At least, she thought so until she was speaking with him.
He sat there. Perhaps he listened to her. But there was no face-to-face.
Until she said, "Look at me."
After that, he looked at her. * * *
Garnet was surprised to hear that Jim would be marrying a German girl. Well, perhaps not all that surprised. A marriage without a lot of verbal communication required might suit him.
April, 1635
Jonas Justinus Muselius had found an English-speaking chaplain at one of the many Lutheran churches inErfurt who was willing to undertake the man"s instruction.
Jim had seen no reason to come to Grantville for the confirmation and wedding. Maria had spoken to Herr Stull, who ordered him to. Orders were orders.
Garnet had been surprised to receive the nicely written invitation (Margaretha had finally found a use for Else and Barbel in this project). She had been even more surprised to discover that Jim was joining a church.Any church. Jim was not a joiner.
She came by herself. She was the only one of Jim"s relatives who did. She was a bit uneasy about it-the rules for Catholics taking part in the services of Protestant churches had eased a lot since she was a girl, but she still had a nervous feeling that watching your son join one was stretching the limits. She got there early, in spite of being nervous.Or, perhaps, because of it.
The teacher introduced her to her future daughter-in-law, Maria Krause. Who had a teenaged girl firmly by thearm. And spoke English-fairlygood , actually. "Frau Szymanski. This is my half-sister Anna. She won the prize for the best science project last year. Maybe you saw it. It was at the hospital lobby then.
She has won the prize again this year. It is in the lobby now. You can go see it."
From Grantville, then-not some girl Jim had picked up at the base.
"She is to be a nurse. I need for her to live in your house, not in the refugee housing. In refugee housing, there are too many chances for Anna to do what she should not." Maria turned and pointed."Her other half-sister.Other side of the family."
The girl appeared to be nine months and two days pregnant. She was sitting with Perry and Dayna Baker.
Maria said firmly. "I marry your son. You are our family now. Anna can live with you. It will be much better. Don"t worry, I earn the money. Pay you. Rent, food, all. I work hard."
"Ah." It was clear that Maria had no doubts. Did Garnet want a teenaged house mate? Even one who won two science fair prizes? It appeared that she had been relieved of the decision. "We can talk about it. When? Next week?"
"Tomorrow."Maria was firm. "He goes back toErfurt .In the morning. I go back to work at the bakery.In the evening. In between, I bring Anna to you. Not waste time."
Garnet had a relieved feeling. This, she thought, was a girl who could cope with being married to Jim.
Having a Lutheran son was a small price to pay for that.
Maria watched, as the confirmation liturgy ran its course. Somewhere in her mind, carefully covered over so that she didn"t have to look at it directly, was the thought that in wars, soldiers on active duty get shot at and sometimes they get killed. Then their wives are widows.
But as long as he was alive, she fully intended to do her marital duty honestly. Each month, she would take her "leave time" and visit him inErfurt .
Maria kept her promises. The rest was in G.o.d"s hands.
April, 1635
Confirmations completed, the congregation adjourned to the porch for the weddings. And to the school courtyard for an event that would probably rank as the party of the year in Grantville.
But, as Pastor Kastenmayer watched the beer flow, it wasn"t enough.I want , he thought,my daughter Andrea"s husband.
The Sound Of Music
By David Carrico
Franz Sylwester, one-time violinist in the chapel of the arch-bishop of Mainz To Friedrich Braun, journeyman instrument crafter for Master Hans Riebeck, in Mainz On the nineteenth day of January in the year of our Lord 1633 Greetings, my friend, I am sure by now that you have despaired of hearing from your prodigal, but I promised you that when I found a place I would write to you. By the grace of G.o.d I now have that place, and so I keep my word.
Before I proceed further, I must confess to you. I am well aware that I was somewhat less than gracious to you and Anna in those dark days after that snake Heydrich smashed my hand. Please mark down the things that I said then to the physical pain of my wound and to the spiritual pain of knowing that I could never play again.
The pen paused as images flashed through his mind: sitting in the tavern that night, arguing with Rupert Heydrich as to who was the better player, goading Rupert and smiling as the rising choleric tide stained the other man"s face-the sudden eruption of the fight behind him, being caught in the brawl and knocked to the floor-scrambling to escape the flow of the struggle-the sudden panic as someone stepped on his arm and pinned it to the floor-the explosion of agony as the boot heel smashed into his left hand, and again, and again, and again-the serpent"s voice hissing in his ear, taunting him as he curled sobbing around his wounded hand.
"Was there no investigation, no judgment made?" she murmured in his ear.
"No," he said, "it happened in the middle of the brawl, and no one would come forward to support my story."
