"Was it--very bad last night?" she asked in a low voice.
Ferrall shrugged. "He was not offensive; he walked steadily enough up-stairs. When I went into his room he lay on the bed as if he"d been struck by lightning. And yet--you see how he is this morning?"
"After a while," his wife said, "it is going to alter him some day--dreadfully--isn"t it, Kemp?"
"You mean--like Mortimer?"
"Yes--only Leroy was always a pig."
As they turned their horses toward the high-road Mrs. Ferrall said: "Do you know why Sylvia isn"t shooting with Howard?"
"No," replied her husband indifferently; "do you?"
"No." She looked out across the sunlit ocean, grave grey eyes brightening with suppressed mischief. "But I half suspect."
"What?"
"Oh, all sorts of things, Kemp."
"What"s one of "em?" asked Ferrall, looking around at her; but his wife only laughed.
"You don"t mean she"s throwing her flies at Siward--now that you"ve hooked Quarrier for her! I thought she"d played him to the gaff--"
"Please don"t be coa.r.s.e, Kemp," said Mrs. Ferrall, sending her horse forward. Her husband spurred to her side, and without turning her head she continued: "Of course Sylvia won"t be foolish. If they were only safely married; but Howard is such a pill--"
"What does Sylvia expect with Howard"s millions? A man?"
Grace Ferrall drew bridle. "The curious thing is, Kemp, that she liked him."
"Likes him?"
"No, liked him. I saw how it was; she took his silences for intellectual meditation, his gallery, his library, his smatterings for expressions of a cultivated personality. Then she remembered how close she came to running off with that cashiered Englishman, and that scared her into clutching the substantial in the shape of Howard.
Still, I wish I hadn"t meddled."
"Meddled how?"
"Oh, I told her to do it. We had talks until daylight.
She may marry him--I don"t know--but if you think any live woman could be contented with a m.u.f.f like that!"
"That"s immoral."
"Kemp, I"m not. She"d be mad not to marry him; but I don"t know what I"d do to a man like that, if I were his wife. And you know what a terrific capacity for mischief there is in Sylvia. Some day she"s going to love somebody. And it isn"t likely to be Howard. And, oh, Kemp! I do grow so tired of that sort of thing. Do you suppose anybody will ever make decency a fashion?"
"You"re doing your best," said Ferrall, laughing at his wife"s pretty, boyish face turned back toward him over her shoulder; "you"re presenting your cousin and his millions to a girl who can dress the part--"
"Don"t, Kemp! I don"t know why I meddled!
I wish I hadn"t--"
"I do. You can"t let Howard alone! You"re perfectly possessed to plague him when he"s with you, and now you"ve arranged for another woman to keep it up for the rest of his lifetime. What does Sylvia want with a man who possesses the instincts and intellect of a coachman? She is asked everywhere, she has her own money. Why not let her alone? Or is it too late?"
"You mean let her make a fool of herself with Stephen Siward? That is where she is drifting."
"Do you think--"
"Yes, I do. She has a perfect genius for selecting the wrong man; and she"s already sorry for this one. I"m sorry for Stephen, too; but it"s safe for me to be."
"She might make something of him."
"You know perfectly well no woman ever did make anything of a doomed man. He"d kill her--I mean it, Kemp! He would literally kill her with grief. She isn"t like Leila Mortimer; she isn"t like most girls of her sort. You men think her a rather stunning, highly tempered, unreasonable young girl, with a reserve of sufficiently trained intelligence to marry the best our market offers--and close her eyes;--a thoroughbred with the caprices of one, but also with the grafted instinct for proper mating."
"Well, that"s all right, isn"t it?" asked Ferrall. "That"s the way I size her up. Isn"t it correct?"
"Yes, in a way. She has all the expensive training of the thoroughbred--and all the ignorance, too. She is cold-blooded because wholesome; a trifle sceptical because so absolutely unawakened. She never experienced a deep emotion. Impulses have intoxicated her once or twice--as when she asked my opinion about running off with Cavendish, and that boy and girl escapade with Rivington; nothing at all except high mettle, the innocent daring lurking in all thoroughbreds, and a great deal of very red blood racing through that superb young body.
But," Ferrall reined in to listen, "but if ever a man awakens her--I don"t care who he is--you"ll see a girl you never knew, a brand-new creature emerge with the last rags and laces of conventionality dropping from her; a woman, Kemp, heiress to every generous impulse, every emotion, every vice, every virtue of all that brilliant race of hers."
"You seem to know," he said, amused and curious.
"I know. Major Belwether told me that he had thought of Howard as an anchor for her. It seemed a pity--Howard with all his cold, heavy negative inertia.
I said I"d do it. I did. And now I don"t know; I wish, almost wish I hadn"t."
"What has changed your ideas?"
"I don"t know. Howard is safer than Stephen Siward, already in the first clutches of his master-vice. Would you mate what she inherits from her mother and her mother"s mother, with what is that poor boy"s heritage from the Siwards?"
"After all," observed Ferrall dryly, "we"re not in the angel-breeding business."
"We ought to be. Every decent person ought to be. If they were, inherited vice would be as rare in this country as smallpox!"
"People don"t inherit smallpox, dear."
"Never mind! You know what I mean. In our stock farms and kennels, we weed out, destroy, exterminate hereditary weakness in everything. We pay the greatest attention to the production of all offspring except our own. Look at Stephen! How dared his parents bring him into the world?
Look at Sylvia! And now, suppose they marry!"
"Dearest," said Ferrall, "my head is a whirl and my wits are spinning like five toy tops. Your theories are all right; but unless you and I are prepared to abandon several business enterprises and take to the lecture platform, I"m afraid people are going to be wicked enough to marry whom they like, and the human race will he run as usual with money the favourite, and love a case of "also-ran."
By the way, how dared you marry me, knowing the sort of demon I am?"
The gathering frown on Mrs. Ferrall"s brow faded; she raised her clear grey eyes and met her husband"s gaze, gay, humourous, and with a hint of tenderness--enough to bring the colour into her pretty face.
"You know I"m right, Kemp."
"Always, dear. And now that we have the world off our hands for a few minutes, suppose we gallop?"
But she held her horse to a walk, riding forward, grave, thoughtful, preoccupied with a new problem, only part of which she had told her husband.
For that night she had been awakened in her bed to find standing beside her a white, wide-eyed figure, shivering, limbs a-chill beneath her clinging lace. She had taken the pallid visitor to her arms and warmed her and soothed her and whispered to her, murmuring the thousand little words and sounds, the breathing magic mothers use with children.
And Sylvia lay there, chilled, nerveless, silent, ignorant why her sleeplessness had turned to restlessness, to loneliness, to an awakening perception of what she lacked and needed and began to desire. For that sad void, peopled at intervals through her brief years with a vague mother-phantom, had, in the new crisis of her career, become suddenly an empty desolation, frightening her with her own utter isolation. Fill it now she could not, now that she needed that ghost of child-comfort, that shadowy refuge, that sweet shape she had fashioned out of dreams to symbolise a mother she had never known.
Driven she knew not why, she had crept from her room in search of the still, warm, fragrant nest and the whispered rea.s.surance and the caress she had never before endured. Yes, now she craved it, invited it, longed for safe arms around her, the hovering hand on her hair. Was this Sylvia?