For the life of him Dan could not have expressed these feelings to anyone.
He only knew that they ran through his mind like lightning, making him feel very miserable. His cheeks flushed, and a slight sigh escaped his lips as he sat crouched there in the corner with one small hand supporting his chin. No one heeded him, for all were too much excited over the accident to take any notice of a little boy.
"I said that horse would be the death of him," he heard a woman exclaim.
"Tim"s too old a man to drive such a beast as that."
"Oh, the beast"s all right," an old man slowly replied, "but it was put to a wrong use, that"s where the trouble came."
"Why, what do you mean?"
"Don"t you know? Didn"t you hear about what happened on the river this afternoon? Tim went there on purpose to meet the parson, and strike up a race. He"s been boasting for some time that he would do it. The Lord has given that man much rope, and has suffered him long. But this was too much, and He"s tripped him up at last."
"Peter Brown," and the woman held up her hands in astonishment, "how can you say such a thing about your old neighbour, and in his house, too, with him lying there in that condition?"
"I"m only saying what the rest know and think," was the calm reply. "I"ve told Tim time and time again right to his face that the Lord would settle with him some day. "Tim," said I, and it was not later than last fall that I said it, "Tim, the Lord has been good to you. He"s blessed you in every way. You"ve health, strength, and a good home. And what have you done for Him? What have you given in return? Nothing. You curse, revile and scorn Him on the slightest pretext. It"s not only mean, Tim, but you"ll get punished some day, and don"t you forget it." But he only swore at me, and told me to shut up and mind my own business and he would mind his. But my words have come true, and I guess Tim sees it at last."
Dan was sitting bolt upright now, with his hands clenched and eyes staring hard at the speaker. The words had gone straight to his little heart, with terrible, stinging intensity. This man was saying what Farrington and the parson had said. It must be true. But the idea of the punishment was something new. He had never thought of that before.
And even as he looked, a silence spread throughout the room, for Parson John was standing in the doorway. Upon his face an expression dwelt which awed more than many words, and all at once realized that the venerable man had just stepped from the solemn chamber of Death.
Chapter X
In Camp.
Nestling snugly among large stately trees of pine and spruce, the little log-cabin presented a picturesque appearance. Its one room, lighted by a small window, served as kitchen, living and sleeping apartments combined.
It was warm, for the rough logs were well c.h.i.n.ked with moss, while the snow lay thick upon the roof and banked up around the sides. This cabin had been recently built, and stood there by the little brook as an outward and visible sign of an inward change in the heart and mind of one of Glendow"s st.u.r.dy sons.
The night Stephen Frenelle left Nellie at the Rectory after the drive home from the dance, he had fought one of those stern, fierce battles which must come to all at some time in life. As Jacob of old wrestled all night long for the mastery, so did Stephen in the silence of his own room. Sleep fled his eyes as he paced up and down, struggling with the contending thoughts which filled his heart. At times he clenched his hands and ground his teeth together as he pictured d.i.c.k Farrington standing in the Hall, hurling forth his taunting remarks. Then he longed for daylight to come that he might go to his house, call him forth, and give him the thrashing he so well deserved. He would drive that impudent, sarcastic smile from his face, and make him take back his words. A voice seemed to say to him, "Do it. _You must_ do it if you consider yourself a man. He insulted you to your face, and people will call you a coward if you allow it to pa.s.s." But always there came to him that gentle touch on his arm; he heard a voice pleading with him to be a man, and saw Nellie looking at him with those large, beseeching eyes, and his clenched hands would relax. And thus the battle raged; now this way, now that. Which side would win? When at length the first streak of dawn was breaking far off in the eastern sky, and Stephen came forth from the Chamber of Decision, there was no doubt as to the outcome of the fight. His face bore the marks of the struggle, but it also shone with a new light. When his mother and Nora came downstairs they were astonished to see him up so early, the fire in the kitchen stove burning brightly, and the cattle and sheep fed. Usually Stephen was hard to arouse in the morning, and it was nearly noon before the ch.o.r.es were finished, and then always in a half-hearted way. They looked at each other, and wondered at the change which had taken place.
Although Stephen had won a victory over himself, he was yet much puzzled.
He wished to redeem the homestead, but how should he set about the task?
As he waited that morning while breakfast was being prepared, this was the great thought uppermost in his mind. He knew that when spring came there was the farm to work. In the meantime, however, during the days of winter when the ground was covered with snow, what could he do? Once aroused, it was needful for him to set to work as soon as possible. Mechanically he picked up the weekly paper lying on a chair and glanced carelessly at the headlines set forth in bold type. As he did so his attention was arrested by two words "Logs Wanted." He read the article through which told how the price of lumber had suddenly advanced, and that logs were in great demand.
When Stephen laid down the paper and went into breakfast, the puzzle had been solved. What about that heavy timber at the rear of their farm? No axe had as yet rung there, no fire had devastated the place, and the trees stood tall and straight in majestic grandeur. A brook flowed near which would bear the logs down the river.
His mother"s and sister"s hearts bounded with joy as Stephen unfolded to them his plan. He would hire two choppers; one could go home at night, while the other, old Henry, could live with him in the little camp he would build. They would chop while he hauled the logs to the brook. Mrs.
