"Impossible" was the usual answer. It was supposed to require human judgment and understanding.
But an invention is something that was "impossible" up to then -that"s why governments grant patents.
With memory tubes and the miniaturization now possible-I had been right about the importance of gold as an engineering material-with those two things it would be easy to pack a hundred thousand sound codes into a cubic foot... in other words, to soundkey every word in a Webster"s Collegiate Dictionary. But that was unnecessary; ten thousand would be ample. Who expects a stenographer to field a word like "kourbash" or "pyrophylilte"? You spell such words for her if you must use them. Okay, we code the machine to accept spelling when necessary. We sound-code for punctuation... and for various formats... and to look up addresses in a file... and for how many copies~... and routing and provide at least a thousand blank word-codings for special vocabulary used in a business or profession-and make it so that the owner-client could put those special words in himself, spell a word like "sten.o.benthic" with the memory key depressed and never have to spell it again.
All simple. Just a matter of hooking together gadgets already on the market, then smoothing it into a production model.
The real hitch was h.o.m.onyms. Dictation Dairy wouldn"t even slow up over that "tough cough and hiccough" sentence because each of those words carries a different sound. But choices like "they"re" and "their," "right" and "write" would give her trouble.
Did the L. A. Public Library have a dictionary of English h.o.m.onyms? It did...and I began counting the unavoidable h.o.m.onym pairs and trying to figure how many of these could be handled by information theory through context statistics and how many would require special coding.
I began to get jittery with frustration. Not only was I wasting thirty hours a week on an utterly useless job, but also I could not do real engineering in a public library. I needed a drafting room, a shop where I could smooth out the bugs, trade catalogues, professional journals, calculating machines, and all the rest.
I decided that I would just have to get at least a subprofessional job. I wasn"t silly enough to think that I was an engineer again; there was too much art I had not yet soaked up-repeatedly I had thought of ways to do something, using something new that I had learned, only to find out at the library that somebody had solved the same problem, neater, better, and cheaper than my own first stab at it and ten or fifteen years earlier.
I needed to get into an engineering office and let these new things soak in through my skin. I had hopes that I could land a job as a junior draftsman.
I knew that they were using powered semi-automatic drafting machines now; I had seen pictures of them even though I had not had one under my hands. But I had a hunch that I could learn to play one in twenty minutes, given the chance, for they were remarkably like an idea I had once had myself: a machine that bore the same relation to the old-fashioned drawing-board-and-T square method that a typewriter did to writing in longhand. I had worked it all out in my head, how you could put straight lines or curves anywhere on an easel just by punching keys.
However, in this case I was just as sure that my idea had not been stolen as I was certain that Flexible Frank had been stolen, because my drafting machine had never existed except in my head. Somebody had had the same idea and had developed it logically the same way. When it"s time to railroad, people start railroading.
The Aladdin people, the same firm that made Eager Beaver, made one of the best drawing machines, Drafting Dan. I dipped into my savings, bought a better suit of clothes and a secondhand brief case, stuffed the latter with newspapers, and presented myself at the Aladdin salesrooms with a view to "buying" one. I asked for a demonstration.
Then, when I got close to a model of Drafting Dan, I had a most upsetting experience. Deja... vu, the psychologists call it-"I have been here before." The d.a.m.ned thing had been developed in precisely the fashion in which I would have developed it, had I had time to do so... instead of being kidnapped into the Long Sleep.
Don"t ask me exactly why I felt that way. A man knows his own style of work. An art critic will say that a painting is a Rubens or a Rembrandt by the brushwork, the treatment of light, the composition, the choice of pigment, a dozen things. Engineering is not science, it is an art, and there is always a wide range of choices in how to solve engineering problems. An engineering designer "signs" his work by those choices just as surely as a painter does.
Drafting Dan had the flavor of my own technique so strongly that I was quite disturbed by it. I began to wonder if there wasn"t something to telepathy after all.
I was careful to get the number of its first patent. In the state I was in I wasn"t surprised to see that the date on the first one was 1970. I resolved to find out who had invented it. It might have been one of my own teachers, from whom I had picked up some of my style. Or it might be an engineer with whom I had once worked. The inventor might still be alive. If so, I"d look him up someday get acquainted with this man whose mind worked just like mine.
But I managed to pull myself together and let the salesman show me how to work it. He hardly need have bothered; Drafting Dan and I were made for each other. In ten minutes I could play it better than he could. At last I reluctantly quit making pretty pictures with it, got list price, discounts, service arrangements, and so forth, then left saying that I would call him, just as he was ready to get my signature on the dotted line. It was a dirty trick, but all I cost him was an hour"s time.
