"No," she said. "Come in, too. Remember--he"s a stranger."
To be in the room with the dead seems to be itself a partaking of death; it is at least, for a moment, a suspension of life. Yet the still welcome is not unfriendly.
She walked toward the bed alone, but in an instant beckoned to me to follow her. She bent down and moved the covering. His broad strong face looked resolute and brave as ever. It looked--to speak truth--as hard as ever also.
Her eyes were set on him; suddenly she caught hold of my hand; "Don"t go." I pressed her hand, for I heard her breathing quickly. I just caught her next words: "He might have given me a chance!"
[Ill.u.s.tration: "_He might have given me a chance!_"]
"I believe he was sorry about that at the end." She shook her head.
"He"s given you a big chance now."
She nodded, but absently. "How strange to--to be his doing--and he there! And then--all this!" She let go my hand, took a step forward, bent and kissed his brow quickly. "How cold!" she murmured and grasped my hand tightly again. To my fancy she seemed surprised--and relieved--that the sleeper did not stir.
We were--as I say--out of the world; we were just two creatures, living for a little while, by the side of a third who lived no more.
"You shouldn"t kiss him unless you forgive," I said.
She kissed him again and drew the sheet over his face.
"He must have been a fine man. I forgive. Come, let"s go."
Outside, the world was with us--and I wondering whether that was what I had really said.
At least she seemed to bear me no ill-will. "Are you free to come for a walk?" she asked. "I should like some fresh air."
"Would you like to see the gardens?"
"No--that means pottering. Take me for a good spin."
By a happy thought I remembered Tor Hill and took her there. The hill lies at the extremity of the Priory park, looking down on the road which separates our dominions from the Fillingford country; beyond the road the Manor itself can be seen by glimpses through the woods which surround it. Catsford lies in the valley to the left; away to the right, but not in sight, lay Oxley Lodge, and Overington Grange, the seat of Sir John Aspenick. Here she could take a bird"s-eye view of her position and that of her nearest neighbors.
"I"m glad to see Fillingford," she remarked. "My father mentioned it--in the earlier part of that letter. He said that he had wanted to buy it, but Lord Fillingford couldn"t or wouldn"t sell."
"His son"s consent was necessary--that"s the present man--and he wouldn"t give it. Indeed the story runs that he hated Mr. Driver for trying to buy."
She seemed to take as careful a view of Fillingford Manor as the distance and the trees allowed.
"My father seems to have been sorry he couldn"t buy it. He seemed to think it might still be sold."
"Surely you"ve got enough! And, for my part, I should much prefer the Priory. It"s muggy down there in the valley--though I believe it"s a very fine house."
"You"ve not been there?"
"No. We of the Priory have had small dealings with Fillingford lately.
We"ve kept up the forms of civility--but it"s been very distant.
Underneath, there"s been a kind of silent feud--well, more or less silent; but I daresay that"ll be all over now."
"My father wrote "Possibly you in your way may succeed better than I in mine.""
"Fillingford wouldn"t sell. He"s hard up, but he can get along. And there"s always the chance of a rich marriage for his son--or even for himself."
I really spoke without any thought of a personal reference, but I perceived, directly afterward, that I might well seem to have made one; a marriage with Miss Driver would be undoubtedly rich. She gave no sign, however, of taking my remark in that sense, unless any inference can be drawn from her saying, "Oh, he"s a widower?"
"He"s a widower of forty, or a year or two more--and he"s got a son of about seventeen--a very good-looking lad. His sister, Lady Sarah Lacey, keeps house for him, and according to local gossip is a bit of a shrew."
She began to laugh as she said with a mock sigh, "One"s too old for me, and the other"s too young--they must look somewhere else, I"m afraid!
And then--how should I get on with the shrew? I"m rather a shrew myself--at least I"ve been told so."
"You"d better let them alone," I counseled her with a smile.
"Oh, no, I shan"t do that," she rejoined with a decisiveness which I began to recognize as an occasional feature of her speech. "It"ll be more amusing to see what they"re like--presently. And what of the Dormers? My father mentioned them."
"A very nice old couple--but I fear he"s failing."
A slight grimace dismissed the Dormers as not holding much interest for her.
"Oh, you won"t want for neighbors. There are plenty of them, and they"ll all be tremendously excited about you and will flock to call as soon as you can receive them."
"It must seem funny to them. I suppose they"d never heard of me?"
"I don"t believe any of them had. Your father had no intimates, unless Mr. Cartmell can be called one. Besides--well, I"d never heard of you myself!"
"And here we are old friends!" she said graciously.
"That"s very kind--but you mustn"t think yourself bound to take over the secretary with the rest of the furniture."
She looked steadily in my face for several seconds, seeming to size me up--if I may be allowed the expression. Then she smiled--not gayly, yet again by no means sadly. It was the smile which I came to call later her mystery smile; and, as a general rule, it meant--in plain language--mischief. Of course, on this first day I did not attach these a.s.sociations to it. It struck me as merely rather curious; as a man talks to himself, so she seemed to smile to herself, forgetting her interlocutor.
"Oh, well--stay and see how you like me," she said.