Frenelle and Nora would do most of the cooking at home, and Stephen, would come for it at certain times. Thus a new spirit pervaded the house that day, and Mrs. Frenelle"s heart was lighter than it had been for many months. Stephen did not tell her the cause of this sudden change, but with a loving mother"s perception she felt that Nellie"s gentle influence had much to do with it all.
One week later the cabin was built, the forest ringing with the st.u.r.dy blows of axes and the resounding crash of some h.o.a.ry pine or spruce.
Although the work was heavy, Stephen"s heart was light. Not only did he feel the zest of one who had grappled with life in the n.o.ble effort to do the best he could, but he had Nellie"s approbation. He drank in the bracing air of the open as never before, and revelled in the rich perfume of the various trees as he moved along their great cathedral-like aisles, carpeted with the whitest of snow.
The two choppers were kept busy from morning dawn to sunset. They were skilled craftsmen, trained from early days in woodland lore. One, old Henry, thoroughly enjoyed his work and at times s.n.a.t.c.hes of a familiar song fell from his lips as his axe bit deep into the side of some large tree.
"You did that well, Henry," Stephen one day remarked, as he watched a monster spruce wing its way to earth with a terrific crash.
"It"s all in knowin" how," was the deliberate reply, as the old man began to trim the prostrate form. "Now, a greenhorn "ud rush in, an" hack an"
chop any old way, an" afore he knew what he was doin" the tree "ud be tumblin" down in the wrong place, an" mebbe right a-top of "im at that.
But I size things up a bit afore I hit a clip. Havin" made up me mind as to the best spot to fell her, I swing to, an" whar I pint her thar she goes; that"s all thar is about it."
"But doesn"t the wind bother you sometimes?" Stephen inquired.
The chopper walked deliberately to the b.u.t.t-end of the tree, and with the pole of his axe marked off the length of the log. Then he moistened his hands and drove the keen blade through the juicy bark deep into the wood.
"I allow fer the wind, laddie," he replied, "I allow fer that. When the good Lord sends the wind, sometimes from the North, sometimes from the South, I don"t go agin it. Why, what"s the use of goin" agin His will, an"
it"s all the same whether yer choppin" down a tree, or runnin" across the sea of Life fer the great Port beyon". That"s what the parson says, an" I guess he knows, though it seems to me that the poor man hisself has head-winds aplenty jist now."
Stephen asked no more questions then, being too busy. But that night, after supper, as the old man was mending his mittens he sat down by his side.
"Henry," he began, "how is it that the parson has head-winds? Do you think it"s the Lord"s will?"
""Tain"t the Lord"s will, laddie," was the slow response. "Oh no, "tain"t His."
"Whose, then?"
"It"s the devil"s, that"s whose it is, an" he"s usin" sartin men in Glendow as human bellows to blow his vile wind aginst that man of G.o.d.
That"s what he"s doin", an" they can"t see it nohow."
"And so you think the parson had nothing to do with Billy Fletcher"s gold.
You think he is innocent?"
"Think it, laddie? Think it? What"s the use of thinkin" it when I know it.
Haven"t I known Parson John fer forty years now. Can"t I well remember when his hair, which is now so white, was as black as the raven"s wing.
An" why did it become white? I ax ye that. It"s not old age which done it, ah no. It"s care an" work fer the people of Glendow, that"s what"s done it. D"ye think I"d believe any yarn about a man that"s been mor"n a father to me an" my family? Didn"t I see "im kneelin" by my little Bennie"s bed, twenty years ago come next June, with the tears runnin" down his cheeks as he axed the Good Lord to spare the little lad to us a while longer. Mark my word, Stevie, them people who are tellin" sich stories about that man "ill come to no good. Doesn"t the Lord say in his great Book, "Touch not Mine anointed, an" do My prophets no harm?" My old woman often reads them words to me, fer she"s a fine scholar is Marthy. "Henry," says she, "the parson is the Lord"s anointed. He"s sot aside fer a holy work, an" it"s a risky bizness to interfere with sich a man.""
Scarcely had the speaker finished when the door of the cabin was pushed suddenly open, and a queer little man entered. A fur cap was pulled down over his ears, while across his left shoulder and fastened around his body several times was a new half-inch rope.
"h.e.l.lo, Pete," Stephen exclaimed, "You look cold. Come to the stove and get warm."
"Y"bet I"m cold," was the reply. "My fingers and nose are most froze."
"What"s brought you away out here this time of the night?" questioned Stephen, "I thought you liked the store too well to travel this far from the fire."
"Bizness, Steve, bizness," and the man rubbed his hands together, at the same time taking a good survey of the cabin.
"You look as if you were going to hang yourself, Pete, with all that rope about your body. Surely you"re not tired of living yet."
"No, no, Steve. Not on your life. There"d be no fun in that, an" it"s fun I"m after this time."
"But I thought you said you were out on business, and now you say it"s fun."
"Bizness an" fun, me boy. Bizness an" fun; that"s my motto. My bizness this time is to pinch the Stickles" cow, an" the fun "ill be to hear Stickles, Mrs. Stickles an" the little Stickles squeal. Ha, ha! Bizness an" fun, Steve. Bizness an" fun."
"What! You"re not going to take away the only cow the Stickles have left?"
cried Stephen in amazement.
"Sure. It"s the boss"s orders, an" he doesn"t mean fun, either. Nuthin"