King managed a laugh which escaped critical notice only because old Jim was only half listening.
"Oh, it"s been open and shut all along that she"d marry Gratton," he said, keeping his head down as he drew a match across the floor as though to like a pipe whose bowl was empty. "If it suits his womenfolk, I guess Ben will stand for it."
By now Jim had drawn his coat on and was back at the door.
"Better come along, Mark," he invited. "You don"t see a weddin" every day. Comin"?"
"No, thanks," said King. He broke his match between nervous fingers. He raised his head to watch Jim go.
"Lord, Mark," said Spalding, holding on his heel a moment. "You must of made one all-mighty day of it! You sure do look tuckered!"
King rose and went to the door and stood looking after the swiftly departing figure. He saw the house, the windows bright with lights, light streaming out through the door to the porch. There was Gloria.
Just there. And he had slept, and Gloria was marrying. And here was the end of it--the end of everything, it dawned on him. He, who had never looked twice on a woman, had looked thrice on her and again. He, the one-woman man, had found the one woman--and had lost her. He looked out toward the house and through its thick log walls saw Gloria; Gloria as she had come down the stairs to him that first day, floating down like a pink thistledown, putting her two hands into his, looking up into his eyes with eyes which he would never forget; he saw her in the woods, riding with him; by the spring waiting eagerly for the little water-ouzel, she so like a bird herself; crossing a stream on boulders--she had slipped; he had caught her into his arms--close. Her hair had blown across his face. He stood with her on the highest crest of a ridge; the world lay below them, they were alone in the blue heavens. And he loved her. He groaned and ran his hand across his eyes as though to wipe the pictures out--pictures which would never pa.s.s away.
Gloria was marrying. Gratton. Now. He looked up into the sky bright with stars; its great message to him was "Emptiness." The world was empty, life was empty. There was nothing. Simply because Gloria had come, had laughed into his eyes, and had gone on. She was like the springtime which came dancing into the mountains which softened them and brightened them--and laughed and pa.s.sed on and away. She would be laughing now--into Gratton"s eyes.
He would never see her again after to-night. Other men had loved and their loves had crumbled to ashes, blown away by the winds of time. But to-night he _would_ see her. The last time. While still she was Gloria Gaynor and not Gratton"s wife----
He started and hurried toward the house. They were waiting for Jim and Jim had hurried. He came to the porch and, with never a board to creak under his careful tread, he made his way silently around to the living-room side of the house. There was a window there; the shade was not drawn; the curtains were blowing back and forth. He drew close and stood, watching. He would look at Gloria one last time, turning away just before the preacher said the last words; it was like looking for the last time on a beloved face before the sod fell----
He saw her. Her back was turned to him; her head was down. He watched her fingers moving nervously at her sides and his brow contracted with a sudden access of pain. Those fingers had touched his and he had thrilled to the soft, warm contact; he loved them better than he loved life. And soon they would find their way into Gratton"s.
Not once did he move his eyes from her. She did not turn toward him, but as the "judge" began talking she lifted her head and King saw her throat, her cheek. How pale she was----
Though her head was up, her slim body drooped. Like a little wildwood flower wilting. So she remained for what seemed a very long time. Then suddenly he saw her body stiffen; her hands flew to her breast. The "judge," hurrying along, had asked:
"And do you take this man to be your wedded husband?"
King did not want to hear the answer; he turned to go. But hear now he must, for though until now responses had been low-voiced, hardly above a murmur, he heard Gloria crying:
"_No! No and no and no_!"
King stopped like a man paralysed. Had he gone mad? Then his pulses leaped and hammered. Gloria had cried "_No_!" A tremor shook him; he could no longer see her, but he stood where he was, his senses keyed to hear a falling pin within.
"He is a beast and I hate him!" cried Gloria wildly. "He tried to trick me and trap me. He tried to make me marry him But I won"t! I won"t! I"d rather die."
