There was no doubt about it; she wasn"t on Chobamba anymore.
She climbed off slowly and pressed her fists into the small of her back, groaning as her spine creaked. The skin on her face was raw from the wind"s buffeting. It didn"t matter. She felt ridiculously pleased with herself for eluding her pursuers yet again, which was stupid, she knew. It had been due mainly to luck, though she had to give herself some credit. She"d responded to the situation well enough after she got the warning.
And what that woman did proves there are still people trying to help me, and not just her; there was Oscar back at Bodnant Park, too. A development that gave her a lot of hope. One thing she did know: Her decision meant that her time of running was over. There were no easy options ahead now, no waiting for someone else to do something. It"s down to me now It"s down to me now. There was a lot of trepidation accompanying that thought, and maybe a tinge of fear, too, but there was also a degree of satisfaction. All I have to do now is find the people opposed to the Pilgrimage and take a stand with them All I have to do now is find the people opposed to the Pilgrimage and take a stand with them.
With that she pulled the backpack out of the pannier, settled it on her shoulders, and set off along the streambed. That at least she didn"t have to think about; it was the right way.
In less than an hour her boots were starting to sink into the sand, which was becoming damp. Gra.s.s was growing on the banks. It was still night, and her enriched vision couldn"t make out much, but the desert had ended, she was sure of that. Then she caught sight of trees on the edge of her vision.
Water started to fill the imprints her boots left in the mushy ground. The streambed wasn"t sand anymore; it was fine soil. The stones on the banks were coated in moss and lichens. She scrambled up out of the gully and began to walk alongside it. Cooler air made her shiver, and she reset the thermal fibers woven into her fleece to keep more of her body warmth in. Not much farther on a thin trickle of water was running along the middle of the streambed. Far overhead huge dense star cl.u.s.ters filled the sky, imperial patches of silver-white scintillations so much more impressive than anything visible from anywhere in the Greater Commonwealth. Araminta smiled at that.
The water in the streambed grew deeper and wider as she walked on, turning from a rivulet to a broad current gurgling merrily around half-submerged rocks. Trees closed in, throwing tall branches up into the night, curtaining the starfield. Another stream merged into the one she was following. That was when she heard the first strands of song. The Silfen were somewhere close by; she could feel them as much as hear them. Simple harmonies slipping across the sylvan land, as much a part of it as the air. She halted and listened, drawing the melody down as she might sample a particularly pleasant perfume. It was enchanting, rising and flowing in its own rhythm and far higher than most human throats could reach.
Like a birdsong, she thought, a flock of birds singing a hymn a flock of birds singing a hymn.
Smiling pleasantly at the notion, she set off again, keeping to the edge of the stream, which was now almost wide enough to be cla.s.sed as a river. The contentment growing in her mind was almost narcotic. This time she was going to meet them. It was inevitable.
The sky slowly lightened above her. Tall waving branches on either side of the surging watercourse transformed to black silhouettes against a pale gray pastel. The grand star cl.u.s.ters faded away in deference to the dawn sun. Dew began to coat the gra.s.s and small ferns, splashing off on her boots. Araminta couldn"t help the smile on her face, even though she knew any relief here could only be temporary.
The trees gave way abruptly, and she gasped in delighted astonishment at the vista before her. She was high up on the edge of a plateau that swept away into a wondrous primordial landscape. Perfectly clear air allowed her to see for what must have been over a hundred miles. Snowcapped mountains fenced the scene on two sides, and ahead of her the ground undulated away with hillocks and dells adorned in lush woodland. Morning mist eased gently around the slopes, blanketing the deepest hollows and basins like a living liquid. Threads of stream water sparkled and glistened down the sides of the mountains, thousands of tributaries lacing together into broader, darker rivers. Waterfalls tumbled hundreds of meters down rugged cliffs and clefts in the rocky foothills.
"Oh, my," Araminta murmured in admiration. There she waited patiently for her escort while the big red-hued sun rose up into the empty sky, throwing vast fingers of light through the mountains to sweep across the magnificent landscape.
