"We can find the carriage very well without you, Roland," Lady Gwendoline answered quickly. "Come, papa."
The young man stopped, and a little shadow darkened over his face.
"Did you really ask me to luncheon?" he said.
"You really volunteered to come, after breakfast this morning, when you proposed bringing us here."
"Did I? Oh, very well; in that case I shall let the Percival business stand over; and I shall ride to Oakbank to-morrow morning, Raymond, and lie on the gra.s.s and talk to you all day long, if you"ll let me waste your time for once in a way. Good-bye; good morning, Mrs. Gilbert. By the bye, how do you mean to finish the day, Raymond?"
"I"m going to take Mr. and Mrs. Gilbert to Hurstonleigh Grove; or rather they take me, for they"ve brought a basket that reminds one of the Derby-day. We"re going to picnic in the grove, and drink tea at a cottage in honour of Isabel"s--Mrs. Gilbert"s--birthday."
"You must come and picnic at Mordred some day. It"s not as pretty as Hurstonleigh, but we"ll manage to find a rustic spot. If you care for partridges, Mr. Gilbert, you"ll find plenty in the woods round Mordred next September."
The young man put on his hat, and went after his cousin and her father.
Isabel saw him walk along the bright vista of rooms, and disappear in a burst of sunshine that flooded the great hall when the door was opened.
The beings were gone. For a brief interval she had been breathing the poetry of life; but she fell back now into the sober prose, and thought that half the grandeur of the castle was gone with those aristocratic visitors.
"And how do you like my young kinsman?" Mr. Raymond asked presently.
Isabel looked at him with surprise.
"He is your relation--Mr. Lansdell?"
"Yes. My mother was a Lansdell. There"s a sort of cousin-ship between Roland and me. He"s a good fellow--a very n.o.ble-hearted, high-minded young fellow; but--"
But what? Mr. Raymond broke off with so deep a sigh, that Isabel imagined an entire romance upon the strength of the inspiration. Had he done anything wicked? that dark beautiful creature, who only wanted the soul-harrowing memory of a crime to render him perfect. Had he fled his country, like Byron? or buried a fellow-creature in a cave, like Mr.
Aram? Isabel"s eyes opened to their widest extent; and Charles Raymond answered that inquiring glance.
"I sigh when I speak of Roland," he said, "because I know the young man is not happy. He stands quite alone in the world, and has more money than he knows how to spend; two very bad things for a young man. He"s handsome and fascinating,--another disadvantage; and he"s brilliant without being a genius. In short, he"s just the sort of man to dawdle away the brightest years of his life in the drawing-rooms of a lot of women, and take to writing cynical trash about better men in his old age. I can see only one hope of redemption for him, and that is a happy marriage; a marriage with a sensible woman, who would get the whip-hand of him before he knew where he was. All the luckiest and happiest men have been henpecked. Look at the fate of the men who won"t be henpecked.
Look at Swift: he was a lord of the creation, and made the women fear him; look at him drivelling and doting under the care of a servant-maid.
Look at Sterne; and Byron, who outraged his wife in fact, and satirized her in fiction. Were their lives so much the better because they scorned the gentle guidance of the ap.r.o.n-string? Depend upon it, Mrs. Gilbert, the men who lead great lives, and do n.o.ble deeds, and die happy deaths, are married men who obey their wives. I"m a bachelor; so of course I speak without prejudice. I do most heartily wish that Roland Lansdell may marry a good and sensible woman."
"A good and sensible woman!"
Isabel gave an involuntary shudder. Surely, of all the creatures upon this over-populated earth, a sensible woman was the very last whom Roland Lansdell ought to marry. He should marry some lovely being in perpetual white muslin, with long shimmering golden hair,--the dark men always married fair women in Isabel"s novels,--a creature who would sit at his feet, and watch with him, as Astarte watched with Manfred, till dismal hours in the silent night; and who should be consumptive, and should die some evening--promiscuously, as Mrs. Gamp would say--with flowers upon her breast, and a smile upon her face.
Isabel knew very little more of the pictures, or the men in armour, or the cannon in the chambers that yet remained to be seen at Warncliffe Castle. She was content to let Mr. Raymond and her husband talk. George admired the cannon, and the old-fashioned locks and keys, and the model of a cathedral made by a poor man out of old champagne corks, and a few other curiosities of the same order; and he enjoyed himself, and was happy to see that his wife was pleased. He could tell that, by the smile upon her lips, though she said so little.
The drive from Warncliffe to Hurstonleigh Grove was as beautiful as the drive from Graybridge to Warncliffe; for this part of Midlandshire is a perpetual park. Isabel sat back in the carriage, and thought of Lady Gwendoline"s aristocratic face and white-chip bonnet, and wondered whether she was the sensible woman whom Roland Lansdell would marry.
