Then that Vlack girl began to perform. "Why don"t you go, Emma?" she said. "I"m not able to travel myself," (she wouldn"t admit she was pointedly left out), "but that"s no reason you should miss such a delightful opportunity. I can be housekeeper for you in your absence."
This proposition had been tried once. All Emma"s old servants left, and she had to come back in the middle of her trip, and re-organize the household.
Thus Mirabella, looking saintly and cheerful. And Emma--I could have shaken her soundly where she sat--Emma smiled bravely at Mrs. Montrose and thanked her warmly; she"d love it above all things, but there were many reasons why she couldn"t leave home that winter. And we both knew there was only one, a huge thing in petticoats sitting gobbling there.
One or two other old friends dropped in, but they didn"t stay long; they never did any more, and hardly any men came now. As I sat there drinking my pale tea I heard these people asking Emma why she didn"t do this any more, and why she didn"t come to that any more, and Emma just as dignified and nice as you please, telling all sorts of perforated paper fibs to explain and decline. One can"t be perfect, and n.o.body could be as absolutely kind and gracious and universally beloved as Emma if she always told the plain truth.
I"d brought in my last protege that day, Dr. Lucy Barnes, a small quaint person, with more knowledge of her profession than her looks would indicate. She was a very wise little creature altogether. I had been studying chemistry with her, just for fun. You never know when yon may want to know a thing.
It was fine to see Dr. Lucy put her finger on Mirabella"s weakness.
There that great cuckoo sat and discoursed on the symptoms she used to have, and would have now if it wasn"t for "science"; and there I sat and watched Emma, and I declare she seemed to age visibly before my eyes.
Was I to keep quiet and let one of the nicest women that ever breathed be worn into her grave by that--Incubus? Even if she hadn"t been a friend of mine, even if she hadn"t been too good for this world, it would have been a shame. As it was the outrage cried to heaven.--and n.o.body could do anything.
Here was Emma, a widow, and in her own house; you couldn"t coerce her.
And she could afford it, as far as money went, you couldn"t interfere that way. She had been so happy! She"d got over being a widow--I mean got used to it, and was finding her own feet. Her children were all married and reasonably happy, except the youngest, who was unreasonably happy; but time would make that all right. The Emma really began to enjoy life. Her health was good; she"d kept her looks wonderfully; and all the vivid interests of her girlhood cropped up again. She began to study things; to go to lectures and courses of lectures; to travel every year to a new place; to see her old friends and make new ones. She never liked to keep house, but Emma was so idiotically unselfish that she never would enjoy herself as long as there was anybody at home to give up to.
And then came Mirabella Vlack.
She came for a visit, at least she called one day with her air of saintly patience, and a miserable story of her loneliness and unhappiness, and how she couldn"t bear to be dependent on Arabella--Arabella was so unsympathetic!--and that misguided Emma invited her to visit her for awhile.
That was five years ago. Five years! And here she sat, gobbling, forty pounds fatter and the soul of amiability, while Emma grew old.
Of course we all remonstrated--after it was too late.
Emma had a right to her own visitors--n.o.body ever dreamed that the thing was permanent, and n.o.body could break down that adamantine wall of Christian virtue she suffered behind, not owning that she suffered.
It was a problem.
But I love problems, human problems, better even than problems in chemistry, and they are fascinating enough.
First I tried Arabella. She said she regretted that poor Mirabella would not come to her loving arms. You see Mirabella had tried them, for about a year after her husband died, and preferred Emma"s.
"It really doesn"t look well," said Arabella. "Here am I alone in these great halls, and there is my only sister preferring to live with a comparative stranger! Her duty is to live with me, where I can take care of her."
Not much progress here. Mirabella did not want to be taken care of by a fault-finding older sister--not while Emma was in reach. It paid, too.
Her insurance money kept her in clothes, and she could save a good deal, having no living expenses. As long as she preferred living with Emma Ordway, and Emma let her--what could anybody do?
It was getting well along in November, miserable weather.
