"I understand."
"And I want something from you in return."
"What"s that?"
"The woman I tried to speak to; the one you said was a s.e.x-aid?"
"I wondered when you"d get to her."
"She"s hurt."
"Don"t believe it."
"I saw for myself."
"It"s an Iad trick!" Kissoon said. "She"s been wandering around out there for a while now, trying to get me to open the door to her. Sometimes she pretends she"s hurt, sometimes she"s all purrs, like a s.e.x-kitten, Rubs herself against the door." He shuddered. "I hear her, rubbing herself, begging me to let her in. It"s just another trick."
As with almost every statement Kissoon made Tesla found herself not knowing whether to believe or disbelieve. On her last visit he"d told her he thought the woman was most likely a dream-mistress. Now he was saying she was an Iad agent. One but not both.
"I want to speak to her myself," she said. "Make up my own mind. She doesn"t look that dangerous."
"You don"t know," Kissoon warned. "Appearances lie. I keep her at bay with the Lix out of fear of what she might do."
She contemplated asking what he could possibly fear about a woman so clearly in pain, then decided it was a question for a less desperate hour.
"I"ll go back then," she said.
"You understand the urgency."
"You don"t have to keep telling me," Tesla said. "Yes, I understand. But like I said you"re asking a lot. People get attached to their bodies. Joke."
"If all goes well, and I can stop the Art being used, then the supplier gets his flesh back intact. If I fail it"s the end of the world anyway, so what will it matter?"
"Nice," Tesla said.
"I try."
She turned back to the door.
"Go quickly," he said. "And don"t get distracted-"
The door opened without her touching it.
"You"re still a condescending f.u.c.ker, Kissoon-" was Tesla"s parting remark. Then she"d stepped out into the same early morning light.
Off to the left of the hut a cloud-shadow seemed to be moving over the desert floor. She studied it a moment, and saw that the sun-beaten ground was covered with Lix, a small sea of them. Sensing her gaze they stopped moving, and raised their heads towards her. Hadn"t Kissoon said that he"d made these creatures?
"Go, will you?" she heard him say. "There isn"t much time."
Had she acted upon his instructions immediately she"d have missed the sight of the woman appearing beyond the Lix. She didn"t, so she didn"t. And the sight of her, despite the warnings Kissoon had issued, held her on the step. If this was indeed one of the Iad Uroboros" agents, as Kissoon had claimed, it was a brilliant conceit to present herself in such a vulnerable guise. Try as she might she couldn"t quite believe a villainy as vast or indeed as ambitious as the Iad would present itself in so wretched a manner. Wasn"t evil too full of itself, even in its machinations, to come so undressed? She couldn"t ignore her instinct, which told her unequivocally that in this at least Kissoon was wrong. The woman was no agent. She was a human being in pain. Tesla could turn her back on many appeals, but never on that.
Ignoring a further entreaty from the man in the hut behind her, she took a step towards the woman. The Lix were alive to her approach. They began to seethe as she stepped towards them, raising their heads like cobras. The sight quickened her approach rather than slowing it. If this was Kissoon"s instruction, and it surely was, then their keeping her from the woman only further reinforced her suspicion that she was being misled. He was trying to keep them apart; why? Because this wretched, anguished woman was dangerous? No! Every fiber of Tesla"s being refused that interpretation. He wanted to keep them apart because of something that might pa.s.s between them; something that might be said or done that would throw him into doubt.
The Lix had new instructions it seemed. To harm Tesla would be to keep the messenger from her purpose; so they instead turned their heads towards the woman. She saw their intention, and fear came over her face. It occurred to Tesla that she was familiar with their malice; that maybe she"d dared them before in an attempt to get to Kissoon, or one of his visitors. She certainly seemed versed in how best to confuse them, running back and forth quickly so that they tied their nest in knots trying to decide which way to lunge.
Tesla added her own contribution to the defense by yelling at them as she picked up her pace, suddenly certain that they dared not harm her as long as Kissoon was so desperate to be out of his prison, and she his only hope.
"Get away from her!" she yelled at them. "Leave her alone, f.u.c.kheads!"
But they had their target fixed, and weren"t about to be deflected from it by shouts. As Tesla came within a few yards of them they started after their quarry.
