Joan, on her part, cared too much by this time to be able to see clearly, where her own affairs were concerned. She had begun the little comedy she was playing not for the sake of Villa Fora, but for her own, with the deliberate intention of separating Violet Ffrench from Justin Wentworth, even though she might never come any nearer to him herself.
All the machinery which she had set going was running smoothly. Violet was fascinated by Villa Fora, was meeting him secretly and receiving notes from him; he was determined to bring matters to a climax soon, and was sure of his success. General Ffrench played golf all day, bridge half the night, and suspected nothing; nor, apparently, did any one else. Still, Joan was more miserable than she had ever been in her life--far more miserable than when Lady Thornd.y.k.e had died without making a new will and left her penniless.
The girl saw herself at last as she was, unscrupulous, an adventuress, living on her wits and the lack of wits in others. She hated herself, and worshipped more and more each day the honourable soldier from whom her own unworthiness (if there were no other barrier) must, she felt, put her irrevocably apart.
Even as Joan talked to Violet of Wentworth and Villa Fora, outwardly agreeing with the girl that the one was cold, that it was the other who knew how to love, her whole soul was in rebellion against itself. "He does not think of me at all," she would repeat over and over again, despite the secret voice of instinct which whispered a contradiction.
"He doesn"t think of me; and even if he did, he would only have to know half the truth to despise me as the vilest of women."
Then, one day, there was a great scandal at the hotel. The Marchese Villa Fora had run away with Miss Violet Ffrench, in the Comtesse de Merival"s motor-car, which lately he had been learning to drive. Even Joan was taken by surprise, for she had not known that the thing was going to happen so soon. She was actually able to tell the truth--or something approaching the truth--when she a.s.sured the father and the deserted _fiance_ that she was innocent of complicity. So candid were her beautiful, wet eyes, so tremulous her sweet voice, and so pale the delicate oval of her cheeks, that both men believed her, and one of them was so happy in this sudden relief from the weight of a great burden that he could have sung aloud.
General Ffrench was far from happy; but he determined that, rather than give fuel to the scandal, he would make the best of things as they were.
To this course he was partly persuaded by the counsels of Justin Wentworth. Villa Fora was undoubtedly what he pretended to be, a Spanish marquis of very ancient and honourable lineage, though it would take many golden bricks to rebuild the family castle in Spain. The girl had gone with him, and gone too far before the truth came out to be brought back with good grace, therefore it were well to let her become the Marchesa Villa Fora quietly, without useless ragings.
The thing Joan had set herself to accomplish was done; she had separated Justin Wentworth and Violet Ffrench for ever, and now the end had come.
She was hurt and sore, and could hardly bear to see her own face in the gla.s.s, for she imagined that it had grown hard and cruel--that Justin Wentworth must find it so.
General Ffrench openly announced his daughter"s marriage to the Marchese Villa Fora, and told all inquirers that he was going to join her in Madrid; but Justin Wentworth would not, of course, accompany his old friend on such a mission. He would set his face towards England, and with this intention he said "Good-bye" to the Comtesse de Merival.
"This has hurt and shocked you, too," he said. "There is one thing I must say to you, and it is this: it is only for her father that I care.
I want her to be happy in her own way. We did not suit each other."
"I used sometimes to think not," Joan answered in a voice genuinely broken. "I used to be afraid that--if you should ever marry--you would not have been happy. Perhaps she--wasn"t the right one for you."
Her eyes were downcast, but the compelling power of love in the man"s caught them up to his and held them.
"I have known that she wasn"t the right one for a long time," he said.
"I have known the right one, and it is you. I love you with all my heart. I want you. You are the one woman on earth for me. I hadn"t meant to say this now, but--I can"t let you go out of my life. I must do all I can to keep you always."
"Don"t!" gasped Joan. "Don"t! it will kill me. Oh, if you only knew, how you would hate me!"
"Nothing could make me hate you."
"Yes. Wait!" And then Joan poured out the whole story--not only of this last fraud, but of all the frauds; the story of her "career."
He listened to the end, without interrupting her once. Then, at last, when the strange tale was finished, and the pale girl was silent from sheer exhaustion of the hopeless spirit tasting its punishment in purgatory, he held out his arms.
"Poor, little, lonely girl!" he said. "How sorry I am for you! How I want to comfort and take care of you all the rest of your life, so that it may be clear and white, as your true self would have it be! And--how glad I am that you"re not a widowed Comtesse!"
She was in his arms still when a knock at the door roused them both from the first dream of real happiness the girl had ever known.
A servant brought a card. She took it from the tray and read it out mechanically: "Mr. George Gallon."
"Tell the gentleman----" she had begun; but before she could go further with her instructions George Gallon himself had entered the room.
"Well, Miss Carthew," he said, "I heard from an unexpected source that you were here, swaggering about as the widow of a French Comte. I needed a little holiday, and so I ran out to see whether you were a greater success as a Comtesse than you were as a typewriter in my office. Oh! I beg your pardon. You"re not alone. I"m afraid I may have surprised your friend with some disagreeable news."
"Not at all," said Justin Wentworth calmly. "Miss Carthew has not only told me of that episode in her life, but how it became necessary for her to take up the position of a typewriter. Your treatment of her seemed almost incredible--until I saw you. No wonder it was necessary for Miss Carthew to adopt an _alias_, if this is the sort of persecution she is subject to under her own name. But in future it will be different. As Lady Wentworth she will be safe even from cads like you; and though she is not yet my wife, I"m thankful to say I have even now the right to protect her. When do you intend to leave Biarritz, Mr. Gallon?"
[Ill.u.s.tration: ""When do you intend to leave Biarritz?""]
George opened his lips furiously, but snapped them shut again. Then, having paused to reflect, he said: "I am here only for an hour. I"m going on to Spain."
"Pray watch over your tongue in that hour," returned Wentworth.
Then George Gallon was gone.
"I"ll worship you all my life on my knees," said Joan. "I"m not worthy to touch your hand. But I will be. I will be a new self."
"Only the best of the old one, that is all I want," answered her lover.
"The past is like a garment which you wore for protection against the storm. But there will be no more storms after this."
"Because you have forgiven me, because you believe in me," cried Joan, "you will make of me the woman you would have me!"
"The woman you really are, or I would not have loved you," he said.
And so it was that Joan Carthew"s career ended and her life began.