A DISCUSSION
"The land that is always afternoon," Joan Peters quoted dreamily.
Twelve girls were seated in a circle in a clearing in Beechwood Forest. Save for the fact that fallen logs formed their resting place here was a modern American "Agora of Mycanae," the well polished circle of stones, where the earliest of civilized peoples sat for council and judgment.
The afternoon sunlight slanted through the deep polished green of the trees.
A few moments before, the other girls had been earnestly talking, then had ensued a thoughtful silence and Jean"s irrelevant speech.
"I never have understood exactly what that expression means, but it always has had a fascination for me," she continued. "Please don"t think I am forgetting what we have been discussing this last hour. To my mind there can be no two ways of looking at it. The only problem we have is Kara. And, thank goodness, we do not have to decide what is wisest and best for her."
Seated beside Joan, Tory Drew remained oddly still. Quiet either of body or mind was an unusual phase with her. Life and movement were her natural characteristics, more marked than with most girls.
"I wish I could think as Joan does, that the decision does not rest with us and we _must_ be content," she added finally. "I feel as if I _knew_ it was the only thing for Kara to come back to us and as if no one and nothing could induce me to think otherwise."
"Not a very sensible point of view, Victoria," a voice answered.
In the tone there was a different enunciation. In the voice there was a different emphasis from the other Girl Scouts. Besides, no one of them ever spoke to Tory without using her abbreviated t.i.tle.
The girl who had made the remark was different in manner, appearance and costume from the rest of the group, although not conspicuously so.
Martha Greaves was an English girl who had crossed the ocean early in the summer with Tory Drew"s father and step-mother to spend the summer in Westhaven. She was singularly tall with light brown hair and gray-blue eyes.
After she had spoken she appeared a little embarra.s.sed as if she regretted having called the attention of the other girls to her presence.
At the beginning of their acquaintance Martha and Tory had felt drawn toward each other. The differences in their temperaments appeared not as a barrier, but an interest.
But with the opening of the camp in Beechwood Forest, Tory had neglected her responsibilities. Her affection for Katherine Moore had made her less mindful than she should have been of a stranger in a new environment.
Fortunately Martha Greaves was an English Girl Guide. She was wearing the uniform of the Guides at this moment. Shy she might appear upon suddenly expressing her opinion, yet a.s.suredly she had made a number of friends among the Girl Scouts. Moreover, she was too vitally interested in the differences between the two organizations, the Girl Guides of England and the Girl Scouts of the United States, to be especially self conscious.
She understood and liked Tory"s impulsive nature with its capacity for romantic affection, so unlike her own. She considered herself to be a matter-of-fact person with only a few enthusiasms.
At Martha"s sensible statement Tory had the sensation of being suddenly plunged into cold water.
A moment she was nonplussed and slightly angry. Then she had the good sense to realize that Martha had not intended to be unkind. What she had said was undoubtedly true.
If she were rarely sensible at any time, Tory appreciated that she had become less so since her last talk with Kara.
Not an hour since had the problem of Kara been out of her mind.
Indeed, since the news of the result of what had first seemed a simple accident had reached the camp of the Girl Scouts in Beechwood Forest, the entire summer to which they had looked forward so joyously seemed to offer only disappointment.
They were only fourteen in number and Kara was individually dear to each one of them. Seven of the group were in Kara"s own Patrol, the others, members of her Troop of the Eagle"s Wing.
If they suffered some disadvantages over the larger summer camps for girls they had the advantage of a peculiar and intimate feeling for one another. The fact that Martha Greaves was the one outsider added a special interest. Rarely a half day pa.s.sed that one of the Girl Scouts did not make some inquiry of Martha concerning their respective organizations.
She was glad enough to answer and they were learning from each other.
The Girl Scouts of the Eagle"s Wing had worked at their scouting during the past winter with pleasure and faith, but occasional meetings could not bring the results these past few magical weeks at camp had accomplished.
