Julia could not repress an inclination to smile, not only at the neat way in which her mother had checkmated her, but also at the thought of that lady"s face when Mr. Gillat presented himself at Marbridge, just as she was congratulating herself on being rid of the Captain.
"What happened?" she asked. "Did mother send you back to town again?"
"She did not send me," Mr. Gillat answered; "but, of course, I had to go, as she said; there was your father all alone here; it would be very dull for him; I couldn"t leave him. Besides, he is not--not a strong man, it would be better--she would feel more easy if she thought he had his old friend with him, to see he didn"t get into--you know."
"I know," Julia answered; "mother told you all this, then she paid your fare back again."
"Not paid my fare," Mr. Gillat corrected; "a lady could not offer to do such a thing; do you think I would ever have allowed it? I couldn"t you know."
Julia"s lips set straight; she had something of a man"s contempt for small meannesses, and it is possible her judgment on this economy of her mother"s was harder than any she had for the unjustifiable extravagances at which she guessed. She did not say anything of it to Mr. Gillat, she was too ashamed; not that he saw it in that light; he didn"t think he had been in any way badly used, he never did.
"Well," she said, "then you came back to town and looked after father to the best of your abilities? I suppose you could not do much good?"
Johnny rubbed his hand along his chair again for a little. "You see,"
he said hesitatingly, "it was very dull for him; of course he wanted amus.e.m.e.nt."
"And of course he had it, though he could not afford it, and you paid?"
"Not to any great extent; oh, dear no, not to any great extent."
"No, because you had not got "any great extent" to spend; what you had, limited the amount, I suppose, nothing else."
Mr. Gillat ignored this. "Your father," he said, rather uneasily, looking at her and then away again, "your father never had a very strong head, he--you know--he--"
"Has taken to drink?" Julia asked baldly. "As well as gambling he drinks now?"
"Oh, no," Johnny said quickly, "not exactly, that is--he does take more than he used, more than is good for him sometimes; not much is good for him, you know--he does take more, it is no good pretending he does not. But it was very dull for him; it did not suit him being here, I think; he used to get so low in spirits, what with his losses and feeling he was not wanted at home. He thinks a great deal of your mother, and he could not but feel that she does not think much of him to send him away like that; it hurt him, although, as he said to me more than once, no doubt he deserved it. It preyed on his mind; he seemed to want something to cheer him."
Julia nodded; she could understand the effect well enough, though the causes at work might not be quite clear. To her young judgment it seemed a little strange that her father should have never realised what a c.u.mberer of the ground he was to his wife until she banished him "for his health." But so it evidently was, and after all she could believe it; like some others he had "made such a sinner of his conscience," that he could believe, not only his own lie, but the legends woven about him. They had all pretended things, he and they also; his position, too, had come gradually, he had got to accept it without thinking before it was an established fact. But now the truth had been brought home to him--more or less--and he was miserable, and, according to the custom of his sort, set to making bad worse as soon as ever he discovered it.
"Why did he go home last week?" she aroused herself to ask.
"He thought it his duty," was Johnny"s surprising answer. "No, Mrs.
Polkington did not send for him, she did not know he was coming; he decided for himself, he felt it would be better."
Mr. Gillat rambled on vaguely, but Julia was not slow to guess that the princ.i.p.al reason was to be found in the state of Johnny"s finances. She questioned him as to when he had moved into the back room, and, finding it to be not long before her father"s departure, guessed that discomfort, like the husks of the prodigal son, had awakened the thing dignified by the name of duty.
For a little she sat in silence, thinking matters over. Johnny smoked hard at the stump of his cigar, mended the fire and fidgeted, looking sideways at her.
"Don"t worry about it," he ventured at last; "things"ll look up, they will; when he"s back at Marbridge with your mother he"ll be all right.
She always had a great influence over him, she had, indeed."
Julia said "Yes." But he did not feel there was much enthusiasm in the monosyllable, so he cast about in his mind for something to cheer her and thus remembered a very important matter.
"What an old fool I am!" he exclaimed. "There"s something I ought to have told you the moment you came in, and I"ve clean forgotten it until now; it"s good news, too! There is a lawyer wants to see you."
"What about?" Julia asked; she did not seem to naturally a.s.sociate a lawyer with good news.
"A legacy," Johnny answered triumphantly.
Julia was much astonished; she could not imagine from whence it came, but before she asked she made the business-like inquiry, "How much?"
"Not a great deal, I"m afraid," Mr. Gillat was obliged to say; "still, a little"s a help, you know; it may be a great help; you remember your father"s Aunt Jane?"
Julia did, or rather she remembered the name. Great-aunt Jane was one of the relations the Polkingtons did not use; she was not rich enough or obliging enough to give any help, nor grand enough for conversational purposes. She never figured in Mrs. Polkington"s talk except vaguely as "one of my husband"s people in Norfolk;" this when she was explaining that the Captain came of East Anglian stock on his mother"s side. Jane was only a step-aunt to the Captain; his mother had married above her family, her half-sister Jane had married a little beneath--a small farmer, in fact, whose farming had got smaller still before he died, which was long ago. Great-aunt Jane could not have much to leave any one, but, as Mr. Gillat said, anything was better than nothing; the real surprise was why it should have been left to Julia.
