"Go home, then. Go home and leave me alone. If you can"t enjoy yourself, I"d rather you went home. I can"t bear to be with somebody who is not enjoying himself as much as I am."
"You can"t be enjoying this waking about all night with two bags and a cat," Arthur insisted. "But I"m not going home without you. If you want to go on, I shall go on, too. I"m feeling rather tired. I expect I shall enjoy myself more to-morrow."
Sylvia picked up her valise again. "I hope you will, I"m sure," she said. "You"re spoiling the fun by grumbling all the time like this. What is there to grumble at? Just a small bag which makes your arm ache. You ought to be glad you haven"t got mine to carry as well as your own."
After another quarter of an hour among the ill-favored streets Sylvia called a rest; this time they withdrew from the pavement into the area of an unoccupied house, where they leaned against the damp brick wall, quite exhausted, and heard without interest the footsteps of the people who went past above. Maria began to mew and Sylvia let her out of the basket. A lean and amorous tom-cat in pursuit of love considered that Maria had prejudiced his chance of success, and their recriminations ended in a noisy scuffle during which the lid of a dust-bin in the next area was upset with a loud clatter; somebody, throwing open a window, emptied a utensil partly over Arthur.
"Don"t make such a noise. It was only a jug," Sylvia whispered. "You"ll wake up all the houses."
"It"s your d.a.m.ned cat making the noise," Arthur said. "Come here, you brute."
Maria was at last secured and replaced in his basket, and Arthur asked Sylvia if she was sure it was only a jug.
"It"s simply beastly in this area," he added. "Anything"s better than sitting here."
After making sure that n.o.body was in sight, they went on their way, though by now their legs were so weary that from time to time the bags sc.r.a.ped along the pavement.
"The worst of it is," Sylvia sighed, "we"ve come so far now that it would be just as tiring to go back to Hampstead as to go on."
"Oh, you"re thinking now of going back!" Arthur jeered. "It"s a pity you didn"t think of that when we were on Haverstock Hill."
"I"m not thinking at all of going back," Sylvia snapped. "I"m not tired."
"Oh no," said Arthur, sarcastically. "And I"m not at all wet, really."
They got more and more irritable with each other. The bow in Sylvia"s hair dropped off, and with all the fretful obstinacy of fatigue she would go wandering back on their tracks to see if she could find it; but the bow was lost. At last they saw a hansom coming toward them at a walking pace, and Sylvia announced that they would ride.
"But where shall we drive to?" Arthur asked. "We can"t just get in and drive anywhere."
"We"ll tell him to go to Waterloo," said Sylvia. "Stations are always open; we can wait there till the morning and then look for a house."
She hailed the cab; with sighs of relief they sank back upon the seat, exhausted. Presently an odd noise like a fishmonger"s smacking a cod could be heard beside the cab, and, leaning out over the ap.r.o.n to see what was the cause of it, Arthur was spattered with mud by a piece of the tire which was flogging the road with each revolution of the wheel. The driver pulled up and descended from the box to restrain it.
"I"ve been tying it up all day, but it will do it," he complained. "There"s nothing to worry over, but it fidgets one, don"t it, flapping like that? I"ve tied it up with string and I"ve tied it up with wire, and last time I used my handkerchief. Now I suppose it"s got to be my bootlace. Well, here goes," he said, and with many grunts he stooped over to undo his lace.
Neither Sylvia nor Arthur could ever say what occurred to irritate a horse that with equanimity had tolerated the flapping all day, but suddenly it leaped forward at a canter, while the loose piece of tire slapped the road with increasing rapidity and noise. The reins slipped down; and Sylvia, who had often been allowed to drive with Blanche, managed to gather them up and keep the horse more or less in the middle of the road. After the cab had traveled about a mile the tire that all day had been seeking freedom achieved its purpose and, lancing itself before the vehicle in a swift parabola, looped itself round the ancient ragman who was shuffling along the gutter in pursuit of wealth. The horse chose that moment to stop abruptly and an unpleasant encounter with the ragman seemed inevitable. Already he was approaching the cab, waving in angry fashion his spiked stick and swearing in a bronchial voice; he stopped his abuse, however, on perceiving the absence of the driver, and muttering to himself: "A lucky night, so help me! A lovely long strip of india-rubber! Gor! what a find!" he turned round and walked away as fast as he could, stuffing the tire into his basket as he went.