The madrigal grew louder, swelling to a crescendo. Araminta looked around as the Silfen rode out of the forest all around her. There must have been forty of them, mounted on huge s.h.a.ggy-furred beasts. She gazed at them, enthralled with the spectacle. Elves right out of the deepest human folklore. As tall as legend had them, with long limbs and a torso that was proportionally shorter than the human version. Flat faces with wide feline eyes above a slight nose had a simple circular mouth without a jaw; instead, three concentric circles of sharp teeth flexed steadily, shredding food as it was pulled back into the gullet.
They wore simple togalike garments that glimmered with a metallic sheen. Gold, jewel-laden belts were pulled tight about the waist, and the shoulder strips were held together with large broaches whose gems glowed an eerie green. On top of the togas were waistcoats made from some kind of bright white mesh.
Their voices broke into a ragged chorus of joyful undulations as they rode around her. The earth trembled with the impact of the beasts" feet cantering about. One of the Silfen, wearing a scarlet mesh waistcoat, halted his mount beside her and bent down, offering his arm. Without hesitation Araminta reached up.
He was incredibly strong. She was lifted up and over into the big saddle in front of him. One arm stayed protectively around her. She glanced down to see his four-fingered hand resting against her abdomen. He flung his head back and emitted a piercing warble. The beast lurched forward with such abruptness that she laughed at the sheer outrage of it. Then they were thundering onward into the trees ahead.
It was a bizarre and wonderous ride. The size of the beast meant that every movement seemed ponderous, yet it was fast. When her senses calmed down, she noticed that it had a hide of reddish-brown fur that was thick like knotted lamb"s wool. There were six fat legs, which meant every motion of its gait was exaggerated, swaying her back and forth.
The rest of the riding company spread out behind her, still singing among themselves as they rushed forward in what was close to a stampede. They splashed through rivers and charged up slopes without slowing. It was a wild exhilarating ride, and she clung on for the duration, laughing away at the experience.
Eventually they came out of the woods close to a vast loch. Tendrils of mist rose above the calm surface. Small conical islands were mirrored on the silverish shimmer, with skinny trees clinging to their wrinkled mossy sides. A little way around the sh.o.r.eline, a waterfall gushed in from an overhanging crag. The scene was quiet perfection, making her glad simply to know such a place existed.
But right in front of her, on the sprawling gra.s.sy bank, the Silfen camp awaited. There were thousands of the strange aliens, along with a dozen types of exotic riding beasts. Tents of glowing fabric were pitched everywhere. As she watched, one rose up: seven individual sheets of fabric, each one a primary color, growing higher and higher until they were twenty feet above the ground, where they curled over to knot themselves together with a looping bow. The edges of the sheets fused together, and there it hung, suspended on nothing, like a solidified rainbow. Between the tents, fires were burning, and rugs had been spread out in readiness for what looked like the galaxy"s biggest picnic. Silfen unpacked vast silver and gold platters of food from huge baskets slung over various animals. The food looked fabulous, as did the crystal bottles filled with liquid of every possible color. A great many Silfen were already dancing around the fires, voices raised to chant at their own tempo. Their limbs might have been long and spindly to her eyes, but they were certainly agile and most likely double-jointed. Half the energetic moves would have been impossible for a human.
It was a shame, she thought as the Silfen on whose mount she"d ridden proffered his arm again to get her down. She would have liked to join in. As her feet touched the ground, the aliens surged toward her, and she started back. Peals of laughter shivered through the air. Not mocking: sympathetic, encouraging. Welcoming.
Araminta gave them all a nervous bow. They returned the formality en ma.s.se, the action spreading out like a ripple. Of course, with their flexibility and grace it was a lot more elegant than hers.
Two of them stepped forward, their circular mouths open in what she thought was a smile, though all they were doing was showing an awful lot of those off-putting spiky teeth. They were female, though it was hard to tell. All the Silfen had thick long hair that was adorned with beads and jewelry. Lengthy braids swirled as the womenfolk held out their arms to her. She allowed herself to be led forward. Their minds shone with warmth and kindness, so much so that it was impossible not to experience the same emotions. Food was offered, intricate crumbling cakes wrapped in verdant leaves. She nibbled away, and the crumbs fizzled as they went down her throat. "Oh, gosh!"
The Silfen laughed at her enjoyment. A crystal bottle was tendered, and she drank deeply. Definitely alcoholic and then some. More food: perfectly sculpted pastries and confectionaries dripping with honeys and juices that tasted as good as they looked.