She asked Johnny about it, but he could not tell her much; he really knew very little except that there was something, and that the lawyer wanted her address and was annoyed when her relations could not give it. Indeed, even went so far as to think they would not, and that it would be his duty to take steps unless she was forthcoming soon.
"I had better go to his office to-morrow," Julia said; "I suppose you know where it is?"
Mr. Gillat did, and they arranged how they would go to-morrow, Johnny, who was to wait outside, solely for the pleasure and excitement of the expedition. After that they talked about the legacy and its probable amount for some time.
"I suppose no other benefactor came inquiring for me while I was away?" Julia said, after she had, to please Johnny and not her practical self, built several air castles with the legacy.
"No," Mr. Gillat said regretfully, "I"m afraid not; no one else asked for you. At least, some one did; a Mr. Rawson-Clew came here for your address."
"Did he though?" Julia asked; "Did he, indeed? What did he want it for?"
"Well, I don"t know," Johnny was obliged to say; "I don"t know that he gave any reason exactly; he said he had met you in Holland. I thought he was a friend of yours, he seemed to know a good deal about you."
"He was a friend," Julia said; "that was quite right. And so he came for my address. When was this?"
Johnny gave the approximate date, and Julia asked: "Why did he come to you?"
Mr. Gillat did not quite know unless it was because he had failed elsewhere. "But he really came to see your father," he said.
"Did he see him?" Julia inquired.
"No, he was out. To tell the truth, I don"t believe your father ever knew he came," Johnny confessed; "I meant to tell him, of course, but he was late home that day, and when he came he was--was--well, you know, he couldn"t--it didn"t seem--"
"Yes," said Julia, coming to the rescue, "he was drunk and could not understand, and afterwards you forgot it; it does not matter; indeed, it is better so; I am glad of it."
Mr. Gillat was fumbling in his shabby letter-case; he took out a card; it bore Rawson-Clew"s name and address of a London club.
"He gave me this," he said, "and told me to let him know if I heard from you, if you were in any trouble, or anything--if I thought you were."
Julia held out her hand. "You had better give it to me," she said; "I"ll let him know all that is necessary. Thank you;" and she put the card away.
Soon after she went to her room, for it was growing late. But she did not hurry over undressing; indeed, when she sat down to take off her stockings, she paused with one in her hand, thinking of Rawson-Clew.
So he had tried to find out where she was; he did not then accept her answer as final; he was bent on seeing that she came to no harm through him--honourable, certainly, and like him. He had come to Berwick Street and nearly seen her father--drunk; quite seen Mr.
Gillat, in the first floor sitting-room certainly, but no doubt shabby and not very wise as usual. She was not ashamed; though for a moment she had been glad he had missed her father; now she told herself it did not matter either way. He knew what she was and what her people were; what did it matter if he realised it a little more? They were not of his sort, it was no good pretending for a moment that they were. His sort! She laughed silently at the thought. The girls of his sort eating steak and onions in a back bedroom with Johnny Gillat!
Caring for Johnny as she cared, liking to sit with him in the pokey little room while he smoked Dutch cigars; not doing it out of kindness of heart and charity, but finding personal pleasure in it and a sense of home-coming! If Rawson-Clew had come that evening while they were at supper, or while she cured the smoky fire or mended the blind, or while they sipped black coffee out of earthenware breakfast-cups and talked of her father"s delinquencies! It would not have mattered; he knew she was of the stoke-hole--she had told him so--and not like the accomplished girls whom he usually met--who could not have got him the explosive!
She dropped her stocking to take the wide-necked bottle in her hands, deciding now how best to send it. It must go by post, in a good-sized wooden box, tightly packed, with a great deal of damp straw and wool; it ought to be safe that way. She would send it to the club address, it was fortunate she had it; but not yet, not until her own plans were clearer. It was just possible he might suspect her; it was hardly likely, but it was always as well to provide against remote contingencies, for if he tried and succeeded in verifying the suspicion everything would be spoiled. He had made sensible efforts to find her before, he might make equally sensible and more successful ones again, unless she left a way of escape clear for herself.
Accordingly, so she determined, the explosive should not go yet, thought it had better be packed ready. She would get a box and packing to-morrow; to-night she could only copy the formula. She did this, printing it carefully on a strip of paper which she put on the bottle and coated with wax from her candle. She knew Herr Van de Greutz waxed labels sometimes to preserve them from the damp, so she felt sure the formula would be safe however wet she might make the packing.
The next day she went to the lawyer"s office and heard all about the legacy and what she must do to prove her own ident.i.ty and claim it.
Mr. Gillat waited outside, pacing up and down the street, striving so hard to look casual that he aroused the suspicions of a not too acute policeman. The official was rea.s.sured, however, when Julia came out of the office and carried Johnny away to hear about the legacy.