"Are you praying or swearing?"
"d.a.m.ned if I know. But if this were the Slider--if only this were the Slider!"
"_He"s out there?_"
I nodded, forgetting that he couldn"t see me.
Big, as I remembered him. He"d only broken surface for a few moments, to look around. _There is no power on Earth that can be compared with him who was made to fear no one._ I dropped my cigarette. It was the same as before. Paralysis and an unborn scream.
"You all right, Carl?"
He had looked at me again. Or seemed to. Perhaps that mindless brute had been waiting half a millennium to ruin the life of a member of the most highly developed species in business....
"You okay?"
...Or perhaps it had been ruined already, long before their encounter, and theirs was just a meeting of beasts, the stronger b.u.mping the weaker aside, body to psyche....
"Carl, dammit! Say something!"
He broke again, this time nearer. Did you ever see the trunk of a tornado? It seems like something alive, moving around in all that dark.
Nothing has a right to be so big, so strong, and moving. It"s a sickening sensation.
"Please answer me."
He was gone and did not come back that day. I finally made a couple of wisecracks at Mike, but I held my next cigarette in my right hand.
The next seventy or eighty thousand waves broke by with a monotonous similarity. The five days that held them were also without distinction. The morning of the thirteenth day out, though, our luck began to rise. The bells broke our coffee-drenched lethargy into small pieces, and we dashed from the gallery without hearing what might have been Mike"s finest punchline.
"Aft!" cried someone. "Five hundred meters!"
I stripped to my trunks and started buckling. My stuff is always within grabbing distance.
I flipflopped across the deck, girding myself with a deflated squiggler.
"Five hundred meters, twenty fathoms!" boomed the speakers.
The big traps banged upward and the Slider grew to its full height, m"lady at the console. It rattled past me and took root ahead. Its one arm rose and lengthened.
I breasted the Slider as the speakers called, "Four-eight, twenty!"
"Status Red!"
A belch like an emerging champagne cork and the line arced high over the waters.
"Four-eight, twenty!" it repeated, all Malvern and static. "Baitman, attend!"
I adjusted my mask and hand-over-handed it down the side. Then warm, then cool, then away.
Green, vast, down. Fast. This is the place where I am equal to a squiggler. If something big decides a baitman looks tastier than what he"s carrying, then irony colors his t.i.tle as well as the water about it.
I caught sight of the drifting cables and followed them down. Green to dark green to black. It had been a long cast, too long. I"d never had to follow one this far down before. I didn"t want to switch on my torch.
But I had to.
Bad! I still had a long way to go. I clenched my teeth and stuffed my imagination into a straightjacket.
Finally the line came to an end.
I wrapped one arm about it and unfastened the squiggler. I attached it, working as fast as I could, and plugged in the little insulated connections which are the reason it can"t be fired with the line. Ikky could break them, but by then it wouldn"t matter.
My mechanical eel hooked up, I pulled its section plugs and watched it grow. I had been dragged deeper during this operation, which took about a minute and a half. I was near--too near--to where I never wanted to be.
Loathe as I had been to turn on my light, I was suddenly afraid to turn it off. Panic gripped me and I seized the cable with both hands. The squiggler began to glow, pinkly. It started to twist. It was twice as big as I am and doubtless twice as attractive to pink squiggler-eaters. I told myself this until I believed it, then I switched off my light and started up.
If I b.u.mped into something enormous and steel-hided my heart had orders to stop beating immediately and release me--to dart fitfully forever along Acheron, and gibbering.
Ungibbering, I made it to green water and fled back to the nest.
As soon as they hauled me aboard I made my mask a necklace, shaded my eyes, and monitored for surface turbulence. My first question, of course, was "Where is he?"
"Nowhere," said a crewman; "we lost him right after you went over.
Can"t pick him up on the scope now. Musta dived."
"Too bad."
The squiggler stayed down, enjoying its bath. My job ended for the time being, I headed back to warm my coffee with rum.
From behind me, a whisper: "Could you laugh like that afterwards?"
Perceptive Answer: "Depends on what he"s laughing at."
Still chuckling, I made my way into the center blister with two cupfuls.
"Still h.e.l.l and gone?"
Mike nodded. His big hands were shaking, and mine were steady as a surgeon"s when I set down the cups.
He jumped as I shrugged off the tanks and looked for a bench.
"Don"t drip on that panel! You want to kill yourself and blow expensive fuses?"
I toweled down, then settled down to watching the unfilled eye on the wall. I yawned happily; my shoulder seemed good as new.
The little box that people talk through wanted to say something, so Mike lifted the switch and told it to go ahead.
"Is Carl there, Mister Dabis?"
"Yes, ma"am."