The Durango Affair.
by BRENDA JACKSON.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS.
To Gerald Jackson, Sr., my husband and hero.
To my Heavenly Father who gave me the gift to write.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.-I Corinthians 13:67 13:67
One.
D urango Westmoreland stood at the window and focused his gaze on the mountains as a dark frown marred his handsome face. He had awakened that morning with an ache in his right knee, which could only mean one thing. A snowstorm was coming. The forecasters were reporting that it wouldn"t hit Bozeman and would veer north toward Havre. But he knew differently. His knee didn"t lie. urango Westmoreland stood at the window and focused his gaze on the mountains as a dark frown marred his handsome face. He had awakened that morning with an ache in his right knee, which could only mean one thing. A snowstorm was coming. The forecasters were reporting that it wouldn"t hit Bozeman and would veer north toward Havre. But he knew differently. His knee didn"t lie.
There was definitely nothing scientific about his prediction but still, even with a clear blue Montana sky, he knew he was right. A man didn"t live in the mountains unless he was in sync with his environment. The mountains could hold you prisoner in the valley whenever a snowstorm hit, and their snowslides struck fear in the hearts of unsuspecting skiers.
These were the mountains that he loved and considered home even on their worst days.
Durango"s thoughts shifted to another place he considered home: the city where he was born, Atlanta. He often missed the closeness of the family he had left behind there, and although he would be the first to admit that he liked his privacy-and his s.p.a.ce-it was times like this when he missed his family most.
He did have an uncle who lived near, although definitely not a skip and a hop by any means. Corey Westmoreland"s breathtaking monstrosity of a ranch was high in the mountains on a peak that everyone referred to as Corey"s Mountain. However, now that Corey had gotten married, he didn"t visit as often. So Durango had become somewhat of a loner who was satisfied with enjoying the memories of his occasional visits home.
One such visit was still vividly clear in his mind. It was the time he"d returned to Atlanta for his cousin Chase"s wedding and had met Savannah Claiborne, the sister of the bride.
From the moment their eyes had connected there had been a startling attraction. He couldn"t recall the last time he"d been so taken with a woman. In no time at all she had turned his world upside down. She had actually charmed her way past his tight guard and his common sense.
Later that evening, after seeing the bride and groom off, everyone, still in a festive mood, had remained in the hotel"s ballroom and continued to party, intent on celebrating the night away.
Both he and Savannah were more than a little tipsy and pretty wired up when he had walked her to her hotel room at midnight. And at the time, accepting her offer of a nightcap had seemed like the right thing to do. But once alone, one thing led to another and they had ended up making love.
That night his total concentration had been on her. Even now the memories of their one night together were tucked away and reserved for times like this when the claws of loneliness clutched at him, and made him think about things that a devout bachelor had no business thinking about-like a woman in his life who would always be within arm"s reach.
"d.a.m.n."
He shook such foolish thoughts away and blamed his uncle"s recent marriage for such crazy notions. Durango quickly reminded himself that he had tried love once and it had earned him a scar on his heart. That wound was a constant reminder of the pain he had suffered. Now he much preferred the easy life with just him and his mountains. He kept women at arm"s length, except for when he sought out their company to satisfy his physical needs. Emotional need was as foreign a concept to him as sunbathing in the snow-covered Rockies. He had risked his heart once and refused to do so ever again.
But still, thoughts of Savannah Claiborne clung to him, did things to him. And no matter how many times he told himself she was just another woman, some small thing would trigger memories of that night, and along with the memories came the startling realization that she wasn"t just another woman. She was in a cla.s.s all by herself. At those times he could almost feel her lying beside him, beneath him, while he touched her, stroked her and coaxed her to take him deeper while he satisfied the pulsing ache within him....
Needing to get a grip, he forced his breathing back to normal and compelled his body to relax. He turned around and headed for the phone, deciding to call the rangers" station. They were down one park ranger due to Lonnie Berman being in the hospital for knee surgery, and if they needed an extra hand, Durango had no problem going in.
As he dialed the phone he felt his control sliding back into place. That was good. That was the way he wanted it and that was the way he intended to keep it.
Savannah Claiborne stood in front of the solid oak door, not believing that she had finally arrived in Montana and that in a few moments she would come face-to-face with Durango Westmoreland again. When she had made the decision to come and meet with him instead of making a phone call, she hadn"t thought that delivering the news would be difficult.
