Apparently she had lost all interest in her guests, now that Lucy had so utterly forgotten the old days at the Gray House on the hill. She always had been an odd little creature, pa.s.sionate, self willed and self seeking. Still, Kara had never doubted her affection.
Not yet eight o"clock and Kara not expected to retire until nine, nevertheless Tory looked about the room in search of Miss Mason. Kara was being wearied. Better the room full of people be asked to go outdoors. They could talk on in the deepening dusk.
At the open door Sheila Mason was talking to Miss Frean and Mr.
Richard Fenton. At the moment she was not thinking of Kara and the three other visitors.
Trying to make up her mind to speak to Mr. and Mrs. Hammond herself, Tory saw that Mr. Hammond suddenly appeared restless and at the same time absorbed in thought.
"See here, Miss Kara, I wonder if you would like me to tell you something? I am not perfectly sure and perhaps have not the right to speak. Yet after all I am pretty well convinced that I am not making a mistake and you cannot fail to be interested. You need things to interest you these days, don"t you?"
Mr. Hammond spoke abruptly. Tory considered that his manner was kinder and he showed more interest in Kara than upon the day when he had come to the old Gray House to seek the little girl he had rescued years before. Then he had been fascinated by Lucy and Kara had been disregarded.
Kara looked up now with slightly more animation.
"Yes, I do need something to interest me these days, Mr. Hammond. I am afraid you will find me pretty difficult. Only a few weeks ago I cared so intensely for our summer camp in Beechwood Forest and every one of our Girl Scout occupations that nothing else appeared of the slightest importance. Now when everyone is so good to me I don"t seem interested in anything. There are so many Scout subjects I could study when I have so much time and I don"t care to take the trouble. I really am stronger perhaps than I pretend to be."
Kara"s tone was so unhappy and listless that Mr. Hammond"s agreeable face clouded.
"Your state of mind is due to the fact that you have not recovered from the shock of your fall. You won"t feel like that always, sure not to, a girl with the courage and good sense you have always revealed.
Still, what I am going to tell you is obliged to stir you up. I don"t believe you will object to the other Girl Scouts hearing what I tell you. You are such devoted friends.
"Ever since I entered this pretty room I have experienced an odd sensation connected with it. Somehow it seemed a.s.sociated with you.
This may not appear remarkable, the room is now your sanctuary and I am sure everything in it is for your service. But that is not what I have in mind.
"I was haunted by an almost forgotten impression. As I drove up to the cabin this afternoon, I felt that I had been in this vicinity before.
Here something unusual had taken place which had left a strong impression upon me. I felt this more keenly when I entered this room, although I never beheld any other room so gay and pretty and filled with so many girls.
"The room was not always like this, Kara. You Girl Scouts must have seen the room a little as I beheld it a number of years ago, when you chose this spot for your summer camping grounds.
"Did I not once confide to you, Kara, that I discovered a tiny little girl in a deserted farmhouse when I was a young man, riding along a lane in this neighborhood? It looked more like an abandoned farm in those days to a man who knew extraordinarily little about farms.
Perhaps the little house was never anything more than a cabin in the woods, with farmlands in the neighborhood. If so, they have vanished.
Do you recall, Kara, the little girl I discovered and who she afterwards turned out to be?"
At last Tory Drew felt her senses returning, and at the same time an impulse to action. During Mr. Hammond"s rambling story she had remained quiet, listening and yet all the time knowing its conclusion.
Previously Dr. McClain had impressed upon her the fact that Kara had been found in the little house in which she was living at present. If Mr. Hammond had once called the cabin a farmhouse, Dr. McClain had always been certain of its ident.i.ty.
It was the doctor"s opinion that Kara must not for the present be excited or disturbed by any reference to this fact.
At last Tory was aware that she should have spoken sooner, that any protest from her at present would come too late.
With all her listlessness vanished Kara was leaning forward, her eyes on the speaker, while the other Girl Scouts appeared almost equally interested.
CHAPTER XII
RETROSPECTION
"Now that I look back, the room seems to have been extraordinarily clean under the circ.u.mstances, although it was bare and poor," Mr.
Hammond continued. "There was just a bed and some chairs and a table.
You were lying on the bed, Kara, and if you had objected to being left alone, you were perfectly agreeable and sweet tempered after I made your acquaintance. I remember you were extremely amiable during our ride together into Westhaven. You gave me an impression which I still carry with me that you would meet most situations with grace and good sense."
Mr. Hammond began wandering about the room. He appeared embarra.s.sed by the intensity of Kara"s att.i.tude and the conviction that possibly he had not chosen a wise time or place for his revelation.
In fact, he had no intention of speaking of the matter at all.
Surprise at finding himself a visitor to the girl in the same spot where he had discovered her as a baby had influenced his discretion.
"Is there anything else you could tell me, Mr. Hammond? You need not regret having spoken before the other girls. They are my friends and really know as much of my history as I know, there is so little information I have ever received."
"No, I am afraid not, Kara, I am sorry. Now and then I have considered that possibly we did not make a sufficiently thorough investigation.
Yet I do not honestly believe this. At the time I searched the room thoroughly. I waited, thinking that in all probability some one would come back for you. Then, when I gave up this idea and took you with me to Westhaven, we did not fail in making another effort.
"Dr. McClain, I recall, insisted upon this and we came out here together. Moreover, we left a letter stating that if any one desired to find you, information could be had of Dr. McClain in Westhaven."
"There does not seem to be any doubt, no one ever did return and no one ever wished to find me. I have always thought, almost hoped that my mother and father were dead," Kara answered.
No one else had spoken during the grave and dramatic conversation between Kara and Mr. Hammond. In fact, Kara herself had said little.
Now her words affected the room filled with her friends with a sense of tragedy.
Tory Drew moved near the other girl, standing beside her in a defensive att.i.tude, as if disaster must first meet her before it could again touch the friend so dear to her.
Mrs. Hammond took Lucy"s hand in her own, attempting to draw the little girl toward the open door. Some day she hoped that Lucy might altogether forget the Gray House and think of herself as her own and Mr. Hammond"s child.
At last Sheila Mason had ceased her talk with Mr. Fenton and Miss Frean. She turned toward the center of the room, looking as if she wished to ask Mr. and Mrs. Hammond to say farewell. Then the interest in Kara"s face and in Mr. Hammond"s words forbade the interruption.
Memory Frean had come into the room and Mr. Richard Fenton stood immediately behind her. He was watching Tory.
"I am afraid I have said too much or too little and perhaps tired or worried you, Kara. If you like, suppose we have a long, quiet talk some day alone. I"ll come again to see you and we can go out into the woods together."
Conscious of the atmosphere and of his own imprudence, Mr. Hammond picked up his hat and stick which he had placed upon a table.
Again his own interest in the situation became stronger than other impressions.
Walking toward Kara"s chair, he pushed the chair a few feet nearer the wall.
Without explaining his purpose he moved aside a rug which lay on the floor and struck the boards with his cane.
"Has this floor ever been taken up and a new one laid down?" he inquired, apparently of Victoria Drew, who chanced to be standing nearer than any one else.
Tory shook her head.
"I don"t think so. The floor was in extremely good condition when we decided to make this cabin the center of our camp in Beech wood Forest."
"The bed stood just here," Mr. Hammond indicated with his walking stick the exact spot where Kara"s chair had been the moment before. "I have always felt we should have had this floor removed. Kara, if you will give me permission, when the summer camping days have pa.s.sed, I should like to undertake it. There isn"t one chance in a thousand we should come across anything, but it would be worth while to try, would it not?"
Kara"s expression made no other answer necessary.