"I wonder whether I could drive the cab properly if I climbed up on the box," said Sylvia, thoughtfully.
"Oh no! For goodness" sake, don"t do anything of the kind!" Arthur begged. "Let"s get down while the beast is quiet. Come along. We shall never be able to explain why we"re in this cab. It"s like a dream."
Sylvia gave way so far as not to mount the box, but she declined to alight, and insisted they ought to stay where they were and rest as long as they could; there were still a number of dark hours before them.
"But my dear girl, this beast of a horse may start off again," Arthur protested.
"Well, what if it does?" Sylvia said. "We can"t be any more lost than we are now. I don"t know in the least what part of London we"ve got to."
"I"m sure there"s something the matter with this cab," Arthur woefully exclaimed.
"There is," she agreed. "You"ve just set fire to it with that match."
"I"m so nervous," said Arthur. "I don"t know what I"m doing. Phew! what a stink of burnt hair. Do let"s get out."
He stamped on the smoldering mat.
"Shut up," Sylvia commanded. "I"m going to try and have a sleep. Wake me up if the horse tries to walk into a shop or anything."
But this was more than Arthur could stand, and he shook her in desperation. "You sha"n"t go to sleep. You don"t seem to mind what happens to us."
"Not a bit," Sylvia agreed. Then suddenly she sang at the top of her voice, "for I"m off with the raggle-taggle gipsies--oh!"
The horse at once trotted forward, and Arthur was in despair.
"Oh, d.a.m.n!" he moaned. "Now you"ve started that horrible brute off again. Whatever made me come away with you?"
"You can go home whenever you like," said Sylvia, coldly.
"What"s the good of telling me that when we"re tearing along in a cab without a driver?" Arthur bewailed.
"We"re not tearing along," Sylvia contradicted. "And I"m driving. I expect the horse will go back to its stable if we don"t interfere with him too much."
"Who wants to interfere with the brute? Oh, listen to that wheel. I"m sure it"s coming off."
"Here"s a cab shelter," Sylvia said, encouragingly. "I"m going to try and pull up."
Luckily the horse was ready enough to stop, and both of them got out. Sylvia walked without hesitation into the shelter, followed by Arthur with the bags. There were three or four cabmen inside, eating voluptuously in an atmosphere of tobacco smoke, steam, and burnt grease. She explained to them about the cab"s running away, was much gratified by the attention her story secured, and learned that it was three o"clock and that she was in Somers Town.
"Where are you going, missie?" one of the cabmen asked.
"We were going to Waterloo, but we don"t mind staying here," Sylvia said. "My brother is rather tired and my cat would like some milk."
"What did the driver look like, missie?" one of the men asked.
Sylvia described him vaguely as rather fat, a description which would have equally suited any of the present company, with the exception of the attendant tout, who was exceptionally lean.
"I wonder if it "ud be Bill?" said one of the cabmen.
"I shouldn"t be surprised."
"Wasn"t Bill grumbling about his tire this morning?"
"I don"t know if it was his tire; he was grumbling about something."
"I reckon it"s Bill. Did you notice if the gentleman as drove you had a swelling behind his ear?" asked the man who had first propounded the theory of the missing driver"s being Bill.
"I didn"t notice," said Sylvia.
"About the size of a largish potato?" the theorist pressed, encouragingly.
"I"m afraid I didn"t notice," said Sylvia.
"It must be Bill," the theorist decided. "Any one wouldn"t notice that swelling in the dark, "specially if Bill had his collar turned up."
"He did have his collar turned up," Arthur put in.
