"Oh, I fancy even a journalist"s income will run to that."
It did run to that and to a hansom afterwards, though Flossie protested, dragging at his arm.
"I"d rather walk," said she, "indeed I would."
"Nonsense. Come, bundle in."
"Please--please let me walk." He helped her in and closed the ap.r.o.n sharply. He was annoyed. That was the second time she had insisted on his poverty. He thought she had a little too much the air of preparing herself to be a poor man"s wife. Of course it was pretty of her; but he thought it would have been prettier still if she had let it alone.
Now Flossie had never thought of him as a poor man before to-night; but somehow the idea of the good income he might have had and hadn"t made him appear poor by comparison. She lay back in the hansom meditating. "If you could only write a play like that, Keith, what a lot of money you"d make."
"Shouldn"t I? But then, you see, I couldn"t write a play like that."
"Rubbish. I don"t believe that author--what d"you call him?--is so very much cleverer than you."
"Thanks." He bowed ironically.
"Well, I mean it. And look how they clapped him--why, they made as much fuss about him as any of the actors. I say, wouldn"t you like to hear them calling "Author! Author!"? And then clapping!"
"H"m!"
"Oh, wouldn"t you love it just; you needn"t pretend! Look there, I declare I"ve split my glove." (That meant, as Flossie had calculated, a new pair that _she_ should not have to pay for.)
"If _you_ clapped me I would, Flossie. I should need all the consolation I could get if I"d written as bad a play."
"Well, if that was a bad play, I"d like to see a good one."
"I"ll take you to a good one some day."
"Soon?"
"Well, I"m afraid not very soon." He smiled; for the play he thought of taking her to was not yet written; would never be written if many of his evenings were like this. But to Flossie, meditating, his words bore only one interpretation--that Keith was really very much worse off than she had taken him to be.
As they lingered on the doorstep in Tavistock Place, a young man approached them in a deprecating manner from the other side of the street, and took off his hat to Flossie.
"Hallo, Spinks!" said Rickman.
"That you, Razors?" said Spinks.
"It is. What are you doing here?"
"Oh nothing. I was in the neighbourhood, and I thought I"d have a look at the old place."
"Come in, will you? (If they don"t come, Flossie, I shall _have_ to use my latch-key.")
"Not to-night, thanks, it"s a bit too late. I"d better be going." But he did not go.
"I hope," said Flossie politely, "you"re comfortable where you are now?"
"Oh, very comfortable, very comfortable indeed." Yet his voice had a melancholy sound, and under the gas-light his face (a face not specially designed for pathos) looked limp and utterly dejected.
"I think, Keith," said Flossie, "you"d better ring again." Ringing was a concession to propriety that Flossie insisted on and he approved. He rang again; and Mrs. Downey in a beautiful wrapper herself opened the door. At the sight of Spinks she gave a joyful exclamation and invited him into the hall. They left him there.
"What"s up?" asked Rickman as they parted on his landing.
"Who with? Sidney? I can"t tell you--really."
"I wonder why he left."
"I can"t tell you that, either." They said good-night at the foot of the stairs, and she kissed him laughing. And the two men heard it echoing in their dreams, that mysterious laughter of woman, which is as the ripple over the face of the deep.
CHAPTER XLVIII
Isaac Rickman stood in his front shop at the close of a slack winter day. He looked about him with a gaze uncheered by the contemplation of his plate-gla.s.s and mahogany; and as he looked he gathered his beard into a serious meditative hand, not as of old, but with a certain agitation in the gesture.
Isaac was suffering from depression; so was the book-trade. Every year the pulse of business beat more feebly, and in the present year, eighteen ninety-six, it was almost standing still. Isaac had seen the little booksellers one by one go under, but their failure put no heart into him; and now the wave of depression was swallowing him up too. He had not got the grip of the London book-trade; he would never build any more Gin Palaces of Art; he had not yet freed himself from the power of Pilkington; and more than all his depression the mortgage of the Harden Library weighed heavily on his soul. The Public in which he trusted had grown tricky; and he found that even capital and incomparable personal audacity are powerless against the malignity of events.
