When he reached the foot of the steps, her voice recalled him, as she stood leaning over the rail.
"d.i.c.k, you could not make him give it up, not race this time?"
He stared up at her white figure.
"No, I could not. Don"t you suppose I tried?"
"I suppose you did," she admitted, and went back to her seat.
The June night was very quiet. Once a sleepy bird stirred in the honeysuckle vines and chirped through the dark. Far below the throb of a motor pa.s.sed down the road, dying away again to leave silence.
Suddenly Emily Ffrench hid her face on the arm of her chair and the tears overflowed.
There was no consciousness of time while that inarticulate pa.s.sion of dread spent itself. But it was nearly half an hour later when she started up at the echo of a light step on the gravel path, dashing her handkerchief across her eyes.
It was incredible, but it was true: Lestrange himself was standing before her at the foot of the low stairs, the moonlight glinting across his uncovered bronze head and bright, clear face.
"I beg pardon for trespa.s.s, Miss Ffrench," he said, "but your cousin tells me he has been saying a great deal of nonsense to you about this race, and that you were so very good as to feel some concern regarding it. Really, I had to run up and set that right; I couldn"t leave you to be annoyed by Mr. Ffrench"s nerves. Will you forgive me?"
Like sun through a mist his blithe voice cleaved through her distress.
Before the tranquil sanity of his regard, her painted terrors suddenly showed as the artificial canvas scenes of a stage, unreal, untrue.
"It was like you to come," she answered, with a shaking sigh that was half sob. "I was frightened, yes."
"There is no cause. A dozen other men take the same chance as Rupert and I; the driver who alternates with me, for instance. This is our life."
"Your arm--"
"Is well enough." He laughed a little. "You will see many a bandaged arm before the twenty-four hours are up; few of us finish without a scratch or strain or blister. This is a man"s game, but it"s not half so destructive as foot-ball. You wished me good luck for the Georgia race; will you repeat the honor before I go back to Ffrench?"
"I wish you," she said unsteadily, "every kind of success, now and always. You saved d.i.c.k to-day--of all else you have done for him and for me I have not words to speak. But it made it harder to bear the thought of your hurt and risk from the hurt, when I knew that I had sent d.i.c.k there, who caused it."
Lestrange hesitated, himself troubled. Her soft loveliness in the delicate light that left her eyes unreadable depths of shadow, her timidity and anxiety for his safety, were from their very unconsciousness most dangerous. And while he grasped at self-control, she came still nearer to the head of the steps and held out her small fair hand, mistaking his silence for leave-taking.
"Good night; and I thank you for coming. I am not used to so much consideration."
Her accents were unsure when she would have made them most certain, with her movement the handkerchief fell from her girdle to his feet.
Mechanically Lestrange recovered the bit of linen, and felt it lie wet in his fingers. Wet--
"Emily!" he cried abruptly, and sprang the brief step between them.
Her white, terrified face turned to him in the moonlight, but he saw her eyes. And seeing, he kissed her.
The moment left no time for speech. Some one was coming down the drawing-room toward the long windows. d.i.c.k"s impatient whistle sounded shrilly from the park. Panting, quivering, Emily drew from the embrace and fled within.
She had no doubt of Lestrange, no question of his serious meaning--he had that force of sincerity which made his silence more convincing than the protestations of others. But alone in her room she laid her cheek against the hand his had touched.
"I wish I had died in the convent," she cried to her heart. "I wish I had died before I made him unhappy too."
VII
Morning found a pale and languid Emily across the breakfast table from Mr. Ffrench. Yet, by a contradiction of the heart, her pride in loving and being loved so overbore the knowledge that only sorrow could result to herself and Lestrange, that her eyes shone wide and l.u.s.trous and her lips curved softly.
Mr. Ffrench was almost in high spirits.
"The boy was merely developing," he stated, over his grape-fruit. "I have been unjust to Richard. For two months Bailey has been talking of his interest in the business and attendance at the factory, but I was incredulous. Although I fancied I observed a change--have you observed a change in him, Emily?"
"Yes," Emily confirmed, "a very great change. He has grown up, at last."
"Ah? I can not express to you how it gratifies me to have a Ffrench representing me in public; have you seen the morning journals?"
"I have just come down-stairs."
He picked up the newspaper beside him and pa.s.sed across the folded page.
"_All in readiness for Beach Contest_," the head-lines ran. "_Last big driver to arrive, Lestrange is in Mercury camp with R. Ffrench, representative of Company._"
And there was a blurred picture of a speeding car with driver and mechanician masked to goblinesque non-ident.i.ty, with the legend underneath: ""_Darling" Lestrange, in his Mercury on the Georgia course._"
"Next year I shall make him part owner. It was always my poor brother"s desire to have the future name still Ffrench and Ffrench. He was not thinking of Richard then; he had hope of--"
Emily lifted her gaze from the picture, recalled to attention by the break.
"Of?" she echoed vaguely.
"Of one who is unworthy thought. Richard has redeemed our family from extinction; that is at rest." He paused for an instant. "My dear child, when you are married and established, I shall be content."
Her breathing quickened, her courage rose to the call of the moment.
"If d.i.c.k is here, if he is instead of a subst.i.tute," she said, carefully quiet in manner, "would it matter, since I am only a girl, whom I married, Uncle Ethan?"
The recollection of that evening when Emily had given her promise of aid, stirred under Mr. Ffrench"s self-absorbtion. He looked across the table at her colorless, eager face with perhaps his first thought of what that promise might have cost her.
"No," he replied kindly. "It is part of my satisfaction that you are set free to follow your own choice, without thought of utility or fortune. Of course, I need not say provided the man is of your own cla.s.s and a.s.sociations. We will fear no more low marriages."
She had known it before, but it was hard to hear the sentence embodied in words. Emily folded her hands over the paper in her lap and the pleasant breakfast-room darkened before her. Mr. Ffrench continued speaking of d.i.c.k, unheard.
When the long meal was ended and her uncle withdrew to meet Bailey in the library, Emily escaped outdoors. There was a quaint summer-house part way down the park, an ancient white pavilion standing beside the brook that gurgled by on its way to the Hudson, where the young girl often pa.s.sed her hours. She went there now, carrying her little work-basket and the newspaper containing the picture of Lestrange.
"I will save it," was her thought. "Perhaps I may find better ones--this does not show his face--but I will have this now. It may be a long time before I see him."
But she sat with the embroidery scissors in her hand, nevertheless, without cutting the reprint. Lestrange would return to the factory, she never doubted, and all would continue as before, except that she must not see him. He would understand that it was not possible for anything else to happen, at least for many years. Perhaps, after d.i.c.k was married--
The green and gold beauty of the morning hurt her with the memory of that other sunny morning, when he had so easily taken from her the task she hated and strove to bear. And he had succeeded, how he had succeeded! Who else in the world could have so transformed d.i.c.k?
Leaning on the table, her round chin in her palm as she gazed down at the paper in her lap, her fancy slipped back to that night on the Long Island road, when she had first seen his serene genius for setting all things right. How like him that elimination of d.i.c.k, instead of a romantic and impracticable attempt to escort her himself.