"Thank you very much," said the girl. "I should like it, if it won"t be too much trouble to you."
She spoke simply, and had a pretty voice, but it was an American voice.
Stephen was surprised, because to find that she was an American upset his theories. He had never heard of American girls coming over to Paris with the object of training to be governesses.
He went away and found the rug, returning with it in two or three minutes. The girl thanked him again, getting up and wrapping the dark soft thing round her shoulders and body, as if it had been a big shawl.
Then she sat down once more, with a comfortable little sigh. "That does feel good!" she exclaimed. "I _was_ cold."
"I think you would have been wiser to stop in the ladies" cabin," said Stephen, still with the somewhat patronizing air of the older person.
"I like lots of air," explained the girl. "And it doesn"t do me any harm to be cold."
"How about getting a chill?" inquired Stephen.
"Oh, I never have such things. They don"t exist. At least they don"t unless one encourages them," she replied.
He smiled, rather interested, and pleased to linger, since she evidently understood that he was using no arts to sc.r.a.pe an acquaintance. "That sounds like Christian Science," he ventured.
"I don"t know that it"s any kind of science," said she. "n.o.body ever talked to me about it. Only if you"re not afraid of things, they can"t hurt you, can they?"
"Perhaps not. I suppose you mean you needn"t let yourself feel them.
There"s something in the idea: be callous as an alligator and nothing can hit you."
"I don"t mean that at all. I"d hate to be callous," she objected. "We couldn"t enjoy things if we were callous."
Stephen, on the point of saying something bitter, stopped in time, knowing that his words would have been not only stupid but obvious, which was worse. "It is good to be young," he remarked instead.
"Yes, but I"m glad to be grown up at last," said the girl; and Stephen would not let himself laugh.
"I know how you feel," he answered. "I used to feel like that too."
"Don"t you now?"
"Not always. I"ve had plenty of time to get tired of being grown up."
"Maybe you"ve been a soldier, and have seen sad things," she suggested.
"I was thinking when I first saw you, that you looked like a soldier."
"I wish I had been. Unfortunately I was too disgustingly young, when our only war of my day was on. I mean, the sort of war one could volunteer for."
"In South Africa?"
"Yes. You were a baby in that remote time."
"Oh no, I wasn"t. I"m eighteen now, going on nineteen. I was in Paris then, with my stepmother and my sister. We used to hear talk about the war, though we knew hardly any English people."
"So Paris won"t be a new experience to you?" said Stephen, disappointed that he had been mistaken in all his surmises.
"I went back to America before I was nine, and I"ve been there ever since, till a few weeks ago. Oh see, there are the lights of France! I can"t help being excited."
"Yes, we"ll be in very soon--in about ten minutes."
"I am glad! I"d better go below and make my hair tidy. Thank you ever so much for helping me to be comfortable."
She jumped up, unrolled herself, and began to fold the rug neatly.
Stephen would have taken it from her and bundled it together anyhow, but she would not let him do that. "I like folded things," she said. "It"s nice to see them come straight, and I enjoy it more because the wind doesn"t want me to do it. To succeed in spite of something, is a kind of little triumph--and seems like a sign. Good-bye, and thank you once more."
"Good-bye," said Stephen, and added to himself that he would not soon again see so pretty a child; as fresh, as frank, or as innocent. He had known several delightful American girls, but never one like this. She was a new type to him, and more interesting, perhaps, because she was simple, and even provincial. He was in a state of mind to glorify women who were entirely unsophisticated.
He did not see the girl getting into the train at Calais, though he looked for her, feeling some curiosity as to the stepmother and the sister whom he had imagined prostrate in the ladies" cabin. By the time he had arrived at Paris he felt sleepy and dull after an aggravating doze or two on the way, and had almost forgotten the red-haired child with the vivid blue eyes, until, to his astonishment, he saw her alone parleying with a _douanier_, over two great boxes, for one of which there seemed to be no key.
"Those selfish people of hers have left her to do all the work," he said to himself indignantly, and as she appeared to be having some difficulty with the official, he went to ask if he could help.
"Thank you, it"s all right now," she said. "The key of my biggest box is mislaid, but luckily I"ve got the man to believe me when I say there"s nothing in it except clothes, just the same as in the other. Still it would be very, very kind if you wouldn"t mind seeing me to a cab. That is, if it"s no bother."
Stephen a.s.sured her that he would be delighted.
"Have your people engaged the cab already," he wanted to know, "or are they waiting in this room for you?"
"I haven"t any people," she answered. "I"m all by myself."
This was another surprise, and it was as much as Stephen could do not to blame her family audibly for allowing the child to travel alone, at night too. The thing seemed monstrous.
He took her into the court-yard, where the cabs stood, and engaged two, one for the girl, and one for her large luggage.
"You have rooms already taken at an hotel, I hope?" he asked.
"I"m going to a boarding-house--a _pension_, I mean," explained the girl. "But it"s all right. They know I"m coming. I do thank you for everything."
Seated in the cab, she held out her hand in a glove which had been cleaned, and showed mended fingers. Stephen shook the small hand gravely, and for the second time they bade each other good-bye.
In the cold grey light of a rainy dawn, which would have suited few women as a background, especially after a night journey, the girl"s face looked pearly, and Stephen saw that her lashes, darker at the roots, were bright golden at the turned-up ends.
It seemed to him that this pretty child, alone in the greyness and rain of the big foreign city, was like a spring flower thrown carelessly into a river to float with the stream. He felt an impulse of protection, and it went against his instincts to let her drive about Paris unprotected, while night had hardly yielded to morning. But he could not offer to go with her. He was interested, as any man of flesh and blood must be interested, in the fate of an innocent and charming girl left to take care of herself, and entirely unfitted for the task; yet she seemed happy and self-confident, and he had no right, even if he wished, to disturb her mind. He was going away without another word after the good-bye, but on second thoughts felt that he might ask if she had friends in Paris.
"Not exactly friends, but people who will look after me, and be kind, I"m sure," she answered. "Thank you for taking an interest. Will you tell the man to go to 278A Rue Washington, and the other cab to follow?"
Stephen obeyed, and as she drove away the girl looked back, smiling at him her sweet and childlike smile.
III
Stephen had meant to stop only one day in Paris, and travel at night to Ma.r.s.eilles, where he would have twelve or fifteen hours to wait before the sailing of the ship on which he had engaged a cabin. But glancing over a French paper while he breakfasted at the Westminster, he saw that a slight accident had happened to the boat during a storm on her return voyage from Algiers, and that she would be delayed three days for repairs. This news made Stephen decide to remain in Paris for those days, rather than go on and wait at Ma.r.s.eilles, or take another ship. He did not want to see any one he knew, but he thought it would be pleasant to spend some hours picture-gazing at the Louvre, and doing a few other things which one ought to do in Paris, and seldom does.
That night he went to bed early and slept better than he had slept for weeks. The next day he almost enjoyed, and when evening came, felt desultory, even light-hearted.
Dining at his hotel, he overheard the people at the next table say they were going to the Folies Bergeres to see Victoria Ray dance, and suddenly Stephen made up his mind that he would go there too: for if life had been running its usual course with him, he would certainly have gone to see Victoria Ray in London. She had danced lately at the Palace Theatre for a month or six weeks, and absorbed as he had been in his own affairs, he had heard enough talk about this new dancer to know that she had made what is called a "sensation."