They would be a very handsome couple. Mrs. Gilbert could fancy them riding Arabs--n.o.body worth speaking of ever rode anything but Arab horses, in Isabel"s fancy--in Rotten Row. She could see Lady Gwendoline with a cavalier hat and a long sweeping feather, and Roland Lansdell bending over her horse"s neck to talk to her, as they rode along. She fancied them in that glittering saloon, which was one of the stock scenes always ready to be pushed on the stage of her imagination. She fancied them in the midst of that brilliant supernumerary throng who wait upon the footsteps of heroes and heroines. She pictured them to herself going down to the grave through an existence of dinner-parties, and Rotten Row, and b.a.l.l.s, and Ascot cups. Ah, what a happy life! what a glorious destiny!
The picnic seemed quite a tame thing after these reveries in the carriage. The orphans met their uncle at the lodge-gate; and they all went across the gra.s.s, just as they had gone before, to the little low iron gate which Mr. Raymond was privileged to open with a special key; and into the grove, where the wonderful beeches and oaks made a faint summer darkness.
Was it the same grove? To Isabel it looked as if it had been made smaller since that other picnic; and the waterfall, and the woodland vistas, and the winding paths, and the arbour where they were to dine,--it was all very well for the orphans to clap their hands, and disport themselves upon the gra.s.s, and dart off at a tangent every now and then to gather inconvenient wild-flowers; but, after all, there was nothing so very beautiful in Hurstonleigh Grove.
Isabel wandered a little way by herself, while Mr. Raymond and George and the orphans unpacked the basket. She liked to be alone, that she might think of Lady Gwendoline and her cousin. Lady Gwendoline Pomphrey--oh, how grand it sounded! Why, to have such a name as that would alone be bliss; but to be called Gwendoline Pomphrey, and to wear a white-chip bonnet with that heavenly sprig of heather just trembling on the brim, and those broad, carelessly tied, unapproachable strings!
And then, like the sudden fall of a curtain in a brilliant theatre, the scene darkened, and Isabel thought of her own life--the life to which she must go back when it was dark that night: the common parlour, or the best parlour,--what was the distinction, in their dismal wretchedness, that one should be called better than the other?--- the bread-and-cheese, the radishes,--and, oh, how George could eat radishes, crunch, crunch, crunch!--till madness would have been relief. This unhappy girl felt a blank despair as she thought of her commonplace home,--her home for ever and ever,--unbrightened by a hope, unsanctified by a memory; her home, in which she had a comfortable shelter, and enough to eat and to drink, and decent garments with which to cover herself; and where, had she been a good or a sensible young woman, she ought of course to have been happy.
But she was not happy. The slow fever that had been burning so long in her veins was now a rapid and consuming fire. She wanted a bright life, a happy life, a beautiful life; she wanted to be like Lady Gwendoline, and to live in a house like Warncliffe Castle. It was not that she envied Lord Ruysdale"s daughter, remember; envy had no part in her nature. She admired Gwendoline Pomphrey too much to envy her. She would like to have been that elegant creature"s youngest sister, and to have worshipped her and imitated her in a spirit of reverence. She had none of the radical"s desire to tear the trappings from the bloated aristocrat; she only wanted to be an aristocrat too, and to wear the same trappings, and to march through life to the same music.
George came presently, very much out of breath, to take her back to the arbour where there was a lobster salad, and that fine high-coloured Graybridge sherry, and some pale German wine which Mr. Raymond contributed to the feast.
The orphans and the two gentlemen enjoyed themselves very much. Mr.
Raymond could talk about medicine as well as political economy; and he and George entered into a conversation in which there were a great many hard words. The orphans ate--to do that was to be happy; and Isabel sat in a corner of the arbour, looking dreamily out at the shadows on the gra.s.s, and wondering why Fate had denied her the privilege of being an earl"s daughter.
The drowsy atmosphere of the hot summer"s afternoon, the Rhine wine, and the sound of his companion"s voice, had such a pleasant influence upon Mr. Raymond, that he fell asleep presently while George was talking; and the young man, perceiving this, produced a Midlandshire newspaper, which he softly unfolded, and began to read.
"Will you come and gather some flowers, Izzie?" whispered one of the orphans. "There are wild roses and honeysuckle in the lane outside. Do come!"
Mrs. Gilbert was very willing to leave the arbour. She wandered away with the two children along those lonely paths, which now sloped downwards into a kind of ravine, and then wound upwards to the grove.
