These hard words sounded harder in the level and self-complacent voice of the senior Grayson, who spoke slowly and with hardly more intensity than there would have been in his depreciation of a horse he was trying to buy. "Just think what you"re coming to," he repeated, because he felt that the proper thing to do under the circ.u.mstances was to give Tom a good "talking to," and he couldn"t think of anything more to say.
"I don"t need you to tell me what I"m coming to," replied Tom, tartly; "I"m coming to the plow-handle and the grubbing-hoe. I"m sorry to give you trouble, but what I feel meanest about is mother and poor Barbara. I know what a fool I"ve been. But I"m no more a gambler and a loafer than you are. It"ll take me longer to work into the law by myself, but I"ll get there yet, and you"ll see it."
This was Tom"s only adieu to his uncle, on whom confessions of wrong and expressions of grat.i.tude, had he felt like uttering them, would have been wasted. Tom went to his room, thumping his feet defiantly on the stairs. He made a bundle of his clothes, while his uncle sneaked out of the house to avoid a collision with his little daughter, the only person of whom he was afraid.
Tom told his Aunt Charlotte good-bye with a high head; but when it came to Janet, he put both arms about the child and drew her to him with a fond embrace.
"You shan"t go away, Tom," she said, disengaging herself. "What are you going for? Did they say you must?" By "they" Janet meant her parents, whom she regarded as the allied foes of poor Tom. She looked indignantly at her mother, who had turned her back on this scene of parting.
"I"m going to help my mother," said Tom; "she"s poor, and I oughtn"t to have left her."
He again embraced the child, who began to cry bitterly. "What _shall_ I do when you"re gone?" she sobbed on his shoulder. "This house won"t be fit to live in. _Such a lot of old pokes!_" And she stamped her feet and looked poutingly at her mother.
Tom disengaged himself from her intermittent embraces, and went out with his bundle in his hand.
He went first to the law-office, and sat his bundle on a chair, and addressed himself to Blackman, who had already arrived, and who was apparently much preoccupied with his writing.
"Mr. Blackman, I"ve made a fool of myself by gambling, and Uncle Tom has concluded I can"t stay with him any longer. I don"t much wonder at it either. But I do hate to give up the study. Couldn"t you give me something to do, so that I could earn my board at your house?"
"No," said the lawyer, looking off horizontally, but not at Tom. "I was just going to tell you I couldn"t keep you in the office. You"ve got altogether too much gunpowder for a lawyer. Better get into the regular army, Tom; that would suit your temper better." Then, after a moment"s pause, he added: "I"ve got young sons, and your example might ruin them if you should come to my house to live." And he leaned forward as though he would resume his writing. These were sound and logical reasons that Blackman gave for not keeping Tom, and the lawyer was sincere as far as he went. But had he discovered by this time that Tom"s mind was clearer and more acute than his own, and that if Tom should come to the bar with his uncle"s backing he would soon be a formidable rival?
"Besides," resumed the lawyer, as Tom turned reluctantly away, "it"s better for you to go to the country. George Lockwood will have you bound over to keep the peace if you stay, and now you"re out with your uncle, who"s going your bail?"
"Always George Lockwood," Tom thought, as he took up his bundle.
"Good-bye, Mr. Blackman!" Tom"s voice was husky now. But when he descended the stairs he went down the village street with a bold front, telling his old cronies good-bye, answering their questions frankly, and braving it out to the last. Put the best face upon it he could, his spirit was bitter, and to a group of old companions who followed him to the "corporation line," at the edge of the village, he said, almost involuntarily:
"George Lockwood got me into this sc.r.a.pe to upset me, and he"s purty well done it. If he ever crosses my path, I"m going to get even with him."
Such vague threats do not bind one to any definite execution, and they are a relief to the spirit of an angry man.
