"Uh, well, it isn"t precisely a part in the film I"m here to talk to you about, Mr. Romito." It was much too intricate a syntax for a man whose heart might attack him at any moment.
"It isn"t a part," he repeated.
"No, it was something rather personal ..."
"It isn"t a part." He whispered it, barely heard, lost instantly in the overpowering sound of the Santa Monica surf not far beyond us.
"It"s about Valerie Lone," I began.
"Valerie?"
"Yes. We"ve signed her for Subterfuge and she"s back in town and-"
"Subterfuge?"
"The film Mr. Crewes is producing."
"Oh. I see."
He didn"t see at all. I was sure of that. I didn"t know how in the world I could tell this ruined sh.e.l.l that his services were needed as escort, not actor. He saved me the trouble. He ran away from me, into the past.
"I remember once, in 1936 I believe ... no, it was "37, that was the year I did Beloved Liar ..."
I let the sound of the surf swell inside me. I turned down the gain on Emery Romito and turned up the gain on nature. I knew I would be able to get him to do what needed to be done-he was a lonely, helpless man for whom any kind of return to the world of glamour was a main chance. But it would take talking, and worse ... listening. "... Thalberg called me in, and he was smiling, it was a very unusual thing, you can be sure. And he said: "Emery, we"ve just signed a girl for your next picture," and of course it was Valerie. Except that wasn"t her name then, and he took me over to the Commissary to meet her. We had the special salad, it was little slivers of ham and cheese and turkey, cut so they were stacked one on top of the other, so you tasted the ham first, then the cheese, then the turkey, all in one bite, and the freshest green crisp lettuce, they called it the William Powell Salad ... no, that isn"t right ... the William Powell was crab meat ... I think it was the Norma Talmadge Salad ... or was it ..."
As I sat there talking to Emery Romito, what I did not know was that all the way across the city, at the Studio, Arthur was entering the lot with Valerie Lone, in a chauffeured Bentley. He told me about it that night, and it was horrible. But it served as the perfect counterpoint to the musty warm monologue being delivered to me that moment by the Ghost of Christmas Past.
How lovely, how enriching, to sit there in sumptuous, palatial Santa Monica, Showplace of the Western World, listening to the voice from beyond reminisce about tuna fish and avocado salads. I prayed for deafness.
6.
Crewes had called ahead. "I want the red carpet, do I make my meaning clear?" The studio public relations head had said yes, he understood. Crewes had emphasized the point: "I don"t want any f.u.c.kups, Barry. Not even the smallest. No gate police asking for a drive-on pa.s.s, no secretary making her wait. I want every carpenter and grip and mail boy to know we"re bringing Valerie Lone back today. And I want deference, Barry. If there"s a f.u.c.kup, even the smallest f.u.c.kup, I"ll come down on you the way Samson brought down the temple."
"Christ, Arthur, you don"t have to threaten me!"
"I"m not threatening, Barry, I"m making the point so you can"t weasel later. This isn"t some phony finger-popping rock singer, this is Valerie Lone."
"All right, Arthur! Stop now."
When they came through the gate, the guards removed their caps, and waved the Bentley on toward the sound stages. Valerie Lone sat in the rear, beside Arthur Crewes, and her face was dead white, even under the makeup she had applied in the latest manner: for 1945.
There was a receiving line outside Stage 16.
The Studio head, several members of the foreign press, the three top producers on the lot, and half a dozen "stars" of current tv series. They made much over her, and when they were finished, Valerie Lone had almost been convinced someone gave a d.a.m.n that she was not dead.
When the flashing red gumball light on its tripod went out-signifying that the shot had been completed inside the sound stage-they entered. Valerie took three steps beyond the heavy soundproof door, and stopped. Her eyes went up and up, into the dim reaches of the huge barnlike structure, to the catwalks with their rigging, the lights anch.o.r.ed to their brace boards, the cool and wonderful air from the conditioners that rose to heat up there, where the gaffers worked. Then she stepped back into the shadows as Crewes came up beside her, and he knew she was crying, and he turned to ask the others if they would come in later, to follow Miss Lone on her visit. The others did not understand, but they went back outside, and the door sighed shut on its pneumatic hinges.
