"Can we go any faster?" Michael drawled. It wasn"t a complaint. It was just a question, calmly voiced.
"Only if the wind gets behind us or we start going down a hill," I said. "How far to the hospital?"
The big man shrugged his shoulders and shook his head. He had that kind of salt-and-pepper hair, dark against silver, that some men seem lucky enough to inherit, though his beard was still a solid color of dark brown, almost black. There were worry and laugh lines at the corners of his leathery face. His broad, lined hands rested on his knees, which were scrunched up due to the dashboard. "I don"t know for certain," he answered me. "Two miles?"
I squinted out the Beetle"s Beetle"s window at the fading light. "The sun is almost down. I hope we"re not too late." window at the fading light. "The sun is almost down. I hope we"re not too late."
"We"re doing all we can," Michael a.s.sured me. "If G.o.d wills it, we"ll be there in time. Are you sure of your ..." his mouth twisted with distaste, "source?"
"Bob is annoying, but rarely wrong," I answered, jamming on the brakes and dodging around a garbage truck. "If he said the ghost would be there, it will be there."
"Lord be with us," Michael said, and crossed himself. I felt a stirring of something; powerful, placid energy around him-the power of faith. "Harry, there"s something I"ve been meaning to talk to you about."
"Don"t ask me to Ma.s.s again," I told him, uncomfortable. "You know I"m just going to say no." Someone in a red Taurus cut me off, and I had to swerve around him, into the turn lane, and then ahead of him again. A couple of the Beetle"s Beetle"s wheels lifted off the ground. "Jerk!" I howled out the driver"s window. wheels lifted off the ground. "Jerk!" I howled out the driver"s window.
"That doesn"t preclude asking," Michael said. "But no. I wanted to know when you were going to marry Miss Rodriguez."
"h.e.l.l"s Bells, Michael," I scowled. "You and I have been chasing all over town for the past two weeks, going up against every ghost and spirit that has all of a sudden reared its ugly head. We still don"t know what"s causing the spirit world to go postal."
"I know that, Harry, but-"
"At the moment," I interrupted, "we"re going after a nasty old biddy at Cook County, who could kill us if we aren"t focused. And you"re asking me about my love life."
Michael frowned at me. "You"re sleeping with her, aren"t you?" he said.
"Not often enough," I growled, and shifted lanes, swerving around a pa.s.senger bus.
The knight sighed. "Do you love her?" he asked.
"Michael," I said. "Give me a break. Where do you get off asking questions like that?"
"Do you love her?" he pressed.
"I"m trying to drive, here."
"Harry," he asked, smiling. "Do you love the girl or don"t you? It isn"t a difficult question."
"Speaks the expert," I grumbled. I went past a blue-and-white at about twenty miles an hour over the speed limit, and saw the police officer behind the wheel blink and spill his coffee as he saw me go past. I checked my rearview mirror, and saw the blue bulbs on the police car whirl to life. "Dammit, that tears it. The cops are going to be coming in right after us."
"Don"t worry about them," Michael a.s.sured me. "Just answer the question."
I flashed Michael a glance. He watched me, his face broad and honest, his jaw strong, and his grey eyes flashing. His hair was cropped close, Marine-length, on top, but he sported a short, warrior"s beard, which he kept clipped close to his face. "I suppose so," I said, after a second. "Yeah."
"Then you don"t mind saying it?"
"Saying what?" I stalled.
"Harry," Michael scolded, holding on as we bounced through a dip in the street. "Don"t be a child about this. If you love the woman, say so."
"Why?" I demanded.
"You haven"t told her, have you? You"ve never said it."
I glared at him. "So what if I haven"t? She knows. What"s the big deal?"
"Harry Dresden," he said. "You, of all people, should know the power of words."
"Look, she knows," I said, tapping the brakes and then flattening the accelerator again. "I got her a card."
"A card?" Michael asked.
"A Hallmark."
He sighed. "Let me hear you say the words."
"What?"
"Say the words," he demanded. "If you love the woman, why can"t you say so?"
"I don"t just go around saying saying that to people, Michael. Stars and sky, that"s ... I just couldn"t, all right?" that to people, Michael. Stars and sky, that"s ... I just couldn"t, all right?"
