"Nothing. What should I?"
"You mean that you will keep on letting them shoot at you, until they--until you--" She struck the bench angrily with her hand.
"There"s no summer theatre in Six-Cross-Roads; there"s not even a church. Why shouldn"t they?" he asked gravely. "During the long and tedious evenings it cheers the poor Cross-Reader"s soul to drop over here and take a shot at me. It whiles away dull care for him, and he has the additional exercise of running all the way home."
"Ah!" she cried indignantly, "they told me you always answered like this!"
"Well, you see the Cross-Roads efforts have proved so purely hygienic for me. As a patriot I have sometimes felt extreme mortification that such bad marksmanship should exist in the county, but I console myself with the thought that their best shots are unhappily in the penitentiary."
"There are many left. Can"t you understand that they will organize again and come in a body, as they did before you broke them up? And then, if they come on a night when they know you are wandering out of town----"
"You have not the advantage of an intimate study of the most exclusive people of the Cross-Roads, Miss Sherwood. There are about twenty gentlemen who remain in that neighborhood while their relatives sojourn under discipline. If you had the entree over there, you would understand that these twenty could not gather themselves into a company and march the seven miles without physical debate in the ranks. They are not precisely amiable people, even amongst themselves. They would quarrel and shoot each other to pieces long before they got here."
"But they worked in a company once."
"Never for seven miles. Four miles was their radius. Five would see them all dead."
She struck the bench again. "Oh, you laugh at me! You make a joke of your own life and death, and laugh at everything! Have five years of Plattville taught you to do that?"
"I laugh only at taking the poor Cross-Roaders too seriously. I don"t laugh at your running into fire to help a fellow-mortal."
"I knew there wasn"t any risk. I knew he had to stop to load before he shot again."
"He did shoot again. If I had known you before to-night--I--" His tone changed and he spoke gravely. "I am at your feet in worship of your philanthropy. It"s so much finer to risk your life for a stranger than for a friend."
"That is rather a man"s point of view, isn"t it?"
"You risked yours for a man you had never seen before."
"Oh, no! I saw you at the lecture; I heard you introduce the Honorable Mr. Halloway."
"Then I don"t understand your wishing to save me."
She smiled unwillingly, and turned her gray eyes upon him with troubled sunniness, and, under the kindness of her regard, he set a watch upon his lips, though he knew it might not avail him. He had driveled along respectably so far, he thought, but he had the sentimental longings of years, starved of expression, culminating in his heart. She continued to look at him, wistfully, searchingly, gently. Then her eyes traveled over his big frame from his shoes (a patch of moonlight fell on them; they were dusty; he drew them under the bench with a shudder) to his broad shoulders (he shook the stoop out of them). She stretched her small hands toward him in contrast, and broke into the most delicious low laughter in the world. At this sound he knew the watch on his lips was worthless. It was a question of minutes till he should present himself to her eyes as a sentimental and susceptible imbecile. He knew it. He was in wild spirits.
"Could you realize that one of your dangers might be a shaking?" she cried. "Is your seriousness a lost art?" Her laughter ceased suddenly.
"Ah, no. I understand. Thiers said the French laugh always, in order not to weep. I haven"t lived here five years. I should laugh too, if I were you."
"Look at the moon," he responded. "We Plattvillains own that with the best of metropolitans, and, for my part, I see more of it here. You do not appreciate us. We have large landscapes in the heart of the city, and what other capital possesses advantages like that? Next winter the railway station is to have a new stove for the waiting-room. Heaven itself is one of our suburbs--it is so close that all one has to do is to die. You insist upon my being French, you see, and I know you are fond of nonsense. How did you happen to put "The Walrus and the Carpenter" at the bottom of a page of Fisbee"s notes?"
"Was it? How were you sure it was I?"
"In Carlow County!"
"He might have written it himself."
"Fisbee has never in his life read anything lighter than cuneiform inscriptions."
"Miss Briscoe----"
"She doesn"t read Lewis Carroll; and it was not her hand. What made you write it on Fisbee"s ma.n.u.script?"
