"Why? Because I think he owes _you_ something. And that"s a grudge. It isn"t my business, but if I were you, Rickets, I"d pay him orf and have done with him."
"Oh, that"s all right. I"m safe enough."
"You? It"s just you who isn"t. d.i.c.ky"s not a bad sort, in his way. All the same, he"d sell you up as soon as look at you. Unless--" (for a moment her bright eyes clouded, charged with the melancholy meanings of the world) "Unless you happened to be an orf"ly pretty woman." She laid her right leg across her left knee and struck a vesta on the heel of her shoe.
"Then, of course, he"d sooner look at me."
Poppy puffed at her cigarette and threw the vesta into the grate with a dexterous jerk of her white forearm. "Look at you first. Sell you up--after." Then Poppy burst into song--
"Oh, he is such a nice little boy, When there"s nothing you do to annoy; But he"s apt to stand aloof If you arsk him for the oof, And it"s then that he looks coy.
Oh, he"ll show the cloven hoof, If you put him to the proof.
When you want him to hand you the boodle He"s _not_ such a nice little boy.
"Yes, d.i.c.kee, _I_ see you!"
The canary, persuaded by Poppy"s song that it was broad daylight, was awake and splashing in his bath. Again in Poppy"s mind (how unnecessarily) he stood for the respectabilities and proprieties; he was an understudy for Tiny of the dirty tea-gown.
"Going?"
"Yes. I must go."
"Wait." She rose and held him by the collar of his coat, a lapel in each small hand. He grasped her wrists by an instinctive movement of self-preservation, and gently slackened her hold. She gave his coat a little shake. "What"s the matter with you, Rickets? You"re such a howling swell."
Her eyes twinkled in the old way, and he smiled in spite of himself.
"Say, I"m a little nuisance, Rickets, _say_ I"m a little nuisance."
"You are a little nuisance.
"A d----d little nuisance."
"A d----d little nuisance."
"Ah, now you feel better, don"t you? Poor Ricky-ticky, don"t you be afraid. It"s only a _little_ nuisance. It"ll never be a big one. It"s done growing. That is, I won"t rag you any more, if you"ll tell me one thing--oh, what a whopper of a sigh!--Promise me you"ll pay d.i.c.ky off."
"All right. I"ll pay him."
"To-morrow?"
"To-morrow, then. Don"t, Poppy. I--I"ve got a sore throat." For Poppy, standing on tip-toe, had made an effort to embrace him.
"I sy, if you blush like that, Rickets, you"ll have a fit. Poor dear!
_Did_ I crumple his nice little stylish collar!"
He endured while she smoothed out an imaginary wrinkle, her head very much on one side. "You see, Razors, we"ve been such chums. Whatever happens, I want to be all right and straight with you."
"What should happen?"
"Oh, anything." Again there was that troubling of the bright shallows of her eyes. "You remember larst time you were here?" (his shudder told her that he remembered well). "I _did_ try to send you away, didn"t I?"
"As far as I can remember, you did."
"What did you think I did it for?"
"I suppose, because you wanted me to go."
"Stupid! I did it because I wanted you to _stay_." She looked into his eyes and the light went out of her own; among its paint and powder her audacity lay dead. It was as if she saw on his face the shadow of Lucia Harden, and knew that her hour had come.
She met it laughing. "Good-night, Ricky-ticky."
As he took her hand he muttered something about being "fearfully sorry."
"Sorry?" Poppy conjured up a poor flickering ghost of her inimitable wink. "The champagne was bad, dear. Don"t you worry."
When he had left her, she flung herself face downwards on the divan.
"Oh, d.i.c.ky, will you hold your horrid little tongue?" But as she sobbed aloud, the canary, symbol of invincible Propriety, rocked on his perch and shook over her his piercing and exultant song.
Rickman was sorry for her, but the sight and touch of her were hateful to him. He took her advice however. He had had good luck with some articles, and he called on Pilkington the next afternoon and paid him his thirty pounds with the interest. d.i.c.ky was in a good humour and inclined to be communicative. He congratulated him on his present berth, and informed him that Rickman"s was "going it." The old man had just raised four thousand on the Harden library, the only security that he, d.i.c.ky, would accept.