CHAPTER III
ON THE USE OF Sc.r.a.pES
We were settling down. It was a week since the funeral. The borough and the neighborhood had survived their first stupefaction at the apparition of Miss Driver; the local journals had achieved their articles, organs of wider circulation and greater dignity their paragraphs; the charities which received legacies had given thanks, those which did not were turning resigned but hopeful eyes to the future. The undertaker sent in his bill, and the Town Council discussed the project of a Driver Memorial Hall--with a hardly disguised antic.i.p.ation of the quarter from which the bulk of the money was to come.
There was really not much more to do till Miss Driver"s first days of mourning were over, and the fascinating speculations as to her personal gifts and qualities could look to find some satisfaction from her appearances on public and private occasions. Only Cartmell still was--and would be for weeks--busy on the labors attendant on the transfer of a great estate, and the rearrangements necessitated by the loss of an able and experienced man--a masterly worker--and the succession of a girl ignorant of business. For the rest we were, as I say, settling down. Even Cartmell"s activity caused us at Breysgate no sense of bustle, for it took him to London the day after the funeral and kept him there for above a fortnight.
When I say that "we" were settling down I mean the trio formed by Miss Driver, myself--and Miss Emily Chatters. It is my duty to introduce Miss Chatters with proper formality, and I will introduce her presently--but let us take people in their order. Miss Driver had inspected her property (except the wine cellar which, to Loft"s dismay, she declined to enter); she had chosen her own set of rooms and given orders for them to be entirely refurnished; she had announced her intention--and small blame to her--of extending the refurnishing process to all the sitting-rooms--at least to the sitting-rooms; she had chosen her own hack from the stables--and I have no doubt that she had done what was immediately requisite as regards her wardrobe. At any rate, an air of achievement dwelt about her. For my part I performed my duties, and began to find that I had less work to do--and more time occupied in doing it. In Mr. Driver"s day we worked as few men except Mr. Driver understood work from ten to one; then, as a rule, I was free. Under the new _regime_ we worked at a gentler pressure--a much gentler pressure--for the same morning hours; but I stayed to lunch always, I came back to tea frequently, and I returned to dinner two or three evenings in the week. My duties as secretary grew lighter, but I seemed to be a.s.suming the functions of a companion. I may do myself the incidental justice of saying that I rather resented this tendency to transform my office; but it was not easy to resist. She was paying for my whole time as her father had paid for it; it was her right, within wide limits, to say to what uses it should be put. Or--I could go. The liberty--perhaps it is rather theoretical--of "chucking my job" remained to me as to every free-born Englishman--who sees his way to getting another whereby to live. Not that I wished to surrender mine; I was interested and--to tell the truth--I grew, within our jurisdiction, important. She approached the a.s.sumption of her power cautiously, and at first would return almost any answer to almost any letter at my suggestion. I did not expect this to last, but so it was for the moment.
For instance it was I, in ultimate reality, who offered that ten thousand pounds toward the Memorial Hall. I had a great difficulty in fixing the proper figure. If I may judge from the language employed by the Mayor (Councillor Bindlecombe) in public, I exceeded all possible antic.i.p.ations of munificence; in private, I am told, he confessed to having entertained a hope of fifteen thousand. I imagine that my figure was not, on a balancing of considerations, far wide of the mark.
Cartmell thought five thousand would have served--but old Cartmell was a screw with other people"s money. I remembered "Give handsomely when you give." So, I think, did Jenny Driver. All the same, Bindlecombe did, in my opinion, open his mouth a bit too wide.
Miss Chatters came two days after the funeral--in the new black silk dress: it rustled powerfully. She was tall, had pale-brown hair with a broad parting in the middle, a very long inquiring nose, faded blue eyes, an absolutely flat chin, and--inconceivable gentility. If we others were settling she settled far quicker. She took the bedroom next to Jenny Driver"s; she annexed a small sitting-room for her own--next but one to Jenny Driver"s; she had a gla.s.s of the best port every day at eleven. ("She came down to the cellar and chose the bin herself, sir,"
Loft informed me with a wry smile of grudge for his dearest possessions.) Yet all these acts of proprietorship--for they pretty nearly came to that--were performed with a meekness, a deprecation, a ladylikeness (I can find no other word) that made opposition seem unkind and criticism ungenerous. It was only "Poor Chat!" She had a habit of talking to Jenny in a kind of baby-language, and used to refer to herself as "Poor Chat." "Poor Chat doesn"t know!" "Poor Chat"s not wise!" Also she did keep talking about her name and the respectability of her descent. In fact she was a woman of a number of silly affectations and one or two exasperating foibles, and Cartmell never varied from his impromptu judgment--expressed before he had seen her--that she was a fool. It is my deliberate opinion that she wished to be thought more of a fool than she was--partly from an idea that little sillinesses and affectations were genteel, partly with the notion that they were disarming. She seemed always bent on showing you that she was not the sort of person from whom any opposition need be feared, nor any undue exercise of influence apprehended. It could only be supposed that she had found this line of conduct useful in her relations toward her employers; by contrast it flattered both their superior brains and their superior positions. I allow for her natural taste, for her standards of gentility. But she was a sn.o.b, too, "Poor Chat," and a time-server.