From there I went to the Hired Girl main factory and applied for a job.
I knew that Belle and Miles were no longer with Hired Girl, Inc. In what time I could spare between my job and the compelling necessity to catch up in engineering I had been searching for Belle and Miles and most especially for Ricky. None of the three was listed in the Great Los Angeles telephone system, nor for that matter anywhere in the United States, for I had paid to have an "information" search made at the national office in Cleveland. A quadruple fee, it was, as I had had Belle searched for under both "Gentry" and "Darkin."
I had the same luck with the Register of Voters for Los Angeles County.
Hired Girl, Inc., in a letter from a seventeenth vice-president in charge of foolish questions, admitted cautiously that they had once had officers by those names thirty years ago but they were unable to help me now.
Picking up a trail thirty years cold is no job for an amateur with little time and less money. I did not have their fingerprints, or I might have tried the FBI. I didn"t know their social-security numbers. My Country "Tis of Thee had never succ.u.mbed to police state nonsense, so there was no bureau certain to have a dossier on each citizen, nor was I in a position to tap such a file even if there had been.
Perhaps a detective agency, lavishly subsidized, could have dug through utilities" records, newspaper files, and G.o.d knows what, and traced them down. But I didn"t have the lavish subsidy, nor the talent and time to do it myself.
I finally gave up on Miles and Belle while promising myself that I would, as quickly as I could afford it, put professionals to tracing Ricky. I had already determined that she held no Hired Girl stock and I had written to the Bank of America to see if they held, or ever had held, a trust for her. I got back a form letter informing me that such things were confidential, so I had written again, saying that I was a Sleeper and she was my only surviving relative. That time I got a nice letter, signed by one of the trust officers and saying that he regretted that information concerning trust beneficiaries could not be divulged even to one in my exceptional circ.u.mstances, but he felt justified in giving me the negative information that the bank had not at any time through any of its branches held a trust in favor of one Frederica Virginia Gentry.
That seemed to settle one thing. Somehow those birds had managed to get the stock away from little Ricky. My a.s.signment of the stock would have had to go through the Bank of America, the way I had written it. But it had not. Poor Ricky! We had both been robbed.
I made one more stab at it. The records office of the Superintendent of Instruction in Mojave did have record of a grade school pupil named Frederica Virginia Gentry... but the named pupil had taken a withdrawal transcript in 1971. Further deponent sayeth not.
It was some consolation to know that somebody somewhere admitted that Ricky had ever existed. But she might have taken that transcript to any of many, many thousand public schools in the United States. How long would it take to write to each of them? And were their records so arranged as to permit them to answer, even supposing they were willing?
In a quarter of a billion people one little girl can drop out of sight like a pebble in the ocean.
But the failure of my search did leave me free to seek a job with Hired Girl, Inc., now that I knew Miles and Belle were not running it. I could have tried any of a hundred automation firms, but Hired Girl and Aladdin were the big names in appliance automatons, as important in their own field as Ford and General Motors had been in the heyday of the ground automobile. I picked Hired Girl partly for sentimental reasons; I wanted to see what my old outfit had grown into.
On Monday, 5 March, 2001, I went to their employment office, got into the line for white-collar help, filled out a dozen forms having nothing to do with engineering and one that did... and was told don"t-call-us-we"ll-call-you.
I hung around and managed to bull myself in to see an a.s.sistant hiring flunky. He reluctantly looked over the one form that meant anything and told me that my engineering degree meant nothing, since there had been a thirty-year lapse when I had not used my skill.
I pointed out that I had been a Sleeper.
"That makes it even worse. In any case, we don"t hire people over forty-five."
"But I"m not forty-five. I"m only thirty."
"You were born in 1940. Sorry."
"What am I supposed to do? Shoot myself?"
He shrugged. "If I were you, I"d apply for an old-age pension."
I got out quickly before I gave him some advice. Then I walked three quarters of a mile around to the front entrance and went in. The general manager"s name was Curtis; I asked for him.
I got past the first two layers simply by insisting that I had business with him. Hired Girl, Inc., did not use their own automatons as receptionists; they used real flesh and blood. Eventually I reached a place several stories up and (I judged) about two doors from the boss, and here I encountered a firm pa.s.s-gauge type who insisted on knowing my business.
