"I took the wrong line; that"s plain now, but we must think of the future and not make the same mistake. You are first with me, Helen, but I must work; it"s all I"m fit for. I can"t play games and am not an amusing talker--though I"m talking at large to-night. Well, we have made our home on the prairie, and all round us the best wheat-soil in the world is lying waste. They"re getting short of food in Europe, America will soon use all she grows, and folks in the older countries fix their eyes on us. Then we have room for an industrious population on our wide plains, cities are waiting to spring up, a new nation is being born.
I and the others who were given the land must clear the way. It"s our business, our only justification for being there. Sounds romantic and exaggerated, but I think it"s true!"
"It is true," said Helen. "Your views are larger than mine."
"Well," said Festing, smiling. "I don"t often let myself go and look far ahead. It"s my share to tackle the job before my eyes; to drive the tractor plow, and the grading scoop along the road reserve. For all that, it"s not a vague sense of duty that really drives me on; I must work, I"m unhappy when I stop! I"m afraid I"ll always feel like that.
what are we going to do about it?"
"You must let me help more."
"I need help; that"s something I have learned, and n.o.body can help like you. But the strain will slacken soon. The things that will make life easier for you are coming fast; branch railroads, telephones, busy little towns, neighbors, and social amus.e.m.e.nts. Much that you enjoyed in England will surround you on the plains. But it will not come as a gift, as it did at home; we will have worked for and made it possible."
Helen got up. Her color was higher than usual and her eyes sparkled. She was romantic and Festing had struck the right note, with rude sincerity and unconscious power. She saw visions of the future and the dignity of the immediate task. In this wide, new country, man needed woman"s help, and her part was as large as his. Like Sadie, and many another, she heard the call for Pioneers. Crossing the door she stood by Festing"s bunk.
"I understand it all, Stephen. We must be patient and allow for small differences in our points of view, for I think, in the main, we see together. You must never leave me out again; I want to do my part."
Festing said nothing, but he pressed her hand and she kissed him.
CHAPTER x.x.xI
CHARNOCK"S TRIUMPH
Six weeks after the accident Musgrave and Charnock came into the shack one evening. The former had examined Festing in the afternoon, and Helen gave him a meaning look. It hinted that she had expected his visit and meant to encourage him.
"Come near the stove and smoke if you like. It is very cold."
"No sign of the frost"s breaking, I suppose?" said Festing, who lay propped up with pillows. "Did you get the particulars I asked for, Bob?"
Charnock gave him a paper with some calculations, and after a time he nodded.
"On the whole, this is satisfactory; things are going better than I thought. But what about the new job across the river?"
"Things are going better than he thought! Isn"t that like Stephen?"
Charnock remarked to the others, and then turned to Festing. "However, I expect you didn"t mean to be rude and you never were very tactful. We haven"t begun the job you mentioned, but I don"t know that it matters since we"re busy at something else, and that"s not what I want to talk about. Musgrave has examined you and gives us an encouraging report."
"My opinion is that he can be moved and the journey home won"t hurt him if proper care is used."
"But I don"t want to be moved just yet," Festing objected.
"No doubt," said Musgrave dryly. "You are an obstinate fellow, but you"re in our hands now, and we have to think what is best for you. To begin with, you won"t be able to get about in time to be of much use, and you don"t get better as fast as you ought. Then I understood you were resigned to going home before the contract is finished."
"If I must; but I don"t want to go now. I"m able to arrange things with Charnock in the evenings."
"The fact is he doesn"t trust me yet," Charnock remarked with a grin.
"You know that isn"t true, Bob!"
"Then prove you trust me by going home with Helen. She has been plucky to stay so long, and now you"re fit to be moved, you oughtn"t to keep her. There"s another thing; to be frank, you don"t help much. We need a boss to superintend, which you can"t do, and when I want advice I can go to Norton. As a matter of fact, when I come here in the evenings you find fault with what I"ve done. When I undertake a job I like to feel I"m carrying it out."
Festing stopped him and looked at Helen, for he was not deceived by Charnock"s injured tone.
"I imagine this is something like a plot to get me away."
"I think you would get better much faster at home, Stephen. You cannot do anything useful here, and you cannot rest. Mr. Musgrave agrees."
"Certainly. If he stays, Festing will do himself harm and bother his partner."
Festing knitted his brows and was silent for a moment or two. Then he said, "Since it looks as if you had made your plans, I had better go.
You"re a very good fellow, Bob; but if you can"t keep things straight, I"ll come back and superintend from a stretcher."
They talked about other matters, but when Charnock left, Helen put on her furs and told Festing she wanted fresh air. Moonlight shone upon the dark pines and sparkled on the snow, and when they came out of the shadow of the trees she thought Charnock"s face was grave.
"I"m grateful, Bob," she said. "It"s a big thing you have undertaken!"
"I frankly wish it was smaller," Charnock answered. "I fact, I feel I have been horribly rash. I haven"t Stephen"s constructive talent or, for that matter, his energy, but somehow I mustn"t be beaten."
Helen gave him a gentle look. "You won"t be beaten. It"s unthinkable! We trust you."
Then she went back and read a newspaper to Festing, who was carried down to the supply train next day and made comfortable in the caboose.
Charnock talked to him carelessly until the couplings tightened and the locomotive began to snort, but his mouth was firm and his face set as he went back to his work. He knew what he was up against, and there were difficulties he had not told Festing about.
The days got longer, and the frost was relaxing its grip on the white prairie, when Festing left his homestead and walked to the trail-fork to meet the mail-carrier. He returned with some letters and sat down limply. His face was thin and pale.
"I get tired soon, and there"s nothing from Bob yet," he grumbled as he turned over the envelopes. "It"s curious, because he told us the job was nearly finished and some of the big engineers were coming out to examine the track. They ought to have arrived some days ago, and I"ve no doubt they"d test the work thoroughly when they were there."
"You get too anxious," Helen replied. "If you had a calmer temperament, you would be stronger now. The engineers can hardly have had time to make a proper test."
"I have some grounds for being anxious. If the fellows aren"t satisfied, we won"t get paid."
Helen smiled. "You"re really afraid that Bob may have been careless and neglected something!"
"Bob"s a very good partner; I"ve confessed that I misjudged him,"
Festing answered with a touch of embarra.s.sment. "Still, you see, I know his drawbacks, and I know mine. There were two or three pieces of work, done before I left, that I now see might have been better planned."
Helen went to the door, for she heard a soft drumming of hoofs on beaten snow.
"Sadie"s coming," she said. "Perhaps she has some news."
Festing followed her and Sadie stopped the horses, but did not get down.
"I"ve a telegram from Bob; he"ll be home to-morrow," she said. "He wants you both to meet him at the station."
"Did he say anything about the job being finished?" Festing asked as he went down the steps.
"No," said Sadie. "He seemed particularly anxious to see you at the depot; my hands are too numb or I"d show you the telegram. I haven"t time to come in and don"t want the team to stand in the cold."
Then she waved her hand to Helen and drove away.