The words sprang into his head, then rolled from his tongue. "He had His reasons, Nydia. We"ll know them when we face them."
She turned her back to him and cried herself to sleep, very much aware of him next to her ... and wanting him.
"You"re restless this night, Sam," Jane Ann said. She had abruptly awakened and automatically looked around the room for the mist that was Balon.
"In a manner of speaking, yes."
"Don"t you sleep in your world?"
"Not as you know it."
"You"re holding something back from me," she said, her tone not accusing.
"Yes."
"And you"re worried about it." Not spoken as a question.
"To a degree."
"Can"t you tell me about your concern?"
"A ... friend; an acquaintance ... a longtime resident of the world without end ... has quarreled with G.o.d. He has found an exit and left the firmament. Against orders, I think. But I can"t be certain of that. Even He ... has moods."
"He made man in His own image, didn"t He?"
"Yes and no. He made man and woman in our image."
"I don"t understand."
"You will."
"Very well. Who is your friend that he would have the courage to quarrel with G.o.d?"
"A mighty warrior. The mightiest of the mighty. And a man who hates Satan and everything the Beast stands for."
"Does he have a name?"
"Yes."
"But you"re not going to tell me, are you?"
Balon was silent.
"Is G.o.d angry with your friend?"
"I doubt it. No more than He is angry with me for leaving."
"Has your friend come to earth before?"
"Which earth?"
"Tricked you with that one, didn"t I?" She smiled. "I got some information you weren"t supposed to give, I"ll bet."
"Jane Ann ..." Balon seemed to sigh in exasperation.
"All right. This earth."
"Many times."
"Where is he?"
"He is not here."
Jane Ann smiled. "Michael, the archangel. Has to be. It"s reasonable to a.s.sume you would make friends with him. Both of you enjoy a good fight."
Balon projected nothing, but the mist seemed to stir.
Jane Ann giggled, the giggling startling Balon. He projected: "What in the name of all that is right and just do you find to giggle about? A woman of your age?"
"A woman my age? Oh? I didn"t realize I was so unattractive."
"I didn"t say that, Janey. I just ... well, I can"t seem to make you understand the seriousness of the situation."
"Oh, I understand, believe me, I do. I know all the pain and degradation that lies before me ... that I have to face before I am taken home. At least I think I do. But my main concern was of and for Sam. Now I know that he will be all right."
"How like a woman."
"Chauvinism in Heaven? Really, Sam! How mundane."
"Go to sleep, Jane Ann. You"re getting carried away with this verbal cuteness."
"You"re angry with me."
"That emotion is not ... really displayed in my world."
"What emotions are allowed?"
"Allowed is not the correct word. But I"ll let it be."
"Is love allowed?"
"Of course. Love is pure and good and just. You"ll see, Janey."
"Love between two people?"
"In ... a sense, yes."
"Sam?"
"What is it now?"
"I love you, Sam Balon."
"Go to sleep, Jane Ann."
"Chicken."
"Go to sleep!"
And she drifted off into a calm sleep, even though she felt she knew the horror that lay before her. She was not afraid. And when she had tucked herself into the comfortable arms of Morpheus, and her breathing had slowed, leveled, the mist that was Balon came to her, to hover over her.
And as the ever-living vapor wavered by her, Balon projected: "Oh, Jane Ann, you do not know how hard I fought to come here; you do not know how difficult it was; and you do not know the horror that awaits you. But I do. And I will suffer as you, but will be powerless to help until the end. When your time comes, Jane Ann, don"t fight it; let life slip from you; let it ebb until I can take a hand and end your suffering.
"We sinned, Jane Ann, years ago, we sinned-just as our son and my daughter have sinned and will sin again, for Him. But G.o.d works strangely, sometimes, my love, and to enter His kingdom is not the easiest or the simplest thing to do. Have strength and faith, my love, for I will be beside you in all your trials, and He will be watching us both.
And I do love you, my darling. As much in this world of mine, His world, as I did as a mortal."
And the mist became a blanket that covered her with a gentleness, a love so pure, it could only come from above.
THIRTEEN.
It was as if nothing evil had taken place, or was about to occur at Falcon House. The late breakfast was all smiles and cordiality, with everyone present speaking and smiling at Sam and Nydia, each group inviting them to sit and have breakfast with them.
Sam and Nydia declined each offer, electing to sit at a table by themselves, after serving themselves at the buffet line. Roma appeared at their table, a.s.suring them the food was not drugged, and would not be again. Up until midnight Thursday. She added the disclaimer with a slight smile.
"Your friends will join you momentarily," the beautiful witch said. "And be a.s.sured, they are all right."
"The young girls who came with the new group?" Nydia asked.
"Alive and well," her mother a.s.sured her.
"Where are they?"
"In a safe place."
"Why aren"t they allowed to dine with us?" The daughter held on to the subject like a bulldog.
"Why ... they might decide to run away, hurting themselves in the process. They might run off into the woods, and get lost."
"Better that than what you have planned for them, Mother."
The two women stared daggers at each other.
"Drop the other shoe, Roma," Sam said, chewing slowly, reflectively, a thought just popping into his mind.
Roma helped herself to a piece of her daughter"s toast, nibbling at it. "Why, whatever do you mean, Sam?"
"You know perfectly well what I mean. But it won"t work, Roma. I won"t come over to your side because of the kids."
"I see," she said, her smile suddenly very evil. "Oh ... wait until you hear them screaming, Sam, dear, then make up your mind."
"You said no violence, Roma," he reminded her.
"No physical violence directed against either of you," Roma corrected. "And has anyone been ugly toward either of you this morning?"
"It won"t work, Roma."
"I think I"ll give one to Karl this evening." The evil smile became more malevolent. "Yes ... Janet, I believe. The youngest one. Twelve, I believe she is. What a tight, tender c.u.n.t she must have. Oh, my ... how she will wail."
Sam looked at her, the loathing for her blistering through his eyes. "And if I choose to interfere?"
"Why, darling ... then we must defend ourselves. It would be only right and proper according to the rules. After all, we we would not be a.s.saulting would not be a.s.saulting you, you, would we?" would we?"
"You just have to be, Roma, the most despicable b.i.t.c.h I have ever encountered."
She patted his hand. "Of course, I am, darling. And I am so looking forward to you making love to me."
"Never!"
"Never say never, darling." She patted his cheek and laughed as he slapped her fingers away. "Ta-ta, ciao, and all that, dears."
She walked away, a regal bearing to her stride. She stopped at each table, chatting for a few seconds with each Coven member.
"She acts like this is some sort of f.u.c.king social gathering," Sam said.
Lana, Linda, and Judy appeared in the archway to the dining area. Black and Susan just behind them. "Judy looks very pale," Nydia observed.
"Take a look at her neck when she sits down," Sam said, the words popping from his mouth. As before, he wondered where they came from. Then he said, "Your mother is a vampire."
Nydia dropped her fork on the plate. "Don"t ask me how I know, Nydia. I just do."
"Then Black ... ?"
"Must be the same. Falcon, too." And the vision came to him, numbing him: the events of the black ma.s.s replaying vividly in his mind. "That"s what she was doing kneeling by Howard, hidden by the stones. Remember what I said to her in the room: Howard was one of them, now?"
"My mother drinks ... blood!"
"Gross, isn"t it."
"I don"t believe it, Sam. I ... just can"t. That kind of thing ... I mean ..." She shoved her half-eaten breakfast from her. "Who is telling you these things, Sam?"