"What am I to tell you?" said Mabel smiling. "Where shall I begin, Vincent?"
"Well, first, your own question back again," he said. "How do _you_ come to be here, and all alone? Are your people at the hotel? Am I to see them to-night?"
"My people are all at Glenthorne just now," said Mabel with some natural surprise, which, however, only made Vincent conclude she must be travelling with friends. Were they her future parents-in-law, he wondered jealously. He could not rest till he knew how that was.
"Mabel," he said earnestly, "they told me you were engaged; is it true?"
She had not yet grown quite accustomed to her new dignity as a wife, and felt a certain shyness in having to announce it to Vincent.
"It was," she said, looking down; "it is not true now. Haven"t you really heard that, Vincent?"
But, instead of reading her embarra.s.sment aright, he saw in it an intimation that his worst fears were without foundation. He had not come too late. She was free--there was hope for him yet. But even then he did not dare to express the wild joy he felt.
"Do you mean," he said--and his voice betrayed nothing--"that it is broken off?"
"Broken off!" she repeated, with a little touch of bewilderment.
"Why--oh, Vincent, what a dreadful thing to ask! I thought you would understand, and you don"t a bit. I am not engaged now, because--because this is my wedding journey!"
If Vincent had been slow to understand before, he understood now. It was all over; this was final, irrevocable. The radiant prospect which had seemed to open a moment before to his dazzled eyes had closed for ever. For a moment or two he did not speak. If he had made any sound it would have been a cry of pain; but he repressed it. That must be his secret now, and he would keep it till death. He kept it well then at least, for there was no faltering in his voice as he said slowly, "I did not know. You will let me congratulate you, Mabel, and--and wish you every happiness."
"Thank you, Vincent," said Mabel not too warmly, thinking that, from so old a friend as Vincent, these felicitations were cold and conventional.
"You are happy, are you not?" he asked anxiously.
"Happier than I ever thought possible," she said softly. "When you see my--my husband" (she spoke the word with a pretty, shy pride), "and know how good he is, Vincent, you will understand." If she had ever suspected the place she filled in Vincent"s heart she would have spared him this; as it was she treated him as an affectionate elder brother, who needed to be convinced that she had chosen wisely; and it was in some degree his own fault that she did so; he had never given her reason to think otherwise.
"I wish he would come; I can"t think where he can be all this time,"
continued Mabel. "I want you to know one another. I am sure you will like Mark, Vincent, when you know him."
Vincent started now unmistakably; not all his self-control could prevent that. Till that moment it had not occurred to him that Mabel"s presence there, in the town where he had expected to come upon Mark, was more than a coincidence. He had been led to believe that Mark and she were not even acquainted, and even the discovery that she was married did not prepare him for something more overwhelming still.
"Mark!" he cried. "Did you say Mark? Is that your husband"s name?
Not--not _Mark Ashburn_?"
"How that seems to astonish you," said Mabel. "But I forgot; how stupid of me! Why, you are a friend of his, are you not?"
Holroyd"s anger came back to him all at once, with a deadly force that turned his heart to stone.
"I used to be," he answered coldly, not caring very much just then in his bitterness if the scorn he felt betrayed itself or not. But Mabel took his answer literally.
"Why, of course," she said. "I remember we came upon your portrait once at home, and he asked if it was not you, and said you were one of his oldest friends."
"I thought he would have forgotten that," was all Vincent"s answer.
"I am quite sure he will be very glad to welcome you back again,"
said Mabel, "and you will be glad to hear that since you saw him he has become famous. You have been so long away that you may not have heard of the great book he has written, "Illusion.""
"I have read it," said Vincent shortly. "I did not know he wrote it."
"He did write it," said Mabel. "But for that we might never have known one another. He has to admit that, even though he does try to run down his work sometimes, and insist that it has been very much overrated!"
"He says so, does he?" Vincent replied. "Yes, I can quite understand that."
Some intonation in his voice struck Mabel"s ear. "Perhaps you agree with him?" she retorted jealously.
Holroyd laughed harshly. "No, indeed," he said, "I should be the last man in the world to do that. I only meant I could understand your husband taking that view. I read the book with intense interest, I a.s.sure you."
"You don"t speak as if you quite meant me to believe that," she said.
"I"m afraid the book was not practical enough to please you, Vincent.
Ceylon seems to have hardened you."
"Very possibly," he replied; and then followed a short silence, during which Mabel was thinking that he had certainly altered--hardly for the better, and Holroyd was wondering how much longer he would have to bear this. He was afraid of himself, feeling the danger of a violent outburst which might reveal her delusion with a too brutal plainness.
She must know all some time, but not there--not then.
He had finally mastered any rebellious impulses, however, as Mabel, who had been anxiously watching the bridge for some time, went to meet someone with a glad cry of relief. He heard her making some rapid explanations, and then she returned, followed by Mark Ashburn.
Mabel"s greeting told the wretched Mark that the blow had not fallen yet. Vincent evidently was determined to spare neither of them. Let him strike now, then; the less delay the better.
He walked up to the man who was his executioner with a dull, dogged expectation of what was coming. He tried to keep himself straight, but he felt that his head was shaking as if with palsy, and he was grateful that the dusk hid his face. "Here is Mark, at last," said Mabel. "He will tell you himself that he at least has not forgotten."
But Mark said nothing; he did not even put out his hand. He stood silently waiting for the other to speak. Vincent was silent, too, for a time, looking at him fixedly. This was how they had met, then. He had pictured that meeting many times lately, but it had never been anything like the reality. And Mabel still suspected nothing. There was a touch of comedy of a ghastly kind in the situation, which gave Vincent a grim amus.e.m.e.nt, and he felt a savage pleasure, of which he was justly ashamed later, in developing it.
"I have been trying to explain to your wife," he said at last, "that I have been away so long that I could hardly hope you would remember the relations between us."
Mark made some reply to this; he did not know what.
"At least," Vincent continued calmly, "I may congratulate you upon the success of your book. I should have done so when we met the other day if I had understood then that you were the author. Your modesty did not allow you to mention it, and so I discover it later."
Mark said nothing, though his dry lips moved.
"When you met!" cried Mabel in wonder. "Did _you_ know Vincent was alive then, Mark? And you never told me!"
"He naturally did not think it would interest you, you see," said Vincent.
"No," said Mabel, turning to Mark, "you couldn"t know that Vincent had once been almost one of the family; I forgot that. If you had only thought of telling me!"
The two men were silent again, and Mabel felt hurt and disappointed at Vincent"s want of cordiality. He seemed to take it for granted that he had been forgotten. He would thaw presently, and she did her best to bring this about by all the means in her power, in her anxiety that the man she respected should do justice to the man she loved.
That conversation was, as far as Mark was concerned, like the one described in "Aurora Leigh"--
"Every common word Seemed tangled with the thunder at one end, And ready to pull down upon their heads A terror out of sight."
The terror was close at hand when Mabel said, in the course of her well-meant efforts to bring them into conversation, "It was quite by accident, do you know, Mark, that Vincent should have met us here at all; he was on his way to find some man who has---- I forget what you said he had done, Vincent."
"I don"t think I went into particulars," he replied. "I described him generally as a scoundrel. And he is."
"I hope you were able to find that out before he could do you any injury?" said Mabel.
"Unfortunately, no," he said. "When I found out, the worst was done."