"There you are," said the theorist. "What did I tell you? Of course it"s Bill. No one wouldn"t see his swelling with his coat turned up. Poor old Bill, he won"t half swear when he has to walk home to-night. Here, Joe," he went on, addressing the attending tout. "Give Bill"s horse a bit of a feed."
Sylvia and Arthur were given large slices of bread and b.u.t.ter and large cups of coffee; Maria had a saucer of milk. Life was looking much more cheerful. Presently a burly cabman appeared in the entrance of the shelter and was greeted with shouts of merriment.
"What ho, Bill, old c.o.c.k! Lost your ruddy cab, old sporty? Lor! we haven"t half laughed to think of you having to use your bacon and eggs to get here. I reckon you didn"t half swear."
"Who are you getting at, you blinking set of mugs? Who"s lost his ruddy cab?" demanded Bill.
"That"s not the driver," Sylvia said.
"I thought it couldn"t be Bill," said the theorist quickly. "As soon as I heard she never noticed that lump behind his ear, I thought it wasn"t Bill."
"Here, less of it, you and your lumps behind the ear," said Bill, aggressively. "You"ll have a blurry lump behin" your own blurry ear, Fred Organ, before you knows where you are."
Sylvia could not refrain from observing the famous lump with a good deal of curiosity, and she wondered how any one could ever have supposed it might be unnoticed. She would have described it as more like a beet root than a potato, she thought.
A long discussion about the future of the driverless cab ensued; finally it was decided that Joe the tout should lead it to the police station if it were not claimed by daylight. The company then turned to the discussion of the future of the abandoned fares. Sylvia had by this time evolved an elaborate tale of running away from a stepfather whose conduct to Arthur, herself, and Maria had been extremely brutal.
"Knocked the cat about, did he?" said the theorist, whose name was Fred Organ. "I never could abide people as ill-treated dumb animals."
Sylvia went on to explain that they had intended to throw themselves on the mercy of an aunt who lived at Dover, and with that intention had been bound for Waterloo when they lost their driver. When she was told that they were going to the wrong station for Dover, she began to express fears of the reception her aunt might accord them. Did any one present know where they could find lodgings, for which, of course, they would pay, because their mother had provided them with the necessary money.
"That"s a mother all over," said Fred Organ, with enthusiastic sentiment. "Ain"t it, boys? Ah, I wish I hadn"t lost my poor old mother."
Various suggestions about rooms were made, but finally Fred Organ was so much moved by the emotional details with which Sylvia continually supplemented her tale that he offered to give them lodgings in his own house near Finsbury Park. Sylvia would have preferred a suburb that was barred to Monkley, but she accepted the offer because, with Arthur turning out so inept at adventure, it seemed foolish to take any more risks that night.
Fred Organ had succeeded to the paternal house and hansom about two years before. He was now twenty-six, but his corpulence made him appear older; for the chubby smoothness of youth had vanished with continual exposure to the weather, leaving behind many folds and furrows in his large face. Mr. Organ, senior, had bought No. 53 Colonial Terrace by instalments, the punctual payment of which had worried him so much as probably to shorten his life, the last one having been paid just before his death. He had only a week or two for the enjoyment of possession, which was as well; for the house that had cost its owner so much effort to obtain was nearly as ripe for dissolution as himself, and the maintenance of it in repair seemed likely to cause Fred Organ as much financial stress in the future as the original purchase had caused his father in the past.
So much of his history did Fred Organ give them while he was stabling his horse, before he could introduce them to his inheritance. It was five o"clock of a chill February morning, and the relief of finding herself safely under a roof after such a tiring and insecure night compensated Sylvia for the impression of unutterable dreariness that Colonial Terrace first made upon her mind, a dreariness quite out of accord with the romantic beginning to the life of independence of which she had dreamed. They could not go to bed when they reached the house, because Fred Organ, master though he was, doubted if it would be wise to wake up his sister to accommodate the guests.
