What troubled Janet above all, however, was the att.i.tude of Lise, who also came in for her share of implied reproach. Of late Lise had become an increased source of anxiety to Hannah, who was unwisely resolved to make this occasion an object lesson. And though parental tenderness had often moved her to excuse and defend Lise for an increasing remissness in failing to contribute to the household expenses, she was now quite relentless in her efforts to wring from Lise an acknowledgment of the n.o.bility of her sister"s act, of qualities in Janet that she, Lise, might do well to cultivate. Lise was equally determined to withhold any such acknowledgment; in her face grew that familiar mutinous look that Hannah invariably failed to recognize as a danger signal; and with it another--the sophisticated expression of one who knows life and ridicules the lack of such knowledge in others. Its implication was made certain when the two girls were alone in their bedroom after supper.
Lise, feverishly occupied with her toilet, on her departure broke the silence there by inquiring:--"Say, if I had your easy money, I might buy a stove, too. How much does Ditmar give you, sweetheart?"
Janet, infuriated, flew at her sister. Lise struggled to escape.
"Leave me go" she whimpered in genuine alarm, and when at length she was released she went to the mirror and began straightening her hat, which had flopped to one side of her head. "I didn"t mean nothin", I was only kiddie" you--what"s the use of gettin" nutty over a jest?"
"I"m not like-you," said Janet.
"I was only kiddin", I tell you," insisted Lise, with a hat pin in her mouth. "Forget it."
When Lise had gone out Janet sat down in the rocking-chair and began to rock agitatedly. What had really made her angry, she began to perceive, was the realization of a certain amount of truth in her sister"s intimation concerning Ditmar. Why should she have, in Lise, continually before her eyes a degraded caricature of her own aspirations and ideals?
or was Lise a mirror--somewhat tarnished, indeed--in which she read the truth about herself? For some time Janet had more than suspected that her sister possessed a new lover--a lover whom she refrained from discussing; an ominous sign, since it had been her habit to dangle her conquests before Janet"s eyes, to discuss their merits and demerits with an engaging though cynical freedom. Although the existence of this gentleman was based on evidence purely circ.u.mstantial, Janet was inclined to believe him of a type wholly different from his predecessors; and the fact that his attentions were curiously intermittent and irregular inclined her to the theory that he was not a resident of Hampton. What was he like? It revolted her to reflect that he might in some ways possibly resemble Ditmar. Thus he became the object of a morbid speculation, especially at such times as this, when Lise attired herself in her new winter finery and went forth to meet him. Janet, also, had recently been self-convicted of sharing with Lise the same questionable tendency toward self-adornment to please the eye of man. The very next Sat.u.r.day night after she had indulged in that mad extravagance of the blue suit, Lise had brought home from the window of The Paris in Faber Street a hat that had excited the cupidity and admiration of Miss Schuler and herself, and in front of which they had stood languishing on three successive evenings. In its acquisition Lise had expended almost the whole of a week"s salary. Its colour was purple, on three sides were ma.s.sed drooping lilac feathers, but over the left ear the wide brim was caught up and held by a crescent of brilliant paste stones. Shortly after this purchase--the next week, in fact,--The Paris had alluringly and craftily displayed, for the tempting sum of $6.29, the very cloak ordained by providence to "go" with the hat. Miss Schuler declared it would be a crime to fail to take advantage of such an opportunity but the trouble was that Lise had had to wait for two more pay-days and endure the suspense arising from the possibility that some young lady of taste and means might meanwhile become its happy proprietor. Had not the saleslady been obdurate, Lise would have had it on credit; but she did succeed, by an initial payment the ensuing Sat.u.r.day, in having it withdrawn from public gaze. The second Sat.u.r.day Lise triumphantly brought the cloak home; a velvet cloak,--if the eyes could be believed,--velvet bordering on plush, with a dark purple ground delicately and artistically spotted with a lilac to match the hat feathers, and edged with a material which--if not too impudently examined and no questions asked--might be mistaken, by the uninitiated male, for the fur of a white fox. Both investments had been made, needless to say, on the strength of Janet"s increased salary; and Lise, when Janet had surprised her before the bureau rapturously surveying the combination, justified herself with a defiant apology.
"I just had to have something--what with winter coming on," she declared, seizing the hand mirror in order to view the back. "You might as well get your clothes chick, while you"re about it--and I didn"t have to dig up twenty bones, neither--nor anything like it--" a reflection on Janet"s most blue suit and her abnormal extravagance. For it was Lise"s habit to carry the war into the enemy"s country. "Sadie"s dippy about it--says it puts her in mind of one of the swells snapshotted in last Sunday"s supplement. Well, dearie, how does the effect get you?" and she wheeled around for her sister"s inspection.
"If you take my advice, you"ll be careful not to be caught out in the rain."
"What"s chewin" you now?" demanded Lise. She was not lacking in imagination of a certain sort, and Janet"s remark did not fail in its purpose of summoning up a somewhat abject image of herself in wet velvet and bedraggled feathers--an image suggestive of a certain hunted type of woman Lise and her kind held in peculiar horror. And she was the more resentful because she felt, instinctively, that the memory of this suggestion would never be completely eradicated: it would persist, like a canker, to mar the completeness of her enjoyment of these clothes. She swung on Janet furiously.