Crewes went to her, and she was against the wall, the tears standing in her eyes, but not running down to ruin the makeup. In that instant Crewes knew she would be all right: she was an actress, and for an actress the only reality is the fantasy of the sound stages. She would not let her eyes get red. She was tougher than he"d imagined.
She turned to him, and when she said, "Thank you, Arthur," it was so soft, and so gentle, Crewes took her in his arms and she huddled close to him, and there was no pa.s.sion in it, no striving to reach bodies, only a fine and warm protectiveness. He silently said no one would hurt her, and silently she said my life is in your hands.
After a while, they walked past the coffee machine and Willie, who said h.e.l.lo Miss Lone it"s good to have you back; and past the a.s.sistant director"s lectern where the shooting schedule was tacked onto the sloping board, where Bruce del Vaille nodded to her, and looked awed; and past the extras slumped in their straight-backed chairs, reading Irving Wallace and knitting, waiting for their calls, and they had been told who it was, and they all called to her and waved and smiled; and past the high director"s chair which was at that moment occupied by the script supervisor, whose name was Henry, and he murmured h.e.l.lo, Miss Lone, we worked together on suchandsuch, and she went to him and kissed him on the cheek, and he looked as though he wanted to cry, too. For Arthur Crewes, in the sound stage somewhere, a bird twittered gaily. He shrugged and laughed, like a child.
Someone yelled "Okay, settle down! Settle down!"
The din fell only a decibel. James Kencannon was talking to Mitchum, to one side of the indoor set that was decorated to be an outdoor set. It was an alley in a Southwestern town, and the cyclorama in the background had been artfully rigged to simulate a carnival somewhere in the middle distance. Lights played off the canvas, and for Valerie Lone it was genuine; a real carnival erected just for her. The alley was dirty and extremely realistic. Extras lounged against the brick walls that were not brick walls, waiting for the call to roll it. The cameraman was setting the angle of the shot, the big piece of equipment on its balloon tires set on wooden tracks, ready to dolly back when the grips pulled it. The a.s.sistant cameraman with an Arriflex on his shoulder was down on one knee, gauging an up-angle for action shooting.
Del Vaille came onto the set and Kencannon nodded to him. "Okay, roll-" Kencannon stopped the preparations for the shot, and asked the first a.s.sistant director to measure off the shot once more, as Mitchum stepped into the position that had, till that moment, been held by his stand-in. The first a.s.sistant unreeled the tape measure, announced it; the cameraman gave a turn to one of the flywheels on the big camera, and nodded ready to the a.s.sistant director, who turned and bawled, "Okay! Roll it!"
A strident bell clanged in the sound stage and dead silence fell. People in mid-step stopped. No one coughed. No one spoke. Tony, the sound mixer, up on his high platform with his earphones and his console, announced, "Take thirty-three Bravo!" which resounded through the cavernous set and was picked up through the comm box by the sound truck outside the sound stage. When it was up to speed, Tony yelled, "Speed!" and the first a.s.sistant director stepped forward into the shot with his wooden clackboard bearing Kencannon"s name and the shot number. He clacked the stick to establish sound synch and get the board photographed, and there was a beat as he withdrew, as Mitchum drew in a breath for the action to come, as everyone poised hanging in limbo and Kencannon-like all directors-relished the moment of absolute power waiting for his voice to announce action.
Infinite moment.
Birth of dreams.
The shadow and the reality.
"Action!"
As five men leaped out of darkness and grabbed Robert Mitchum, shoving him back up against the wall of the alley. The camera dollied in rapidly to a closeup of Mitchum"s face as one of the men grabbed his jaw with brutal fingers. "Where"d you take her ... tell us where you took her!" the a.s.sailant demanded with a faint Mexican accent. Mitchum worked his jaw muscles, tried to shove the man away. The Arriflex operator was down below them, out of the master shot, purring away his tilted angles of the scuffling men. Mitchum tried to speak, but couldn"t with the man"s hand on his face. "Let"m talk, Sanchez!" another of the men urged the a.s.sailant. He released Mitchum"s face, and in the same instant Mitchum surged forward, throwing two of the men from him, and breaking toward the camera as it dollied rapidly back to encompa.s.s the entire shot. The Arriflex operator scuttled with him, tracking him in wobbly closeup. The five men dived for Mitchum, preparatory to beating the c.r.a.p out of him as Kencannon yelled, "Cut! That"s a take!" and the enemies straightened up, relaxed, and Mitchum walked swiftly to his mobile dressing room. The crew prepared to set up another shot.