Her voice died chokingly away, and for five seconds it was deathly still. Still King did not move. He heard Gratton"s exclamation, Gratton"s hurried step. The man was excited, was expostulating. Other voices; the other men had drawn aside, amazed, leaving Gratton a clear field with his unwilling bride.
"Have you gone mad, Gloria?" King could hear the words now. "Think what you are saying----"
"I have thought. I hate you. Go away. Let me go."
Gratton"s pale eyes must be ablaze with wrath now; his tone told that.
"There"s no way out for you. You"ve got to marry me. I----"
"Take your hand off----"
Her voice broke into a scream.
"You"re hurting me----"
And now Mark King moved at last. Before the last word had done vibrating through the still room he was through the window, taking the shortest way. Gratton"s hand was on Gloria"s shoulder; King threw it off, hurling the man backward across the room. Gloria turned to him----
"Mark!" she cried. "Oh, Mark King!"
He put his arms about her, thinking that she was going to fall. For an instant he held her tight; he felt her heart beating as though it would burst through her bosom.
"You won"t let him----?"
He moved with her to a chair, placed her in it, and turned toward Gratton, a look like a naked knife in his eyes.
"By jings!" muttered old Jim under his breath. "By jings!"
_Chapter XIV_
At this, the most critical moment of her life, it would appear inevitable that Gloria must bend every mental faculty to grappling with the vital issues. And yet, as she sat swallowed up in the big chair, for a s.p.a.ce of time she was in a spell, caught up and whirled away from those about her; she forgot Gratton with the white, angry face; she had no eyes for Mark King or for Summerling, Steve Jarrold or Jim Spalding.
She was thinking of another day, two years ago, when she and her mother had been alone in this room. They had been busied with the last touches of furniture arrangement; they had discussed locations for chairs and had argued over pictures. Both tired out with a day of effort, they had come near tears in a verbal battle over the best place for the sole article remaining unplaced. Gloria wanted it in the hallway; Mrs. Gaynor pleaded for it over the mantel in the living-room. Finally it was Gloria who cried with sudden laughter:
"Oh, what _difference_ does it make? We"re getting silly over trifles.
Have it your way, mamma."
Trifles! Gloria wondered if any other act of her life had had the tremendous import of that sudden yielding to her mother"s wishes. If the mirror had been placed anywhere else in the universe, even by a few inches removed from its present abiding-place, would there be a _Gloria Gaynor_ in all the world right now? Or would her chair hold quite another sort of person--Mrs. Gratton? If she had not lifted her desperate eyes and seen Mark King reflected at the window, how would she have answered that one final question the "judge" propounded? Would she have said "Yes"? Or would it have been "No"? She did not know; she would never know. She had been on the verge, dizzy with profitless speculation. And now, only the extent of one little word stood between her and an unthinkable condition. That a whole life should be steered down one channel or another--oh, what immeasurably separated channels!--by one"s breath in a single-syllabled word----
"You don"t answer!" a voice was saying irritably.
She started. They were talking to her, they had been talking to her, and now she realized that she had heard voices across a great distance, and by no means as clear to her consciousness as the remembered voice of her mother two years ago arguing for a mirror over the fireplace. She turned her eyes on Gratton, since obviously it was he who insisted on an answer. But King spoke for her.
"Look here, Gratton," he said bluntly, "as far as I can see there is no reason why Miss Gaynor should pay the least attention to your effervescings if she doesn"t care to. She is a free agent and under no obligations to you."
"I"ll ask your opinion when I want it," snapped Gratton. "Miss Gloria----"
"You asked me something?" said Gloria. "Pardon me. I didn"t hear."
Her aloof reply disconcerted him. Her att.i.tude was spontaneous, unaffected, and hence unconsciously one of polite indifference. Suddenly Gratton, fume as he would, had become of not the least importance.
"You said that you would marry me. Not a dozen minutes ago."
"Did I?" she demanded coolly. "Are you quite sure I said that?"
"Look here, Miss Gloria." It was Jim Spalding, who had been ill at ease all along and now had the brains and perhaps the delicacy to understand that this was no place for him. "If you don"t need me after all, I"ll go."