For his own part Isaac dated his decline from the hour of his son"s defection. He had not been brought to this pa.s.s by any rashness in speculation, or by any flaw whatever in his original scheme. But his original scheme had taken for granted Keith"s collaboration. He had calculated to a nicety what it would cost him to build up his fortunes; and all these calculations had been based on the union of his own borrowed capital with Keith"s brilliant brains. And Keith with unimaginable perfidy had removed himself and his brilliant brains at the crisis of the start. Isaac thought he had estimated pretty accurately the value of his son"s contribution; but it was only in the actual experiment of separation that he realized the difference it had made.
The immediate effect of the blow was to paralyse the second-hand department. As far as new books went Isaac was fairly safe. If the Public was tricky he was generally up to its tricks. But with second-hand books you never knew where you were, not unless you had made a special study of the subject. Owing to his defective education he had always been helpless in the second-hand shop; liable at any moment to be over-reached by one of those innocent, lantern-jawed student fellows who go poking their noses everywhere.
And in buying he was still more at a disadvantage. He had grown nervous in the auction-room; he never knew what to do there, and when he did it, it was generally wrong. He would let himself be outbidden where Keith would have carried all before him by a superb if reckless persistence.
But if business was at its worst in the second-hand department, in the front shop there was a sense of a sadder and more personal desolation.
Rickman"s was no longer sought after. It had ceased to be the rendezvous of affable young men from Fleet Street and the Temple. The customers who came nowadays were of another sort, and the tone of the business was changing for the worse. The spirit, that something illuminating, intimate, and immortal, had perished from the place.
At first Isaac had not been able to take its departure seriously. He had never really grasped the ground of that disagreement with his son; he had put it all down to "some nonsense about a woman"; and certain hints dropped by Pilkington supported him in that belief. Keith, he had said to himself, would come back when his belly pinched him. Every day he looked to see him crawling through the big swinging doors on that empty belly. When he did it, Isaac meant to take him back instantly, unquestioned, unreproved and unreproached. His triumph would be so complete that he could afford that magnanimity. But Keith had not come back; he had never put his nose inside the shop from that day to this. He called to see his father now and again on a Sunday (for Isaac no longer refused to admit him into his house); and then, as if in obedience to the holy conventions that ruled in the little villa at Ilford in Ess.e.x, no allusion was made to the business that had driven them apart. In the same spirit Isaac sternly refrained from inquiring into the state of Keith"s finances; but from his personal appearance he gathered that, if Keith returned to the shop, it would not be hunger that would send him there. And if the young man"s manner had not suggested the unlikelihood of his return, a hint to that effect was conveyed by his clothes. They were the symbols of prosperity, nay more, of a social advance that there could be no going back upon. Isaac had only to look at him to realize his separation.
The thing was monstrous, incomprehensible, but certain. But it was in Keith"s gaze (the gaze which he could never meet, so disturbing was it in its luminous sincerity) that he read the signs of a more profound and spiritual desertion.
Isaac stood pondering these things in the front shop, at the hour of closing. As he moved drearily away, the lights were turned out one by one behind him, the great iron shutters went up with a clang, and it was dark in Rickman"s.
That evening, instead of hailing a Liverpool Street "bus, he crossed the Strand and walked up Bow Street, and so into Bloomsbury. It was the first time for four years that he had called in Tavistock Place.
He used to go up alone to the boarding-house drawing-room, and wait there till Keith appeared and took him into his bedroom on the second floor. Now his name brought an obsequious smile to the maid"s face; she attended him upstairs and ushered him with ceremony into a luxurious library. Keith was writing at a table strewn with ma.n.u.scripts, and he did not look up all at once. The lamp-light fell on his fair head and boyish face, and Isaac"s heart yearned towards his son. He held out his hand and smiled after his fashion, but said no word.
The grip of the eager young hand gave him hope.
Keith drew up two chairs to the fire. The chairs were very deep, very large, very low, comfortable beyond Isaac"s dreams of comfort. Keith lay back in his, graceful in his abandoned att.i.tude; Isaac sat up very straight and stiff, crushing in his knees the soft felt hat that made him look for ever like a Methodist parson.
His eyes rested heavily on the littered table. "Well," he said, "how long have you been at it?"
"Oh, ever since nine in the morning--"
(Longer hours than he had in the shop); "--and--I"ve two more hours to put through still." (And yet he had received him gladly.)