"And I suppose you were very glad your mother and father were away," said Ida, while the other children laughed in chorus.
"It was a splendid hamper," said Lucy, stolidly. "I shall never forget it. So you see your father might send you a hamper," she went on, for the sake of argument, "though he is in France."
"Certainly," said Ida, "if I were not too old to care about cakes and jam."
"_We_ are not too old," persisted Lucy; "you might share them among us."
Ida"s heart had not stilled its stormy vehemence yet. She talked likely to her young companions, and tried to eat a little bread and b.u.t.ter, but that insipid fare almost choked her. Her mind was overcharged with thought and wonder.
Could he have meant all or half he said just now?--this young man with the delicate features, pale complexion, and thin lips. He had seemed intensely earnest. Those gray eyes of his, somewhat too pale of hue for absolutely beauty, had glowed with a fire which even Ida"s inexperience recognised as something above and beyond common feeling. His hand had trembled as it clasped hers. Could there be such a thing as love at first sight? and was she destined to be the object of that romantic pa.s.sion?
She had read of the triumphs of beauty, and she knew that she was handsome. She had been told the fact in too many ways--by praise sometimes, but much more often by envy--to remain unconscious of her charms. She was scornful of her beauty, inclined to undervalue the gift as compared with the blessings of other girls--a prosperous home, the world"s respect, the means to gratify the natural yearnings of youth--but she knew that she was beautiful. And now it seemed to her all at once that beauty was a much more valuable gift than she had supposed hitherto--indeed, a kind of talisman or Aladdin"s lamp, which could win for her all she wanted in this world--Wendover Abbey and the position of a country squire"s wife. It was not a dazzling or giddy height to which to aspire; but to Ida just now it seemed the topmost pinnacle of social success.
"Oh, what a wretch I am!" she said to herself presently; "what a despicable, mercenary creature! I don"t care a straw for this man; and yet I am already thinking of myself as his wife."
And then, remembering how she had once openly declared her intention of marrying for money, she shrugged her shoulders disdainfully.
"Ought I to hesitate when the chance comes to me?" she thought. "I always meant to marry for money, if ever such wonderful fortune as a rich husband fell in my way."
And yet she had refused Dr. Rylance"s offer, without a moment"s hesitation. Was it really as he had said, in the bitterness of his wrath, because the offer was not good enough, the temptation not large enough?
No, she told herself, she had rejected the smug physician, with his West End mansion and dainty Hampshire villa, his courtly manners, his perfect dress, because the man himself was obnoxious to her. Now, she did not dislike Brian Wendover--indeed, she was rather inclined to like him. She was only just a little disappointed that he was not the ideal Brian of her dreams. The dark-browed cavalier, with grave forehead and eagle eyes.
She had a vague recollection of having once heard Blanche say that her cousin Brian of the Abbey was like Sir Tristram"s portrait; but this must have been a misapprehension upon her part, since no two faces could have differed more than the pale delicate-featured countenance of the living man and the dark rugged face in the picture.
She quieted the trouble of her thoughts as well as she could before tea was over and the evening task of preparation,--the gulfs and straits, the predicates and noun sentences, rule of three, common denominators, and all the dry-as-dust machinery was set in motion again.
Helping her pupils through their difficulties, battling with their stupidities, employed her too closely for any day-dreams of her own. But when prayers had been read, and the school had dispersed, and the b.u.t.terfly-room was hushed into the silence of midnight, Ida Palliser lay broad awake, wondering at what Fate was doing for her.
"To think that perhaps I am going to be rich after all--honoured, looked up to, able to help those I love," she thought, thrilling at the splendour of her visions.
Ah! if this thing were verily to come to pa.s.s, how kind, how good she would be to others! She would have them all at the Abbey,--the shabby old half-pay father, shabby no longer in those glorious days; the vulgar little stepmother, improved into elegance; the five-year old brother, that loveliest and dearest of created beings. How lovely to see him rioting in the luxuriance of those dear old gardens, rolling on that velvet sward, racing his favourite dogs round and round the grand old cedars! What a pony he should ride! His daily raiment should be Genoa velvet and old point lace. He should be the admiration and delight of half the county. And Bessie--how kind she could be to Bessie, repaying in some small measure that which never could be fully repaid--the kindness shown by the prosperous girl to the poor dependent. And above all,--vision sweeter even than the thought of doing good,--how she would trample on Urania Rylance--how the serpentine coils of that damsel"s malice and pride could be trodden under foot! Not a ball, not a dinner, not a garden-party given at the Abbey that would not be a thorn in Urania"s side, a nail in Urania"s coffin.
