There was a chief herdsman living near the grove whose eldest daughter was called Nanda; and Nanda happened to pa.s.s by the spot where the Blessed One had swooned, and bowing down before him she offered him rice-milk and he accepted the gift. When he had partaken of the rice-milk all his limbs were refreshed, his mind became clear again, and he was strong to receive the highest enlightenment. 10
After this occurrence, the Bodhisatta again took some food. His disciples, having witnessed the scene of Nanda and observing the change in his mode of living, were filled with suspicion. They were convinced that Siddhattha"s religious zeal was flagging and that he whom they had hitherto revered as their Master had become oblivious of his high purpose. 11
When the Bodhisatta saw the bhikkhus turning away from him, he felt sorry for their lack of confidence, and was aware of the loneliness in which he lived. 12 Suppressing his grief he wandered on alone, and his disciples said, "Siddhattha leaves us to seek a more pleasant abode." 13
XI
MARA THE EVIL ONE.
The Holy One directed his steps to that blessed Bodhi-tree beneath whose shade he was to accomplish his search. 1
As he walked, the earth shook and a brilliant light transfigured the world. 2
When he sat down the heavens resounded with joy and all living beings were filled with good cheer. 3
Mara alone, lord of the five desires, bringer of death and enemy of truth, was grieved and rejoiced not. With his three daughters, Tanha, Raga and Arati, the tempters, and with his host of evil demons, he went to the place where the great samana sat. But Sakyamuni heeded him not. 4
Mara uttered fear-inspiring threats and raised a whirlwind so that the skies were darkened and the ocean roared and trembled.
But the Blessed One under the Bodhi-tree remained calm and feared not. The Enlightened One knew that no harm could befall him. 5
The three daughters of Mara tempted the Bodhisatta, but he paid no attention to them, and when Mara saw that he could kindle no desire in the heart of the victorious samana, he ordered all the evil spirits at his command to attack him and overawe the great muni. 6
But the Blessed One watched them as one would watch the harmless games of children. All the fierce hatred of the evil spirits was of no avail. The flames of h.e.l.l became wholesome breezes of perfume, and the angry thunderbolts were changed into lotus-blossoms. 7
When Mara saw this, he fled away with his army from the Bodhi-tree, whilst from above a rain of heavenly flowers fell, and voices of good spirits were heard: 8
"Behold the great muni! his heart unmoved by hatred. The wicked Mara"s host "gainst him did not prevail. Pure is he and wise, loving and full of mercy. 9
"As the rays of the sun drown the darkness of the world, so he who perseveres in his search will find the truth and the truth will enlighten him." 10
XII.
ENLIGHTENMENT.
The Bodhisatta, having put Mara to flight, gave himself up to meditation. All the miseries of the world, the evils produced by evil deeds and the sufferings arising therefrom, pa.s.sed before his mental eye, and he thought: 1
"Surely if living creatures saw the results of all their evil deeds, they would turn away from them in disgust. But selfhood blinds them, and they cling to their obnoxious desires. 2
"They crave pleasure for themselves and they cause pain to others; when death destroys their individuality, they find no peace; their thirst for existence abides and their selfhood reappears in new births. 3
"Thus they continue to move in the coil and can find no escape from the h.e.l.l of their own making. And how empty are their pleasures, how vain are their endeavors! Hollow like the plantain-tree and without contents like the bubble. 4
"The world is full of evil and sorrow, because it is full of l.u.s.t. Men go astray because they think that delusion is better than truth. Rather than truth they follow error, which is pleasant to look at in the beginning but in the end causes anxiety, tribulation, and misery." 5
And the Bodhisatta began to expound the Dharma. The Dharma is the truth. The Dharma is the sacred law. The Dharma is religion. The Dharma alone can deliver us from error, from wrong and from sorrow. 6
Pondering on the origin of birth and death, the Enlightened One recognized that ignorance was the root of all evil; and these are the links in the development of life, called the twelve nidanas: 7
In the beginning there is existence blind and without knowledge; and in this sea of ignorance there are stirrings formative and organizing. From stirrings, formative and organizing, rises awareness or feelings. Feelings beget organisms that live as individual beings. These organisms develop the six fields, that is, the five senses and the mind. The six fields come in contact with things. Contact begets sensation. Sensation creates the thirst of individualized being. The thirst of being creates a cleaving to things. The cleaving produces the growth and continuation of selfhood. Selfhood continues in renewed births.
The renewed births of selfhood are the cause of suffering, old age, sickness, and death. They produce lamentation, anxiety, and despair. 8
The cause of all sorrow lies at the very beginning; it is hidden in the ignorance from which life grows. Remove ignorance and you will destroy the wrong appetences that rise from ignorance; destroy these appetences and you will wipe out the wrong perception that rises from them. Destroy wrong perception and there is an end of errors in individualized beings. Destroy the errors in individualized beings and the illusions of the six fields will disappear. Destroy illusions and the contact with things will cease to beget misconception. Destroy misconception and you do away with thirst. Destroy thirst and you will be free of ail morbid cleaving. Remove the cleaving and you destroy the selfishness of selfhood. If the selfishness of selfhood is destroyed you will be above birth, old age, disease, and death, and you will escape all suffering. 9
The Enlightened One saw the four n.o.ble truths which point out the path that leads to Nirvana or the extinction of self: 10
The first n.o.ble truth is the existence of sorrow. 11
The second n.o.ble truth is the cause of suffering. 12
The third n.o.ble truth is the cessation of sorrow. 13
The fourth n.o.ble truth is the eightfold path that leads to the cessation of sorrow. 14
This is the Dharma. This is the truth. This is religion. And the Enlightened One uttered this stanza: 15
"Through many births I sought in vain The Builder of this House of Pain.
Now, Builder, thee I plainly see!
This is the last abode for me.
Thy gable"s yoke and rafters broke, My heart has peace. All l.u.s.t will cease." 16
There is self and there is truth. Where self is, truth is not.
Where truth is, self is not. Self is the fleeting error of samsara; it is individual separateness and that egotism which begets envy and hatred. Self is the yearning for pleasure and the l.u.s.t after vanity. Truth is the correct comprehension of things; it is the permanent and everlasting, the real in all existence, the bliss of righteousness. 17 The existence of self is an illusion, and there is no wrong in this world, no vice, no evil, except what flows from the a.s.sertion of self. 18
The attainment of truth is possible only when self is recognized as an illusion. Righteousness can be practised only when we have freed our mind from pa.s.sions of egotism. Perfect peace can dwell only where all vanity has disappeared. 19
Blessed is he who has understood the Dharma. Blessed is he who does no harm to his fellow-beings. Blessed is he who overcomes wrong and is free from pa.s.sion. To the highest bliss has he attained who has conquered all selfishness and vanity. He has become the Buddha, the Perfect One, the Blessed One, the Holy One. 20
XIII.
THE FIRST CONVERTS.
The Blessed One tarried in solitude seven times seven days, enjoying the bliss of emanc.i.p.ation. 1
At that time Tapussa and Bhallika, two merchants, came traveling on the road near by, and when they saw the great samana, majestic and full of peace, they approached him respectfully and offered him rice cakes and honey. 2
This was the first food that the Enlightened One ate after he attained Buddhahood. 3