Some weeks later Vincent returned from Italy, and one of the first persons he met was Harold Caffyn. It was in the City, where Vincent had had business, and he attempted at first to pa.s.s the other by with the curtest possible recognition; he had never understood his conduct in the Wast.w.a.ter episode, and still resented it. But Caffyn would not allow himself to be cut, and his greeting was blandly affectionate as he accused his friend of abandoning him up in the Lake district; he was determined, if he could, to convince Holroyd that his silence as to Mabel"s impending marriage had been due solely to consideration for his feelings, and then, when confidence was restored, he could sound him upon the result of his journey to Laufingen. But Vincent, from a vague feeling of distrust, was on his guard. Caffyn got nothing out of him, even by the most ingenious pumping; he gathered that he had met Mark at Laufingen; but with all his efforts he was not able to discover if that meeting had really been by accident or design. He spoke casually of "Illusion," but Vincent showed no particular emotion.
"I suppose you don"t know," he added, "that Mrs. Featherstone has done it the honour of making a play of it--it"s going to be done at the end of the season at their house, before a select party of distinguished sufferers."
Holroyd had not heard that.
"I"ve been let in for it," Caffyn continued; "I"m playing that stick of a poet, "Julian," the beggar"s name is; it"s my last appearance on the boards, till I come out as Bened.i.c.k--but that won"t interest you, and it"s a sort of secret at present."
Vincent was not curious, and asked no questions.
"Who do you think is to be the Beaumelle, though?" said Caffyn; "the author"s own wife! Romantic that, eh? She"s not half bad at rehearsals; you must come and see us, my boy!"
"Perhaps I shall," said Vincent, mechanically, and left him, as much at fault as ever, but resolved to have patience still.
Caffyn"s was a nature that liked tortuous ways for their own sake; he had kept his suspicions to himself hitherto, he was averse to taking any direct action until he was quite sure of his ground. He had those papers in Holroyd"s writing, it was true, but he had begun to feel that they were not evidence enough to act on. If by some extraordinary chance they were quite compatible with Mark"s innocence, then if he brought a charge against him, or if any slanderous insinuations were traced to him, he would be placed in an extremely awkward and invidious position. "If I"m right," he thought, "Master Vincent"s playing some deep game of his own--it may be mine for all I know; at all events I"ll lie low till I can find out where the cards are, and whether an ace or two has got up my sleeve."
Vincent had been able to speak with perfect calmness of his lost book, because he had almost brought himself to a philosophic indifference regarding it, the more easily as he had had consoling indications lately that his creative power had not been exhausted with that one effort, and that with returning health he might yet do good work in the world.
But now, as he walked on after leaving Caffyn, this indifference suddenly vanished; his heart beat with a secret and exquisite bliss, as he thought of this play in which Mabel was to represent his own heroine. To hear that his work was to receive the rather moderate distinction which can be conferred by its dramatisation on a private stage would scarcely have elated him under ordinary circ.u.mstances; it was no longer any concern of his at all. Still he could not resist the subtle flattery in the knowledge that his conception was about to be realised in a manner for which few authors would dare to hope--the woman who had inspired it would lend it all her own grace and beauty and tenderness to fill the faint outline he had traced with such loving pains. All the ba.n.a.lity of private theatricals could not spoil that--she need not even act, she had only to be her own sweet self to give life and charm to the poorest play, and the most incompetent of performances. And then, as he thought of it, a wild longing came over him to be there and see her; there might be something grotesque, and, under the circ.u.mstances, almost undignified in such a longing now, but it possessed him nevertheless. He would not betray himself or Mark, but this one gratification he hungered for, and neither pride nor prudence had power to restrain him.
He had meant to see as little as possible of Mabel on his return, but he broke this resolution now. He would not keep away, he thought; surely he could trust himself to bear the sight of her happiness; it ought to reconcile him more fully to all he had endured to secure it, and then he would be able to find out from her if this, which he had heard from Caffyn, was really true.
And so, having procured the address from Mrs. Langton, he went on that same afternoon to Campden Hill, not knowing, nor indeed greatly caring just then, that this was not the way to deaden the pain at his heart.
CHAPTER x.x.xVII.
MARK ACCEPTS A DISAGREEABLE DUTY.
Vincent had his misgivings, as he walked towards Campden Hill, that at such a period of the London season his journey would most probably be a fruitless one. But as he approached the house he found one or two carriages waiting outside, the horses troubling the hot afternoon stillness with the sharp clinking of harness as they tossed their impatient heads; and by the time he had reached the gate the clatter of china and the sustained chorus of female voices coming through the open windows made it plain enough that Mabel was "at home," in a sense that was only one degree less disappointing than what he had dreaded.
He was almost inclined to turn back or pa.s.s on, for he was feeling ill and weak--the heat had brought on a slight tendency to the faintness which still reminded him occasionally of his long prostration in Ceylon, and he had a nervous disinclination just then to meet a host of strangers. The desire to see Mabel again prevailed, however, and he went in. The pretty double drawing-room was full of people, and as everyone seemed to be talking at once, Vincent"s name was merely an unimportant contribution to the general hubbub. He saw no one he knew, he was almost the only man there, and for a time found himself penned up in a corner, reduced to wait patiently until Mabel should discover him in the cool half-light which filtered through the lowered sunblinds.
