"I would rather see him lying dead yonder, where he used to sit, than know that he had tempted that poor girl into sin."
"Yes, I know. But don"t talk in that way, father; don"t look like that!
I feel as if it wasn"t you, with that frown on your face."
She put out her hand and took his. He clasped his hard fingers about hers with the faithful love of a lifetime; but the determination and gloom did not leave his features.
"I want to go down to the house," pursued the old lady, "but I"ve put it off--I hadn"t the courage, somehow."
"Nor I," replied Mr. Thrasher; "but isn"t it a dreadful thing when we are dreading to ask questions, for fear we should stand face to face with our son"s crime?"
"No, no, I don"t believe it! I won"t believe it, father! Such cruel words are unbecoming his parents!"
"I don"t mean to be cruel to you or him, wife. Was I ever so?"
"Never! You have been one of the best husbands that ever lived."
She could not longer keep back her tears--they rolled down her cheeks, and fell, drop by drop, on her ap.r.o.n.
"I must go to the house," she said; "who knows but what Mrs. Allen is all alone. I feel as if I had been hard-hearted in not going before."
"You"d better go," he answered. "Yes; it"s your duty."
"I thought of asking you to go with me, if you don"t mind. I should have more courage with you by my side."
Mr. Thrasher was silent for a moment, then he said:
"Yes; we will go to-morrow morning."
They put the subject aside; nor was it again resumed. The chapter in the Bible was read, the prayer was uttered--no trouble could make those hearts forget that duty--and, in their affliction, they only turned more earnestly toward the help and comfort of their whole lives.
The next morning, when breakfast was over, and the work for the forenoon arranged, the husband and wife took their way down the hill toward Mrs.
Allen"s house, keeping close together, as if great comfort lay in that silent companionship.
When they reached the gate, both paused, looking, anxiously at each other; when Mr. Thrasher saw the pale trouble which agitated his wife, he tried to say a few comforting words, but they broke on his lips.
He opened the gate, and they pa.s.sed up the walk to the house. Mr.
Thrasher knocked, but there was no response; a second time, but no better success.
"Maybe we might go in," whispered his wife, but he shook his head, and again tapped upon the door.
After another instant of suspense, which seemed very long to them, they heard footsteps, the latch was lifted from within, the door slowly opened, and Mrs. Allen stood before them, so changed by those terrible days, that the old friends of years could hardly feel that it was her.
When Mrs. Allen saw who stood there, she started a little, and the old pride gathered slowly over the anguish of her face.
"We--we came to ask how Katharine is," Mrs. Thrasher said, faintly, taking it upon herself to break the silence.
"She is better," returned the widow, neither moving to give them entrance, or turning her eyes from that steady gaze.
"Do you think I could see her?" persisted the old lady, trembling all over and ready to cry aloud.
"n.o.body sees her but the doctor," replied Mrs. Allen.
"I thought maybe I could do something--"
"There isn"t any thing to do."
Then there was another awkward silence, which Mrs. Thrasher broke, with a timidity which she could hardly overcome.
"I should like to see Katharine," she said, "very, very much."
"She cannot see any one now--it is forbidden."
There were a few more faint remarks from Mrs. Thrasher, then the pair turned away. Mrs. Allen closed the door, they walked silently out of the yard and back toward their house, which had never appeared so cheerless to them.
As they pa.s.sed the b.u.t.ternut tree both the old people turned away their heads, for the remembrance of that morning when they stood together and watched their son making signals from that very spot, for the wretched prisoner to whose presence they had been denied not half an hour before, filled their hearts with sensations which neither of them could ever express.
It was a mournful thing to see those two good souls in their bungling efforts to cheat each other into a belief that no terrible sorrow had fallen upon them. It was all a sad, sad failure.
CHAPTER x.x.xIV.
THE SNOW FRESHET.
There was rare confusion and riot at the red school-house. The weather had changed suddenly, the wind blew from the south, the sun lay warm and dazzling upon the snow-drifts; but its treacherous kisses subdued their cold strength and wasted their beauty.
At last it settled into a regular "thaw"--a New England one at that.
From the mud, a stranger might have thought the very foundations of the earth had been ploughed up. Every snow bank dissolved itself into a pert little rivulet, that swelled the general tide, and formed a muddy lake on each side of the road, along which horses and men pa.s.sed so bespattered and stained that one could easily believe they had been formed entirely from clay, and were fast resolving themselves back to the original element.
A tiny brook, that died out in dry weather and sprung to existence on rainy days, ran along one end of the school-house. It had slept quietly for weeks under its icy bridge, but woke up with great commotion as thousands of tiny streams flowed down from the hills, and poured their excited little wavelets into its channel, swelling the brook to such a size that it evidently believed itself a stupendous sort of river. It must have been so; nothing but that idea very firmly impressed, could ever have excused the reckless conduct of that overgrown brook.
It raved, and scolded, and tore along its banks, tumbling the great stones about, uprooting the poor little frozen shrubs that had clung in fancied security to its brink. Fuming, splashing, and rioting madly across the road, the brook plunged down a gully at one end of the school-house, and set up a famous little waterfall on its own account.
Then, rampant and muddy, it hurled itself forward, melting the snow as it went, and pouring over a high bank of the river, plunged in with tumultuous violence, making the deeper and slower stream swell, and eddy, and fume for a whole minute as it swallowed up the noisy affair.
The rush of this brook reached the boys caged up in the school-house, and nearly drove them frantic. They could hear the snow sliding off the roof of the school-house, and fall in heaps under the eaves, which dripped with incessant moisture. Now and then came a crash of icicles, breaking up the sunshine like splintered diamonds, and scattering broken fragments of crystal all over the snow.
This riot of waters and crashing of ice were enough to disorganize the best school in New England. The boys might be kept on the hard benches; but no power on earth would tame them down to real study. There they sat, burning with impatience, yet trying their best to look studious and quiet, whenever the master"s eyes were upon them.
For some reason, there was to be a half holiday that afternoon, and the poor little sinners waited as restlessly as so many wild pigeons, with their wings tied, for the hour which should contain their release.
A plan of operation for the afternoon had been already decided upon--I do not think there was one dissenting voice--and of all the fun which the whole year might bring there would be nothing equal to that which they antic.i.p.ated as soon as the school was dismissed.
But it really seemed as if twelve o"clock never would come! Those boys began to think, one and all, that the master had never been so slow in hearing the lessons. At last he became so irritated by their restlessness and inattention, that great fears arose that the holiday might be lost altogether.
When that horrible prophecy was whispered about--it originated with an unhappy-looking little Belshazzar, who was afflicted with a step-father, and who, from the vast stores of his experience, was always ready to draw out sorrowful warnings--I say, when it got whispered about, several of the larger boys nodded their heads at each other and looked ferociously rebellious, while the little ones eyed them with profound admiration. Just at that moment, the master"s hand glided softly toward the great ferule that lay upon his desk; and somehow, at that sight, the mutineers became wonderfully interested in their lessons, and their small admirers retreated into their spelling-books so far that there seemed danger of their disappearing altogether.
The moment came at last. The master pulled out his silver watch, which ticked so loud and wrathfully that it could be heard all over the room--glanced at it, while every boy held his breath with anxiety. He waited an instant, in order to give due solemnity to the occasion, then down came the ferule on the desk with a grand crash. School was dismissed.