"He was with us this afternoon, and I teased him a little about your heading. "Business and the Cradle, the Altar, and the Tomb," isn"t it?
And he said it had always troubled him, but that you thought it good.
So do I. He asked me if I could think of anything that you might like better, to put in place of it, and I wrote, "The time has come," because it was the only thing I could think of that was as appropriate and as fetching as your headlines. He was perfectly dear about it. He was so serious; he said he feared it wouldn"t be acceptable. I didn"t notice that the paper he handed me to write on was part of his notes, nor did he, I think. Afterward, he put it back in his pocket. It wasn"t a message."
"I"m not so sure he did not notice. He is very wise. Do you know, somehow, I have the impression that the old fellow wanted me to meet you."
"How dear and good of him!" She spoke earnestly, and her face was suffused with a warm light. There was no doubt about her meaning what she said.
"It was," John answered, unsteadily. "He knew how great was my need of a few moments" companionableness with--with----"
"No," she interrupted. "I meant dear and good to me, because I think he was thinking of me, and it was for my sake he wanted us to meet."
It would have been hard to convince a woman, if she had overheard this speech, that Miss Sherwood"s humility was not the calculated affectation of a coquette. Sometimes a man"s unsuspicion is wiser, and Harkless knew that she was not flirting with him. In addition, he was not a fatuous man; he did not extend the implication of her words nearly so far as she would have had him.
"But I had met you," said he, "long ago."
"What!" she cried, and her eyes danced. "You actually remember?"
"Yes; do you?" he answered. "I stood in Jones"s field and heard you singing, and I remembered. It was a long time since I had heard you sing:
""I was a ruffler of Flanders, And fought for a florin"s hire.
You were the dame of my captain And sang to my heart"s desire."
"But that is the balladist"s notion. The truth is that you were a lady at the Court of Clovis, and I was a heathen captive. I heard you sing a Christian hymn--and asked for baptism." By a great effort he managed to look as if he did not mean it.
But she did not seem over-pleased with his fancy, for, the surprise fading from her face, "Oh, that was the way you remembered!" she said.
"Perhaps it was not that way alone. You won"t despise me for being mawkish to-night?" he asked. "I haven"t had the chance for so long."
The night air wrapped them warmly, and the balm of the little breezes that stirred the foliage around them was the smell of damask roses from the garden. The creek tinkled over the pebbles at their feet, and a drowsy bird, half-wakened by the moon, crooned languorously in the sycamores. The girl looked out at the flashing water through downcast lashes. "Is it because it is so transient that beauty is pathetic?" she said; "because we can never come back to it in quite the same way? I am a sentimental girl. If you are born so, it is never entirely teased out of you, is it? Besides, to-night is all a dream. It isn"t real, you know. You couldn"t be mawkish."
Her tone was gentle as a caress, and it made him tingle to his finger-tips. "How do you know?" he asked in a low voice.
"I just know. Do you think I"m very "bold and forward"?" she said, dreamily.
"It was your song I wanted to be sentimental about. I am like one "who through long days of toil"--only that doesn"t quite apply--"and nights devoid of ease"--but I can"t claim that one doesn"t sleep well here; it is Plattville"s specialty--like one who
""Still heard in his soul the music Of wonderful melodies.""
"Those blessed old lines!" she said. "Once a thing is music or poetry, all the hand-organs and elocutionists in the world cannot ruin it, can they? Yes; to live here, out of the world, giving up the world, doing good and working for others, working for a community as you do----"
"I am not quite shameless," he interrupted, smilingly. "I was given a life sentence for incompetency, and I"ve served five years of it, which have been made much happier than my deserts."
"No," she persisted, "that is your way of talking of yourself; I know you would always "run yourself down," if one paid any attention to it.
But to give up the world, to drop out of it without regret, to come here and do what you have done, and to live the life that must be so desperately dry and dull for a man of your sort, and yet to have the kind of heart that makes wonderful melodies sing in itself--oh!" she cried, "I say that is fine!"