Emma had a cough that hung on for weeks and weeks, she couldn"t seem to gather herself together and throw it off, and Mirabella all the time a.s.suring her that she had no cough at all!
Certain things began to seem very clear to me.
One was the duty of a sister, of two sisters. One was the need of a change of climate for my Emma.
One was that ever opening field of human possibilities which it has been the increasing joy of my lifetime to study.
I carried two boxes of my delectable fudge to those ladies quite regularly, a plain white one for Emma, a pretty colored one for the Incubus.
"Are you sure it is good for you?" I asked Mirabella; "I love to make it and have it appreciated, but does your Doctor think it is good for you?"
Strong in her latest faith she proudly declared she could eat anything.
She could--visibly. So she took me up short on this point, and ate several to demonstrate immunity--out of Emma"s box.
Nevertheless, in spite of all demonstration she seemed to grow somewhat--queasy--shall we say? --and drove poor Emma almost to tears trying to please her in the matter of meals.
Then I began to take them both out to ride in my motor, and to call quite frequently on Arabella; they couldn"t well help it, you see, when I stopped the car and hopped out. "Mrs. Sibthorpe"s sister" I"d always say to the butler or maid, and she"d always act as if she owned the house--that is if Arabella was out.
Then I had a good talk with Emma"s old doctor, and he quite frightened her.
"You ought to close up the house," he said, "and spend the winter in a warm climate. You need complete rest and change, for a long time, a year at least," he told her. I urged her to go.
"Do make a change," I begged. "Here"s Mrs. Sibthorpe perfectly willing to keep Mirabella--she"d be just as well off there; and you do really need a rest."
Emma smiled that saintly smile of hers, and said, "Of course, if Mirabella would go to her sister"s awhile I could leave? But I can"t ask her to go."
I could. I did. I put it to her fair and square,--the state of Emma"s health, her real need to break up housekeeping, and how Arabella was just waiting for her to come there. But what"s the use of talking to that kind? Emma wasn"t sick, couldn"t be sick, n.o.body could. At that very moment she paused suddenly, laid a fat hand on a fat side with an expression that certainly looked like pain; but she changed it for one of lofty and determined faith, and seemed to feel better. It made her cross though, as near it as she ever gets. She"d have been rude I think, but she likes my motor, to say nothing of my fudge.
I took them both out to ride that very afternoon, and Dr. Lucy with us.
Emma, foolish thing, insisted on sitting with the driver, and Mirabella made for her pet corner at once. I put Dr. Lucy in the middle, and encouraged Mirabella in her favorite backsliding, the discussion of her symptoms--the symptoms she used to have--or would have now if she gave way to "error."
Dr. Lucy was ingeniously sympathetic. She made no pretence of taking up the new view, but was perfectly polite about it.
"Judging from what you tell me", she said, "and from my own point of view, I should say that you had a quite serious digestive trouble; that you had a good deal of pain now and then; and were quite likely to have a sudden and perhaps serious attack. But that is all nonsense to you I suppose."
"Of course it is!" said Mirabella, turning a shade paler.
We were running smoothly down the to avenue where Arabella lived.
"Here"s something to cheer you up," I said, producing my two boxes of fudge. One I pa.s.sed around in front to Emma; she couldn"t share it with us. The other I gave Mirabella.
She fell upon it at once; perfunctorily offering some to Dr. Lucy, who declined; and to me. I took one for politeness"s sake, and casually put it in my pocket.
We had just about reached Mrs. Sibthorpe"s gate when Mirabella gave in.
"Oh I have such a terrible pain!" said she. "Oh Dr. Lucy! What shall I do?"
"Shall I take you down to your healer?" I suggested; but Mirabella was feeling very badly indeed.
"I think I"d better go in here a moment," she said; and in five minutes we had her in bed in what used to be her room.
Dr. Lucy seemed averse to prescribe.
"I have no right to interfere with your faith, Mrs. Vlack," she said.
"I have medicines which I think would relieve you, but you do not believe in them. I think you should summon your--pract.i.tioner, at once."