He followed her graceful figure with his eyes as often as it became visible through the crowd. It was easy to see that she was happy--her smile was as frank and gay as ever. The knowledge of this should have consoled him, he had expected it to do so, and yet, to tell the truth, it was not without its bitterness. Mabel had been his ideal of women, his fair and peerless queen, and it pained him--as it has pained unsuccessful lovers before--to think that she could contentedly accept pinchbeck for gold. It was inconsistent on his part, since he had sacrificed much for the very object of concealing from her the baseness of Mark"s metal. He forgot, too, the alchemy of love.
But one cannot be always consistent, and this inconsistency of Vincent"s was of that involuntary and mental kind which is not translated into action.
She saw him at last and welcomed him with an eager impulsiveness--for she knew now that she had been unjust to him at Laufingen. They talked for some minutes, until Vincent said at last, "I hear you are going to play Beaumelle?"
"Oh, yes," said Mabel. "Isn"t it presumption? But Mrs. Featherstone (you"ve met her once or twice at our house, you know)--Mrs.
Featherstone would not hear of my refusing. Mark, I believe, thinks the part hardly suited to me, but I mean to try and astonish him, even though I may not carry out his own idea. I love Beaumelle in the book so much that I ought not to be quite a failure in the play."
"No, you will not fail," said Vincent, and dared not say more on that point. "I--I should like very much to see this play," he said, a little awkwardly. "Could it be managed?"
"I will try," said Mabel. "I am sure Mrs. Featherstone will give me a card for you if she can. But I warn you, Vincent, it"s not a good play. There"s one strong scene in the third act, and the rest is a long succession of _tete-a-tete_--like a society "Punch and Judy." It will bore you."
"I think not," said Vincent, "and you won"t forget, will you?"
"Of course not," she replied. "There is Mrs. Featherstone coming in now. I will ask her at once."
But Mrs. Featherstone had an air of suppressed flurry and annoyance which was discouraging, and Gilda"s handsome face was dark and a little defiant, as she followed her mother into the room.
"Can you get away from all these people for two minutes?" said Mrs.
Featherstone, after the first greetings; "I"ve something to tell you."
Mabel took her through the rooms out upon a balcony overlooking the garden and screened from the sun by a canvas awning. "We shall be quiet here," she said.
Mrs. Featherstone did not speak for some moments. At last she said: "Oh, my dear, I don"t know how to tell you--I can"t talk about it with ordinary patience yet--only think, our foolish, self-willed Gilda told us this morning that _that_ Mr. Caffyn had proposed to her and she had accepted him--after all the offers she has refused--isn"t it too shocking to think of? And she won"t listen to a word against him, the silly child is perfectly infatuated!"
"What does Mr. Featherstone say?" asked Mabel, to whom the news was scarcely a surprise.
"My dear, he knows very well it is all his fault, and that if he hadn"t taken the young man up in that ridiculous way all this would never have happened--so, of course, he pretends not to see anything so very unsuitable about the affair--but he doesn"t like it, really. How can he? Gilda might have married into the peerage--and now she is going to do this! I"m almost afraid these theatricals have brought it on."
Mabel was sincerely sorry. She was fond of Gilda, and thought her far too good for Harold. "It may come to nothing after all," she said, as the only form of consolation she could think of.
"If I could hope so!" sighed the distressed mother, "but she is so headstrong. Still, he"s not in a position to marry at present--unless Robert is insane enough to advance him to one. Would you speak to her?
It would be so sweet of you if you only would!"
But Mabel felt obliged to decline so delicate a mission, and excused herself. Then, as they re-entered the room she mentioned Holroyd"s pet.i.tion. Mrs. Featherstone recollected him faintly, and was rather flattered by his anxiety to see her play; but then he was quite a nonent.i.ty, and she was determined to have as brilliant and representative an audience as possible for the performance.
"My dear," she said, "I would if I could, but it"s quite out of the question; my list is overfull as it is, and I haven"t an idea where we shall put all the people who will come; there"s so much talk about it everywhere that we have had next to no refusals. But if he"s only anxious to see the play, and doesn"t mind not being seen at it, he could get some idea of the treatment next Friday if he cares to come to the dress rehearsal. You know we arranged to run right through it for the first time. We thought of a small impromptu dance after the rehearsal, so if Mr. Holroyd would like to come a little earlier I shall be charmed to see him."
So Vincent was brought up to the lady, who repeated the invitation to the rehearsal, which he accepted, as it practically gave him the opportunity he had desired.
Meanwhile Gilda had drawn Mabel aside towards one of the windows.
"Well," she said, "so you have been told the great news?"
Mabel admitted this, and added something as nearly approaching to congratulation as her conscience allowed.
"Ah," said Gilda, "you"re on mamma"s side."
"I am on no side," said Mabel, "provided he makes you happy."
"Which you think rather doubtful?" replied Gilda, with a jarring little laugh. "Really, Mabel, I do think you might resign him a little more gracefully!"
"I"m afraid I don"t understand you," said Mabel, proudly.
"No?" said Gilda. "You are very innocent, dear. I can"t undertake to explain--only I am not altogether blind."
"I hope not," said Mabel, and left her. She was afraid that if she stayed she might be tempted to say what could do no possible good now.
Mrs. Featherstone had gone, with a gracious reminder to Vincent of his promise to come to the rehearsal. It was late in the afternoon, and everyone seemed suddenly alarmed at the idea of being the last to go, the consequence being that the rooms were cleared in an astonishingly short time. Mabel stopped Vincent as he too was preparing to take his leave. "You must stay till Mark comes back, Vincent. He has taken Dolly to the Academy, really, I believe, to get away from all this.
You haven"t seen Dolly since you came back, and she"s staying with me for a few days. You won"t go away without seeing her?"