"I suppose," said Rickman simply, "you"d no idea of its value when you let him buy it?"
d.i.c.ky stared through his eye-gla.s.s with his blue eyes immense and clear.
"My dear fellow, do you take me for a d----d fool?"
So that had been d.i.c.ky"s little game? Trust d.i.c.ky.
And yet for the time being, held in the opposing grip of two firm cupidities, it was safe, the great Harden library, once the joy of scholars, loved with such high intellectual pa.s.sion, and now the centre of so many hot schemes and rivalries and l.u.s.ts. Now that the work of sacrilege was complete, housed at last in the Gin Palace of Art, it stood, useless in its desecrated beauty, c.u.mbering the shelves whence no sale would remove it until either Rickman"s or Pilkington let go. So far the Hardens were avenged.
CHAPTER XLII
More than once, after that night when Rickman dined with him, Jewdwine became the prey of many misgivings. He felt that in taking Rickman up he was a.s.suming an immense responsibility. It might have been better, happier for Rickman, poor fellow, if after all he had left him in his decent obscurity; but having dragged him out of it, he was in a manner answerable to the world for Rickman and to Rickman for the world.
Supposing Rickman disappointed the world? Supposing the world disappointed Rickman?
Jewdwine lived in the hope, natural to a distinguished critic, of some day lighting upon a genius. The glory of that find would go far to compensate him for his daily traffic with mediocrity. Genius was rarely to be seen, but Jewdwine felt that he would be the first to recognize it if he did see it; the first to penetrate its many curious disguises; the first to give it an introduction (if it wanted one) to his own superior world. And here was Rickman--manifestly in need of that introduction--a man who unquestionably had about him some of the marks by which a genius is identified; and yet he left you terribly uncertain. He was the very incarnation of uncertainty. Jewdwine was perfectly willing to help the man if only he were sure of the genius.
But was he sure? Had it really pleased the inscrutable divine thing to take up its abode in this otherwise rather impossible person?
Meanwhile Rickman seemed to be settling down fairly comfortably to the work of _The Museion_; and Jewdwine, having other things to think of, began to forget his existence. He was in fact rapidly realizing his dream. He had won for himself and his paper a position lonely and unique. The reputation of _The Museion_ was out of all proportion to its circulation, but Jewdwine was making himself heard. As an editor and critic he was respected for his incorruptibility and for the purity of his pa.s.sion for literature. His utterances were considered to carry authority and weight.
Just at first the weight was perhaps the more conspicuous quality of the two. Jewdwine could not be parted from his "Absolute." He had lived with it for years in Oxford, and he brought it up to town with him; it walked beside him on the London pavements and beckoned him incessantly into the vast inane. It cut a very majestic figure in his columns, till some irritable compositor docked it of its capital and compelled it to march with the rank and file of vulgar adjectives.
Even thus degraded it ruled his paragraphs as it ruled his thoughts.
But lately the review seemed to be making efforts to redeem itself from the charge of heaviness. In certain of its columns there was a curious radiance and agitation, as of some winged and luminous creature struggling against obscurity; and it was felt that Jewdwine was binding in a pious tradition of dulness a spirit that would otherwise have danced and flown. Whether it was his own spirit or somebody else"s did not definitely appear; but now and again it broke loose altogether, and then, when people complimented him on the brilliance of his appearance that week, he smiled inscrutably.
It was impossible to say how far Jewdwine"s conscience approved of these outbursts of individuality. Certainly he did his best to restrain them, his desire being to give to his columns a distinguished unity of form. He saw himself the founder of a new and higher school of journalism, thus satisfying his undying tutorial instincts. He had chosen his staff from the most promising among the young band of disciples who thronged his lecture-room at Oxford; men moulded on his methods, inspired by his ideals, drenched in his metaphysics; crude young men of uncontrollable enthusiasm, whose style awaited at his hands the final polishing.