"Hullo! how"s the "heap dam dood"? Come in, I want to argue with you."
John looked up and saw the smiling face of Frank at his kitchen door. He had no great wish to argue; but he loved the study of humanity, and realized that Frank was something of a conundrum.
Corte, who was kneading bread, took a seat on a box by the kitchen door.
"Say! don"t you think it would be a good thing for this country if Uncle Sam was really to come over and take it?"
"I hope not. What"s the matter with it as it is?"
"Too much police--too much law and order; you can never have a real live mining-camp in Canada."
"That was a pretty good dance you had Friday night."
"Yes, it was all right; but what a time we would have had if we had had lots of hootch! But say! that was a good one when the squaw told the other "King George man" he had not been introduced to her!"
Frank chuckled; and then, as the prospect of an international argument did not seem good, went on another tack.
"Do you believe there is a G.o.d?"
A flood of memories surged through Berwick"s brain.
He glanced at the dark sinister features of the man awaiting his reply and then looked at the sunlight. Should he give such an answer in such a tone as would discourage further argument? No--the question was too serious. He might not have felt called upon at one time to divulge his belief, which in the past had been a burden of much questioning; but here it was asked, perhaps in levity, by one who evidently could not fully believe. He felt called upon to answer,
"Yes, I do."
Corte"s face had taken on a strained look. Realizing the seriousness with which Berwick regarded the question, he feared lest he had hurt the feelings of his guest. The answer he received rea.s.sured him. Removing his big arms from the dough, and gesticulating, he answered,
"Well, partner, I don"t. Now here"s the proposition: those who say there is a G.o.d say what He set out to do. The first thing G.o.d done was to build the world; and after He done this He built a mighty fine ranch and fixed it up A1; and then He puts Adam and Eve into it, after having made them. He tells them not to eat apples--and then He goes and has a snake which tells them to eat apples. And because they do eat apples He pulls up the ranch and kicks them out. Now there would be no kick coming if He simply turned them loose and made them rustle--having to rustle never hurt any man--but He brings all sorts of diseases and pains on earth.
That"s what keeps me from believing in G.o.d.
"Now look here; if G.o.d was able to make the earth, and the stars, and everything, why should He not make man and let him enjoy all this--seeing that He is doing it all more or less for amus.e.m.e.nt--without putting him in the middle of a lot of good things and then putting up a job on him? I"ve talked to parsons on this thing, and some of them says that after He bust up the home ranch He kind of got sorry, and says He would send His Son on earth to die--to fix up the big mistake Adam and Eve made in eating one apple. Now, say! If you was doing all this, would you, after you made man, and put him on the earth and he did wrong, would you send your son to fix things up so that the crowd would go and nail him to a big wooden cross by driving big stakes through his hands and feet--and then stick him up for the crows to peck at? If G.o.d was not able to make a man the first go off who would stand a mill-test, why did He not kill him off, body and soul, and try again without trying to fix things up by making His Son suffer? The whole proposition ain"t natural.
And what would you think of a man who, if he fell down on any proposition, would make his son go and suffer to fix up his mistakes?
Why did He not come on earth and die on the cross Himself, and suffer, and turn the earth and all the stars and the rest of it over to His Son to run while He was gone?"
John Berwick was not by nature argumentative, having seldom in his life allowed himself to be drawn into any but political controversy. He had, it is true, discussed doctrine at college with his cla.s.s-mates. He had read much philosophy, and had pondered deeply on the mystery of human suffering--the deepest of all mysteries. He had weighed the arguments of great minds which wanted belief in G.o.d, and in his own mind had done much to surmount the difficulty, to justify the ways of G.o.d to man; but the crude intellect before him had launched forth a proposition he could not confute. His training in rhetoric and in the drawing of parallels was of use only against the cultured mind. The legend of the Saxon king drawing the simile of life from the little bird which flew within the hall firelight and was gone again came to his mind, but he put it aside as impotent. He did not know what to say; he said nothing.
Frank Corte was working at his bread again, his face twitching with a smile.
"And then there"s miskities, and black flies, and moose flies, and bull-dogs. Say! wait a month or two till the miskities get busy, and then try and figure out how any great and good G.o.d would put such things on earth! These devils ain"t in cities where men is, but in the country where the beasts is. Have you ever seen a big bull-moose going h.e.l.l-bent for election through the bush chased by flies? Have you ever shot a bear, with his eyes and ears and nose full of flies, and the flies sticking all round his eyes, enough to drive even a bear plumb crazy?