I looked around. It was a largish office with about forty real people in it, as well as a lot of machines. She said sharply, "Well? State your business and I"ll check with Curtis"s appointment Secretary."
I said loudly, making sure that everybody heard it, "I want to know what he"s going to do about my wife!"
Sixty seconds later I was in his private office. He looked up. "Well? What the devil is this nonsense?"
It took half an hour and some old records to convince him that I did not have a wife and that I actually was the founder of the firm. Then things got chummy over drinks and cigars and I met the sales manager and the chief engineer and other heads of departments. "We thought you were dead," Curtis told me. "In fact, the company"s official history says that you are."
"Just a rumor. Some other D.B. Davis."
The sales manager, Jack Galloway, said suddenly, "What are you doing now, Davis?"
"Not much. I"ve, uh, been in the automobile business. But I"m resigning. Why?"
""Why?" Isn"t it obvious?" He swung around toward the chief engineer, McBee. "Hear that, Mac? All you engineers are alike; you wouldn"t know a sales angle if it came up and kissed you. "Why?" Davis. Because you"re sales copy, that"s why -because you"re romance. Founder of Firm Comes Back from Grave to Visit Brain Child. Inventor of the First Robot Servant Views Fruits of His Genius."
I said hastily, "Now wait a minute-I"m not an advertising model nor a grabbie star. I like my privacy. I didn"t come here for that; I came here for a job... in engineering."
McBee"s eyebrows went up but he said nothing.
We wrangled for a while. Galloway tiled to tell me that it was my simple duty to the firm I had founded. McBee said little, but it was obvious that he did not think I would be any addition to his department-at one point he asked me what I knew about designing solid circuits. I had to admit that my only knowledge of them was from a little reading of non-cla.s.sified publications.
Curtis finally suggested a compromise. "See here, Davis, you obviously occupy a very special position. One might say that you founded not merely this firm but the whole industry. Nevertheless, as McBee has hinted, the industry has moved on since the year you took the Long Sleep. Suppose we put you on the staff with the t.i.tle of... uh, "Research Engineer Emeritus."
I hesitated. "What would that mean?"
"Whatever you made it mean. However, I tell you frankly that you would be expected to co-operate with Galloway. We not only make these things, we have to sell them."
"Uh, would I have a chance to do any engineering?"
"That"s up to you. You"d have facilities and you could do what you wished."
"Shop facilities?"
Curtis looked at McBee. The chief engineer answered, "Certainly, certainly... within reason, of course." He bad slipped so far into Glasgow speech that I could hardly understand him.
Galloway said briskly, "That"s settled. May I be excused, B.J.? Don"t go away, Davis -we"re going to get a picture of you with the very first model of Hired Girl."
And he did. I was glad to see her... the very model I had put together with my own pinkies and lots of sweat. I wanted to see if she still worked, but McBee "wouldn"t let me start her up" -I don"t think he really believed that I knew how she worked.
I had a good time at Hired Girl all through March and April. I had all the professional tools I could want, technical journals, the indispensable trade catalogues, a practical library, a Drafting Dan (Hired Girl did not make a drafting machine themselves, so they used the best on the market, which was Aladdin"s), and the shoptalk of professionals: music to my ears!
I got acquainted especially with Chuck Freudenberg, components a.s.sistant chief engineer. For my money Chuck was the only real engineer there; the rest were overeducated slipstick mechanics including McBee, for the chief engineer was, I thought, a clear proof that it took more than a degree and a Scottish accent to make an engineer. After we got better acquainted Chuck admitted that he felt the same way. "Mac doesn"t really like anything new; he would rather do things the way his grandpa did on the bonnie banks of the Clyde."
"What"s he doing in this job?"
Freudenberg did not know the details, but it seemed that the present firm bad been a manufacturing company which had simply rented the patents (my patents) from Hired Girl, Inc. Then about twenty years ago there had been one of those tax-saving mergers, with Hired Girl stock swapped for stock in the manufacturing firm and the new firm taking the name of the one that I had founded. Chuck thought that McBee had been hired at that time. "He"s got a piece of it, I think."
Chuck and I used to sit over beers in the evening and discuss engineering, what the company needed, and the whichness of what. His original interest in me had been that I was a Sleeper. Too many people, I had found, had a queasy interest in Sleepers (as if we were freaks) and I avoided letting people know that I was one. But Chuck was fascinated by the time jump itself and his interest was a healthy one in what the world had been like before he was born, as recalled by a man who literally remembered it as "only yesterday."
