He did more than that. He shoved into Pen"s hands enough money to pay for a few weeks" board at Lowbridge, and told him that if he needed more, to write and ask for it.
"It"s comin" to ye," he said, when Pen protested. "Ye ain"t had nothin" sence ye been here, and I kind o" calculate ye"ve earned it."
Pen"s mother went with him to the gate to wait for Henry Cobb to come along; and when they saw Mr. Cobb driving down the hill toward them, she kissed Pen good-by, adjured him to be watchful of his health, and to write frequently to her, and then went back up the path toward the house she could not see for the tears that filled her eyes.
Henry Cobb drove a smart horse, and a buggy that was spick and span, and it was a pleasure to ride with him. He pulled up at the gate with a flourish, and told Pen to put his suit-case under the seat, and to jump in.
It was not until after they had left the Corners some distance behind them that the object of Pen"s journey was mentioned. Then Henry Cobb asked:
"How does the old gentleman like your leaving?"
"I don"t think he likes it very well," was the reply. "But he"s been lovely about it. He gave me some money and his blessing."
"You don"t say so!"
Henry Cobb stared at the boy in astonishment. It was not an unheard of thing for Grandpa Walker to give his blessing; but that he should give money besides, was, to say the least, unusual.
"Yes," replied Pen, "he couldn"t have treated me better if I"d lived with him always."
Mr. Cobb cast a contemplative eye on the landscape, and, for a full minute, he was silent. Then he turned again to Pen.
"I don"t want to be curious or anything," he said; "but would you mind telling me how much money the old gentleman gave you?"
"Not at all," was the prompt reply. "He gave me eighteen dollars."
"Good for him!" exclaimed the man. "He"s got more good stuff in him than I gave him credit for. I was afraid he might have given you only a dollar or two, and I was going to lend you a little to help you out.
I will yet if you need it. I will any time you need it."
Henry Cobb was not prodigal with his money, but he was kind-hearted, and he had seen enough of Pen to feel that he was taking no risk.
"You"re very kind," replied the boy, "but grandpa"s money will last me a good while, and I shall get wages enough to keep me comfortably, and I shall not need any more."
After a while Mr. Cobb"s thoughts turned again to Grandpa Walker.
"He"ll miss you terribly," he said to Pen. "He hasn"t had so easy a time in all his life before as he"s had this spring, with you to do all the farm ch.o.r.es and help around the house. It"ll be like pulling teeth for him to get into harness again."
Henry Cobb gave a little chuckle. He knew how fond Grandpa Walker was of comfortable ease.
"Well," replied Pen, "I"m sorry to go, and leave him with all the work to do; but you know how it is, Mr. Cobb."
"Yes, I know; I know. And you"re going with splendid people. I"ve known the Starbirds all my life. None better in the country."
They had reached the summit of the elevation overlooking the valley that holds Chestnut Hill. Spring lay all about them in a riot of fresh green. The world, to boyish eyes, had never before looked so fair, nor had the present ever before been filled with brighter promises for the future. But the morning ride, delightful as it had been, was drawing to an end.
Coming from Cobb"s Corners into Chestnut Hill you go down the Main street past Bannerhall. Pen looked as he went by, but he saw no one there. The lawn was rich with a carpet of fresh, young gra.s.s, the crocus beds and the tulip plot were ablaze with color, and the swelling buds that crowned the maples with a haze and halo of elusive pink foretold the luxury of summer foliage. But no human being was in sight. The street looked strange to Pen as they drove along; as strange as though he had been away two years instead of two months.
They stopped in front of the post-office, and he remained in the wagon and minded the horse while Henry Cobb went into a hardware store near by. People pa.s.sed back and forth, and some of them looked at him and said "good-morning," in a distant way, as though it were an effort for them to speak to him. He knew the cause of their indifference and he did not resent it, though it cut him deeply. Last winter it would have been different. But last winter he was the grandson of Colonel Richard Butler, and lived with that old patriot amid the memories and luxuries of Bannerhall. To-day he was the grandson of Enos Walker, of Cobb"s Corners, leaving the farm to seek a petty job in a mill, discredited in the eyes of the community because of his disloyalty to his country"s flag. He was musing on these things when some one called to him from the sidewalk. It was Aunt Millicent.
"Pen Butler!" she cried, "get right down here and kiss me."
Pen did her bidding.
"What in the world are you doing here?" she continued.
