At the apartment Cutty decided to let Hawksley sit in an easy chair in the living room until Captain Harrison arrived. Kuroki was ordered to prepare a supper, which would be served on the tea cart, set at Hawksley"s knees. Kitty--because it was impossible for her to remain inactive--set the linen and silver. She was in and out of the room, ill at ease, angry, frightened, bitter, avoiding Hawksley"s imploring eyes because she was not sure of her own.
She was sure of one thing, however. All the nonsense was out of her head. To-morrow she would be returning to the regular job. She would have a page from the Arabian Nights to look upon in the days to come.
She understood, though it twisted her heart dreadfully: she was in the eyes of this man a plaything, a pretty woman he had met in pa.s.sing. If she had saved his life he had in turn saved hers; they were quits. She did not blame him for his point of view. He had come from the top of the world, where women were either ornaments or playthings, while she and hers had always struggled to maintain equilibrium in the middle stratum.
Cutty could give him friendship; but she could not because she was a woman, young and pretty.
Love him? Well, she would get over it. It might be only the glamour of the adventure they had shared. Anyhow, she wouldn"t die of it. Cutty hadn"t. Of course it hurt; she was a silly little fool, and all that.
Once he was in Montana he would be sending for his Olga. There wasn"t the least doubt in her mind that if ever autocracy returned to power, he"d be casting aside his American citizenship, his chaps and sombrero, for the old regalia. Well--truculently to the world at large--why not?
So she avoided Hawksley"s gaze, sensing the sustained persistence of it.
But, oh, to be alone, alone, alone!
Cutty washed the patient"s hands and face and patched up the cut on the cheek, interlarding his chatter with trench idioms, banter, jokes.
Underneath, though, he was chuckling. He was the hero of this tale; he had done all the thrilling stunts, carried limp bodies across fire escapes in the rain, climbed roofs, eluded newspaper reporters, fought with his bare fists, rescued the girl.... All with one foot in the grave! Fifty-two, gray haired--with a prospect of rheumatism on the morrow--and putting it over like a debonair movie idol!
Hawksley met these pleasantries halfway by grousing about being babied when there was nothing the matter with him but his head, his body, and his legs.
Why didn"t she look at him? What was the meaning of this persistent avoidance? She must have forgiven last night. She was too much of a thoroughbred to harbour ill feeling over that. Why didn"t she look at him?
The telephone called Cutty from the room.
Kitty went into the dining room for an extra pair of salt cellars and delayed her return until she heard Cutty coming back.
"Karlov is dead," he announced. "Started a fight in the taxi, got out, and was making for safety when one of the boys shot him. He hadn"t the jewels on him, John. I"m afraid they are gone, unless he hid them somewhere in that--What"s the matter, Kitty?"
For Kitty had dropped the salt cellars and pressed her hands against her bosom, her face colourless.
Hawksley, terrified, tried to get up.
"No, no! Nothing is the matter with me but my head.... To think I could forget! Good--heavens!" She prolonged the words drolly. "Wait."
She turned her back to them. When she faced them again she extended a palm upon which lay a leather tobacco pouch, cracked and parched and blistered by the reactions of rain and sun.
"Think of my forgetting them! I found them this morning. Where do you suppose? On a step of the fire-escape ladder."
"Well, I"ll be tinker-dammed!" said Cutty.
"I"ve reasoned it out," went on Kitty, breathlessly, looking at Cutty, "When the anarchist tore them from Mr. Hawksley"s neck, he threw them out of the window. The room was dark; his companion could not see. Later he intended, no doubt, to go into the court and recover them and cheat his master. I was looking out of the window, when I noticed a brilliant flash of purple, then another of green. The pouch was open, the stones about to trickle out. I dared not leave them in the apartment or tell anybody until you came home. So I carried them with me to the office.
The drums, Cutty! The drums! Tumpitum-tump! Look!"
She poured the stones upon the white linen tablecloth. A thousand fires!