So ran her fancies--in a very fever--all through the troubled night; but when the first streak of the autumn dawn glimmered coldly in the east, dismal presage of the discordant dressing-bell, then she turned upon her pillow with a weary sigh, and muttered to herself:--
"After all I daresay Mr. Wendover is only fooling me. Perhaps it is his habit to make love to every decent-looking girl he meets."
The next day Ida walked on the same riverside path, but this time not alone. Her natural modesty shrank from the possibility of a second _tete-a-tete_ with her admirer, and she stooped from her solitary state to ask Fraulein Wolf to accompany her in her afternoon walk.
Fraulein was delighted, honoured even, by the request. She was a wishy-washy person, sentimental, vapourish, altogether feeble, and she intensely admired Ida Palliser"s vigorous young beauty.
The day was bright and sunny, the air deliciously mild, the river simply divine. The two young women paced the path slowly, talking of German poetry. The Fraulein knew her Schiller by heart, having expounded him daily for the last four years, and she fondly believed that after Shakespeare Schiller was the greatest poet who had ever trodden this globe.
"And if G.o.d had spared him for twenty more years, who knows if he would not have been greater than Shakespeare? inquired the Fraulein, blandly.
She talked of Schiller"s idea of friendship, as represented by the Marquis of Posa.
"Ah," sighed Ida, "I doubt if there is any such friendship as that out of a book."
"I could be like the marquis," said the Fraulein, smiling tenderly." Oh, Ida, you don"t know what I would do for anyone I loved--for a dear and valued friend, like you for instance, if you would only let me love you; but you have always held me at arm"s length."
"I did not mean to do so," answered Ida, frankly; "but perhaps I am not particularly warm-hearted. It is not in my nature to have many friends. I was very fond of Bessie Wendover, but then she is such a dear clinging thing, like a chubby child that puts its fat arms round your neck--an irresistible creature. She made me love her in spite of myself."
"Why cannot I make you love me?" asked the fair Gertrude, with a languishing look.
Ida could have alleged several reasons, but they would have been unflattering, so she only said feebly,--
"Oh, I really like you very much, and I enjoy talking about German literature with you. Tell me more about Schiller--you know his poetry so well--and Jean Paul. I never can quite understand the German idolatry of him. He is too much in the clouds for me."
"Too philosophic, you mean," said Fraulein. "I love philosophy."
""Unless philosophy can make a Juliet, it helps not, it avails not,""
said a manly voice from the river close by, and Brian Wendover shot his boat in against the bank and leapt up from among the rushes like a river-G.o.d.
Miss Palliser blushed crimson, but it hardly needed her blushes to convince Fraulein Wolf that this young stranger was a lover. Her sentimental soul thrilled at the idea of having plunged into the very midst of an intrigue.
Ida"s heart throbbed heavily, not so much with emotion at beholding her admirer as at the recollection of her visions last night. She tried to look calm and indifferent.
"How do you do?" she said, shaking hands with him. "Mr. Wendover--Miss Wolf, our German mistress."
The Fraulein blushed, sn.i.g.g.e.red, and curtseyed.
"This gentleman is Bessie Wendover"s first cousin, Fraulein," said Ida, with an explanatory air. "He was staying at The Knoll during the last part of my visit."
"Yes, and you saw much of each other, and you became heart-friends,"
gushed Miss Wolf, beaming benevolently at Brian with her pale green orbs.
Brian answered in very fair German, sinking his voice a little so as only to be heard by the Fraulein, who was in raptures with this young stranger. So good-looking, so elegant, and speaking Hanoverian German. He told her that he had seen only too little of Ida at The Knoll, but enough to know that she was his "Schicksal"; and then he took the Fraulein"s hand and pressed it gently.
"I know you are our friend," he said.
"Bis den Tod," gasped Gertrude.
After this no one felt any more restraint. The Fraulein dropped into her place of confidante as easily as possible.
"What brings you here again this afternoon, Mr. Wendover?" asked Ida, trying to sustain the idea of being unconcerned in the matter.
"My load-star; the same that drew me here yesterday, and will draw me here to-morrow."
"You had better not come here any more; you have no idea what a terrible person Miss Pew is. These river-side fields are her own particular property. Didn"t you see the board, "Trespa.s.sers will be prosecuted"?"
"Let her prosecute. If her wrath were deadly, I would risk it You know what Borneo says--
"Wert thou as far As that vast sh.o.r.e washed with the farthest sea, I would adventure for such merchandize"
And shall I be afraid of Miss Pew, when the path to my paradise lies so near?"
"Please don"t talk such nonsense," pleaded Ida; "Fraulein will think you a very absurd person."
But Miss Wolf protested that she would think nothing of the sort.
Sentiment of that kind was her idea of common sense.