The extras moved in. A group of young kids, obviously bordertown tourists from a yanqui college, down having a ball in the hotbed of sin and degradation.
They milled and shoved, and Arthur found himself once again captivated by the enormity of what was being done here. A writer had said: ESTABLISHING SHOT OF CROWD IN ALLEY and it was going to cost about fifteen thousand dollars to make that line become a reality. He glanced at Valerie beside him, and she was smiling, a thin and delicate smile part remembrance and part wonder. It really never wore off, this delight, this entrapment by the weaving of fantasy into reality.
"Enjoying yourself?" he asked softly.
"It"s as though I"d never been away," she said.
Kencannon came to her, then. He held both her hands in his, and he looked at her: as a man and as a camera. "Oh, you"ll do just fine ... just fine." He smiled at her. She smiled back.
"I haven"t read the part yet," she said.
"Johnny Black hasn"t finished expanding it yet. And I don"t give a d.a.m.n. You"ll do fine, just fine!" They stared at each other with the kind of intimacy known only to a man who sees a reality as an image on celluloid, by a woman confronting a man who can make her look seventeen or seventy. Trust and fear and compa.s.sion and a mutual cessation of hostilities between the s.e.xes. It was always like this. As if to say: what does he see? What does she want? What will we settle for? I love you.
"Have you said h.e.l.lo to Bob Mitchum yet?" Kencannon asked her.
"No. I think he"s resting." She was, in turn, deferential to a star, as the lessers had been deferential to her. "I can meet him later."
"Are there any questions you"d like to ask?" he said. He waved a hand at the set around him. "You"ll be living here for the next few weeks, you"d better get to know it."
"Well ... yes ... there are a few questions," she said. And she began getting into the role of star once more. She asked questions. Questions that were twenty years out of date. Not stupid questions, just not quite in focus. (As if the clackboard had not been in synch with the sound wagon, and the words had emerged from the actors" mouths a micro-instant too soon.) Not embarra.s.sing questions, merely awkward questions; the answers to which entailed Kencannon"s educating her, reminding her that she was a relic, that time had not waited for her-even as she had not waited when she had been a star-but had gathered its notes in a rush and plunged panting heavily past her. Now she had to exercise muscles of thought that had atrophied, just to try and catch up with time, dashing on ahead there like an ambitious mailroom boy trying to make points with the Studio executives. Her questions became more awkward. Her words came with more difficulty. Crewes saw her getting-how did Handy put it?-uptight.
Three girls had come onto the set from a mobile dressing room back in a dark corner of the sound stage. They wore flowered wrappers. The a.s.sistant director was herding them toward the windows of a dirty little building facing out on the alley. The girls went around the back of the building-back where it was unpainted pine and brace-rods and Magic Marker annotated as SUBTER"GE 115/144 indicating in which scenes these sets would be used.
They appeared in three windows of the building. They would be spectators at the stunt-man"s fight with the a.s.sailants in the alley ... Mitchum"s fight with the a.s.sailants in the alley. They were intended to represent three Mexican prost.i.tutes, drawn to their windows by the sounds of combat. They removed their wrappers.
Their naked, fleshy b.r.e.a.s.t.s hung on the window ledges like Dali-esque melting casabas, waiting to ripen. Valerie Lone turned and saw the array of deep-brown nipples, and made a strange sound, "Awuhhh!" as if they had been something put on sale at such a startlingly low price she was amazed, confused and repelled out of suspicion.
Kencannon hurriedly tried to explain the picture was being shot in two versions, one for domestic and eventual television release, the other for foreign marketing. He went into a detailed comparison of the two versions, and when he had finished-with the entire cast of extras listening, for the explication of hypocrisy is always fascinating-Valerie Lone said: "Gee, I hope none of my scenes have to be shot without clothes ..."