"Not that she"d have any call to make a fuss," he observed, "because if I says a thing in No. 53, no one hasn"t got the right to object. Still, I"d rather you got a nice first impression of my sister Edith. Well, make yourselves at home. I"ll rout round and get the kitchen fire going."
Fred routed round with such effect that he woke his sister, who began to scream from the landing above: "Hube! Get up, you great coward! There"s somebody breaking in at the back. Get up, Hube, and fetch a policeman before we"re both murdered."
"It"s only me, Ede," Fred called out. "Keep your hair on."
When Sylvia saw Edith Organ"s curl-papers she thought the last injunction was rather funny. Explanations were soon given and Edith was so happy to find her alarm unnecessary that she was as pleasant as possible and even invited Sylvia to come and share her bed and sleep late into the morning; whereupon Fred Organ invited Arthur to share his bed, which Arthur firmly declined to do, notwithstanding Sylvia"s frown.
"Well, you can"t go to bed with the girls," said Fred.
"Oh, Fred, you are a.... Oh, he is a.... Oh, isn"t he? Oh, I never. Fancy! What a thing to say! There! Well! Who ever did? I"m sure. What a remark to pa.s.s!" Edith exclaimed, quite incoherent from embarra.s.sment, pleasure, and sleep.
"Where"s Hube?" Fred asked.
"Oh, Hube!" snapped Edith. "He"s well underneath the bedclothes. Trust Hube for that. Nothing"d get him out of bed except an earthquake."
"Wouldn"t it, then?" said a sleek voice, and Hube himself, an extremely fat young man in a trailing nightgown, appeared in the doorway.
"You wouldn"t think he was only nineteen, would you?" said Fred, proudly.
"Nice noise to kick up in the middle of the night," Hubert grumbled. "I dreamt the house was falling down on top of me."
"And it will, too," Fred prophesied, "if I can"t soon sc.r.a.pe together some money for repairs. There"s a crack as wide as the strand down the back."
Sylvia wondered how so rickety a house was able to withstand the wear and tear of such a fat family when they all, with the exception of Arthur, who lay down on the kitchen table, went creaking up-stairs to bed.
The examination of Monkley"s cash-box produced 35; Sylvia felt ineffably rich, so rich that she offered to lend Fred Organ the money he wanted to repair his property. He accepted the offer in the spirit in which it was made, as he said, and Sylvia, whom contact with Monkley had left curiously uncynical, felt that she had endeared herself to Fred Organ for a long time to come. She was given a room of her own at No. 53, for which she was glad, because sleeping with Edith had been rather like eating scented cornflour pudding, a combination of the flabby with the stuffy that had never appeared to her taste. Arthur was given the choice of sleeping with Hubert or in the bath, and he chose the latter without a moment"s hesitation.
Relations between Arthur and Hubert had been strained ever since. Hubert offered Arthur a bite from an apple he was munching, which was refused with a too obvious disgust.
"Go on, what do you take me for? Eve?" asked Hubert, indignantly. "It won"t poison you."
The strain was not relaxed by Hubert"s obvious fondness for Sylvia.
"I thought when I came away with you," Arthur said, "that we were going to live by ourselves and earn our own living; instead of which you let that fat brute hang around you all day."
"I can"t be always rude to him," Sylvia explained. "He"s very good-natured."
"Do you call it good-natured to turn the tap on me when I"m lying in bed?" Arthur demanded.
"I expect he only did it for fun."
"Fun!" said Arthur, darkly. "I shall hit him one of these days."