All day long they were outdoors, at night the tent flaps were oftentimes left open for a better view of the sky and the feel of the wind.
All their own work had they undertaken and life had never appeared more practical, simple and delightful.
Then like a cloud darkening the serenity of their summer had come the news of Katherine Moore"s accident with its unexpected, tragic result.
Tory Drew sighed.
"You are probably right, Martha. I have been told often enough by Aunt Victoria and sometimes by Kara herself that I have too great an opinion of my own judgment, when in reality my judgment isn"t very good.
"Yet this time I simply can"t feel that I am mistaken. Kara will be happier here at camp with us than at the Gray House or in a sanitarium.
We all understand her and will do anything in the world to make her happier. Dr. McClain says that Kara"s state of mind worries him a great deal. Yet how can it be different? Surely we can make her physically comfortable in the evergreen house and all of us will wish to wait on her. I--"
Tory hesitated and could not go on.
"I agree with you entirely, Tory," Margaret Hale answered sympathetically. Tory"s Patrol leader, a dignified girl of gentle breeding, she was not the most gifted member of the Patrol, yet possessed the greatest personal influence. One could always trust to Margaret"s sense of justice. She was never prejudiced and never unfair.
"I feel as Tory does. If there is nothing the doctors can do for Kara at present, save to watch her carefully, she had far better be here with us. I know they will do everything that is possible at the Gray House; I know too that Mr. Fenton has offered to pay Kara"s expenses should the doctors decide she had best go to a sanitarium. Yet will either of these places alter Kara"s state of mind?
"Since Tory told us of her talk with Kara I have scarcely been able to think of anything else. Kara, with her optimism and humor vanished; Kara, hard and bitter and wretched! It seems so incredible! Why, she has always faced her difficult existence with such courage. When one thinks of Kara it is to recall the humorous expression of her eyes, the laughter that always was waiting its chance. No one ever had so gay a laugh as Kara!"
Unconscious of what she was doing, at this instant Tory jumped up.
Leaving her seat she stood alone in the center of the circle looking toward the other girls.
The first rays of the sunset slanted through the trees, turning the green to gold. One ray fell directly upon Tory Drew, her bright, red-gold hair, her thin, eager face and graceful figure.
About her the other girls were more in darkness.
There was almost a mystic quality in the late afternoon atmosphere, here in the heart of an ancient woods, with no one near save the circle of Girl Scouts.
"Margaret has suggested just what I want to make clear to all of you.
The old Kara for the time being seems to have disappeared. And perhaps for the reasons Margaret has mentioned.
"Kara has had too much to bear. She has always made the best of the fact that she had no parents, no family! Cleverer and sweeter than anyone, she was found in a deserted house with no explanation as to why she had been left there.
"Kara found happiness in the life at the Gray House because everybody cared for her at the asylum and in the village. But she was always thinking that the day was coming when she would be able to earn her own living at some congenial work.
"Now, Kara told me the other day that this hope has been taken from her and she sees nothing left. I am frightened about her. The doctors tell her she may walk again some day, but not for a long time. She insists this is only to encourage her. If we, her own Troop of Girl Scouts, can do nothing for her, I don"t see who can."
Louise Miller, seated beside her most intimate friend, Dorothy McClain, uttered an unexpected exclamation.
Under ordinary circ.u.mstances she talked less than any one of her companions. Usually it was conceded that Louise alone among all of them thought of what she was going to say before making a remark.
She was not good looking. Her features were heavy and she had grown too rapidly. She had peculiar light gray eyes under thick dark brows which held a kind of fascination. Yet Louise"s only real claim to beauty was a ma.s.s of coppery, red-brown hair.
She was not happy or congenial with her own family. They were poor and her mother, a pretty woman, resented Louise"s lack of beauty as well as their poverty. On Louise"s part there was no effort to conceal the fact that she had been happier these past weeks at their Girl Scout camp in Beechwood Forest than at any time since she could remember.
"There is something to be considered in this situation beside Kara,"