"You don"t love her," Michael said. "I see."
"You know that"s not-"
"Say it, Harry." it, Harry."
"If it will get you off my back," I said, and gave the Beetle Beetle every ounce of gas that I could. I could see the police in traffic somewhere behind me. "All right." I flashed Michael a ferocious, wizardly scowl and snarled, "I love her. There, how"s that?" every ounce of gas that I could. I could see the police in traffic somewhere behind me. "All right." I flashed Michael a ferocious, wizardly scowl and snarled, "I love her. There, how"s that?"
Michael beamed. "You see? That"s the only thing that stands between you two. You"re not the kind of person who says what they feel. Or who is very introspective, Harry. Sometimes, you just need to look into the mirror and see what"s there."
"I don"t like mirrors," I grumbled.
"Regardless, you needed to realize that you do do love the woman. After Elaine, I thought you might isolate yourself too much and never-" love the woman. After Elaine, I thought you might isolate yourself too much and never-"
I felt a sudden flash of anger and vehemence. "I don"t talk talk about Elaine, Michael. Ever. If you can"t live with that, get the h.e.l.l out of my car and let me work on my own." about Elaine, Michael. Ever. If you can"t live with that, get the h.e.l.l out of my car and let me work on my own."
Michael frowned at me, probably more for my choice of words than anything else. "I"m talking about Susan, Harry. If you love her, you should marry her."
"I"m a wizard. I don"t have time time to be married." to be married."
"I"m a knight," Michael responded. "And I have the time. It"s worth it. You"re alone too much. It"s starting to show."
I scowled at him again. "What does that mean?"
"You"re tense. Grumpy. And you"re isolating yourself more all the time. You need to keep up human contact, Harry. It would be so easy for you to start down a darker path."
"Michael," I snapped, "I don"t need a lecture. I don"t need the conversion speech again. I don"t need the "cast aside your evil powers before they consume you" speech. Again. Again. What I need is for you to back me up while I go take care of this thing." What I need is for you to back me up while I go take care of this thing."
Cook County Hospital loomed into sight and I made an illegal U-turn to get the Blue Beetle Blue Beetle up into the Emergency entrance lane. up into the Emergency entrance lane.
Michael unbuckled his seat belt, even before the car had come to a stop, and reached into the backseat to draw an enormous sword, fully five feet long in its black scabbard. He exited the car and buckled on the sword. Then he reached back in for a white cloak with a red cross upon the left breast, which he tossed over his shoulders in a practiced motion. He clasped it with another cross, this one of silver, at his throat. It clashed with his flannel workman"s shirt, blue jeans, and steel-toed work boots.
"Can"t you leave the cloak off, at least?" I complained. I opened the door and unfolded myself from the Beetle Beetle"s driver"s seat, stretching my long legs, and reached into the backseat to recover my own equipment-my new wizard"s staff and blasting rod, each of them freshly carved and still a little green around the edges.
Michael looked up at me, wounded. "The cloak is as much a part of what I do as the sword, Harry. Besides, it"s no more ridiculous than that coat you wear."
I looked down at my black leather duster, the one with the large mantle that fell around my shoulders and spread out as it billowed in a most heavy and satisfactory fashion around my legs. My own black jeans and dark Western shirt were a ton and a half more stylish than Michael"s costume. "What"s wrong with it?"
"It belongs on the set of El Dorado El Dorado," Michael said. "Are you ready?"
I shot him a withering glance, to which he turned the other cheek with a smile, and we headed toward the door. I could hear police sirens closing in behind us, maybe a block or two away. "This is going to be close."
"Then we best hurry." He cast the white cloak back from his right arm, and put his hand on the hilt of the great broadsword. Then he bowed his head, crossed himself, and murmured, "Merciful Father, guide us and protect us as we go to do battle with the darkness." Once more, there was that thrum of energy around him, like the vibrations of music heard through a thick wall.
I shook my head, and fetched a leather sack, about the size of my palm, from the pocket of my duster. I had to juggle staff, blasting rod, and sack for a moment, and wound up with the staff in my left hand, as was proper, the rod in my right, and the sack dangling from my teeth. "The sun is down," I grated out. "Let"s move it."
