Wine on her lips and brows brought her to, but it was a ghost of a boy that lay on the bed and held fixed upon Prosper a pair of haunted eyes. But Prosper stayed at his post. He was very tender to weak things. Here in all conscience was a weak thing! That look of hers, which never wavered for a second, frightened him. He thought she was going to die; reflected that death was not safe without a priest: the thought of death suggested his dream, the dream his old curiosity to see again that which had so stirred him asleep. Well, here she was before him--part of her at least; for her soul, which he had helped her to win, was fighting to escape. The sounds of the duel, the shuddering reluctance of the indrawn breath, the moan that told of its enlargement, these things, and the motionless open eyes which seemed to say, Look! Body and soul are fighting, and we can only watch!
turned him helpless, as we all are in actual audience of death. He sat, therefore, waiting the issue; and if he had any thought at all it was, "G.o.d, she was mine once, and now I have let her go!" For we do not pity the dying or dead; but ourselves we pity, who suffer longer and more than they.
Presently Isoult fetched a long sigh, and moved a hand ever so slightly. Prosper took it, leaning over her.
"Isoult," he said, "child, do you not know me?"
He affected more roughness than he felt, as a man"s way is. He will always dictate rather than ask. At his words a shiny veil seemed to withdraw from her eyes, whereby he learned that she had heard him. He put the cup to her lips again. Some was spilt, but some was swallowed.
She motioned an answer to his question. "Yes, lord," he made of it.
"Isoult, I ought to be angry with you," said he; and she looked untroubled at him, too far gone to heed the blame of lords or men.
"No, no," her lips framed as she closed her eyes.
She fell asleep holding his hand, and he watched by the bed till midnight, warning off with a lifted finger any who came from the Countess for news of him. Hard thinking sped the vigil: he wondered what could have happened to bring her so near her death or ever he could have word of her. Galors, he was pretty sure, had got to work again; it was good odds that he had been running in couple with the lady of the dead knight. Their connection was proved to his mind. Then Isoult, having escaped by some chance, had naturally headed straight for him--very naturally, very properly. It was his due: he would fight for her; she was his wife. Ah, Heaven, but she was more than that!
There were ties, there were ties now. What more precisely she was he could not say; but more, oh, certainly more. Weak things moved him always: here was a weak enough thing, white and shadowy in a bed! He felt the stirring of her hand in his, like a little mouse. Poor frightened creature, flying from all the forest eyes to drop at his feet at last! By G.o.d, he would split Galors this time. And as for the woman--pooh, give her a branding and let her go.
At midnight Isoult woke up with a little cry. Her first words were as before--"Danger! danger!"
"You are safe with me, dear," said Prosper.
"Danger to you, my lord!"
"To me, my child? Who can be dangerous to me?"
"Maulfry and Galors. Maulfry most of all."
"Maulfry? Maulfry?" he echoed. Ah, the lady!
She told him everything that had pa.s.sed from the hour she left Gracedieu, and even Prosper could not but see that she had had one thought throughout and one stay. Maulfry"s smiling treachery had shocked her to the soul; but the very shock had only quickened her alarms about his safety. He could not avoid the reflection that this startled creature loved him. Prosper would have been more grateful than he was, and more shrewdly touched, had he not also felt astonishment (tinged, I think, with scorn) that any one should be anxious about his conduct of the war. Women"s ways! As if a man-at- arms did not live in danger; and for danger, pardieu. He did not show any of this, nor did he leave the girl"s hand. Besides, the affair was very interesting. So he heard her to the end, adding nothing by way of comment beyond an occasional "Good child," or "Brave girl," or the wine cup to her dry lips. Seeing too how deeply her alarms had sunk into her, he had tact enough not to let her guess his intent, which very nakedly was to follow up Galors towards Goltres or Wanmeeting.
Upon this matter he contented himself with asking her one question-- whether she had ever heard speak of a knight called Salomon de Born?
The answer made him start. Isoult shook her head.
"I never heard of him, my lord; but I know that Dom Galors" name is De Born."
"Hum," said Prosper; "he has taken all he can get, it appears. And does he still carry the shield and arms he had before?"
She told him, yes; and that all his company carried his colours, black and white, upon their banneroles and the trappings of their horses.
"In fact our monk sets up for a lord--Messire Galors de Born?"
"So he is named among his men, lord," said Isoult.
"But wait a minute. Do you know the man"s name before he entered religion?"
"It was De Born, my lord, as I understood. But I have heard him also called Born."
Prosper thought again, shook his head, made nothing of it, and so kept it for his need.
Next day before dinner he came into the hall leading a black-haired boy by the hand. He went up to the Countess"s chair between the ranked a.s.sembly.
"My lady Countess," says he, "suffer my page Roy to kiss your hand. He loves me, and I him, if for no better reason than that he does me so much credit. He alone in my father"s house has dared it, I may tell you. Take him in then for my sake, madam. The master"s master should be the servant"s master."
The Countess smiled.
"He is certainly welcome on this showing," she said, "as well as on others. That must be a good servant for whom his master forsakes not only his friends but his supper." Then turning to Isoult, "Well, Roy,"
she asked, "and art thou whole again?"
"Yes, please my lady," said Isoult.
"Then thou shalt kiss my hand for thy master"s sake!" returned the Countess, after looking keenly at the girl.
Isoult knelt and kissed the white hand. The Countess beckoned to one of her pages.
"Go now, Roy, with Balthasar," said she. "He will show thee whatever is needful to be known. Afterwards thou shalt come into hall and serve at thy lord"s chair. And so long as he is here thou shalt serve him, and sleep at his chamber door. I am sure that thou art faithful and worthy of so much at my hands. And now, Prosper," she turned to say, as if that business were happily done, "you shall finish your story of the Princess of Tunis and the Neapolitan barber, which you broke off so abruptly yestereven. Then we will go to supper."
