"But can he afford to help you? is he so much better off than you are?"
"Well, sir, you see him haven"t got no missus nor young "uns, and I fancy him"s got a few pounds saved in a old stocking. Him don"t drink, nayther--not so much as a mug o" beer."
"Is he a native of these parts?"
"Lor no, sir, turn"s a furriner; why, his skin"s as brown as a berry!"
"Is he a gipsy, do you think?"
"I ain"t sure o" that, but him can talk their patter; and when the gipsies come this way him and them is as thick as thaves."
"I see--half a gipsy and half a foreigner, and altogether a rover, I suppose. Well, I"m glad he gives you a little instruction and amus.e.m.e.nt now and then, and I hope he"ll find the way to keep you out of the public-house," said Mr. Jardine.
"Why, you see, parson, a man must have his mug o" beer; but it"s summot to the good if he don"t sit down over it and make it three or four mugs o" beer. There ain"t been so much sitting down since Cheap Jack corned among us."
"Isn"t that a desolate hovel up on the hill where he lives sometimes?"
"It was oncommon deserlate till Cheap Jack took it in hand there ain"t a owl in the wood that would have liked to live in it; but Jack hammers a bit of wood here, and a plank there, and a bit o" matting up agen the walla, and puta in a stove from Petersfield, and makes it as snug as a burd"s nest. I"ve smoked many a pipe with him alongside that stove, and drank many a cup o" coffee. That"s Jack"s drink--not a drain o" beer or sperrits ever goes inside o" he."
"That accounts for the money in the stocking," said Bessie.
The rustic shook his head dubiously.
"Him ain"t got no childer," he said. "It"s them as makes the coin go."
"I wish he"d come out again and go on lecturing," exclaimed Vernon, with an aggrieved air. "I do so want to hear him."
"Oh, but him won"t show the end of his nose now you"re here, Sir Vernon,"
answered the rustic. "Him can"t abide gentlefolks. Parson ha" tried his hardest to get round he, but Jack shuts the door in parson"s face. Him don"t want nothing of "em, and don"t want their company."
"A natural corollary," said Mr. Jardine, laughing. "But I"m afraid your friend is a desperate radical."
"Well, I don"t know, sir. Him don"t speak hard agen the Queen; him don"t want to do away with soldiers and sailors, like grocer down street; and though Jack don"t go to church, Jack reads his Bible, and holds by his Bible. I fancy as some rich gentleman must ha" done he a great injury once upon a time, and that it turned he agen the breed."
"Very like the Black Dwarf," said Mr. Jardine to Ida. "I daresay I shall hear of your playing the part of Isabella Vere, and interviewing this half-savage, half-Christian recluse. But do you mean to tell me that he has lived here six months, within a mile and a half of your house, and you have never seen him?"
"It is a fact. You had a specimen of his manners just now. Whenever I have pa.s.sed his cottage he has shut the door or the window in my face, if he happened to be standing at either. To Mr. Mason he has been absolutely rude."
"It isn"t every man who appreciates the privilege of being interviewed by a parson," said John Jardine.
"Oh, Jack," cried Bessie! "all your people love to see you at their doors."
"Yes, they are a sociable lot. That comes from living on Salisbury Plain, far from the madding crowd."
After this they went home, watching the golden summer moon rise above the pine-clad Hanger as they went. They found Lady Palliser nodding in her arm-chair in front of the low tea table, the teapot still intact. It was ten o"clock, but Brian had not come in to talk to her after her tea. John Jardine went in quest of him, and found him in the dining-room, mooning over his wine. He murmured a vague excuse about feeling too tired to talk to anybody, and then bade Mr. Jardine good night, and vent up to his room; not to sleep, but to fling the window wide open, and lean his elbows on the sill, and stare out into the exquisite summer night, the leafy wood, the moon-kissed crest of the hill, in a half-dreamy, half-hysterical state of mind.
"I begin to think I am like Swift, and shall go first at top," he said to himself; "this quiet life is killing; and yet if I was to go back I should be worse. The nights in Elm Court, when I went home alone after a glorious evening, were devilish.
CHAPTER XXV.
"MY SEED WAS YOUTH, MY CROP WAS ENDLESS CAKE."
Mr. and Mrs. Jardine went back to their Wiltshire parsonage after a two days" visit, and Ida had her boy all to herself. His education, from a cla.s.sical and mathematical point of view, had only begun when he went to John Jardine; but the foundations of education, the development of thought and imagination had begun long ago at Les Fontaines, when Ida and he took their long wintry rambles together, and the girl talked to the child of all things in heaven and earth, imparting in the easiest way much of that information which she had acquired as pupil and teacher in the educational mill at Mauleverer. Beyond learning to read and to write, and the most elementary forms of arithmetic, this oral instruction was all the education which Vernie had received up to the time of his leaving home; but then what a large range of information can be imparted by an intelligent woman who reads a great deal, and who reads with the student"s deep love of knowledge. Vernon, without being a prodigy, like the infant Goethe, or that wondrous product of paternal scholarship, John Stuart Mill, knew more about things in general, from the course of the planets to the const.i.tution of the glowworms in the hedges, than many full-grown undergraduates. Flowers and ferns, sh.e.l.ls and minerals, had been his playthings. His sister had taught him the nature and attributes of all the animals and birds he loved, or slaughtered; and then his imagination had been fed upon Shakespeare and Scott, d.i.c.kens and Goldsmith. He had derived his first vivid impressions of history from Shakespeare and Scott, his knowledge of a wide range of life outside his own home from d.i.c.kens; and with that knowledge a quickened sympathy with the joys and sorrows of the humbler cla.s.ses. All that Vernon knew of the struggles of the lower middle cla.s.ses was derived from that great panorama of life which Charles d.i.c.kens painted for us. His own small experiences of village life had taught the boy very little; for he had only seen the rustic from that outside and smoothly varnished aspect which the tiller of the soil presents to the squire.