"The wonderful things!" she gasped. "Oh, the wonderful things! I don"t blame you, Cutty. They would tempt an angel. The drums of jeopardy; and that I should find them!"
"Lord!" said Cutty, in an awed whisper. Green stones! The magnificent rubies and sapphires and diamonds vanished; he could see nothing but the exquisite emeralds. He picked up one--still warm with Kitty"s pulsing life--and toyed with it. Actually, the drums! And all this time they had been inviting the first comer to appropriate them. Money, love, tragedy, death; history, pageants, lovely women; murder and loot! All these days on the step of the fire-escape ladder! He must have one of them; positively he must. Could he prevail upon Hawksley to sell one? Had he carried them through sentiment?
He turned to broach the suggestion of purchase, but remained mute.
Hawksley"s head was sunk upon his chest; his arms hung limply at the sides of his chair.
"He is fainting!" cried Kitty, her love outweighing her resolves.
"Cutty!"--desperately, fearing to touch Hawksley herself.
"No! The stones, the stones! Take them away--out of sight! I"m too done in! I can"t stand it! I can"t--The Red Night! Torches and hobnailed boots!"
CHAPTER x.x.xIII
Her fingers seemingly all thumbs, her heart swelling with misery and loneliness, wanting to go to him but fearing she would be misunderstood, Kitty scooped up the dazzling stones and poured them hastily into the tobacco pouch, which she thrust into Cutty"s hands. What she had heard was not the cry of a disordered brain. There was some clear reason for the horror in Hawksley"s tones. What tragedy lay behind these wonderful prisms of colour that the legitimate owner could not look upon them without being stirred in this manner?
"Take them into the study," urged Kitty.
"Wait!" interposed Hawksley. "I give one of the emeralds to you, Cutty.
They came out of h.e.l.l--if you want to risk it! The other is for Miss Conover, with Mister Hawksley"s compliments." He was looking at Kitty now, his face drawn, his eyes bloodshot. "Don"t be apprehensive. They bring evil only to men. With one in your possession you will be happy ever after, as the saying goes. Oh, they are mine to give; mine by right of inheritance. G.o.d knows I paid for them!"
"If I said Mister--" began Kitty, her brain confused, her tongue clumsy.
"You haven"t forgiven!" he interrupted. "A thoroughbred like you, to hold last night against me! Mister--after what we two have shared together! Why didn"t you leave me there to die?"
Cutty observed that the drama had resolved itself into two characters; he had been relegated to the scenes. He tiptoed toward his study door, and as he slipped inside he knew that Gethsemane was not an orchard but a condition of the mind. He tossed the pouch on his desk, eyed it ironically, and sat down. His, one of them--one of those marvellous emeralds was his! He interlaced his fingers and rested his brow upon them. He was very tired.
Kitty missed him only when she heard the latch snap.
She was alone with Hawksley; and all her terror returned. Not to touch him, not to console him; to stand staring at him like a dumb thing!
"I do forgive--Johnny! But your world and my world--"
"Those stains! The wretches hurt you!"
"What? Where?"--bewildered.
"The blood on your waist!"
Kitty looked down. "That is not my blood, Johnny. It is yours."
"Mine?" Johnny. Something in the way she said it. "Mine?"--trying to solve the riddle.
"Yes. It is where your cheek rested when--I thought you were dead."
The sense of misery, of oppression, of terror, all fell away miraculously, leaving only the flower of glory. She would be his plaything if he wanted her.
Silence.
"Kitty, I came out of a dark world--to find you. I loved you the moment I entered your kitchen that night. But I did not know it. I loved you the night you brought the wallet. Still I did not understand. It was when I heard the lift door and knew you had gone forever that I understood. Loved you with all my heart, with all that poor old Stefani had fashioned out of muck and clay. If you held my head to your heart, if that is my blood there--Do you, can you care a little?"
"I can and do care very much, Johnny."