Having broken with his uncle, Tom must walk the long ten miles to his mother"s farm in Hubbard Township. Before he got there his head was down; the unwonted fatigue of his journey, the bitter sense of defeat, the dark picture his imagination made of his mother"s disappointment and of the despair of the ambitious Barbara took all the heart out of him.
When he reached home he strode into the house and sat down without saying a word.
"Has Uncle Tom turned you off?" asked Barbara, faltering a little and putting down her knitting. She had been dreading this end of all her hopes.
"Yes," said Tom; "and I wish to the Lord I was dead and done for." And he leaned his head on his left hand.
"Oh, my poor boy!" began Mrs. Grayson, "and you didn"t mean no harm neither. And you"re the only boy I"ve got, too. All the rest dead and gone. They"s no end of troubles in this world!"
Tom"s shoulders were heaving with feeling. After a moment or two of silence, Barbara went over and put her hand on him.
"Pshaw, Tom! what"s the use of giving up? You"re a splendid fellow in spite of all, and you"ll make your way yet. You only needed a settler, and now you"ve got it. It won"t look so bad by next week. You"ll take a school next winter, and after that go back to study law again."
Then she quietly went to the clothes-press by the chimney and got out a hank of yarn, and said to Tom:
"Here, hold this while I wind it. I was just wishing you were here when I saw my ball giving out. That"s like you used to do for me. Don"t you remember? Mother, get Tom something to eat; he"s tired and hungry, I expect."
And choking down the disappointment which involved more than Tom suspected, the keen, black-eyed girl wound her yarn and made an effort to chat with Tom as though he had come home on a visit.
As the last strands were wound on the ball, Tom looked at his sister and said:
"Barbara, you"re one of a thousand. But I know this thing"s thundering hard on you. I"m going to try to make it up to you from this time. I wish to goodness I had half of your steady sense."
VIII
BARBARA"S PRIVATE AFFAIRS
From childhood Barbara"s ambition had centered in Tom; it was her plan that the clever brother should give standing to the family by his success in life. If Tom could only be persuaded to be steady, he might come to be a great man. A great man, in her thinking, was a member of the State legislature, or a circuit judge, for example: to her provincial imagination the heights above these were hazy and almost inaccessible. The scheme of a professional career for Tom had been her own, in conception and management; for though her brother was nearly two years her senior, she, being prudent and forecasting, had always played the part of an elder. Tom"s undeniable "brightness" was a great source of pride to her. In spite of his heedless collisions with the masters, he was always at the head of his cla.s.ses; and it seemed to Barbara the most natural thing in the world that she, being a girl, should subordinate herself to the success of a brother so promising. She had left school to devote herself to the house and the cares of the farm, in order that Tom might be educated--in the moderate sense of the word then prevalent. The brother was far from being ungrateful; if he accepted his sister"s sacrifices without protest, he repaid her with a demonstrative affection and admiration not often seen in brothers; and there were times when he almost reverenced in her that prudence and practical wisdom in which he found himself deficient.
It was only during this summer that Barbara had been seized with independent aspirations for herself; and perhaps even these were not without some relation to Tom. If Tom should come to be somebody in the county, she would sit in a reflected light as his sister. It became her, therefore, not to neglect entirely her own education. To go to Moscow to a winter school was out of the question. Every nerve was strained to extricate the farm from debt and to give a little help, now and then, to Tom. It chanced, however, that a student from an incipient Western college, intent on getting money to pay his winter"s board bills, had that summer opened a "pay school" in the Timber Creek district school-house, which was only two miles from the Grayson farm.