In return be was willing to criticize the new gadgets that were always boiling up in my head, and set me straight when I (as I did repeatedly) would rough out something that was old hat... in 2001 A.D.). Under his friendly guidance I was becoming a modem engineer, catching up fast.
But when I outlined to him one April evening my autosecretary idea he said slowly, "Dan, have you done work on this on company time?"
"Huh? No, not really. Why?"
"How does your contract read?"
"What? I don"t have one." Curtis had put me on the payroll and Galloway had taken pictures of me and had a ghost writer asking me silly questions; that was all.
"Mmm... pal, I wouldn"t do anything about this until you are sure where you stand. This is really new. And I think you can make it work."
"I hadn"t worried about that angle."
"Put it away for a while. You know the shape the company is in. It"s making money and we put out good products. But the only new items we"ve brought out in five years are ones we"ve acquired by license. I can"t get anything new past Mac. But you can bypa.s.s Mac and take this to the big boss. So don"t... unless you want to hand it over to the company just for your salary check."
I took his advice. I continued to design but I burned any drawings I thought were good-I didn"t need them once I had them in my head. I didn"t feel guilty about it; they hadn"t hired me as an engineer, they were paying me to be a show-window dummy for Galloway. When my advertising value was sucked dry, they would give me a month"s pay and a vote of thanks and let me go.
But by then I"d be a real engineer again and able to open my own office. If Chuck wanted to take a flyer I"d take him with me.
Instead of handing my story to the newspapers, Jack Galloway played it slow for the national magazines; he wanted Life to do a spread, tying it in with the one they had done a third of a century earlier on the first production model of Hired Girl. Life did not rise to the bait but he did manage to plant it several other places that spring, tying it in with display advertising.
I thought of growing a beard. Then I realized that no one recognized me and would not have cared if they had.
I got a certain amount of crank mail, including one letter from a man who promised me that I would burn eternally in h.e.l.l for defying G.o.d"s plan for my life. I chucked it, while thinking that if G.o.d had really opposed what had happened to me, He should never have made cold sleep possible. Otherwise I wasn"t bothered.
But I did get a phone call, on Thursday, 3 May, 2001. "Schultz is on the line, sir. Will you take the call?"
Schultz? d.a.m.nation, I had promised Doughty the last time I had called him that I would take care of that. But I had put it off because I did not want to; I was almost sure it was one of those screwb.a.l.l.s who pursued Sleepers and asked them personal questions.
But she had called several times, Doughty had told me, since I had checked out in December. In accordance with the policy of the sanctuary they had refused to give her my address, agreeing merely to pa.s.s along messages.
Well, I owed it to Doughty to shut her up. "Put her on."
"Is this Danny Davis?" My office phone had no screen; she could not see me.
"Speaking. Your name is Schultz?"
"Oh, Danny darling, it"s so good to hear your voice!"
I didn"t answer right away. She went on, "Don"t you know me?"
I knew her, all right. It was Belle Gentry.
CHAPTER 5.
I made a date with her.
My first impulse had been to tell her to go to h.e.l.l and switch off. I had long since realized that revenge was childish; revenge would not bring Pete back and fitting revenge would simply land me in jail. I had hardly thought about Belle and Miles since I had quit looking for them.
But Belle almost certainly knew where Ricky was. So I made a date.
She wanted me to take her to dinner, but I would not do that I"m not fussy about fine points of etiquette. But eating is something you do only with friends; I would see her but I had no intention of eating or drinking with her. I got her address and told her I would be there that evening at eight.
It was a cheap rental, a walk-up fiat in a part of town (lower La Brea) not yet converted to New Plan. Before I buzzed her door I knew that she had not hung onto what she had bilked me out of, or she would not have been living there.
And when I saw her I realized that revenge was much too late; she and the years had managed it for me.
Belle was not less than fifty-three by the age she had claimed, and probably closer to sixty in fact. Between geriatrics and endocrinology a woman who cared to take the trouble could stay looking thirty for at least thirty extra years, and lots of them did. There were grabbie stars who boasted of being grandmothers while still playing ingenue leads.
Belle had not taken the trouble.
She was fat and shrill and kittenish. It was evident that she still considered her body her princ.i.p.al a.s.set, for she was dressed in a Stickt.i.te negligee which, while showing much too much of her, also showed that she was female, mammalian, overfed, and under exercised.
She was not aware of it. That once-keen brain was fuzzy; all that was left was her conceit and her overpowering confidence in herself. She threw herself on me with squeals of joy and came close to kissing me before I could unwind her.