And one of the extras gave a seal-like bark of amus.e.m.e.nt. "Fat chance," he murmured, just a bit too loud.
Arthur Crewes went around in a fluid movement that was almost ch.o.r.eography, and hit the boy- a beach-b.u.m with long blond hair and fine deltoids-a shot that traveled no more than sixteen inches. It was a professional fighter"s punch, no windup, no bolo, just a short hard piston jab that took the boy directly under the heart. He vomited air and lost his lower legs. He sat down hard.
If Crewes had thought about it, he would not have done it. The effect on the cast. The inevitable lawsuit. The Screen Extras Guild complaint. The bad form of striking someone who worked for him. The look on Valerie Lone"s face as she caught the action with peripheral vision. The sight of an actor sitting down in pain, like a small child seeking a sandpile.
But he didn"t think, and he did it, and Valerie Lone turned and ran ...
Questions that were not congruent with a film that has to take into account television rerun, accelerated shooting schedules, bankability of stars, the tenor of the kids who make up the yeoman cast of every film, the pa.s.sage of time and the improvement of techniques, and the altered thinking of studio magnates, the sophisticated tastes and mores of a new filmgoing audience.
A generation of youth with no respect for roots and heritage and the past. With no understanding of what has gone before. With no veneration of age. The times had conspired against Valerie Lone. Even as the times had conspired against her twenty years before. The simple and singular truth of it was that Valerie Lone had not been condemned by a lack of talent-though a greater talent might have sustained her-nor by a weakness in character-though a more ruthless nature might have carried her through the storms-nor by fluxes and flows in the Industry, but by all of these things, and by Fate and the times. But mostly the times. She was simply, singularly, not one with her world. It was a Universe that had chosen to care about Valerie Lone. For most of the world, the Universe didn"t give a d.a.m.n. For rare and singular persons from time to time in all ages, the Universe felt a compa.s.sion. It felt a need to succor and warm, to aid and bolster. That disaster befell all of these "wards of the Universe" was only proof unarguable that the Universe was inept, that G.o.d was insane.
It would have been better by far had the Universe left Valerie Lone to her own destiny. But it wouldn"t, it couldn"t; and it combined all the chance random elements of encounter and happenstance to litter her path with roses. For Valerie Lone, in the inept and compa.s.sionate Universe, the road was broken gla.s.s and dead birds, as far down the trail as she would ever be able to see.
The Universe had created the tenor of cynicism that hummed silently through all the blond beach-b.u.ms of the Hollywood extra set ... the Universe had dulled Valerie Lone"s perceptions of the Industry as it was today ... the Universe had speeded up the adrenaline flow in Arthur Crewes at the instant the blond beach-b.u.m had made his obnoxious comment ... and the Universe had, in its c.o.c.keyed, simple-a.s.s manner, thought it was benefiting Valerie Lone.
Obviously not.
And it would be this incident, this rank little happening, that would inject the tension into her bloodstream, that would cause her nerves to fray just that infinitesimal amount necessary, that would bring about metal fatigue and erosion and rust. So that when the precise moment came when optimum efficiency was necessary ... Valerie Lone would be hauled back to this instant, this remark, this vicious little scene; and it would provide the weakness that would doom her.
From that moment, Valerie Lone began to be consumed by her shadow. And nothing could prevent it. Not even the wonderful, wonderful Universe that had chosen to care about her.
A Universe ruled by a mad G.o.d, who was himself being consumed by his shadow.
Valerie Lone turned and ran ...
Through the sound stage, out the door, down the studio street, through Philadelphia in 1910, past the Pleasure Dome of Kubla Khan, around a Martian sand-city, into and out of Budapest during the Uprising (where castrated Red tanks still lay drenched in the ash-drunkenness of Molotov c.o.c.ktails), and through Shade"s Wells onto a sun-baked plain where the imbecilically gaping mouth of the No. 3 Anaconda Mine received her.
She dashed into the darkness of the Anaconda, and found herself in the midst of the Springhill Mine Disaster. Within and without, reality was self-contained.
