And here are we. Our bodies are as new As ever Adam grew: Replenished still with daily touch, By the fair mother, loving much.
Glad living things! Still conscious part Of earth"s rich heart!
And for the soul which these fair bodies give Increasing room to live--?
It is the same soul that was born In the dim, lovely, unknown morn Of Nature"s waking--the same soul-- Still here, and whole!
Strong? "Tis the force that governs ring on ring Where quiet planets swing.
Glad? "Tis the joy of riotous flowers And meadow-larks in May, now ours, Ours endlessly--to have--to give-- To all who live!
No grief behind have we, no fear before But only more and more The splendid pa.s.sion of the soul In new creation to unroll: All life, poured new in all the lands, Through our glad hands!
WHAT DIANTHA DID
CHAPTER III.
BREAKERS
Duck! Dive! Here comes another one!
Wait till the crest-ruffles show!
Beyond is smooth water in beauty and wonder-- Shut your mouth! Hold your breath! Dip your head under!
Dive through the weight and the wash, and the thunder-- Look out for the undertow!
If Diantha imagined that her arithmetical victory over a too-sordid presentation of the parental claim was a final one, she soon found herself mistaken.
It is easy to say--putting an epic in an epigram--"She seen her duty and she done it!" but the s.p.a.ce and time covered are generally as far beyond our plans as the estimates of an amateur mountain climber exceed his achievements.
Her determination was not concealed by her outraged family. Possibly they thought that if the matter was well aired, and generally discussed, the daring offender might reconsider. Well-aired it certainly was, and widely discussed by the parents of the little town before young people who sat in dumbness, or made faint defense. It was also discussed by the young people, but not before their parents.
She had told Ross, first of all, meaning to have a quiet talk with him to clear the ground before arousing her own family; but he was suddenly away just as she opened the subject, by a man on a wheel--some wretched business about the store of course--and sent word that night that he could not come up again. Couldn"t come up the next night either. Two long days--two long evenings without seeing him. Well--if she went away she"d have to get used to that.
But she had so many things to explain, so much to say to make it right with him; she knew well what a blow it was. Now it was all over town--and she had had no chance to defend her position.
The neighbors called. Tall bony Mrs. Delafield who lived nearest to them and had known Diantha for some years, felt it her duty to make a special appeal--or attack rather; and brought with her stout Mrs.
Schlosster, whose ancestors and traditions were evidently of German extraction.
Diantha retired to her room when she saw these two bearing down upon the house; but her mother called her to make a pitcher of lemonade for them--and having entered there was no escape. They harried her with questions, were increasingly offended by her reticence, and expressed disapproval with a fullness that overmastered the girl"s self-control.
"I have as much right to go into business as any other citizen, Mrs.
Delafield," she said with repressed intensity. "I am of age and live in a free country. What you say of children no longer applies to me."
"And what is this mysterious business you"re goin" into--if one may inquire? Nothin you"re ashamed to mention, I hope?" asked Mrs.
Delafield.
"If a woman refuses to mention her age is it because she"s ashamed of it?" the girl retorted, and Mrs. Delafield flushed darkly.
"Never have I heard such talk from a maiden to her elders," said Mrs.
Schlosster. "In my country the young have more respect, as is right."
Mrs. Bell objected inwardly to any reprimand of her child by others; but she agreed to the principle advanced and made no comment.
Diantha listened to quite a volume of detailed criticism, inquiry and condemnation, and finally rose to her feet with the stiff courtesy of the young.
"You must excuse me now," she said with set lips. "I have some necessary work to do."
She marched upstairs, shut her bedroom door and locked it, raging inwardly. "Its none of their business! Not a shadow! Why should Mother sit there and let them talk to me like that! One would think childhood had no limit--unless it"s matrimony!"
This reminded her of her younger sister"s airs of superior wisdom, and did not conduce to a pleasanter frame of mind. "With all their miserable little conventions and idiocies! And what "they"ll say," and "they"ll think"! As if I cared! Minnie"ll be just such another!"
She heard the ladies going out, still talking continuously, a faint response from her mother now and then, a growing quiet as their steps receded toward the gate; and then another deeper voice took up the theme and heavily approached.
It was the minister! Diantha dropped into her rocker and held the arms tight. "Now I"ll have to take it again I suppose. But he ought to know me well enough to understand."
"Diantha!" called her mother, "Here"s Dr. Major;" and the girl washed her face and came down again.
Dr. Major was a heavy elderly man with a strong mouth and a warm hand clasp. "What"s all this I hear about you, young lady?" he demanded, holding her hand and looking her straight in the eye. "Is this a new kind of Prodigal Daughter we"re encountering?"
He did not look nor sound condemnatory, and as she faced him she caught a twinkle in the wise old eyes.
"You can call it that if you want to," she said, "Only I thought the Prodigal Son just spent his money--I"m going to earn some."
"I want you to talk to Diantha, Doctor Major," Mrs. Bell struck in.
"I"m going to ask you to excuse me, and go and lie down for a little. I do believe she"ll listen to you more than to anybody."
The mother retired, feeling sure that the good man who had known her daughter for over fifteen years would have a restraining influence now; and Diantha braced herself for the attack.
It came, heavy and solid, based on reason, religion, tradition, the custom of ages, the pastoral habit of control and protection, the father"s instinct, the man"s objection to a girl"s adventure. But it was courteous, kind, and rationally put, and she met it point by point with the whole-souled arguments of a new position, the pa.s.sionate enthusiasm of her years.
They called a truce.
"I can see that you _think_ its your duty, young, woman--that"s the main thing. I think you"re wrong. But what you believe to be right you have to do. That"s the way we learn my dear, that"s the way we learn!
Well--you"ve been a good child ever since I"ve known you. A remarkably good child. If you have to sow this kind of wild oats--" they both smiled at this, "I guess we can"t stop you. I"ll keep your secret--"
"Its not a secret really," the girl explained, "I"ll tell them as soon as I"m settled. Then they can tell--if they want to." And they both smiled again.
"Well--I won"t tell till I hear of it then. And--yes, I guess I can furnish that doc.u.ment with a clean conscience."
She gave him paper and pen and he wrote, with a grin, handing her the result.
She read it, a girlish giggle lightening the atmosphere. "Thank you!"
she said earnestly. "Thank you ever so much. I knew you would help me."
"If you get stuck anywhere just let me know," he said rising. "This Proddy Gal may want a return ticket yet!"
"I"ll walk first!" said Diantha.