With a touch of impetuosity, Clodagh picked up an envelope and addressed it to Laurence a.s.shlin at Orristown; then, rising from the bureau, she rang a bell.
An Italian man-servant responded to the summons--the same man-servant who had waited at breakfast on the morning that Milbanke had received Barnard"s summons to Venice. Entering the room with sympathetic deference, he paused just inside the door.
"Signora!" he murmured.
Clodagh turned to him, the black-edged envelope in her hand.
"Tell Simonetta to bring me my hat and cloak," she said. "I"m going down into Florence--to post a letter." And without waiting to see what expression her declaration brought to the man"s face, she crossed the room and stood once more in the flood of clear, cool sunlight that poured through the open window.
CHAPTER II
Exactly one week later Clodagh arrived in Paris on her way to England.
Simonetta Ottolenghi--an Italian woman, who had been in her service as maid for nearly four years--was her only companion; there was no friend to meet or welcome her in the unfamiliar city, and even the dog Mick--the companion of so many solitary hours--had been left behind in Florence until she could conveniently send for him; yet, incongruous as it may sound, her feelings were happy--her mind was free from loneliness as her train steamed into the crowded railway station and she found herself free to drive to her hotel. After all, life undeniably stretched before her, and there was no prohibition against letting her eyes dwell upon the vistas it opened up!
Knowledge of duty done--be the doing ever so tardy--is the best stimulus for the wayfarer in the world"s by-ways; and Clodagh, as she stepped from her train on that February afternoon, was conscious of some such rea.s.suring certainty.
In the last two years, life for her had been a thing of physical inaction, accompanied by a subtle process of mental development. The night of tempestuous excitement--when, in a whirl of pain, chagrin, and pa.s.sionate self-contempt, she had repudiated Venice and her newly made friends--had been the birth of a fresh phase in her existence. With all the ardour, all the enthusiasm, whereof her vivid nature was capable, she had veered from her former point of view to another almost as extreme. The return to Florence, the taking up of existence in the secluded villa, had been like the incidents of a dream; then, in the days that had succeeded--in the early mornings, or the late evenings--as she sat upon the marble rim of the drowsy fountain in the garden, gazed down from Fiesole upon the sleeping Roman amphitheatre, or knelt in a dim recess of the old church of San Dominico, rendered mystical by the smell of incense and the flicker of wax tapers, the dream had shaped itself. It had become a tapestry, into the pictures of which many figures were woven, but where only two took place and prominence--her own and one other.
For in those silent hours the thought of Gore--the remembrance of Gore--had come back to her as tangible things. In that solitude peopled by imagination, she had forgotten the hurt vanity, the bitter disappointment, that had clothed her last interview with him; and remembered only that, seeing fit to reprove her, he had dared to do so--that, seeing the brink upon which she had stood, he had put out his hand to draw her back.
And, standing in this new light, Gore became an ideal, a being apart, endowed with endless power to inspire high deeds. An idealist born, Clodagh was created to make-believe. The make-believes were probably the swaying of an impulsive mind from one emotional pole to the other; but in this case, at least, benefit accrued. She developed a sudden gentle tolerance of Milbanke--an altogether unprecedented care for his comfort and well-being.
The working of this profoundly subtle emotion was far too deep to be even guessed at by herself. And had any student of human nature told her that the new tenderness for the timid, una.s.suming husband, who made so few demands upon her consideration, arose from the fact that another man had crossed her life--rousing at once her imagination, her antagonism, and her admiration, showing her new depths in the world around her, new possibilities within herself--she would have been both incredulous and indignant.
But no student of human nature visited the villa. And she lived undisturbed in her atmosphere of dreams. Whether the vague, subconscious thought that Gore, away in his own world, might hear of her graver att.i.tude towards life and might secretly approve, ever lent zest to her self-imposed duties, it would have been impossible to say; but certain it is that if the thought came, it came unbidden and stayed unrecognised.
And now Milbanke was dead. And life--not the mythical life of memories, of dreams, even of ideals, but the life of hope and warm human possibilities--was hers, as it had been long ago, before her husband"s name had ever been spoken in her presence.
Her mind was at peace, as she drove through the narrow streets of Paris, with their cheerful characteristic chorus of shouting newsvendors, and cracking whips.
The hotel she had chosen was a small one, close to the Place Vendome; and when her fiacre stopped and she entered the vestibule, her sense of pleasure and contentment increased. The quiet air of the place contrasted agreeably with her previous experience of hotel life.