And we broke into a run, knight and wizard, through the emergency entrance of Cook County Hospital. We drew no small amount of stares as we entered, my duster billowing out in a black cloud behind me, Michael"s white cloak spreading like the wings of the avenging angel whose namesake he was. We pelted inside, and slid to a halt at the first intersection of cool, sterile, bustling hallways.
I grabbed the arm of the first orderly I saw. He blinked, and then gawked at me, from the tips of my Western boots to the dark hair atop my head. He glanced at my staff and rod rather nervously, and at the silver pentacle amulet dangling at my breast, and gulped. Then he looked at Michael, tall and broad, his expression utterly serene, at odds with the white cloak and the broadsword at his hip. He took a nervous step back. "M-m-may I help you?"
I speared him into place with my most ferocious, dark-eyed smile and said, between teeth clenched on the leather sack, "Hi. Could you tell us where the nursery is?"
Chapter Two We took the fire stairs. Michael knows how technology reacts to me, and the last thing either of us wanted was to be trapped in a broken elevator while innocent lives were snuffed out. Michael led the way, one hand on the rail, one on the hilt of his sword, his legs churning steadily.
I followed him, huffing and puffing. Michael paused by the door and looked back at me, white cloak swirling around his calves. It took me a couple of seconds to come gasping up behind him. "Ready?" he asked me.
"Hrkghngh," I answered, and nodded, still clenching my leather sack in my teeth, and fumbled a white candle from my duster pocket, along with a box of matches. I had to set my rod and staff aside to light the candle.
Michael wrinkled his nose at the smell of smoke, and pushed open the door. Candle in one hand, rod and staff in the other, I followed, my eyes flicking from my surroundings to the candle"s flame and back.
All I could see was more hospital. Clean walls, clean halls, lots of tile and fluorescent lights. The long, luminescent tubes flickered feebly, as though they had all gone stale at once, and the hall was only dimly lit. Long shadows stretched out from a wheelchair parked to the side of one door and gathered beneath a row of uncomfortable-looking plastic chairs at an intersection of hallways.
The fourth floor was a graveyard, bottom-of-the-well silent. There wasn"t a flicker of sound from a television or radio. No intercoms buzzed. No air-conditioning whirred. Nothing.
We walked down a long hall, our steps sounding out clearly despite an effort to remain quiet. A sign on the wall, decorated with a brightly colored plastic clown, read: NURSERY/MATERNITY, and pointed down another hall.
I stepped past Michael and looked down that hallway. It ended at a pair of swinging doors. This hallway, too, was quiet. The nurse"s station stood empty.
The lights weren"t just flickering here-they were altogether gone. It was entirely dark. Shadows and uncertain shapes loomed everywhere. I took a step forward, past Michael, and as I did the flame of my candle burned down to a cold, clear pinpoint of blue light.
I spat the sack out of my mouth and fumbled it into my pocket. "Michael," I said, my voice strangled to hushed urgency. "It"s here." I turned my body, so that he could see the light.
His eyes flicked down to the candle and then back up, to the darkness beyond. "Faith, Harry." Then he reached to his side with his broad right hand, and slowly, silently, drew Amoracchius Amoracchius from its sheath. I found it a tad more encouraging than his words. The great blade"s polished steel gave off a lambent glow as Michael stepped forward to stand beside me in the darkness, and the air fairly thrummed with its power-Michael"s own faith, amplified a thousandfold. from its sheath. I found it a tad more encouraging than his words. The great blade"s polished steel gave off a lambent glow as Michael stepped forward to stand beside me in the darkness, and the air fairly thrummed with its power-Michael"s own faith, amplified a thousandfold.
"Where are the nurses?" he asked me in a hoa.r.s.e whisper.
"Spooked off, maybe," I answered, as quietly. "Or maybe some sort of glamour. At least they"re out of the way."
I glanced at the sword, and at the long, slender spike of metal set into its cross guard. Perhaps it was only my imagination, but I thought I could see flecks of red still upon it. Probably rust, I reasoned. Sure, rust.
I set the candle down upon the floor, where it continued to burn pinpoint-clear, indicating a spiritual presence. A big one. Bob hadn"t been lying when he"d said that the ghost of Agatha Hagglethorn was no two-bit shade.
"Stay back," I told Michael. "Give me a minute."
