"Yes."
"Then--why--"
"I"ll tell you why, some day. Not now."
They had come to where their horses were tied. He put her up, adjusted boot-strap and skirt, then swung gracefully aboard his own pie-faced Tallaha.s.see nag, wheeling into the path beside her.
"The world," observed Malcourt, using his favourite quotation, "is _so_ full of a number of things--like you and me and that coral snake yonder.... It"s very hard to make a coral snake bite you; but it"s death if you succeed.... Whack that nag if he plunges! Lord, what a nose for sarpints horses have! Hamil was telling me--by the way, there"s nothing degenerate about our distant cousin, John Garret Hamil; but he"s not pure pedigree. However, I"d advise him to marry into some fresh, new strain--"
"He seems likely to," said Virginia.
After a moment Malcourt looked around at her curiously.
"Do you mean Shiela Cardross?"
"Obviously."
"You think it safe?"--mockingly.
"I wouldn"t care if I were a man."
"Oh! I didn"t suppose that a Suydam could approve of her."
"I do now--with envy.... You are right about the West. Do you know that it seems to me as though in that girl all sections of the land were merged, as though the freshest blood of all nations flowing through the land had centred and mingled to produce that type of physical perfection! It is a curious idea--isn"t it, Louis?--to imagine that the brightest, wholesomest, freshest blood of the nations within this nation has combined to produce such a type! Suppose it were so. After all is it not worth dispensing with a few worn names to look out at the world through those fearless magnificent eyes of hers--to walk the world with such limbs and such a body? Did you ever see such self-possession, such superb capacity for good and evil, such quality and texture!... Oh, yes, I am quite crazy about her--like everybody and John Garret Hamil, third."
"Is he?"
She laughed. "Do you doubt it?"
Malcourt drew bridle, fished for his case, and lighted a cigarette; then he spurred forward again, alert, intent, head partly turned in that curious att.i.tude of listening, though Virginia was riding now in pensive silence.
"Louis," she said at last, "what is it you hear when you seem to listen that way. It"s uncanny."
"I"ll tell _you_," he said. "My father had a very pleasant, persuasive voice.... I was fond of him.... And sometimes I still argue with him--in the old humourous fashion--"
"What?"--with a shiver.
"In the old amusing way," continued Malcourt quietly. "Sometimes he makes suggestions to me--curious suggestions--easy ways out of trouble--and I listen--as you noticed."
The girl looked at him, reined up closer, and bent forward, looking him intently in the eyes.
"Well, dear?" inquired Malcourt, with a smile.
But she only straightened up in her saddle, a chill creeping in her veins.
A few moments later he suggested that they gallop. He was obliged to, for he had other interviews awaiting him. Also Portlaw, in a vile humour with the little G.o.ds of high and low finance.
One of these interviews occurred after his final evening adieux to the Cardross family and to Hamil. Shiela drove him to the hotel in Gray"s motor, slowly, when they were out of sight, at Malcourt"s request.
"I wanted to give you another chance," he said. "I"m a little more selfish, this time--because, if I had a decent opportunity I think I"d try to fall in love with somebody or other--"
She flushed painfully, looking straight ahead over the steering-wheel along the blinding path of the acetylenes.
"I am very sorry," she said, "because I had--had almost concluded to tell them--everything."
"What!" he asked, aghast.
Her eyes were steadily fixed on the fan-shaped radiance ahead which played fantastically along the silvery avenue of palms and swept the white road with a glitter like moonlight streaming over snow.
"You mean you are ready for your freedom, Shiela?"
"No."
"_What_ do you mean?"
"That--it may be best--best--to tell them ... and face what is left of life, together."
"You and I?"
"Yes."
He sat beside her, dumb, incredulous, nimble wits searching for reasons. What was he to reckon with in this sudden, calm suggestion of a martyrdom with him? A whim? Some occult caprice?--or a quarrel with Hamil? Was she wearied of the deception? Or distrustful of herself, in her new love for Hamil, lest she be tempted to free herself after all?
Was she already at that point where, desperate, benefits forgot, wavering between infatuation and loyalty, she turned, dismayed, to the only course which must crush temptation for ever?
"Is that it?" he asked.
"What?" Her lips moved, forming the word without sound.
"Is it because you are so sorely tempted to free yourself at their expense?"
"Partly."
"You poor child!"
"No child now, Louis.... I have thought too deeply, too clearly. There is no childhood left in me. I _know_ things.... You will help me, won"t you--if I find I need you?"
"Need _me_, Shiela?"
"I may," she said excitedly; "you can"t tell; and I don"t know. It is all so confused. I thought I knew myself but I seem to have just discovered a devil looking back at me out of my own reflected eyes from my own mirror!"
"What an exaggerated little thing you are!" he said, forcing a laugh.
"Am I? It must be part of me then. I tell you, since that day they told me what I am, I have wondered what else I might be. I don"t know, but I"m watching. There are changes--omens, sinister enough to frighten me--"
"Are you turning morbid?"