Those who could attend school in the summer were, for the most part, small fry too young to be of much service in the field, and such girls, larger and smaller, as could be spared from home. But the appet.i.te for "schooling" in the new country was always greater than the supply; and when it was reported that a school was "to be took up" in the Timber Creek school-house, by a young man who had not only "ciphered plumb through the Rule of Three," but had even begun to penetrate the far-away mysteries of Latin and algebra, it came to pa.s.s that several young men and young women, living beyond the district limits, subscribed to the school, that they might attend it, even if only irregularly;--not that any of the pupils dreamed of attacking the Latin, but a teacher who had attained this Ultima Thule of human learning was supposed to know well all that lay on the hither side of it. The terms of a "pay school," in that day, were low enough,--a dollar and twenty-five cents was the teacher"s charge for each pupil for thirteen weeks; but the new schoolmaster had walked from home to avoid traveling expenses, the log school-house cost him no rent, and he had stipulated that he should "board "round" in the families of his patrons, so that the money he received from twenty pupils was clear profit, and at the price of living in those primitive times would pay his board at college for six months.
Barbara, for one, had resolved to treat herself to a dollar and a quarter"s worth of additional learning. The Timber Creek school-house was on the road leading to the village of Moscow; she could therefore catch a ride, now and then, on the wagon of some farmer bound to the village, by mounting on top of a load of wood, hay, or potatoes; and often she got a lift in the evening in a neighbor"s empty wagon rattling homeward from town, or for a part of the way by sitting in the tail of some ox-cart plying between forest and prairie; but more frequently she had to walk both in going and coming, besides working early and late at her household duties.
Hiram Mason was the name of the new teacher whom the pupils found behind the master"s desk on the first day of school. He was the son of a minister who had come out from New England with the laudable intention of lending a hand in evangelizing this great strapping West, whose vigorous and rather boisterous youth was ever a source of bewilderment, and even a cause of grief, to the minds of well-regulated Down-easters.
The evangelists sent out aimed at the impossible, even at the undesirable, in seeking to reproduce a New England in communities born under a different star. Perhaps it was this peninsular trait of mind that prevented the self-denying missionaries from making any considerable impression on the country south of the belt peopled by the current of migration from New England. The civilization of the broad, wedge-shaped region on the north side of the Ohio River, which was settled by Southern and Middle State people, and which is the great land of the Indian corn, has been evolved out of the healthier elements of its own native const.i.tution. But it was indebted to New England, in the time of its need, for many teachers of arithmetic and grammar, as well as for the less-admirable but never-to-be-forgotten clock-peddlers and tin-peddlers from Connecticut, who also taught the rustics of southern Ohio, Indiana, and Illinois things they had never dreamed of before, and took high pay for the instruction. Young Mason, though he had mostly grown up in the new country, and would have scorned the name of Yankee, had got from his father that almost superst.i.tious faith in the efficacy of knowledge which, in the North-eastern States, has been handed down from generation to generation, and which has produced much learning and some pedantry. Mason was of middle stature, good breadth of shoulder, prominent, broad forehead, and brows that overhung his eyes, but were rather high above them. He had a well-set chin and a solid jaw; his mouth was too large to be handsome and was firmly closed; his gait was strong, straightforward, resolute, and unhurried. There were little touches of eccentricity in him: he had a way of looking at an interlocutor askance, and his habitual expression was one of mingled shyness and self-contained amus.e.m.e.nt. The religious enthusiasm of his father had been trans.m.u.ted in him to a general earnestness of character, which was veiled under a keen perception of the droll side of life, derived from a mother of Southern extraction. His early-and-late diligence in study was the wonder of the country, but the tastes and aspirations that impelled him to so much toil rarely found utterance in any confessions, even to his nearest friends. Reserved as he was, the people could never complain that he held himself above them. A new-country youth, the son of a minister on slender pay, Hiram understood how to extend a helping hand, when occasion required, in any work that might be going on. At school, when the young master saw the boys playing at the boisterous and promiscuous "soak about," he would sometimes catch the contagion of the wild fun, and, thrusting his "Livy"
into the desk, rush out of the door to mix in the confusion, throwing the yarn ball at one and another with a vigor and an accuracy of aim that doubled the respect of his pupils for him. But when once he had extricated himself from the _melee_, and had rapped on the door-frame with his ruler, crying, "Books, books!" the boy who a minute before had enjoyed the luxury of giving the master what was known in school-boy lingo as a "sockdolager," delivered full in the back, or even on the side of the head, did not find any encouragement to presume on that experience in school-hours.