And now the boy had come home, after an absence of some months, and he wanted to absorb Ida from morning till night She must walk and drive with him, read to him, play with him, be interested in his dogs, his guns, his fishing-tackle, every detail of his busy young life.
Ida was never happier than when thus occupied. The boy seemed to her the incarnate spirit of youth, and joy, and hope, and all those bright impulses which wear out in ourselves at so early a stage of life"s journey that we are very glad to taste them vicariously in the unspoiled ardour of childhood. To be with Vernon was to escape from the narrowness of her own fettered life, to forget its disappointments, its disillusions, its one deep incurable regret--regret for her own mad folly, which had bartered freedom for a sordid hope--folly as mad as Esau"s when he sold his birthright--regret for him who loved her too late.
Unhappily, even her unselfish delight in her brother"s society was not unalloyed with pain. She never forgot her duty as a wife, nor failed in any act of attention to her husband. And yet Brian"s morbid jealousy of the boy was but too evident. He rarely spoke of Vernon without a sneer, when he and his wife were alone; although he was careful not to say anything uncivil before Lady Palliser. He scoffed at the little lad"s position, as if it had been an offence in the child himself--called him the microscopic baronet, the baby thane, laughed with bitterest laughter at any little touch of arrogance which clouded the natural sweetness of the boy"s character.
Ida endured this morbid jealousy with a patience that was almost heroic.
She saw that her husband was ill, and that this mysterious malady of his, which had at first seemed to her sheer hypochondriasis, was only too real. It was a malady which affected the mind more than the body. Brian"s character had undergone a complete change since his illness. He who had been of old so easy-tempered, so lively, was now melancholy and irritable, at times garrulous to a degree that was painful to his hearers, keenly resentful of trifles, always fancying himself neglected or slighted.
In vain did Lady Palliser and Ida urge the necessity of medical advice.
Brian obstinately refused to see the local apothecary; and, as there was nothing tangible in his illness and he was able to be about all day, to go out of doors, and do pretty much as he pleased, there was no excuse for calling in the doctor without his permission.
"If I felt that I wanted advice, I would go up to town and see Mallison,"
he said; "but there is nothing amiss with me, except a disappointed life.
I begin to feel that I am a failure. Other fellows of my age have pa.s.sed me in the race; and it is hard at nine-and-twenty to feel oneself beaten."
"But, Brian," his wife answered gently, "don"t you think if your contemporaries have outstripped you, it is because they have tried harder than you? Remember what St. Paul says about the one who obtaineth the prize."
"For Heaven"s sake, don"t preach!" cried Brian, irritably. I tell you I tried hard enough; tried--yes, slaved night after night; scribbling articles for those infernal magazines, to get my ma.n.u.script returned with thanks after nearly a twelve-month"s detention; spelling over dry-as-dust briefs for a guinea fee, in order to post up some bloated Queen"s Counsel, who treated me as if I were dirt, and pretended not to know my name. I tell you, Ida, the Bar is a sickening profession; literature is worse; all the professions are played out, Europe is overcrowded with educated men; they swarm like aphides in a hot summer--your single fly the progenitor of a quintillion of living creatures. When I see the men in their wigs and gowns, hurrying up and down the Temple courts, swarming on all the staircases, choking up the doors of the law-courts, they remind me of the busy, hungry creatures on an ant-heap.
"Every door is barred with gold, and opens but to golden keys, Every gate is thronged with suitors, all the markets overflow."
He was walking up and down the room in an agitated way, angry, excited beyond the occasion.
"But in your case, Brian, it seems to me that the path has been made so smooth. With such an independence as ours, it must be so easy to get on."
"I thank you for reminding me how much I owe your father," sneered her husband.
"I was not thinking especially of my father. You owe as much to your cousin."
"Yes, my cousin has been vastly generous--d.a.m.nably generous; but if I had married any other woman, do you suppose he would have done as much? Of course, I know it was for your sake he gave me that income. Was he ever so liberal before, do you think? No, he dribbled out an occasional hundred or two when I was up a tree, but nothing more. It was for your sake his purse-strings relaxed."
"You have no right to say that," Ida answered indignantly. "I have a right to say what I think to my wife. I have not forgotten what you said to me at the hotel that day. You told me to my face that you loved another man. Do you think I was such a dullard as not to guess that man"s name? You fell in love with Wendover of the Abbey, before you saw him; and your innocent love for the shadow grew into guilty love for the man, after you were my wife. I knew all about it; but I was not going to let you give me the slip. I have known all along that I am nothing to you, that you despise me, detest me, perhaps; and that knowledge has made me what I am--a broken, blighted man, a wreck, at nine-and-twenty."
"Oh, Brian, this is too cruel! Have I ever failed in my duty to you?"
"d.a.m.n duty!" cried Brian, savagely. "I wanted your love, not your duty--love such as I thought you gave me in those autumn days by the river. Great G.o.d, how happy I was in those days! I hadn"t a sixpence; I was up to my eyes in debt; but I thought you loved me, and that we were going to be happy in our garret till good fortune tumbled down the chimney."
"I don"t think a garret would have suited you long, Brian, had I been ever so devoted. You are too much of a sybarite."
"I should have been happy with you. I should have thought myself in Eden.