"I get you, all right!" she cried. "I guess I know what"s eatin" you!
You"ve got money to burn and you"re sore because I spend mine to buy what I need. You don"t know how to dress yourself any more than one of them Polak girls in the mills, and you don"t want anybody else to look nice."
And Janet was impelled to make a retort of almost equal crudity:--"If I were a man and saw you in those clothes I wouldn"t wait for an introduction. You asked me what I thought. I don"t care about the money!" she exclaimed pa.s.sionately. "I"ve often told you you were pretty enough without having to wear that kind of thing--to make men stare at you."
"I want to know if I don"t always look like a lady! And there"s no man living would try to pick me up more than once." The nasal note in Lise"s voice had grown higher and shriller, she was almost weeping with anger.
"You want me to go "round lookin" like a floorwasher."
"I"d rather look like a floorwasher than--than another kind of woman,"
Janet declared.
"Well, you"ve got your wish, sweetheart," said Lise. "You needn"t be scared anybody will pick you up."
"I"m not," said Janet....
This quarrel had taken place a week or so before Janet"s purchase of the stove. Hannah, too, was outraged by Lise"s costume, and had also been moved to protest; futile protest. Its only effect on Lise was to convince her of the existence of a prearranged plan of persecution, to make her more secretive and sullen than ever before.
"Sometimes I just can"t believe she"s my daughter," Hannah said dejectedly to Janet when they were alone together in the kitchen after Lise had gone out. "I"m fond of her because she"s my own flesh and blood--I"m ashamed of it, but I can"t help it. I guess it"s what the minister in Dolton used to call a visitation. I suppose I deserve it, but sometimes I think maybe if your father had been different he might have been able to put a stop to the way she"s going on. She ain"t like any of the Wenches, nor any of the b.u.mpuses, so far"s I"m able to find out. She just don"t seem to have any notion about right and wrong. Well, the world has got all jumbled up--it beats me."
Hannah wrung out the mop viciously and hung it over the sink.
"I used to hope some respectable man would come along, but I"ve quit hopin". I don"t know as any respectable man would want Lise, or that I could honestly wish him to have her."
"Mother!" protested Janet. Sometimes, in those conversations, she was somewhat paradoxically impelled to defend her sister.
"Well, I don"t," insisted Hannah, "that"s a fact. I"ll tell you what she looks like in that hat and cloak--a bad woman. I don"t say she is--I don"t know what I"d do if I thought she was, but I never expected my daughter to look like one."
"Oh, Lise can take care of herself," Janet said, in spite of certain recent misgivings.
"This town"s Sodom and Gomorrah rolled into one," declared Hannah who, from early habit, was occasionally p.r.o.ne to use scriptural parallels.
And after a moment"s silence she inquired: "Who"s this man that"s payin"
her attention now?"
"I don"t know," replied Janet, "I don"t know that there"s anybody."
"I guess there is," said Hannah. "I used to think that that Wiley was low enough, but I could see him. It was some satisfaction. I could know the worst, anyhow.... I guess it"s about time for another flood."
This talk had left Janet in one of these introspective states so frequent in her recent experience. Her mother had used the words "right"
and "wrong." But what was "right," or "wrong?" There was no use asking Hannah, who--she perceived--was as confused and bewildered as herself.
Did she refuse to encourage Mr. Ditmar because it was wrong? because, if she acceded to his desires, and what were often her own, she would be punished in an after life? She was not at all sure whether she believed in an after life,--a lack of faith that had, of late, sorely troubled her friend Eda Rawle, who had "got religion" from an itinerant evangelist and was now working off, in a "live" church, some of the emotional idealism which is the result of a balked s.e.x instinct in young unmarried women of a certain mentality and unendowed with good looks.
This was not, of course, Janet"s explanation of the change in her friend, of whom she now saw less and less. They had had arguments, in which neither gained any ground. For the first time in their intercourse, ideas had come between them, Eda having developed a surprising self-a.s.sertion when her new convictions were attacked, a dogged loyalty to a scheme of salvation that Janet found neither inspiring nor convincing. She resented being prayed for, and an Eda fervent in good works bored her more than ever. Eda was deeply pained by Janet"s increasing avoidance of her company, yet her heroine-worship persisted. Her continued regard for her friend might possibly be compared to the att.i.tude of an orthodox Baptist who has developed a hobby, let us say, for Napoleon Bonaparte.
Janet was not wholly without remorse. She valued Eda"s devotion, she sincerely regretted the fact, on Eda"s account as well as her own, that it was a devotion of no use to her in the present crisis nor indeed in any crisis likely to confront her in life: she had felt instinctively from the first that the friendship was not founded on, mental harmony, and now it was brought home to her that Eda"s solution could never be hers. Eda would have been thrilled on learning of Ditmar"s attentions, would have advocated the adoption of a campaign leading up to matrimony.