The audience was over; Prosper received his wife"s reverence with a blush, sighed as he saw her back out of the presence, and sighed still more as he turned to his task of entertaining the great lady his hostess.
Isoult was led away by Balthasar into the pages" quarters, and escaped thence with an examination which was not so searching as it might have been had she not pa.s.sed for squire to such a redoubtable smiter. She was not long finding out that Prosper was the G.o.d of all the youth in High March. His respect won her respect, though it could win him no more from her. She heard their glowing reports, indeed, with a certain scorn--to think that they should inform her of him, forsooth! From the b.u.t.tery she was taken to run the gauntlet of the women in the servants" hall. Here the fact that she made a very comely boy--a boy agile, dark-eyed, and grave, who looked to have something in reserve-- worked her turn where Prosper"s prowess might have failed her. The women found her frugality of speech piquant; it laid down for her the lines of a reputation for experienced gallantry--the sort which asks a little wearily, Is this worth my while? It seemed to them that in matters of love Roy might be hard to please. This caused a stir in one or two bosoms. A certain Melot, a black-eyed girl, plump, and an easy giggler, avowed in strict confidence to her room-fellow that night, that her fate had been told her by a Bohemian--a slight and dark-eyed youth was to be her undoing. You will readily understand that this was duly reported by the room-fellow to Balthasar, and by him to Isoult, following the etiquette observed in such matters. Isoult frowned, said little of it, and thought less.
With the other pages she waited behind her master"s chair at supper.
He still sat at the Countess"s right hand as the princ.i.p.al guest (evidently) in her esteem, if not in degree. Isoult had prepared herself for what was to come as best she could. She had expounded, as you have been told, her simple love-lore to Alice of the Hermitage; but it is doubtful if she had known how much like a cow beset by flies in a dry pasture a lover may be made. Every little familiar gesture was a p.r.i.c.k. Their talk of things which had happened to them counselled her to despair. When the Countess leaned to Prosper"s chair she measured how long this could be borne; but when by chance her hand touched on his arm, to rest there for a moment, Isoult was as near jealousy as a girl, in the main logical by instinct and humble by conviction, could ever be. Then came doubt, and brought fear to drag her last hand from the rock and let her fall. Fear came stealthily to her, like a lurking foe, out of the Countess"s unconscious eyes.
Isoult had nothing to hope for that she had not already: she knew that now she was blessed beyond all women born; she loved, she was near her beloved; but her heart was crying out at the cold and the dark. There was love in the Countess"s looks; Isoult could not doubt it. And Prosper did not take it amiss. Here it was that Isoult was blind, for Prosper had no notions whatever about the Countess"s looks.
He was in very high spirits that supper. He liked Isoult to be by him again, liked it for her sake as well as for the sake of the escapade.
He had watched her a good deal during the day, and found her worth perusal. She had picked up her good looks again, went bravely dressed in his livery of white and green, with his hooded falcon across her bosom and embroidered slantwise upon the fold of her doublet. Thus she made a very handsome page. She was different though. He thought that there was now about her an allure, a grave richness, a reticence of charm, an air of discretion which he must always have liked without knowing that he liked it. Yet he had never noticed it before. The child was almost a young woman, seemed taller and more filled out. No doubt this was true, and no doubt it braved her for the carrying of her boy"s garnish, otherwise a risky fardel for a young woman. He was pleased with her, and with himself for being pleased. So he was very merry, ate well, drank as the drink came, and every time Isoult brought him the cup he looked at her trying to win an answer. Since no answer was to be had he was forced to be satisfied with looking. Once or twice in serving him their hands touched. This also pleased him, but he was shocked to find this rosy girl with the shining eyes had hands as cold as ice. And he so well disposed to her! And she his wife! He pursued his researches in this sort at the cost of more stoups of wine than were needful or his rule. He grew enthusiastic over it, and laid up a fine store of penalties for future settlement.
The enthusiast must neglect something; Prosper, being engrossed with his page and his wine, neglected the Countess. This lady, after tapping with her foot in her chamber till the sound maddened her, withdrew early. Immediately she had gone Prosper announced great fatigue. He sent for his page and a torch. Isoult escaped from the noisy herd round the b.u.t.tery fire, lit her torch at a cresset, disregarded Melot languishing in a dark corner, and met her lord in mid hall.
"Take me to bed, Roy," said he, looking at her strangely.
Isoult led the way; he followed her close.
She went into the dark room with her torch while Prosper stood in the doorway. She lighted the candles: he could see how deliberately she did it, without waver or tremor. His own heart thumping at such a rate, it was astounding to him to watch. Then she beat out the torch on the hearth, and waited. Three strides brought him into the middle of the room, but the look of her stopped him there. She was rather pale, very grave, looked taller than her height; her eyes seemed like twin lakes of dark water, unruffled and unwinking. Neither of them spoke, though there was fine disorder in two hearts, and one was crying inwardly to Love and the Virgin. Isoult spoke first in a very low voice.
"Lord, now let me go," she said.
The next minute he had her in his arms.
She had been prepared for this, and now suffered what she must, lifeless and pleasureless, with a dull pain in her heart. This was the stabbing pain (as with a m.u.f.fled knife) with which true love maims itself in its own defence. His aim for her lips was parried; as well he might have embraced a dead woman. Soon his pa.s.sion burned itself out for lack of fuel; he set her down and looked moodily at her, panting.
"Are you my wife? By the saints, are you not my wife? Why are you here?"
"To serve my lord."
"Serve! serve! And is this the service you do me? Are you not my wife?"
"I am she, lord. I am what you made me. I serve as you taught."
"Does a wife not owe obedience? Hath a lord--hath a husband no right to that?"