"Run!" Tesla yelled.
The woman heeded the advice, but too late. The speediest from the nest was at her heels; then climbing her body to wind itself around her. There was a vile elegance to its motion, whipping around the woman"s torso and pulling her to the ground. The Lix that followed were quickly upon her. By the time Tesla got within a few yards of the woman she was all but indistinguishable from her attackers. They"d virtually mummified her. Still she fought them, tearing at their bodies as they closed ranks around her.
Tesla didn"t waste time with further words. She simply tore at the Lix with her bare hands, first attempting to free the woman"s face for fear they smothered her, then, that done, pulling her arms free. Though they were many, they weren"t particularly strong. Several simply broke apart as she hauled on them, yellow-white blood oozing from them over her hands, and spraying up in her face. She let disgust fuel her, fighting their every twisting trick, pulling and pulling at them until she was sticky with fluids. The woman they"d come so close to killing had taken fire from her rescuer, and was struggling free of her a.s.sa.s.sins" grip.
Sensing that victory was available, albeit s.n.a.t.c.hed, Tesla readied herself for escape. She could not go alone, she knew. The woman had to come with her, back to the apartment in North Huntley Drive, or she"d be prey to further attacks, and after such an a.s.sault she"d have little power to resist them. Kissoon had taught her to imagine her way into the Loop. Could she now do the same in the opposite direction, not only for herself but on the woman"s behalf? If not they"d both fall to the Lix, who seemed to be appearing from all sides now, as though an alarm call had been sent out from their maker. Putting their approach out of her mind as best she could, Tesla pictured herself and the woman in front of her out of this place and into another. Not any other. Into West Hollywood. North Huntley Drive. Her apartment. You do this, she told herself. If Kissoon can do it, you can.
She heard the woman cry out-the first sound she"d actually made. There was a disturbance in the scene around them, but not the instant transfer from Kissoon"s Loop to West Hollywood she"d hoped for; and the Lix were ma.s.sing around them in greater and yet greater numbers.
"Again," Tesla told herself. "Do it again."
She focused on the woman in front of her, who was still tearing pieces of the Lix from around her body, and pulling them from her hair. It was this mirage she had to focus on. The other pa.s.senger, herself, was easily imagined.
"Go!" she said. "Please G.o.d, go!"
This time the images in her head jelled; she not only saw herself and the woman clearly, she saw them in flight, the world around them dissolving and reconfiguring like a jigsaw blown to pieces and remade as another puzzle.
She knew the scene. It was the very spot she"d left from. The coffee was still spilled across the floor; the sun was pouring in through the window; Raul was standing in the middle of the room, waiting for her return. She knew by the look on his face that she"d succeeded in bringing the woman through with her. What she hadn"t realized until she looked was that she"d brought the whole image, including the Lix that had been battening upon her. Though they were separated from Kissoon their unnatural life was no less fevered here than in the Loop. The woman dropped them to the floor of the apartment where they continued to writhe, their s.h.i.t-smelling blood oozing on the floor. But they were only pieces: heads, tails, mid-sections. And already the violence of their motion was slowing. Rather than waste time stomping them out Tesla called Raul to her, and together they carried the woman through to the bedroom and laid her down.
She"d fought hard, and was the worst for it. The wounds on her body had reopened. But she seemed not so much in pain as simply exhausted.
"Watch over her," Tesla told Raul, "I"m going to get some water to clean her up."
"What happened?" he wanted to know.
"I almost sold your soul to a f.u.c.khead and a liar," Tesla said. "But don"t worry. I just bought it back."
V.
A week previous, the arrival in Palomo Grove of so many of the brightest stars in Hollywood"s firmament would have brought the inhabitants of the town out on to the streets in significant numbers, but today there was barely a witness on the sidewalks to watch them appear. The limos eased their way up the Hill unnoticed, their pa.s.sengers either getting high or fixing their make-up behind smoked-gla.s.s windows; the older ones wondering how long it would be before people gathered to pay hypocritical tribute to them the way they were to Buddy Vance, the younger a.s.suming a cure for death would have been found by the time mortality threatened. There were few among the gathering a.s.sembly who had truly loved Buddy. Many had envied him; some had l.u.s.ted after him; nearly all had taken some pleasure in his fall from grace. But love came infrequently in company such as this. It was a flaw in armor they could ill afford to shed.