Arthur did hit him; but Hubert, with all his fat, hit harder than he, and Arthur never tried again. Sylvia found herself growing very tired of him; the universal censure upon his namby-pambyness was beginning to react upon her. The poetical youth of Hampstead Heath seemed no longer so poetical in Colonial Terrace. Yet she did not want to quarrel with him finally, for in a curious way he represented to her a link with what she still paradoxically spoke of as home. Sylvia had really had a great affection for Monkley, which made her hate him more for what he had tried to do. Yet, though she hated him and though the notion of being with him again made her shudder, she could not forget that he had known her father, who was bound up with the memory of her mother and of all the past that, being so irreparably over, was now strangely cherished. Sylvia felt that, were Arthur to go, she would indeed find herself alone, in that state which first she had dreaded, then desired, and now once again dreaded, notwithstanding her bold conceptions of independence and belief in her own ability to determine the manner of life she wished. There were times when she felt what almost amounted to a pa.s.sionate hatred of Colonial Terrace, which had brought her freedom, indeed, but the freedom of a world too gray to make freedom worth possessing. She was fond of Fred Organ, and she fancied that he would have liked formally to adopt her; yet the idea of being adopted by him somehow repelled her. She was fond of Edith Organ too, but no fonder than she had been of Clara; Edith seemed to have less to tell her about life than Clara, perhaps because she was older now and had read so many books. As for Hubert, who claimed to be in love with her, he existed about the house like a large over-fed dog; that was all, that and his capacity for teasing Arthur, which amused her.
Everything about this escapade was so different from what she had planned. Always in her dreams there had been a room with a green view over trees or a silver view over water, and herself encouraging some one (she supposed it must have been Arthur, though she could hardly believe this when she looked at him now) to perform the kind of fantastic deeds that people performed in books. Surely some books were true. Looking back on her old fancies, Sylvia came to the conclusion that she had always pictured herself married to Arthur; yet how ridiculous such an idea now seemed. He had always talked with regret of the adventures that were no longer possible in dull modern days; but when the very small adventure of being in a runaway cab had happened, how miserably Arthur had failed to rise to the occasion, and now here he was loafing in Colonial Terrace. Hubert had secured a position in a bookshop near Finsbury Park railway station, which he had forfeited very soon afterward, but only because he had made a habit of borrowing for Sylvia"s perusal the books which customers had bought, and of sending them on to their owners two or three days later. To be sure, they had nearly all been very dull books of a religious bent, but in such a district as Finsbury Park what else could be expected? At least Hubert had sacrificed something for her. Arthur had done nothing; even when Fred Organ, to please Sylvia, had offered to teach him to drive a hansom, he had refused to learn.
One day Edith Organ announced that there was to be a supper-party at a public house in Harringay where one of the barmaids was a friend of hers. It seemed that Mrs. Hartle, the proprietress, had recently had cause to rejoice over a victory, but whether it was domestic, political, or professional Edith was unable to remember; at any rate, a jolly evening could be counted upon.
"You must wear that new white dress, Syl; it suits you a treat," Edith advised. "I was told only to bring one gentleman, and I think it"s Artie"s turn."
"Why?" Hubert demanded, fiercely.
"Oh, Hube, you know you don"t like parties. You always want to go home early, and I"m out to enjoy myself and I don"t care who knows it."
Sylvia suspected that Edith"s real reason for wishing Arthur to be the guest was his greater presentableness; she had often heard her praise Arthur"s appearance while deprecating his namby-pamby manner; however, for a party like this, of which Edith was proclaiming the extreme selectness, that might be considered an advantage. Mrs. Hartle was reputed to be a woman to whom the least vulgarity was disgusting.
"She"s highly particular, they tell me, not to say stand-offish. You know, doesn"t like to make herself cheap. Well, I don"t blame her. She"s thought a lot of round here. She had some trouble with her husband--her second husband that is--and everybody speaks very highly of the dignified way in which she made him sling his hook out of it."
"I don"t think so much of her," Hubert grunted. "I went into the saloon-bar once, and she said, "Here, my man, the public bar is the hother side." "Oh, his it?" I said. "Well, I can"t round the corner for the crowd," I said, "listening to your old man singing "At Trinity Church I met my doom" on the pavement outside." She didn"t half color up, I can tell you. So he was singing, too, fit to give any one the earache to listen to him. I don"t want to go to her supper-party."
"Well, if you"re not going, you needn"t be so nasty about it, Hube. I"d take you if I could."