"If what the spirit told you is correct, this creature is dangerous," Michael replied. "Let me go first. It will be safer."
I nodded toward the glowing blade. "Trust me, a ghost would feel the sword coming before you even got to the door. Let me see what I can do first. If I can dust the spook, this whole contest is over before it begins."
I didn"t wait for Michael to answer me. Instead, I took my blasting rod and staff in my left hand, and in my right I grasped the pouch. I untied the simple knot that held the sack closed, and slipped forward, into the dark.
When I reached the swinging doors, I pressed one of them and it slowly opened. I remained still for a long moment, listening.
I heard singing. A woman"s voice. Gentle. Lovely.
Hush little baby, don"t say a word. Mama"s gonna buy you a mockingbird.
I glanced back at Michael, and then slipped inside the door, into total darkness. I couldn"t see-but I"m not a wizard for nothing. I thought of the pentacle upon my breast, over my heart, the silver amulet that I had inherited from my mother. It was a battered piece of jewelry, scarred and dented from uses for which it was never intended, but I wore it still. The five-sided star within the circle was the symbol of my magic, of what I believed in, embodying the five forces of the universe working in harmony, contained inside of human control.
I focused on it, and slid a little of my will into it, and the amulet began to glow with a gentle, blue-silver light, which spread out before me in a subtle wave, showing me the shapes of a fallen chair, and a pair of nurses at a desk behind a counter, slumped forward over their stations, breathing deeply.
The soothing, quiet lullaby continued as I studied the nurses. Enchanted sleep. It was nothing new. They were out, they weren"t going anywhere, and there was little sense in wasting time or energy in trying to break the spell"s hold on them. The gentle singing droned on, and I found myself reaching for the fallen chair, with the intention of setting it upright so that I would have a comfortable place to sit down for a little rest.
I froze, and had to remind myself that I would be an idiot to sit down beneath the influence of the unearthly song, even for a few moments. Subtle magic, and strong. Even knowing what to expect, I had barely sensed its touch in time.
I skirted the chair and moved forward, into a room filled with dressing hooks and little pastel hospital gowns hung upon them in rows. The singing was louder, here, though it still drifted around the room with a ghostly lack of origin. One wall was little more than a sheet of Plexiglas, and behind it was a room that attempted to look sterile and warm at the same time.
Row upon row of little gla.s.s cribs on wheeled stands stood in the room. Tiny occupants, with toy-sized hospital mittens over their brand-new fingernails, and tiny hospital stocking caps over their bald heads, were sleeping and dreaming infant dreams.
Walking among them, visible in the glow of my wizard"s light, was the source of the singing.
Agatha Hagglethorn had not been old when she died. She wore a proper, high-necked shirt, as was appropriate to a lady of her station in nineteenth-century Chicago, and a long, dark, no-nonsense skirt. I could see through her, to the little crib behind her, but other than that she seemed solid, real. Her face was pretty, in a strained, bony sort of way, and she had her right hand folded over the stump at the end of her left wrist.
If that mockingbird don"t sing, Mama"s going to buy you ...
She had a captivating singing voice. Literally. She lilted out her song, spun energy into the air that lulled listeners into deeper and deeper sleep. If she was allowed to continue, she could draw both infants and nurses into a sleep from which they would never awaken, and the authorities would blame it on carbon monoxide, or something a little more comfortably normal than a hostile ghost.
I crept closer. I had enough ghost dust to pin down Agatha and a dozen spooks like her, and allow Michael to dispatch her swiftly, with a minimum of mess and fuss-just as long as I didn"t miss.
I hunkered down, kept the little sack of dust gripped loosely in my right hand, and slipped over to the door that led into the roomful of sleeping babies. The ghost did not appear to have noticed me-ghosts aren"t terribly observant. I guess being dead gives you a whole different perspective on life.
I entered the room, and Agatha Hagglethorn"s voice rolled over me like a drug, making me blink and shudder. I had to keep focused, my thoughts on the cool power of my magic flowing through my pentacle and coming out in its spectral light.
If that diamond ring don"t shine ...
I licked my lips and watched the ghost as it stooped over one of the rolling cradles. She smiled, loving-kindness in her eyes, and breathed out her song over the baby.