The pa.s.sengers in the limos were aware of the absence of admirers. Even though many of them had no desire to be recognized it offended their tender egos being greeted with such indifference. They quickly turned the insult to good purpose. In car after car the same subject arose: why the dead man had chosen to hide himself away in a G.o.d-forsaken s.h.i.t-hole like Palomo Grove. He"d had secrets; that was why. But what? His drink problem? Everybody knew about that. Drugs? Who cared? Women? He"d been the first to boast about his d.i.c.k and its doings. No, there must have been some other dirt that drove him to this h.e.l.l-hole. Theories flowed like vitriol as the mourners turned over the possibilities, breaking off from their b.i.t.c.hery to step out of their cars and offer their condolences to the widow at the threshold of Coney Eye, only to pick it up again as soon as they stepped inside.
Buddy"s collection of Carnivalia caused considerable comment, dividing its audience down the middle. Many considered it a perfect encapsulation of the dead man: vulgar, opportunist and now, out of its context, useless. Others declared it a revelation, a side of the deceased they"d never known existed. One or two approached Roch.e.l.le to see if any of the pieces were available for sale. She told them that n.o.body yet knew to whom the Will would ascribe them, but that if they came to her she"d happily give them away.
Jokemeister Lamar went among the celebrants with a smile plastered from ear to ear. In all the years since his parting from Buddy he"d never dared believe he"d be where he now was, lording himself over Buddy"s court. He made no attempt to disguise his pleasure. What was the use? Life was too short. Better take pleasure where there was pleasure to be taken, before it was s.n.a.t.c.hed away. The thought of the Jaff only two floors above added an extra glitter to his smile. He didn"t know what the man"s full intentions were, but it was entertaining to think of these people as fodder. He held all of them in contempt, having seen them or their like perform acts of moral acrobatics that would have shamed a Pope, all for the achieving of profit, position or profile. Sometimes all three. He"d come to view with disgust the self-obsession of his tribe, the ambition that drove so many of them to bring down their betters, and smother the little good in themselves. He"d never let that contempt show, however. He had to work among them. It was better to conceal his feelings. Buddy (poor Buddy) had never been able to achieve such detachment. With a little too much drink in his system he"d railed loud and long against fools he refused to suffer. It was this indiscretion, above all others, that had been his downfall. In a town where words were cheap, talk could be expensive. They"d forgive embezzlement, addiction, molestation of minors, rape and even, on occasion, murder. But Buddy had called them fools. They"d never forgiven him that.
Lamar worked the room, kissing the beauties, acknowledging the studs, shaking the hands of the hirers and firers of both. He imagined Buddy"s revulsion at this ritual. Time and time again during their years-together he"d had to coax Buddy out of a party just like this one because he couldn"t keep his insults to himself. Time and time again he"d failed.
"You"re looking good, Lam."
The overnourished face in front of him was Sam Sagansky, one of Hollywood"s most successful power-brokers. At his side stood a big-breasted waif, one in a long line of big-breasted waifs Sam had raised to glitterdom then parted from in public dramas that had left the women"s careers destroyed and his reputation as a ladykiller enhanced.
"What does it feel like?" Sagansky wanted to know, "being at his funeral?"
"It"s not exactly that, Sam."
"Still, he"s dead, and you"re not. Don"t tell me it doesn"t make you feel good."
"I guess so."
"We"re survivors, Lam. We"ve got a right to scratch our b.a.l.l.s and laugh. Life"s good."
"Yeah," Lamar said, "I suppose it is."
"We"re all winners here, eh, honey?" He turned to his wife, who displayed her dental work. "Don"t know any better feeling than that."
"I"ll catch you later, Sam."
"Are there going to be fireworks?" the waif wondered.
Lamar thought of the Jaff, waiting upstairs, and smiled.
Once round the room, then he headed up to see his master.
"Quite a crowd," the Jaff said.
"You approve?"
"Wholly."
"I wanted a word before things got too...busy."
"About what?"
"Roch.e.l.le."
"Ah."