"I"m on my way to Lowbridge," he said. "I have a job up there in the Starbird woolen mills, as bobbin-boy."
"Well, for goodness sake! Who would have thought it? Pen Butler going to work as a bobbin-boy! And Lowbridge is fourteen miles away, and we shall never see you again."
Pen comforted her as best he could, and explained his reasons for going, and then he asked after the health of his grandfather Butler.
"Don"t ask me," she said disconsolately. "He"s grieving himself into his grave about you. But he doesn"t say a word, and he won"t let me say a word. Oh, dear!"
Then Henry Cobb came out and greeted Aunt Millicent, and, after a few more inquiries and admonitions, she kissed Pen good-by and went on her way.
Mr. Cobb was going on down to Chestnut Valley, but, as the train to Lowbridge did not leave until afternoon, Pen said he would go down later. So he was left on the sidewalk there alone. He did not quite know what to do with himself. The boys were, doubtless, all in school.
He walked up the street a little way, and then he walked back again.
He had no reason for entering any of the stores, and no desire to do so. There was really no place for him to go. Finally he decided that he would go down to the Valley and wait there for the train. So he started on down the hill. People whom he met, acquaintances of the old days, looked at him askance, spoke to him indifferently, or ignored him altogether. It seemed to him that he was like a stranger in an alien land.
As he pa.s.sed by the school-house a boy whom he did not know was lingering about the steps. Otherwise there was no one in sight.
Then, suddenly, there burst upon his view a sight for which he was not prepared. In the yard on the lower side of the school-house, the yard through which he and his victorious troops had driven the retreating enemy at the battle of Chestnut Hill, a flag-staff was standing; tall, straight, symmetrical, and from its summit floated the Star-Spangled Banner; the very banner that he had trodden under his feet that February day. It was as though some one had struck him on the breast with an ice-cold hand. He gasped and stood still, his eyes fixed immovably on the flag. Then something stirred within him, a strange impulse that ran the quick gamut of his nerves; and when he came to himself he was standing in the street, with head bared and bowed, and his eyes filled with tears. Like Saul of Tarsus he had been stricken in the way, and ever afterward, whenever and wherever he saw his country"s flag, his soul responded to the sight, and thrilled with memories of that April day when first he discovered that rare quality of patriotism that had hitherto lain dormant in his breast.
So he walked on down to the railroad station in Chestnut Valley, and went into the waiting-room and sat down.
It was very lonely there and it was very tiresome waiting for the train.
At noon he went out to a bakery and bought for himself a light luncheon. As he was returning to the depot he came suddenly upon Aleck Sands, who had had his dinner and was starting back to school. There was no time for either boy to consider what kind of greeting he should give to the other. They were face to face before either of them realized it. As for Pen, he bore no resentment now, toward any one.
His heart had been wrung dry from that feeling through two months of labor and of contemplation. So, when the first shock of surprise was over, he held out his hand.
"Let"s be friends, Aleck," he said, "and forget what"s gone by."
"I"m not willing," was the reply, "to be friends with any one who"s done what you"ve done." And he made a wide detour around the astonished boy, and marched off up the hill.
From that moment until the train came and he boarded it, Pen could never afterward remember what happened. His mind was in a tumult.
Would the cruel echo of one minute of inconsiderate folly on a February day, keep sounding in his ears and hammering at his heart so long as he should live?
It was mid-afternoon when Pen reached Lowbridge, and he went at once to the Starbird mill on the outskirts of the town. He caught sight of Robert Starbird in the mill-yard, and went over to him. The man did not at first recognize him.
"I"m Penfield Butler," said the boy, "with whom you were talking last week."
"Oh, yes. Now I know you. You look a little different, some way. I"ve been watching out for you. How did you make out with your Grandpa Walker?"
"Well, Grandpa Walker found it a little hard to take up the work I"d been doing, but he was quite willing I should come, and helped me very much."
"I see." An amused twinkle came into the man"s eyes; just such a twinkle as had come into the eyes of Henry Cobb that morning on the way to Chestnut Hill.
"Well," he added, "I guess it"s all right. Come over to the office.
We"ll see what we can do for you."
They crossed the mill-yard and entered the office. An elderly, benevolent looking man with white side-whiskers, wearing a Grand Army b.u.t.ton on the lapel of his coat, was seated at a table, writing. Three or four clerks were busy at their desks, and a girl was working at a type-writer in a remote corner of the room.