Now that she was here she was discovering that it was.
She shook her head at her own stupidity, asking herself for the one hundredth time how such a thing could have happened to her. She wasn"t a teenager who hadn"t been educated on safe s.e.x. She was a twenty-seven-year-old woman who knew the score about birth control. Too bad she had been too busy celebrating her sister"s nuptials to remember to take her Pill, which had left her unprotected and was the main reason she would be having a baby in seven months.
And to make a sad song even sadder, she knew very little about her baby"s daddy other than that he was a park ranger and that, in her opinion, he was an expert at making love...and, evidently, at making babies, whether he had intended to make this one or not.
She also knew from the discussions she"d had with her sister that Durango was a devout bachelor and intended to stay that way. She had no plans to change that status but was merely here to deliver the news. What he did with it was his business. Her goal was to return to Philly and become a single parent. Getting pregnant might not have been in her immediate plans, but she definitely wanted this baby.
She paused after lifting her hand to knock on the door and released a deep breath. She was actually nervous about seeing Durango again. The last time she had seen him was when he had walked out of her hotel room two months ago after spending the night with her.
A one-night stand was definitely not her style. She had never been one to indulge in a casual affair. But that night she had gotten a little tipsy and emotional after seeing just how happy her sister was. It really was pathetic. She could never handle alcohol and she knew it. And yet she had fallen into the partying spirit and had imbibed a little anyway.
Since that night, Durango had haunted her dreams and had been the cause of many sleepless nights...and now it appeared he was partly to blame for interrupting her mornings, as well. Recently she had begun to experience bouts of morning sickness.
The only other person who knew about her pregnancy was her sister Jessica. Jess had agreed with her that Durango had a right to know about the pregnancy and that Savannah should tell him in person.
Breathing in deeply, she inhaled and knocked on the door. His SUV was parked out front, which meant he was home.
Savannah swallowed against the thickness in her throat when she heard the sound of the doork.n.o.b turning. Then the door opened. She literally stopped breathing when she looked into Durango"s face, beyond his toe-curling handsome features to see the surprise that lit his eyes.
Standing tall in the doorway, wearing a pair of jeans and a Western-style shirt that covered his broad shoulders and muscular chest, he looked just as gorgeous as before-bigger than life and s.e.xier than sin. Her gaze studied all the features that had first captured her attention: the close-cropped curly black hair, his chestnut coloring, well-defined mouth and intense dark eyes.
"Savannah? This is a surprise. What are you doing here?"
Savannah"s stomach tightened once again; she knew what she was experiencing was probably the same effect Durango had on countless other women. She took a deep breath and tried not to think about that. "I need to talk to you, Durango. May I come in?" she said in a quick rush.
He quirked an eyebrow and stared at her. Then he took a step back and said, "Sure. Come on in."
Durango was certain he didn"t possess a sixth sense; however, he found it pretty d.a.m.n eerie that the woman he had been thinking about just hours earlier had materialized on his doorstep at the worst possible time to be in Montana. Although January was the coldest month in the mountains, February wasn"t much better. Whatever she wanted to talk to him about had to be mighty important to bring her all the way to his neck of the woods in the winter.
He studied her for a moment, watched as she removed her overcoat, knitted hat and gloves. "Would you care for something to drink? I just made a pot of hot chocolate," he said, still at a loss as to why she was there and finding it hard to believe that she really was.
"Yes, thanks. It would certainly warm me up some."
He nodded. Now that she had removed all the heavy outer garments and stood before him in a pair of designer slacks and a cashmere pullover sweater, he couldn"t stop his gaze from wandering over her body. It was as perfect as he remembered. Her b.r.e.a.s.t.s were still full and firm, her waist was small and her hips were nicely curvy. His gaze then moved to her caramel-colored face. It was as beautiful as before, even more so, he thought. And those eyes...
He inhaled deeply. Those hazel eyes had been his downfall. He had been a goner from the moment he had first gazed into them at the rehearsal dinner. And the night when they had made love and he had held her gaze when she had reached a climax, locking into those eyes had sent him over the edge. He had experienced an o.r.g.a.s.m that had been out of this world. Even now he couldn"t help but swallow hard at the memory.
