"Poor little girl! Don"t be frightened! It will pa.s.s in a minute. Is there anything you would like?"
Clodagh opened her eyes.
"A little water, I think," she said in a tremulous voice.
His face cleared.
"Or some champagne! Nothing would pick you up like a gla.s.s of champagne. Why did I not think of it before? Lie perfectly still! We will have some champagne in one moment."
With the possibilities held out by the idea he turned eagerly from the couch, and crossed the room to the electric bell that was placed beside his desk.
But, quick as lightning, the instant his back was turned, Clodagh was on her feet. With a movement so swift and silent that only fear could have inspired it, she slipped to the door, opened it, and was speeding down the long corridor to the stairs.
The house was silent. The upper portion seemed darker than when she had arrived. The hall alone lay brightly lighted--a place of hope and promise, figuring the world outside--the good wholesome world lying suddenly within her reach.
She ran down the broad stairs, indifferent to the fact that the servant who had admitted her had risen from a seat near the door, and was looking at her in frank surprise. Her ears were strained to catch any sound from upstairs, her eyes were on the door.
As she hurried across the hall, the man came forward.
"Do you require a cab, madam?" he asked a little doubtfully.
"No. Just open the door!"
Still with a shade of uncertainty he obeyed, and at the same instant Deerehurst"s voice sounded from the head of the stairs.
What he said--whether he addressed her or the servant--Clodagh never knew. At the mere sound of his high, thin tones she went blindly forward through the open door.
As she pa.s.sed down the steps, a cab wheeled round the corner of Carlton House Terrace. Instinctively she looked towards it, still animated by the desire for flight. But the next instant she looked away again, realising that it already held a fare, and that there was luggage on the roof.
In the perturbation of the moment she failed to see, what was infinitely more material, that the occupant of the cab was Valentine Serracauld; that he had leant forward in sudden, eager curiosity as she pa.s.sed down the steps of the house to which he was driving; and that, as she turned her head in his direction, he had drawn quickly back into the shadow of his seat.
CHAPTER XVI
Almost immediately a second cab appeared, and, finding it at her disposal, Clodagh hailed it eagerly and gave the address of the flat.
As the horse sped away in the direction of her home, she sat almost motionless, her only gesture being to lift her hands to her eyes from time to time, as if to shut out some near and unpleasant vision. Life in its crudest, its most repulsive aspect stared at her out of the darkness. She sat crushed by the disillusionment of the last hour.
And a new furtiveness--born of the new realisation--a.s.sailed her when at last she stepped from the cab at her own door. With an instinctive lessening of her natural fearlessness, she hurried through the vestibule and pa.s.sed straight to the lift. Gaining her own door, she let herself in by her latch-key, and then paused, looking fearfully and eagerly about, in expectation of some unwished-for sound. But everything in the flat was still; and crossing the hall, she entered her own room. The electric light had been switched on and the place set in order, and Simonetta sat at the dressing-table, mending a piece of lace.
"No one has come back?" Clodagh asked.
"No one, signora." Simonetta arose and turned to her mistress.
Seeing the expression on her face, Clodagh nervously antic.i.p.ated her words.
"My head still aches," she said. "I think you may go. I should like to be alone."
From previous knowledge of her moods, the woman made no protestations, but folded up her work and went quietly towards the door.
As she gained it, Clodagh turned.
"Simonetta!"
"Yes, signora?"
"Tell the servants they are to say nothing to any one of my having gone out to-night. You understand."
"I understand, signora."
"That is all--good-night!"
"Good-night, signora!"
It would be futile to relate the thoughts that pa.s.sed through Clodagh"s mind in the hour that followed Simonetta"s departure; but when, at half-past eleven, Nance returned from the theatre, and, hurrying to the bedroom, opened the door swiftly and anxiously, she was standing by one of the open windows, her hat and veil still on, her gaze fixed resolutely on the shadowy trees of the park.
Crossing the threshold softly, Nance tip-toed into the room.
"Clo," she whispered, ""how are you? Better?" Then she paused in pleased surprise.
"What? You"ve been out? Then you _are_ better. How glad Walter will be!
He insisted on coming back to know how you were."
At Gore"s name, Clodagh started and looked round.
"Walter here?" she said.
"Yes; but, Clo! what"s the matter? You"ve been crying."
Clodagh stepped to her side and laid her hand imperatively on her arm.
"Hush!" she whispered. "Go back at once and tell Walter that I"m--that I"m asleep. Tell him that Simonetta said I was better and fell asleep.
Tell him anything you can think of that will make him happy and get him away. He must be got away. I can"t see him. Do you understand, Nance?
He must be got away."
For one surprised moment Nance looked at her sister; then conquering her curiosity, she turned quietly and moved to the door.
"All right, darling!" she said rea.s.suringly; "I"ll send him away happy."
Clodagh put her hand across her eyes.
"Thank G.o.d!" she said. "If you had asked me one more question I couldn"t have borne it. Send him away, and then come back."
In silence Nance left the room. Five minutes pa.s.sed--ten minutes; then Clodagh"s straining ears caught the closing of the outer door, and her hand dropped to her side in a gesture of excessive relief.
"Thank G.o.d!" she said again.