Somewhere a group was trilling a fast tune. Araminta started to sway to the beat. One of her women hosts took her hand and danced with her. Then she was lost amid dazzlingly colorful alien bodies, all swirling and whizzing about her.
More food, s.n.a.t.c.hed from group after group. Drink. Plenty of that. It was intoxicating but never enough to blur her senses; instead, it intensified the whole wondrous festival. Dance followed dance with dozens of Silfen until she was giddy with joy and every muscle was shaking with exhaustion.
She knew that this was all crazy, that she should be getting to some Commonwealth world to do what she could with her unwelcome heritage. Yet somehow she knew this was also the right thing to be doing. Her body and mind needed the blissful suspension of the festival to recover and calm from the events of the past few days. They were helping her, these Silfen, showing in their own bizarre fashion that she wasn"t alone, reinforcing the communion she had with their precious Motherholme.
"I have to sit down," she told them after some indeterminable length of time. They didn"t speak any human language, she knew, nor had they ever shown any interest in anything other than their own peculiar tongue, with all its cooing and warbling and trills that conveyed only the shallowest meaning. Commonwealth cultural experts a.s.signed to the world-walking aliens found it hard to follow their whimsy. Allegedly it indicated a neural process completely different from that of blunt human rationality.
Nonetheless, her hosts knew what she asked and guided her into one of the rainbow tents, where there was a nest of cushions. Araminta flopped down on them in relief as six or seven Silfen gathered around to attend her. Such pampering was luxurious, and she surrendered to it without protest. Her boots were removed, producing a sympathetic chorus of nearly human cooing when they saw the artificial skin sprayed on her feet. Strong fingers ma.s.saged her shoulders and back. They didn"t have the same physiology, but they were plainly expert in human bone and muscle structure. She groaned in relief as the tensions were soothed out of her flesh. Outside, the festival continued unabated, for which she was glad. One of the female Silfen presented her with a bottle carved from a golden crystal. Araminta drank. It was almost like water, chilly and full of bubbles, and certainly refreshing. Two more Silfen were waiting with platters of that delicious food.
"The clubs back in Colwyn were never like this," she said with a contented sigh.
"They"re most certainly not," someone said in heavily accented English.
Araminta jumped with shock, then rolled over to see who"d spoken. The three benevolent ma.s.seurs withdrew their ministrations, kneeling patiently in a circle around her.
A Silfen with leathery wings was standing in the tent. He had a dark scaly tail as well, which slithered about as though agitated. His appearance sparked a frisson of concern in Araminta"s mind. This shape was also contained in human legend, but not a good one.
"Who are you?" she blurted. "And why have you got a German accent?"
"Because he"s an idiot," another Silfen said, "and completely misunderstands our psychology."
Araminta jumped again, feeling foolish. A second winged Silfen was staring down at her. He wore a copper toga robe held in by an ebony belt. His hair was auburn, with grayish strands creeping in around the temples. His tail was held still, curving up so it didn"t touch the ground.
"Hey, f.u.c.k you, too," the first winged Silfen groused.
"I apologize for my friend," said the other. "I"m Bradley Johansson, and this is Clouddancer; the Silfen have named him a human friend."
"Uh-" was all Araminta could manage.
"Yeah, pleasure to meet you, too, girlie," Clouddancer said.
"Uh," she said again, then: "Bradley Johansson is a human name."
"Yes, I used to be. Some time ago now."
"Used to be ...?"
He opened his circular mouth, and a slender tongue vibrated in the middle as he produced a nearly human chuckle. "Long story. As a human I was named a Silfen Friend."
"Oh." Then some memory registered, a.s.sociated with Mr. Drixel"s awful school history cla.s.s. "I"ve heard of Bradley Johansson. You were in the Starflyer War. You saved us all."
"Oh, brother," Clouddancer grumbled. "Thank you, Friend"s daughter. He"ll be insufferable for a decade now."
"I played my part," Bradley Johansson said modestly. His tail tip performed a lively flick.
Araminta sat up on the cushioning and folded her legs. With a happy certainty she knew she was about to get answers. A lot of answers. "What did you call me?" she asked.
"He"s referring to your ill.u.s.trious ancestor," Bradley Johansson said.
"Mellanie?" It could have been imagination, but she was sure the singing outside rose in reverence for the name.
"That"s the one, all right," Clouddancer said.
