"My dear boy," she said, coming a little nearer, "I don"t think the worse of you for that. On the contrary, I admire your pluck and your brave att.i.tude towards life. Indeed I do. I respect you for it. Do you remember the old Italian story of Ser Federigo and his falcon? How he hid his poverty like a knightly gentleman? You see what I mean, don"t you? You mustn"t be angry with me!"
Her words were Gilead balm of instantaneous healing.
"Angry?"
His voice quavered. In a revulsion of emotion he turned blindly, seized her hand and kissed it. It was all he could do.
"If I have found it out--not just now," she quickly interjected, seeing him wince, "but long ago--it was not your fault. You"ve made a gallant gentleman"s show to the end--until I come, in a perfectly brutal way, and try to upset it. Tell me--I"m old enough to be your mother, and you must know by this time that I"m your friend--have you any resources at all--beyond--?" She made ever so slight a motion of her hand toward the hidden p.a.w.n ticket.
"No," said Paul, with his sure tact and swiftly working imagination. "I had just come to an end of them. It"s a silly story of losses and what-not--I needn"t bother you with it. I thought I would walk to London, with the traditional half-crown in my pocket"--he flashed a wistful smile--"and seek my fortune. But I fell ill at your gates."
"And now that you"re restored to health, you propose in the same debonair fashion to--well--to resume the search?"
"Of course," said Paul, all the fighting and aristocratic instincts returning. "Why not?"
There were no tears in his eyes now, and they looked with luminous fearlessness at Miss Winwood. He drew a chair to the edge of the bearskin. "Won"t you sit down, Miss Winwood?"
She accepted the seat. He sat down too. Before replying she played with her fan rather roughly--more or less as a man might have played with it. "What do you think of doing?"
"Journalism," said Paul. He had indeed thought of it.
"Have you any opening?"
"None," he laughed. "But that"s the oyster I"m going to open."
Miss Winwood took a cigarette from a silver box near by. Paul sprang to light it. She inhaled in silence half a dozen puffs. "I"m going to ask you an outrageous question," she said, at last. "In the first place, I"m a severely business woman, and in the next I"ve got an uncle and a brother with cross-examining instincts, and, though I loathe them--the instincts, I mean--I can"t get away from them. We"re down on the bedrock of things, you and I. Will you tell me, straight, why you went away to-day to--to"--she hesitated--"to p.a.w.n your watch and chain, instead of waiting till you got to London?"
Paul threw out his arms in a wide gesture. "Why--your servants--"
She cast the just lighted cigarette into the fire, rose and clapped her hands on his shoulders, her face aflame. "Forgive me--I knew it--there are doubting Thomases everywhere--and I"m a woman who deals with facts, so that I can use them to the confusion of enemies. Now I have them.
Ser Federigo"s watch and chain. Nicht wahr?"
Remember, you who judge this sensible woman of forty-three, that she had fallen in love with Paul in the most unreprehensible way in the world; and if a woman of that age cannot fall in love with a boy sweetly motherwise, what is the good of her? She longed to prove that her polyhedral crystal of a paragon radiated pure light from every one of his innumerable facets. It was a matter of intense joy to turn him round and find each facet pure. There was also much pity in her heart, such as a woman might feel for a wounded bird which she had picked up and nursed in her bosom and healed. Ursula was loath to let her bird fly forth into the bleak winter.
"My brother and I have been talking about you--he is your friend, too,"
she said, resuming her seat. "How would it suit you to stay with us altogether?"
Paul started bolt upright in his chair. "What do you mean?" he asked breathlessly, for the heavens had opened with dazzling unexpectedness.
"In some such position as confidential secretary--at a decent salary, of course. We"ve not been able to find a suitable man since Mr.
Kinghorne left us in the spring. He got into Parliament, you know, for Reddington at the by-election--and we"ve been muddling along with honorary secretaries and typists. I shouldn"t suggest it to you," she went on, so as to give him time to think, for he sat staring at her, openmouthed, bewildered, his breath coming quickly--"I shouldn"t suggest it to you if there were no chances for you in it. You would be in the thick of public affairs, and an ambitious man might find a path in them that would lead him anywhere. I"ve had the idea in my head,"
she smiled, "for-some time. But I"ve only spoken to my brother about it this afternoon--he has been so busy, you see--and I intended to have another talk with him, so as to crystallize things--duties, money, and so forth--before making you any proposal. I was going to write to you with everything cut and dried. But"--she hesitated delicately--"I"m glad I didn"t. It"s so much more simple and friendly to talk. Now, what do you say?"
Paul rose and gripped his hands together and looked again into the fire. "What can I say? I could only go on my knees to you--and that--"
"That would be beautifully romantic and entirely absurd," she laughed.
"Anyhow, it"s settled. Tomorrow we can discuss details." She rose and put out her hand. "Good night, Paul."
He bowed low. "My dearest lady," said he in a low voice, and went and held the door open for her to pa.s.s out.
Then he flung up his arms wildly and laughed aloud and strode about the room in exultation. All he had hoped for and worked for was an exit of fantastic and barren glory. After which, the Deluge--anything. He had never dreamed of this sudden blaze of Fortune. Now, indeed, did the Great Things to which he was born lie to his hand. Queerly but surely Destiny was guiding him upward. In every way Chance had worked for him.