Arthur Crewes and James Kencannon dashed after her.
At the empty opening to the cave, Crewes stopped Kencannon. "Let me, Jim."
Kencannon nodded, and walked slowly away, pulling his pipe from his belt, and beginning to ream it clean with a tool from his shirt pocket.
Arthur Crewes let the faintly musty interior of the prop cave swallow him. He stood there silently, listening for murmurings of sorrow, or madness. He heard nothing. The cave only went in for ten or fifteen feet, but it might well have been the entrance to the deepest pit in Dante"s Inferno. As his eyes grew accustomed to the gloom, he saw her, slumped down against some prop boulders.
She tried to scuttle back out of sight, even as he moved toward her.
"Don"t." He spoke the one word softly, and she held.
Then he came to her, and sat down on a boulder low beside her. Now she wasn"t crying.
It hadn"t been that kind of rotten little scene.
"He"s an imbecile," Crewes said.
"He was right," she answered. There was a sealed lock-vault on pity. But self-realization could be purchased over the counter.
"He wasn"t right. He"s an ignorant young pup and I"ve had him canned."
"I"m sorry for that.""Sorry doesn"t get it. What he did was inexcusable." He chuckled softly, ruefully. "What I did was inexcusable, as well. I"ll hear from SEG about it." That chuckle rose. "It was worth it."
"Arthur, let me out."
"I don"t want to hear that."
"I have to say it. Please. Let me out. It won"t work."
"It will work. It has to work."
She looked at him through darkness. His face was blank, without features, barely formed in any way. But she knew if she could see him clearly that there would be intensity in his expression. "Why is this so important to you?"
For many minutes he did not speak, while she waited without understanding. Then, finally, he said, "Please let me do this thing for you. I want ... very much ... for you to have the good things again."
"But, why?"
He tried to explain, but it was not a matter of explanations. It was a matter of pains and joys remembered. Of being lonely and finding pleasure in motion pictures. Of having no directions and finding a future in what had always been a hobby. Of having l.u.s.ted for success and coming at last to it with the knowledge that movies had given him everything, and she had been part of it. There was no totally rational explanation that Arthur Crewes could codify for her. He had struggled upward and she had given him a hand. It had been a small, a tiny, a quickly forgotten little favor-if he told her now she would not remember it, nor would she think it was at all comparable to what he was trying to do for her. But as the years had hung themselves on Arthur Crewes"s past, the tiny favor had grown out of all proportion in his mind, and now he was trying desperately to pay Valerie Lone back.
All this, in a moment of silence.
He had been in the arena too long. He could not speak to her of these nameless wondrous things, and hope to win her from her fears. But even in his silence there was clarity. She reached out to touch his face.
"I"ll try," she said.
And when they were outside on the flat, dry plain across which Kencannon started toward them, she turned to Arthur Crewes and she said, with a rough touch of the wiseacre that had been her trademark eighteen years before, "But I still ain"t playin" none of your d.a.m.n scenes in the noood, buster."
It was difficult, but Crewes managed a smile.
HANDY.
Meanwhile, back at my head, things were going from Erich von Stroheim to Alfred Hitchc.o.c.k. No, make that from Fritz Lang to Val Lewton. Try bad to worse.
I"d come back from Never-Never Land and the song of the turtle, and had called in to Arthur"s office. I simply could not face a return to the world of show biz so soon after polishing tombstones in Emery Romito"s private cemetery. I needed a long pull on something called quiet, and it was not to be found at the studio.
My apartment was hot and stuffy. I stripped and took a shower. For a moment I considered flushing my clothes down the toilet: I was sure they were impregnated with the mold of the ages, fresh from Santa Monica.
Then I chivvied and worried the thought that maybe possibly I ought just to send myself out to Filoy Cleaners, in toto. "Here you go, Phil," I"d say. "I"d like myself cleaned and burned." You need sleep, Handy, I thought. Maybe about seven hundred years" worth.
Rip Van Winkle, old Ripper-poo, it occurred to me, in a pa.s.sing flash of genuine lunacy, knew precisely where it was at. I could see it now, a Broadway extravaganza RIP!.