Chapter 272 - Won"t You Regret It?
Breaking the rules that set for herself? Now that she thought of it, he was right. She was always the one who stuck strictly by the rules set around her. She never really tried to rebel but the question was... what good would that do to her? Would she find satisfaction for it?
"I don"t think breaking the rules will be advantageous for me," she said as she looked at him. "It will only cause me troubles and more headaches."
Han Xukun ended up chuckling lightly, "you really are a good girl aren"t you?"
Her brow flinched when he called her a "good girl". It should be a compliment but why did it sound like an insult when coming from him. Although she couldn"t deny it since what she knew that what he said was true.
For some reason, she wanted to try to experience breaking a rule, she wanted to know how it would feel.
She ended up staring at him intently, "I don"t want to murder or steal so if I"m going to break a rule right now, it should be..." She paused and leaned forward.
In the next second, Han Xukun"s eyes went wide in surprise when he felt her soft lips against his. This was totally unexpected, especially coming from her.
She pulled away after a few seconds to look into his eyes once again. A shy blush plastered on her cheeks as she said, "it"s stated on the student handbook: no intimate acts in and out the school grounds. They discourage being in a relations.h.i.+p while studying because of premarital s.e.x."
"..."
At that moment, Han Xukun didn"t know what to say. He was speechless. He never thought that among all the rules available, she would actually choose a school rule...
It was her first kiss so Lu Xingyan couldn"t help but blush hard. Though as she stared into his eyes, it was as if the whole world suddenly became silent for them. They couldn"t hear the hard pour outside or the fire flicker with the wood every now and then.
It was just a short kiss- no, it was a peck but it was enough to worsen the atmosphere around them. She could only see him and he could only see her.
The blanket around her was disheveled because of her sudden movement which only made her look enticing in her eyes. It was too suggestive for him not to be affected. He usually didn"t have an interest in sharing such intimate acts with women but to her, something was different. He wanted to hold her, to feel more of her touch. In the following second, this time, it was Han Xukun who leaned forward to kiss her. He held her by her nape.
Lu Xingyan closed her eyes as she tried to kiss him back. She felt vigorous mouth work against her lips. There was no way they could resist such piled-up mood settings. The blanket around her fell on the ground, exposing her underwear to him. She didn"t push him away. For some reason, she actually found it likable as she shared a pa.s.sionate kiss with him.
Has breaking a rule always felt this pleasurable?
As she opened her mouth, his tongue slipped in to taste every corner of it. It was tasteless but it was figuratively sweet making her melt. A strange sensation, something she was not familiar with, began growing in her chest as she allowed him to kiss her this way. She could feel his hand began to roam around her body, .. Strangely enough, she didn"t hate it. She actually wanted more.
Han Xukun moved his kisses to her neck down to her collar, sucking and marking her there. When he heard a moan escaped her lips when he kissed a sensitive spot near it. This only drove him to go on. She was not pus.h.i.+ng him away so why should he stop? But even if that was what his inner self was telling, he held back his desires.
She opened her eyes and looked at him in confusion when she suddenly felt the tingling sensation that was coming from kisses stopped.
He reached out and gently touched her cheek. He rested his forehead against hers as he gazed into her eyes. He whispered, "we shouldn"t be doing this..."
Lu Xingyan knew that he was right but... she was left hanging by him which only made her want to desire more of that strange pleasure she felt earlier in her body. It was embarra.s.sing, yes. She felt so shy since she was sitting in her underwear there. She was so exposed but then... "I"ll hate you if you stop here."
He pulled back a bit and asked, "won"t you regret it? There"s no turning back if we continue... You know what will happen."
Regret? Would she regret it?
She actually appreciated that Han Xukun was still thinking of her despite having the situation to his advantage as a man. No one would waste such an opportunity but here he was, trying to make her change her mind.
If it was him... She wouldn"t regret giving her first. She wouldn"t regret offering every inch of her body to him.
"You said that I should try breaking a rule."
"Yes, I did but I wasn"t talking about this one..."
The sides of her lips curled up into a gentle smile. It was the prettiest smile in Han Xukun"s eyes. She rarely smiled this way but at that moment he was so captivated by her. He released her and gently removed her arms around him. He sighed heavily as he insisted, "we can"t do this. We aren"t even dating. I am not the man you love."
She bit her lower lip as she watched him turn away. "I don"t have a romantic feeling for anyone. So what if we"re not dating? We can just..." She paused and hesitated. She clenched her fists as she continued, "it can just be... a one night..."
"You"ll regret doing this with someone you don"t love." Although just think about left bitterness in him. Why should he care?
"I won"t!" She exclaimed stubbornly.
"You will, Xingyan."
"No, I will not regret it." She was so sure of it.
He looked at her this time and asked, "then tell me. What makes you so sure that you won"t regret it?"
"Because it"s you!"