more before I commit myself."
"You know the way."
She nodded and drew back, spreading the blankets away from the circle of stones, on a thick mattress of pine needles. She kneeled down, slowly wriggling out of her jeans. She patted the s.p.a.ce beside her.
Naked from the waist down, but with their shirts open, they lay under the blankets beneath the trees. She gripped his p.e.n.i.s and worked the foreskin back, the angry red glans glistening.
"It"s big," was all she said.
There was no need for foreplay; her juices were wetting the insides of her thighs.
"Think you can get that in your mouth?" Black asked.
"It"s real big," she repeated.
"Try."
Without hesitation she bent her head and took him, while his fingers worked at the wetness between her legs. He pulled her mouth from him and positioned himself between her legs, inserting only a small portion of himself inside her.
"More," she groaned.
"First you tell me your G.o.d is s.h.i.t," he said.
She hesitated, then complied, uttering the blasphemy. And the medallion around her neck began to glow.
He slid another inch inside her and said, "Praise the Master of Darkness, Susan."
"Yes," she whispered in pa.s.sion. "I do praise Him."
He moved between her legs and she screamed in pleasure and pain. Black said, "If this feels so good, Susan, why then does your G.o.d deny this pleasure to his subjects, whenever they choose to partake of it?"
"I don"t know!" she wailed, struggled to get more of him inside her.
"Because your G.o.d is s.h.i.t!"
"Yes. My G.o.d is s.h.i.t!"