There was a pause, then came, "Do you miss it?"
"I will always miss it," he said quietly, "but as my friend Isaac says, "The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away. Blessed be the Name of the Lord." Where G.o.d has taken one gift away, he has given several inreturn."
I am well aware that I am alive solely because of Anna"s tending me during the fever, keeping the wound rot from claiming me. I am also well aware that I am alive twice over because of the gift of silver that you and Master Hans added to the pittance the Kappelmeister gave me when he turned me out. That gift kept body and soul together until I arrived at my current place.
I am also very ashamed of my churlish words to you when I shook the dust ofMainzfrom my feet as I set out on my wanderjahr.
Another pause, another flood of memories: burning with fever and biting his lip b.l.o.o.d.y to keep from crying out as Anna tended his broken hand; the weak-chinned, slovenly Kappelmeister confronting him in his room-"I have no room for a one-handed violinist. You must leave these quarters by the end of the week. Here are your final wages."-the hand slamming down on the table, and lifting to reveal two silver pieces and eight coppers-Heydrich smirking in the background; bickering with his friends as they tried to restrain him from leaving, finally shaking their hands off his arms and snarling, "I will not stay in the same place as Heydrich, and if you loved me, you would not either! If you will stay, then stay, but leave me go!"
"A little rude, were you?" brought him back to the present.
"Aye... and with no cause, for they loved me well. I only hope they still do."
I had not traveled many days until I had repented of them, and I am heartily glad to now apologize and ask your forgiveness.
I had no destination in mind when I left you, and so I drifted aimlessly from place to place. I quickly learned that just as there is no future for a one-handed violinist, there is actually little that a one-handed man can do to earn his bread. No Adel or wealthy burgher will hire a man to tutor his children who was crippled in a tavern brawl. The clerks we used to patronize need two working hands. The mercenary companies will not take a one-handed man. Even the common laborers we used to sneer at require two strong hands to wield mattock and spade.
I took up with a couple of traveling players for a few days, who advised me strongly not to sing, as my voice would make even a crow sound melodious! I seem to remember Anna uttering a similar sentiment once, although she was smiling when she said it. They were not.
They also lifted my ignorance and lowered my arrogance when I attempted to become a drummer by showing me that that art is more complex than it looks-and that even a novice drummer requires two good hands to learn his skills.
As each day pa.s.sed in succession, the Lord taught me humility, until finally, after weeks of such tutoring I left my pride, my arrogance, lying in the dust of the road. Then it was that the Lord opened a door for me. I was sitting in a low tavern near a crossroads, not even in a town or village, nursing the only beer I could afford to buy. I was trying to stave off the moment when I would go out into the night to find a haystack or barn to sleep in, when I heard a peddler wishing that he could tell his sister in Hamburg that he was well, so she would not worry so. A conversation ensued, with the result that I wrote a letter for him and he bought me another flagon of beer and gave me a copper besides. As days pa.s.sed, I served as scribe to more people who wereunable to write-soldiers, peddlers, laborers-anyone who could buy the paper and ink and would give me a copper or two to put their words into a form that could cross the miles. And I was glad to do so.
It is perhaps an irony that these people that I used to ridicule turned out to be mostly good folk-rough around the edges, often; more than a little crude, absolutely; perhaps not strictly honest by the prince-bishop"s laws, but mostly honorable by their lights. And even the biggest rogue that I met was likeable. I certainly never met anyone who compared to Heydrich for malice.
The coppers I earned as a scribe eked out the silver you had given me as I drifted south and west throughThuringia, but the work was erratic and my resources kept dwindling. When I arrived at Grantville, there were few coins in my pocket.
I had heard rumors of Grantville while I was on the road, but I pa.s.sed them off as typical gossip exaggerations. You have probably heard the same rumors, and knowing you, you are even more skeptical than I was. Believe them. To paraphrase the closing words of The Gospel ofSaint John, there are not enough books in the world to contain the wonders of the place.
"Laying it on a bit thick, aren"t you?"
"Perhaps."He smiled, still focused on the paper. "Friedrich will shake his head at how credulous I have become, and Anna will be scandalized at the sacrilege."
The guards on the approaches to the town decided I was harmless and let me pa.s.s. My English was less practiced than I remembered, or perhaps their dialect was different, but I still understood when they directed me to the grandest tavern I have ever seen, perhaps the grandest the world has ever seen, the Thuringen Gardens. It is huge, and bustles both night and day. It was near sunset when I went there, hoping to find scribal work. I was very hungry, so the first thing I did was order the cheapest food they had. They brought me something called a sandwich, which turned out to be a slab of ham and a slab of cheese between two slices of bread, spiced to the point of burning with ground mustard sauce. A curious thing, but one you get used to so quickly that within moments it seemed natural to have a mug in one hand and this sandwich in the other, even my crippled claw, alternating bites and sips.