His poverty had been a cloak of honour; the thrice-blessed p.a.w.n ticket a patent of n.o.bility. His kingdom lay before him, its purple mountains looming through the mists of dawn. And he would enter into it as the Awakener of England. He stood thrilled. The ambition was no longer the wild dream of yesterday. From the heart of the great affairs in which he would have his being he could pluck his awakening instrument. The world seemed suddenly to become real. And in the midst of it was this wonderful, beautiful, dearest lady with her keen insight, her delicate sympathy, her warm humanity. With some extravagance he consecrated himself to her service.
After a while he sat down soberly and took from his pocket the cornelian heart which his first G.o.ddess had given him twelve years ago.
What had become of her? He did not even know her name. But what happiness, he thought, to meet her in the plenitude of his greatness and show her the heart, and say, "I owe it all to you!" To her alone of mortals would he reveal himself.
And then he thought of Barney Bill, who had helped him on his way; of Rowlatt, good fellow, who was dead; and of Jane, whom he had lost. He wished he could write to Jane and tell her the wonderful news. She would understand.... Well, well! It was time for bed. He rose and switched off the lights and went to his room. But as he walked through the great, noiseless house, he felt, in spite of Fortune"s bounty, a loneliness of soul; also irritation at having lost Jane. What a letter he could have written to her! He could not say the things with which his heart was bursting to anyone on earth but Jane. Why had he lost Jane? The prospective Awakener of England wanted Jane.
CHAPTER XI
ONE morning Paul, with a clump of papers in his hand, entered his pleasant private room at Drane"s Court, stepped briskly to the long Cromwellian table placed in the window bay, and sat down to his correspondence.
It was gusty outside, as could be perceived by the shower of yellow beech leaves that slanted across the view; but indoors a great fire flaming up the chimney, a Turkey carpet fading into beauty, rich eighteenth century mezzotints on the walls, reposeful leather-covered chairs and a comfortable bookcase gave an atmosphere of warmth and coziness. Paul lit a cigarette and attacked a pile of unopened letters.
At last he came to an envelope, thick and faintly scented, bearing a crown on the flap. He opened it and read:
DEAR MR. SAVELLI:
Will you dine on Sat.u.r.day and help me entertain an eminent Egyptologist? I know nothing of Egypt save Shepheard"s Hotel, and that I"m afraid wouldn"t interest him. Do come to my rescue. Yours, SOPHIE ZOBRASKA.
Paul leaned back in his chair, twiddling the letter between his fingers, and looked smilingly out on the grey autumn rack of clouds.
There was a pleasant and flattering intimacy in the invitation: pleasant because it came from a pretty woman; flattering because the woman was a princess, widow of a younger son of a Royal Balkan house.
She lived at Chetwood Park, on the other side of Morebury, and was one of the great ones of those lat.i.tudes. A real princess.
Paul"s glance, travelling back from the sky, fell upon the bra.s.s date indicator on the table. It marked the 2nd of October. On that day five years ago he had entered on his duties at Drane"s Court. He laughed softly. Five years ago he was a homeless wanderer. Now princesses were begging him to rescue them from Egyptologists. With glorious sureness all his dreams were coming true.
Thus we see our Fortunate Youth at eight-and-twenty in the heyday of success. If he had strutted about under Jane"s admiring eyes, like a peac.o.c.k among daws, he now walked serene, a peac.o.c.k among peac.o.c.ks. He wore the raiment, frequented the clubs, ate the dinners of the undeservingly rich and the deservingly great. His charm and his self-confidence, which a genius of tact saved from self-a.s.sertion, carried him pleasantly through the social world; his sympathetic intelligence dealt largely and strongly with the public affairs under his control. He loved organizing, persuading, casting skilful nets. His appeal for subscriptions was irresistible. He had the magical gift of wringing a hundred pounds from a plutocrat with the air of conferring a graceful favour. In aid of the Mission to Convert the Jews he could have fleeced a synagogue. The societies and inst.i.tutions in which the Colonel and Ursula Winwood were interested flourished amazingly beneath his touch. The Girls" Club in the Isle of Dogs, long since abandoned in despair by the young Guardsman, grew into a popular and sweetly mannered nunnery. The Central London Home for the Indigent Blind, which had been languishing for support, in spite of Miss Winwood"s efforts, found itself now in a position to build a much-needed wing. There was also, most wonderful and, important thing of all, the Young England League, which was covering him with steadily increasing glory. Of this much hereafter. But it must be remembered. Ursula complained that he left her nothing to do save attend dreary committee meetings; and even for these Paul saved her all the trouble in hunting up information. She was a mere figurehead.
"Dearest lady," Paul would say, "if you send me about my business, you"ll write me a character, won"t you, saying that you"re dismissing me for incorrigible efficiency?"
"You know perfectly well," she would sigh, "that I would be a lost, lone woman without you."
Whereat Paul would laugh his gay laugh. At this period of his life he had not a care in the world.
The game of politics also fascinated him. A year or so after he joined the Winwoods there was a General Election. The Liberals, desiring to drive the old Tory from his lair, sent down a strong candidate to Morebury. There was a fierce battle, into which Paul threw himself, heart and soul. He discovered he could speak. When he first found himself holding a couple of hundred villagers in the grip of his impa.s.sioned utterance he felt that the awakening of England had begun.
It was a delicious moment. As a canva.s.ser he performed prodigies of cajolery. Extensive paper mills, a hotbed of raging Socialism, according to Colonel Winwood, defaced (in the Colonel"s eyes) the outskirts of the little town.
"They"re wrong "uns to a man," said the Colonel, despondently.
Paul came back from among them with a notebook full of promises.
"How did you manage it?" asked the Colonel.
"I think I got on to the poetical side of politics," said Paul.
"What the deuce is that?"