"I know you"re planning something heavy-duty, and believe me I couldn"t be happier. If you wipe them all off the face of the f.u.c.king earth you"ll be doing the world a favor."
"I"m sorry to disappoint you," said the Jaff. "They won"t all be joining the great Power Breakfast in the sky. I may take a few liberties with them but I"m not interested in death. That"s more my son"s area of endeavor."
"I just want to be certain Roch.e.l.le can be kept out of it."
"I won"t lay a finger on her," the Jaff replied. "There? Does that satisfy you?"
"It does, yes. Thanks."
"So. Shall we begin?"
"What are you planning?"
"I just want you to bring the guests up to see me, one by one. Let them get a little liquor in their systems first, then...show them the house."
"Men or women?"
"Bring the men first," the Jaff said, wandering back over to the window. "They"re more pliable. Is it my imagination or is it getting dark?"
"Just clouding over."
"Rain?"
"I doubt it."
"Pity. Ah, more guests at the gate. You"d better go down and welcome them in."
VI.
It was an empty gesture, Howie knew, to go back to the woods on the edge of Deerdell. There could be no repet.i.tion of the meeting he"d had there. Fletcher had gone, and with him, so much clarification. But he went back anyway, vaguely hoping that returning to the place he"d met his father would spark some memory, however vestigial, which would help him dig through to the truth.
The sun was veiled with a hazy layer of cloud, but it was as hot beneath the trees as it had been on the other two occasions he"d come here. Hotter perhaps; certainly clammier. Though he"d intended to make directly for the place where he"d met Fletcher his route became as wandering as his thoughts. He didn"t try to correct it. He"d made his gesture of respect, coming here; figuratively tipped his hat to his mother"s memory, and to the man who"d reluctantly fathered him.
But chance, or some sense he was not even aware of, brought him back on to his intended course, and without even realizing it at first he stepped from the trees into the circle of clear ground where, eighteen years before, his life had been conjured. That was the right word. Not conceived; conjured. Fletcher had been a magician, of a kind. That was the only word Howie had been able to find to describe him. And he, Howie, had been a trick. Except that instead of applause and bouquets all they"d got-Howie, his mother and the magician-was misery and pain. He"d wasted valuable years in failing to come here sooner, and learning this essential fact about himself: that he was no desperado at all. Just a rabbit pulled from a hat, held up by the ears, and squirming.
He wandered towards the cave entrance, which was still fenced off and marked with police notices warning adventurers away. Standing at the barricade he peered down into the gaping hole in the ground. Somewhere down there in the dark his father had waited and waited, holding on to his enemy like death itself. Now there was only the comedian down there, and from what he"d gathered the corpse would never be recovered.
He looked up, and his whole system somersaulted. He wasn"t alone. On the far side of the grave stood Jo-Beth.
He stared, convinced that she was going to disappear. She couldn"t be here; not after last night. But his eyes kept seeing her.
They were too far apart for him to ask what she was doing here without raising his voice, which he didn"t want to do. He wanted to hold the spell. And besides, did he really need an answer? She was here because he was here because she was here; and so on.
It was she who moved first, her hand going up to the b.u.t.ton of the dark dress she wore, and undoing it. The expression on her face didn"t seem to change, but he couldn"t be certain he wasn"t missing nuances. He"d taken off his spectacles when he"d stepped among the trees, and short of digging for them in his shirt pocket he could only watch, and wait, and hope the moment would come for them to approach each other. Meanwhile, she had unb.u.t.toned the top of her dress, and now she slipped the buckle of the belt. Still he resisted making any approach, though it was barely within his power to control himself. She was letting the belt of her dress drop now, and, crossing her arms, took the hem in her hands to pull it up over her head. He didn"t dare breathe, for fear he miss an instant of this ritual. She was wearing white underwear, but her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, when they came into view, were bare.
She had made him hard. He moved a little to adjust his position, which motion she took as her cue, dropping the dress to the ground and moving towards him. One step was enough. He started to walk towards her in his turn, each keeping close to their barricade. He shrugged off his jacket as he walked, and dropped it behind him.
As they came within a few feet of each other she said: "I knew you"d be here. I don"t know how. I was driving up from the Mall with Ruth-"