The new master"s punishments usually had a touch of his drollery in them; he contrived to make the culprit ridiculous, and so to keep the humor of the school on his side. A girl who could not otherwise be cured of munching in school had to stand in front of the master"s desk with an apple in her teeth; a boy who was wont to get his sport by pinching his neighbors, and sticking them with pins, was forced to make no end of amus.e.m.e.nt for the school in his turn, by standing on the hearth with a cleft stick pinching his nose out of shape. It was soon concluded that there was no fun in "fooling" with a master who was sure to turn the joke on the offender.
The older pupils who occupied the "writing bench," in front of a continuous shelf-like desk fixed along the wall, spent much of their time in smuggling from one to another fervid little love notes, which, for disguise, were folded like the "thumb-papers" that served to protect their books from the wear and tear of their over-vigorous thumbs, and from soiling. By pa.s.sing books from one to another, with such innocent-looking square papers in them, a refreshing correspondence was kept up. This exchange of smuggled billets-doux was particularly active when Rachel Albaugh was present. As for the love-letters thus dispatched, they were fearfully monotonous and not worth the pains of capture by a schoolmaster. Some were straightforward and shameless declarations of admiration and affection in prose scrawls, but a very common sort was composed entirely of one or another of those well-worn doggerel couplets that have perhaps done duty since the art of writing became known to the Anglo-Saxons.
"If you love me as I love you, No knife can cut our love in two,"
was a favorite with the swains of the country school-house; but
"The rose is red, the violet"s blue, Sugar"s sweet, and so are you,"
had a mola.s.ses-like consistency in its alliterative lines that gave it the preference over all other love poems extant.
Amongst these unblushing scribblers of love doggerel and patient cutters and folders of many sorts of thumb-papers, whose fits of studying, like chills and fever, came on only "by spells," Barbara sat without being one of them. The last chance for education was not to be thrown away; and Mason soon singled out this rather under-sized, sharp-eyed girl, not only as the most industrious and clever of the pupils in the Timber Creek school, but as a person of quite another sort from the rest of them. When he was explaining anything to a group of half-listless scholars, her dark eyes, drawn to beads, almost startled him with their concentrated interest. She could not be taught in any kind of cla.s.sification with the rest; her rate of progress was too rapid. So finding that Barbara studied all through the recess time, he undertook to give her extra instruction while the others were on the playground.
The most agreeable minutes of his day were those in which he unfolded to her the prosaic principles of Vulgar Fractions, of Tare and Tret, and of the Rule of Three. This last was the great and final goal, and it was attained by few of those who attended an intermittent country school in that time. To reach it was to become competent to teach school. Barbara, with the help of the master, who directed her to save time by omitting some of the rubbish in Pike"s Arithmetic, was soon in sight of this promised land of the Rule of Three, and it became a question of reviewing the book once more, when she should be through with it, so as to take rank among those who would certainly "do every sum in the book."
"Why not take up algebra?" said the teacher to her, during a long noon recess as they sat side by side at his desk poring over a slate full of figures.
"Do you think I could learn it?" she asked.
"You could learn anything," he said; and the a.s.surance gave Barbara more pleasure than any commendation she had ever received. But she did not know what to reply. To go beyond the arithmetic would be, according to the standard of the country, to have a liberal education, and she was ambitious enough to like that. But where would she get the money to buy a text-book? She didn"t wish to confess her scruple of economy. It was not that she was ashamed of her poverty, for poverty might be said to be the prevailing fashion in the Timber Creek country; but it would be bringing to Mason"s attention her private affairs, and from that she shrank with an instinct of delicacy for which she could not have given any reason. Yet there sat Mason, leaning back and waiting for her to reply to his question. After a few moments she mustered courage to ask timidly:
"Would the book cost much?"