But then all it took was a look at her sleek designer attire for Durango to remember that Savannah was a city girl. She had the words dignified and refined stamped all over her, although he could clearly remember when she"d tossed gentility out the window and displayed a distinct streak of wildness that one night.
Suddenly the memory of all they had done that night made every ounce of blood in his body race to his groin. Jeez. He had to get a grip. What happened to that control he had gotten hold of earlier? He was behaving like a h.o.r.n.y teenager instead of a thirty-five-year-old man.
"Make yourself comfortable," he managed to say after clearing his throat. "I"ll be back in a second."
He walked off, wondering why he was handling her with kid gloves. Usually when a woman showed up at his house unannounced he told them in a nice or not-so-nice way, depending on his mood, to haul a.s.s and not come back unless he issued an invitation. The only excuse he could come up with was that since she was Chase"s sister-in-law, he was making her an exception to his rule. And yet he had an unsettling feeling that there was something different about her, something he couldn"t put his finger on.
When he returned with the hot chocolate he intended to learn the real reason for Savannah"s surprise visit.
Savannah watched Durango leave the room. What she was about to do wouldn"t be easy, but she was determined to do the right thing. He deserved to know. Who knows? He might end up being a better father to his child than her father had been to her, Jessica and their brother, Rico.
She smiled when she thought of her brother. Although he wouldn"t like the thought of her being a single parent, he would look forward to being an uncle. And if Durango didn"t want to play a part in his child"s life, Rico would readily step in as a father figure.
Savannah sighed and glanced around, taking a real good look at her surroundings through the eyes of the photographer she was, and noticing just how ma.s.sive Durango"s home was, the s.p.a.ciousness spread over two levels. The downstairs interior walls were washed stone, a ma.s.sive brick fireplace was to her right and a huge built-in bookcase adorned one single wall. The bookcase was completely lined with books. She couldn"t help but smile, thinking that she certainly couldn"t imagine Durango spending his free time reading.
In the center of the room were a comfy-looking sofa and love seat that were separated by a coffee table. There were also a couple of rocking chairs sitting in front of huge windows that provided a beautiful view of the mountains. Wooden stairs led up to what appeared to be a loft with additional bedrooms. All the furnishings looked comfortable yet personable at the same time.
"Here we go."
She turned when Durango reentered the room carrying a tray with two cups of steaming hot chocolate. Even doing something so domesticated, he oozed a masculine sensuality that was playing havoc on her body. Her hormone level was definitely at an all-time high today. Even her b.r.e.a.s.t.s felt more sensitive than usual.
"Thanks," she said, crossing the room to where he stood.
Durango set the tray down on the table. Savannah was standing next to him, so close he could smell her perfume. It was the same scent she had worn that night. He had liked it then and he liked it even more now. He handed her a cup, deciding that he had played the role of Mr. Nice Guy long enough. He needed to know what the h.e.l.l she was doing here and why she needed to talk to him.
He glanced at her; their gazes met. The eyes staring back at him were anything but calm. "What"s this about, Savannah?" he asked smoothly, deciding to cut to the chase. She had no reason to show up on his doorstep in the dead of winter to talk to him, two months after they had last seen each other, slept together, made love...unless...
His eyebrows furrowed at the same moment as he felt a jolt in the pit of his stomach. For a moment he couldn"t breathe. He hoped to h.e.l.l he was all wrong, but he had a feeling that he wasn"t. He wasn"t born yesterday and was experienced enough to know that one-night stands only showed up again if they were interested in a repeat performance-or if they had unwanted news to drop into your lap.
His heart began to pound when he saw the determined expression on her face. All of a sudden, the thought that she had tracked him to his mountain refuge to bear her unwanted news made him furious. "Let"s have it, Savannah. What"s the reason for your visit?"
Savannah slowly placed her cup back down on the tray, tilted her head and met Durango"s accusing stare. There was razor-sharp intelligence in the dark depths of his gaze and she knew he had figured things out. So there was no reason to beat around the bush.
She momentarily looked away, inhaled deeply and then met his gaze once more. He had no reason to be angry. She was the one enduring bouts of morning sickness, and she definitely wasn"t there to make any demands on him.
Lifting her chin, she met his glare with one of her own and said, "I"m pregnant."
Two.