In matrimony, for Eda, the soul was safe. Eda would have been horrified that Janet should have dallied with any other relationship; G.o.d would punish her. Janet, in her conflict between alternate longing and repugnance, was not concerned with the laws and retributions of G.o.d.
She felt, indeed, the need of counsel, and knew not where to turn for it,--the modern need for other than supernatural sanctions. She did not resist her desire for Ditmar because she believed, in the orthodox sense, that it was wrong, but because it involved a loss of self-respect, a surrender of the personality from the very contemplation of which she shrank. She was a true daughter of her time.
On Friday afternoon, shortly after Ditmar had begun to dictate his correspondence, Mr. Holster, the agent of the Clarendon Mill, arrived and interrupted him. Janet had taken advantage of the opportunity to file away some answered letters when her attention was distracted from her work by the conversation, which had gradually grown louder. The two men were standing by the window, facing one another, in an att.i.tude that struck her as dramatic. Both were vital figures, dominant types which had survived and prevailed in that upper world of unrelenting struggle for supremacy into which, through her relation to Ditmar, she had been projected, and the significance of which she had now begun to realize.
She surveyed Holster critically. He was short, heavily built, with an almost grotesque width of shoulder, a muddy complexion, thick lips, and kinky, greasy black hair that glistened in the sun. His nasal voice was complaining, yet distinctly aggressive, and he emphasized his words by gestures. The veins stood out on his forehead. She wondered what his history had been. She compared him to Ditmar, on whose dust-grey face she was quick to detect a look she had seen before--a contraction of the eyes, a tightening of the muscles of the jaw. That look, and the peculiarly set att.i.tude of the body accompanying it, aroused in her a responsive sense of championship.
"All right, Ditmar," she heard the other exclaim. "I tell you again you"ll never be able to pull it off."
Ditmar"s laugh was short, defiant.
"Why not?" he asked.
"Why not! Because the fifty-four hour law goes into effect in January."
"What"s that got to do with it?" Ditmar demanded.
"You"ll see--you"ll remember what I told you fellows at the conference after that bill went through and that d.a.m.ned demagogue of a governor insisted on signing it. I said, if we tried to cut wages down to a fifty-four hour basis we"d have a strike on our hands in every mill in Hampton,--didn"t I? I said it would cost us millions of dollars, and make all the other strikes we"ve had here look like fifty cents. Didn"t I say that? Hammond, our president, backed me up, and Rogers of the wool people. You remember? You were the man who stood out against it, and they listened to you, they voted to cut down the pay and say nothing about it. Wait until those first pay envelopes are opened after that law goes into effect. You"ll see what"ll happen! You"ll never be able to fill that Bradlaugh order in G.o.d"s world."
"Oh h.e.l.l," retorted Ditmar, contemptuously. "You"re always for lying down, Holster. Why don"t you hand over your mill to the unions and go to work on a farm? You might as well, if you"re going to let the unions run the state. Why not have socialism right now, and cut out the agony?
When they got the politicians to make the last cut from fifty-six to fifty-four and we kept on payin" "em for fifty-six, against my advice, what happened? Did they thank us? I guess not. Were they contented? Not on your life. They went right on agitating, throwing scares into the party conventions and into the House and Senate Committees,--and now it"s fifty-four hours. It"ll be fifty in a couple of years, and then we"ll have to sc.r.a.p our machinery and turn over the trade to the South and donate our mills to the state for insane asylums."
"No, if we handle this thing right, we"ll have the public on our side.
They"re getting sick of the unions now."
Ditmar went to the desk for a cigar, bit it off, and lighted it.
"The public!" he exclaimed contemptuously. "A whole lot of good they"ll do us."
Holster approached him, menacingly, until the two men stood almost touching, and for a moment it seemed to Janet as if the agent of the Clarendon were ready to strike Ditmar. She held her breath, her blood ran faster,--the conflict between these two made an elemental appeal.
"All right--remember what I say--wait and see where you come out with that order." Holster"s voice trembled with anger. He hesitated, and left the office abruptly. Ditmar stood gazing after him for a moment and then, taking his cigar from his mouth, turned and smiled at Janet and seated himself in his chair. His eyes, still narrowed, had in them a gleam of triumph that thrilled her. Combat seemed to stimulate and energize him.
"He thought he could bluff me into splitting that Bradlaugh order with the Clarendon," Ditmar exclaimed. "Well, he"ll have to guess again. I"ve got his number." He began to turn over his letters. "Let"s see, where were we? Tell Caldwell not to let in any more idiots, and shut the door."
Janet obeyed, and when she returned Ditmar was making notes with a pencil on a pad. The conversation with Holter had given her a new idea of Ditmar"s daring in attempting to fill the Bradlaugh order with the Chippering Mills alone, had aroused in her more strongly than ever that hot loyalty to the mills with which he had inspired her; and that strange surge of sympathy, of fellow-feeling for the operatives she had experienced after the interview with Mr. Siddons, of rebellion against him, the conviction that she also was one of the slaves he exploited, had wholly disappeared. Ditmar was the Chippering Mills, and she, somehow, enlisted once again on his side.