Still conscious of this impression of security, she turned away from the bureau where she had registered her name, and crossed the vestibule to the lift. Taking her place on the velvet-covered seat, she watched the attendant close the iron doors and turn to set the lift in motion.
But at the moment that he laid his hand upon the b.u.t.ton, she saw the swinging doors of the hotel open, to admit a lady.
The new-comer, seeing that the lift was about to ascend, hurried towards it; and Clodagh, idly interested by the sound of rustling silk, leaned forward in her seat. But the light in the vestibule was dim, and she caught nothing beyond the outline of a large hat and the suggestion of a pale green dress. Then, suddenly, the stranger spoke, and her heart gave a tremendous leap.
"Wait!" she called in French--"wait! I am coming!"
It needed but the five words, spoken in a clear, dictatorial voice, to a.s.sure Clodagh that the speaker was known to her; and as the attendant paused in his task, and, turning promptly, opened the grilled door, her mind was prepared for the vision of Lady Frances Hope.
But if she was prepared for the encounter, the new-comer was taken completely by surprise. Entering the lift, she glanced casually at its other occupant; then her whole face changed.
"It is---- It can"t be! It _is_ Mrs. Milbanke!" Her glance pa.s.sed rapidly over Clodagh"s deep mourning and her expression altered in accordance. "My dear Mrs. Milbanke," she said softly, "how thoughtless of me not to realise at once! I heard through Mr. Barnard. How are you?--how are you?"
She pressed the hand Clodagh had offered her, and looked sympathetically into her face. Then, as the lift, gliding upwards, stopped at the first floor and Clodagh rose, her expression changed again.
"Are you located on this floor? How delightful! We are neighbours. I am number five. What are you?"
"Seven," Clodagh said gently, speaking for the first time. There was something very strange to her in this meeting--something not altogether unpleasant. In the two years since they had met--and in the light of her last evening in Venice--the image of Lady Frances Hope had become slightly distorted. And there was a sense of surprise, of rea.s.surance in finding her so kindly, so gracious, so unalarming.
"Seven!" Lady Frances repeated. "Delightful! You must dine with me to-night. I have a private room, and am quite alone. It will be an act of charity. I am on my way south. By the way, where are you bound for?"
Clodagh smiled.
"I am going home."
"Home?"
"To England."
"England! My dear child, not England in February? Why, the atmosphere is a combination of fog and sleet; and the people----" She made a gesture of horror. "Everybody who hasn"t influenza is either expecting it or shaking it off."
Clodagh laughed a little.
"I have never had influenza. It will be an experience. But I must look after my maid. Travelling is new to her."
She glanced down the corridor to where Simonetta was awaiting her beside a mountain of luggage.
Lady Frances made haste to echo her laugh.
"Well, well!" she said. "It"s good to have the enthusiasm of youth. But you will dine with me? Dinner in an hour."
Clodagh hesitated. Yesterday she would have ardently avoided a meeting with Lady Frances Hope. Now that it had been thrust upon her, it seemed to possess no danger. What was it Gore had said on that memorable night? "I am not depreciating Lady Frances Hope or her social standing----" Very swiftly she recalled the words and construed them in the light of her present feelings. After all, she was not the child she had been two years ago. And it was not Lady Frances, but the set that surrounded her, to which Gore took exception.
Her companion, seeing the hesitation in her eyes, gave a quick, bright smile.
"Do come! I will give you news of--every one."
Clodagh coloured slightly.
"Very well!" she said. "In an hour. Thank you very much!"
And with an agreeable, unfamiliar sense of interest and excitement, she turned and pa.s.sed down the corridor to where Simonetta stood.
Before opening her own door, Lady Frances Hope stood for a few seconds watching the retreating figure; then, apparently without reason, she frowned, drew her lips together, and pushing her door hastily open, pa.s.sed out of sight.
Still imbued with the sense of contentment, Clodagh changed her heavy black travelling dress for one of lighter texture, allowed Simonetta to rearrange her hair, and, at the appointed hour, presented herself at Lady Frances Hope"s door.
Lady Frances had also discarded her elaborate costume for something lighter and more comfortable, and was ensconced on a low divan, reading a French novel, when her guest was announced. Immediately Clodagh"s name reached her, she threw the book aside, and rose with great cordiality.
"How sweet you look!" she exclaimed. "You are the first dark woman I"ve ever liked in black. But then, of course, you are not exactly dark. Sit down! Dinner will be served in a moment. How did you know of this place? Have you stayed here before?"