The orphans had a good deal to say to their late governess. They had a new instructress, and "she isn"t a bit like you, dear Mrs. Gilbert,"
they said; "and we love you best, though she"s very kind, you know, and all that; but she"s old, you know, very old,--more than thirty; and she makes us hem cambric frills, and does _go on so_ if we don"t put away our things; and makes us do such horrid sums; and instead of telling us stories when we"re out with her, as you used,--oh, don"t you remember telling us Pelham? how I love Pelham, and Dombey!--about the little boy that died, and Florence--she teaches us botany and jology" (the orphans called it "jology"), "and tertiary sandstone, and old red formations, and things like that; and oh, dear Izzie, I wish you never had been married."
Isabel smiled at the orphans, and kissed them, when they entwined themselves about her. But she was thinking of the Alien"s dreams, and whether Lady Gwendoline was the "d.u.c.h.ess! with the glittering hair and cruel azure eyes," regarding whom the Alien was cynical, not to say abusive. Mrs. Gilbert felt as if she had never read the Alien half enough. She had seen him, and spoken to him,--a real poet, a real, living, breathing poet, who only wanted to lame himself, and turn his collars down, to become a Byron.
She was walking slowly along the woodland pathway, with the orphans round about her, like a modern Laoc.o.o.n family without the serpents, when she was startled by a rustling of the branches a few paces from her, and looking up, with a sudden half-frightened glance, she saw the tall figure of a man between her and the sunlight.
The man was Mr. Roland Lansdell, the author of "An Alien"s Dreams."
"I"m afraid I startled you, Mrs. Gilbert," he said, taking off his hat and standing bareheaded, with the shadows of the leaves flickering and trembling about him like living things. "I thought I should find Mr.
Raymond here, as he said you were going to picnic, and I want so much to talk to the dear old boy. So, as they know me at the lodge, I got them to let me in."
Isabel tried to say something; but the orphans, who were in no way abashed by the stranger"s presence, informed Mr. Lansdell that their Uncle Charles was asleep in the arbour where they had dined.--"up there." The elder orphan pointed vaguely towards the horizon as she spoke.
"Thank you; but I don"t think I shall find him very easily. I don"t know half the windings and twistings of this place."
The younger orphan informed Mr. Lansdell that the way to the arbour was quite straight,--he couldn"t miss it.
"But you don"t know how stupid I am," the gentleman answered, laughing.
"Ask your uncle if I"m not awfully deficient in the organ of locality.
Would you mind--but you were going the other way, and it seems so selfish to ask you to turn back; yet if you would take compa.s.sion upon my stupidity, and show me the way--?"
He appealed to the orphans, but he looked at Isabel. He looked at her with those uncertain eyes,--blue with a dash of hazel, hazel with a tinge of blue,-yes that were always half hidden under the thick fringe of their lashes, like a glimpse of water glimmering athwart overshadowing rushes.
"Oh, yes, if you like," the orphans cried simultaneously; "we don"t mind going back a bit."
They turned as they spoke, and Isabel turned with them. Mr. Lansdell put on his hat, and walked amongst the long gra.s.s beside the narrow pathway.
The orphans were very lively, and fraternized immediately with Mr.
Lansdell. They were Mr. Raymond"s nieces? then they were his poor cousin Rosa Harlow"s children, of whom he had heard so much from that dear good Raymond? If so, they were almost cousins of his, Mr. Lansdell went on to say, and they must come and see him at Mordred. And they must ask Mrs.
Gilbert to come with them, as they seemed so fond of her.
The girls had plenty to say for themselves. Yes; they would like very much to come to Mordred Priory; it was very pretty; their Uncle Charles had shown them the house one day when he took them out for a drive. It would be capital fun to come, and to have a picnic in the grounds, as Mr. Lansdell proposed. The orphans were ready for anything in the way of holiday-making. And for Isabel, she only blushed, and said, "Thank you,"
when Roland Lansdell talked of her visiting Mordred with her late charges. She could not talk to this grand and beautiful creature, who possessed in his own person all the attributes of her favourite heroes.
How often this young dreamer of dreams had fancied herself in such companionship as this; discoursing with an incessant flow of brilliant persiflage, half scornful, half playful; holding her own against a love-stricken marquis; making as light of a duke as Mary Queen of Scots ever made of a presumptuous Chastelar! And now that the dream was realized; now that this splendid Byronic creature was by her side, talking to her, trying to make her answer him, looking at her athwart those wondrous eyelashes,--she was stricken and dumbfounded; a miserable, stammering school-girl; a Pamela, amazed and bewildered by the first complimentary address of her aristocratic persecutor.
She had a painful sense of her own deficiency; she knew all at once that she had no power to play the part she had so often fancied herself performing to the admiration of supernumerary beholders. But with all this pain and mortification there mingled a vague delicious happiness.