"I never met her."
"Some people are fortunate, others are not. That"s existence for you."
"Is she a Silfen now?"
"Good question; depends how you define ident.i.ty."
"That sounds very ... existential."
"Face it, girlie, we"re the lords of existentialism. s.h.i.t, we invented the concept back while your DNA was still trying to break free from mollusks."
"Ignore him," Bradley Johansson said. "He"s always like that."
"Why am I here?"
"You want the existential answer to that?" Clouddancer asked.
"Carry on ignoring him," Bradley Johansson said. "You"re here because, to be blunt, this is your party."
Araminta turned to look at the gap in the tent fabric, watching the ceaseless colorful motion outside as the Silfen danced and sang beside the loch. "My party? Why mine?"
"We celebrate you. We want to meet you, to feel you, to know you, the daughter of our friend. That is what the Silfen are, absorbers."
"Am I really worth celebrating?"
"That will become apparent only with time."
"You"re talking about the Void."
"I"m afraid so."
"Why me? Why do I connect with a Skylord?"
"You have our communion; you know that."
"I do now. That"s because of Mellanie, isn"t it?"
"You are our friend"s daughter, yes, and because of that you are also our friend."
"Magic is pa.s.sed through the female side of the family," Araminta murmured.
"Load of bulls.h.i.t," Clouddancer said. "Our inheritance isn"t s.e.xist; that"s strictly your myth. Mellanie"s children acclimatized to their mother"s communion in the womb, and they in turn pa.s.s the communion to their children."
Araminta risked a sly smile at Bradley Johansson. "If that"s how it works, the men won"t be able to pa.s.s it on."
"Male children inherit the ability," Clouddancer said. He sounded belligerent.
"From females."
Clouddancer"s wet tongue vibrated at the center of his mouth. "The point is, girlie, you"ve got it."
She closed her eyes, trying to follow the sequence. "And so do Skylords."
"They have some kind of similar ability," Bradley Johansson said. "The Motherholme has occasionally sensed thoughts from within the Void."
"Why doesn"t the Motherholme ask the Void to stop expanding?"
"Don"t think it hasn"t been tried." The tip of Bradley Johansson"s tail dipped in disappointment. "Ten million years of openness and congeniality gets you precisely nowhere with the Void. We can"t connect to the nucleus. Or maybe it just doesn"t want to listen. Even we didn"t know for sure what was in there until Edeard shared his life with Inigo."
"You can dream his life as well?"
"We"ve dreamed it," Clouddancer said, managing to push a lot of disgust into the admission. "Our communion is what your gaiafield is based on, after all."
"That was Ozzie," Araminta said, pleased she wasn"t totally ignorant.
"Yeah, only Ozzie would treat a friendship like that."
"Like what?"
"Doesn"t matter," Bradley Johansson told her. "The point is that the galaxy has a great many communion-style regions or effects or whatever. They"re all slightly different, but they can interact when the circ.u.mstances are right. Which is like once in a green supernova."
"So you"re like some kind of conduit between me and the Skylord?"
"It"s a little more complex than that. You connect because within the communion you have similarity."
"Similarity? With a Skylord?"
"Consider your mental state after your separation. You were lost, lonely, desperate for purpose."
"Yes, thank you, I get the idea," she said testily.
"The Skylord also searches; that is its purpose. The souls it used to guide to the Heart have all gone, so now it and its kindred await new souls. Their quest ranges from their physical flight within the Void to awareness of mental states. Somehow, the two of you bridged the abyss between your universe and its."
"Is this how humans got in originally?"
"Who knows? Before Justine, n.o.body had actually seen the Void open up. It didn"t for the Raiel armada; they forced their way through. But humans were never the first it accepted. Occasionally we have felt other species flourish briefly within. Always, the Void has consumed them."
"So it has to be aware of the outside universe?" she pondered.
"In some fashion it must be. This is philosophical speculation rather than substantiation. We don"t think it recognizes physical reality, not outside. Perhaps it considers the universe beyond its boundary nothing but a sp.a.w.ning ground for mind, rationality, which is what the nucleus absorbs as the boundary absorbs ma.s.s."
"Edeard and the people of Makkathran say that the Void was created by Firstlives."
"Yeah," Clouddancer growled. "Such a thing cannot be natural."
"So where are they now?"