After I finished eating the fine meal, which had cost most of my remaining coins and left me only a few copper pennies, I looked around for those whom I could approach for scribing work. The more I looked, the more my heart dropped in my chest, for nowhere did I see the ragged clothing of those who would use my services. Everyone in sight was clean and well dressed, well fed and content. As the serving maid went by I asked her if there was another tavern in town, one for the common laborers. She laughed and said that this bunch was as common as they came. It was most odd, Friedrich, that she was clad in trousers in public.
I knew nothing of Grantville then, but at that moment I wondered what I had wandered into. If, as it seemed, there were no poor, no one that would hire my scribing, how would I feed myself? In the depths of my depression, I nursed my beer, wondering what I would do now, when suddenly a loud voice penetrated my head. And I do mean penetrated.
Memory rolled as the pen recorded.
"All right, it"s Sat.u.r.day night here at the Gardens, and tonight we have some entertainment.Preeeee-senting the world"s greatest rock-and-roll, blues and country and western band, give it up for Mountaintop!"
The man who had been talking stepped away from the tall skinny pole with the k.n.o.b at the top, and another man bearing a most outlandish looking device stepped up to it and said, "Thanks for the intro. Of course, we"re the ONLY rock-and-roll, blues and country and western band in the world. Anyway, we"re going to kick it off tonight with a song made popular by Elton John."
There were five young men on this platform, surrounded by cabinets and very strange devices.
Three of them were holding things that in some very faint way could be likened to lutes or Spanish guitarras, and they were gyrating and gesturing with them. One of them was pounding on a strange flat cabinet with his hands. The last one was sitting surrounded by a group of drums of different sizes and Turkish cymbals on poles, beating them all rapidly with sticks.
Friedrich, do you remember when we sat in the tavern and listened to that Swiss traveler talk about being in the Alps and seeing an avalanche pour down a mountainside toward him? That is what I felt like. They produced the most awful cacophony I have ever heard, a veritable avalanche of sound. Even now I hesitate to call it music.
If I concentrated, I could hear individual musical notes and tones, but it sounded like no music I had ever heard. It was definitely polyphony-there were more than one voice present-but there was no contrapuntal flow, no interweaving of parts. I could hear moments of tertiary harmony, but they were overwhelmed by seconds, fourths and sevenths. It was harsh, it was discordant,it seemed like what an anthem from the infernal regions would sound like.
"Mmmph!"
"What are you laughing at?" he asked.
"Rock and roll, the music from h.e.l.l.Remind me to explain that to you later."
Then one of the men started trying to sing, but it seemed to me that he was more shouting. The only thing I could understand was "Sat.u.r.day night"s all right for fighting." I thought surely I misunderstood, that they would not be inciting a riot.
"I don"t know... with those boys, that"s entirely possible."
"Hush."
This went on for what seemed like eternity, but I have been a.s.sured was less than four minutes. It was more than loud. It was so rhythmic and percussive it was like some obscene martial music. I felt it physically as much as I heard it.
Remember your worst morning after a night spent drinking. Remember how your head felt. Now, double that feeling.Double it again. That approaches how I felt-as if my entire being wasthrobbing with the pulse of the universe. And then suddenly-blessed stillness-for a moment, anyway, until everyone else in the tavern stood to their feet and began clapping and yelling and cheering and whistling.
I sat stunned.Shocked.Appalled. Soon the crowd quieted and the men began making noise again.
Unable to move, I listened to several more bouts of chaos. Eventually, I made the astounding discovery I could become used to even this.
At last they ceased, and began moving their cabinets and drums and cymbals from the platform.
The tavern returned to tavernish sounds-many conversations, some laughter, but no chaos. I began to think again about trying to find people for whom I could scribe, but before I could stir, a young woman sat down across the table from me.
"Finally, we"re getting to the good stuff."
"And we will get done with it sooner if you will quit interrupting me."
Memory began to scroll again.
"Hey, are you all right?" Blue eyes stared at him in concern. He blinked several times, opened and closed his mouth without speaking, again, and finally said, "I think so."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes," stronger this time.
"Okay, you just looked pretty dazed for a while there."
"I... yes, I was." Pause. "What was that?"
She smiled, and said "What was what?"
"The... what those men... that noise."
"Oh, you mean the rock music?
"Music?"Heads turned around them at the volume of that word.
"You"re new here, aren"t you?" Confused, he nodded. "Yes, it is music. You know about where we"re from?"Another nod. "It"s very popular music from our time... up-time, we call it now."