Why should G.o.d, because man went and eat an apple, make animals suffer in trying to get even?"
Frank Corte returned to the kneading, while John Berwick thoughtfully watched the sun-flooded landscape.
"Frank," he said, after a pause, ""the proof of the pudding is the eating." I have never heard any argument quite like yours, but man"s coming to the world, how he came to the world, and whether he has a soul have been the greatest subjects of study through the ages. We know the Christian religion was taught back to within a few years of the time Christ came on earth; and from that time on has got bigger in power and influence over the minds of men, so that the majority of civilized people give justice to their fellows because this religion tells them to do so.
"The Bible tells a story of the origin of man, which we may or may not believe. The Bible says there is a G.o.d; and G.o.d sees best not to explain His schemes and why He makes man and animals suffer. I believe there is a G.o.d, and that G.o.d is just, and that there is a reason for everything.
Why not try to believe there is a G.o.d, rather than argue with yourself and others that there is no G.o.d? If the Christian belief has made the world so much better as a whole, it will make you and me better as single men; and I know you would give a man a meal if he wanted it; or if a fellow were sick you would help him out all you could, and you"d expect me to do the same. If you saw a fellow drowning in the river you"d help him out; but the Chinaman, who is not a Christian, would let him drown. You"re a Christian all right; but you don"t know it."
John paused, and would have added something; but Frank, his face half flushed in confusion, his voice less rasping than usual, broke in,
"Say! stranger, when I first saw you I sized you up along with the Siwashes as a "heap dam dood," though I didn"t like to say it serious-like; but that"s a pretty good talk of yours, and, sure, sounds natural. Say! is that other "King George man" with you as good a fellow as you are? Say! you"ve set me thinking!"
Frank had set Berwick thinking too.
CHAPTER XIV
A LONG SHOT
Hugh Spencer was working as upper man on the whip-saw, and an Indian was trying to extract a cartridge from an old and rusty rifle at his camp down the river. Suddenly there was a report, and Hugh tumbled headlong from his position. His friends sprang to his side, and found blood spurting from a hole in his neck.
The flow was not great, so that their first feeling of horror was changed to hopefulness. John shouted and waved to Haskins, whom he saw standing near his scows. Haskins came running up, was told what had happened, and with the single word, "Wait!" bolted to his tent. He was back again in little more than a minute, with a camp-bed, blankets and all. Few words were spoken, and those in whispers. The injured man was lifted on to the bed, and carried to the tent, his temporary home.
"George, hot water." George was off to the cook-tent at the word, while Haskins got Hugh on his side, the wound uppermost, and Frank arrived hurriedly.
"Boracic acid out of the medicine bag; Frank, you light the fire, and then take off Hugh"s boots."
"It don"t look as if it was bad," said Haskins, when the wound was washed.
"No," replied John, "I don"t think the bullet is far in, it is the shock that has knocked him out; but I have no instruments with which to get the bullet out, and even if I were able to draw it, it might be followed by a rush of blood I should not know how to stop; and then there is the danger of blood poisoning."
"A doctor with his partner is building a boat at White Horse," said Haskins.
"Good! I"ll get him! George, you know what to do. Keep a good watch, and when he comes round keep him quiet."
John left the tent, and saw four of the dogs before Frank"s kitchen.
"See anything of Dude?" he called to Frank.
"Yes, he was in front of my kitchen all the afternoon." Frank looked out of the tent door. "Say! I"ve left my door open. I bet he"s stole something!" They ran to look. "Yes, a side of bacon"s gone. d.a.m.n that "dood"--"heap dam dood," he!" Frank"s sense of humour could not be suppressed by any calamity; but its expression did not stay his activities. He was out of his kitchen and peering into the bushes on the hillside.
"Yes, I thought so; there he is, been up to his cache I located the other day; he"s done quick work and is coming back. Don"t call him, he"ll come quicker without, and he may think we want to lick him for thieving. Come inside."
It seemed an age before the reprobate reappeared before the cabin.
"Don"t let on you see him, but walk by and grab him," whispered Frank.
John followed the instructions and was successful.
"Where"s the harness?" asked Frank.
"With the sleigh at the tent. I"ll get it."
"Here, Two Bits; here, Four Bits; here, Tom, Jerry," and Frank had the team in harness. "Dude!"
Dude went to his place in the lead.