D urango inhaled sharply when he experienced what felt like a swift, hard kick in the gut. She didn"t say the baby was his but he knew d.a.m.n well that was what she was insinuating. He made love. He didn"t make babies. However, with the memories of that night constantly on his mind, anything was possible. But still, he remembered what she had told him that morning before he"d left. And with that thought, he summoned up a tight smile. "That"s not possible." urango inhaled sharply when he experienced what felt like a swift, hard kick in the gut. She didn"t say the baby was his but he knew d.a.m.n well that was what she was insinuating. He made love. He didn"t make babies. However, with the memories of that night constantly on his mind, anything was possible. But still, he remembered what she had told him that morning before he"d left. And with that thought, he summoned up a tight smile. "That"s not possible."
Savannah lifted an eyebrow. "If you want me to believe that you"re sterile, forget it," she said through gritted teeth.
He leaned back against the table, casually crossing his arms over his chest. "No, I"m not sterile. But if I remember correctly, the morning after you told me not to worry about anything because you were on birth control."
Unconsciously mirroring his stance, Savannah also crossed her arms over her chest. "I was. However, I forgot to take the Pill. Usually missing one pill wouldn"t hurt, but in this case...I seem to be the exception and not the norm."
"You forgot to take the Pill?" Durango"s heart continued to pound and he shook his head in disbelief. The one time she should have taken the Pill she had forgotten? How much sense did that make? Unless...
"Were you trying to get pregnant?" he asked in a quiet voice.
He watched her jaw drop in shock, and saw the stunned look in her eyes before anger thinned her lips. It was anger he felt, even with the distance that separated them. "How dare you ask me that!"
"Dammit, were you?" he asked angrily, ignoring her reaction to his question. He"d heard of women who slept with men just for that purpose, either to become a solo parent or to snare a husband. And the thought that she had used him, set him up, raised his anger to the boiling point.
"No, I was not trying to get pregnant, but the fact of the matter is that I did. You fathered my child whether you want to believe it or not. Trust me, if I had been trying to get pregnant, you would not have been a choice for my baby"s daddy," she said, snarling the words.
Durango"s jaw tightened. What the h.e.l.l did she mean by that? And why wouldn"t he have been a choice for her baby"s daddy? What the h.e.l.l did she mean by that? And why wouldn"t he have been a choice for her baby"s daddy? He shook his head, not believing he was asking himself that question. It wasn"t like he wanted to be a father to any woman"s baby. He shook his head, not believing he was asking himself that question. It wasn"t like he wanted to be a father to any woman"s baby.
"I think it"s best that I leave."
Her words snapped him out of his reverie. His glare deepened. "Do you honestly think you can show up here and drop a bomb like that and then leave?"
She glared right back. "I don"t see why not. The only reason I came here to tell you in person was because I thought you deserved to know and now you do. I"ve accomplished my goal. I didn"t come here to ask you for anything. I"m capable of caring for my child without any help from you."
"So you plan to keep it?"
Fury raced through Savannah. "Yes, I plan to keep it, and if you"re suggesting that I don"t then you can-"
"No, dammit, that"s not what I"m suggesting. I would never propose such a thing to any woman carrying my child. If If the baby is mine, I take full responsibility." the baby is mine, I take full responsibility."
Her stomach twisted, seeing the doubt in his eyes. "And that"s the problem, isn"t it, Durango?" she asked, shaking her head sadly. "You don"t believe that the child I"m carrying is yours, do you?"
Durango studied her silently for a moment, remembering everything about the night of pa.s.sion that they"d shared. He knew there was a very strong possibility, a high likelihood, that she had gotten pregnant if she hadn"t been using birth control, but he was still too stunned to admit anything. "I believe there might be a chance," he told her.
That wasn"t good enough for Savannah. Whether he knew it or not he was questioning her character. Did he think she would get pregnant from one guy and try pinning it on another?
Without saying another word she walked back over to where she had placed her coat, hat and gloves and began putting them on. "There is more than a chance. It doesn"t matter whether you want to believe it or not, there is something wonderful growing inside me that you put there. Not knowing your child will be your loss. Have a nice life."
"Where the h.e.l.l do you think you"re going?" he asked in a growl of both anger and frustration.
"Back to the airport to catch the next flight out of here," she said, moving toward the door. "I"ve done what I came here to do."
"One moment, Savannah," he grated through clenched teeth when she reached the door and opened it.
She turned around and lifted her chin. "What?"