"What do you mean?" she asked.
"I mean that the things which he told me with his last breath were for my own ear and my own knowledge alone," I answered. "I cannot share that knowledge even with you."
It seemed to me that there was something unreal, almost hideous, about the silence which followed. Through the open window there drifted into the room the early morning sounds of an awakening world--the whistling of birds in the shrubberies and upon the lawn, the more distant whir of a reaping machine at work in the cornfields. But between us--silence. I could not move my eyes from her face. There was no anger there, only a slowly dawning horror. She seemed to be looking upon me as a man doomed.
I lit a match, and, taking some papers from my pocket, I slowly destroyed them.
"There go the last records," I said, blowing the ashes away, "I have learnt them by heart."
"I never thought of this," she murmured. "I never thought that you might be--oh! you cannot understand," she broke off. "You cannot know what you are doing."
"I have an idea," I answered grimly. "He warned me."
"Yet you cannot understand," she persisted. "Do you know that, even in saying this much to me, you are signing your death-warrant--that from this moment your life will not be safe for a single moment?"
"I know that there is danger," I answered; "but I am not an easy person to kill. I have had narrow escapes before, and escaped without a scratch."
She rose to her feet.
"If only I could make you understand," she muttered.
"Leslie Guest did his best," I answered. "He told me what the last few years of his life had been. I know that I have to face great odds. I can but do my best. We only die once."
Then she came swiftly over to me and laid her hands upon my shoulders.
There was now something more human in her face. Her eyes seemed to plead with mine, and the joy of her near presence was a very real and subtle thing. I felt my eyes kindle and my heart beat fast. There was no other danger to be compared with this.
"I did not dream that this might happen," she said softly. "I meant to use you as a tool, I even thought that you had consented. Oh! I am sorry.
I shall be sorry all my life that I asked you to bring him here. Will you listen to me for a moment?"
"I am listening all the time," I answered, taking one of her hands in mine.
"Have you realized what all this means?" she continued. "Are you prepared to give up your life here, your sports, your beautiful home, to feel that you have spies and enemies on every side, working always in the dark against you? The man who lies dead upstairs knew every move of the game--yet you see what has happened to him. How can you hope to succeed when he failed? Forget last night, my friend! I Believe that it was a nightmare, and I, too, will forget what you have told me. Come, it is not too late. We will say that he died suddenly in a stupor, and that, whatever his secrets were, he carried them with him. Is it agreed?"
I shook my head.
"One cannot break faith with the dead," I answered. "That is amongst the impossible things. Let us speak no more of it."
She leaned towards me. Her breath was upon my cheek, and her eyes shone into mine.
"Men have done more than this," she murmured, "when a woman has pleaded--and--it is for your own sake. Think! Must I count you amongst my enemies?"
"G.o.d only knows why you should," I answered. "I am no judge of others; but if I betrayed the trust of a dead man, even for the sake of the woman I loved, I should put a bullet in my brain sooner or later. What I cannot understand, dear, is why you are not on my side. You are practically an Englishwoman. What have you to do with Leslie Guest"s enemies?"
She turned away sadly.
"There are some things," she said, "which cannot be altered. You and I are on opposite sides. We may as well say good-bye. We shall never meet again like this."
"I cannot believe it," I answered. "There are many things which seem dark enough in the future to me, but I shall never believe that this is our good-bye."
It seemed to me strange afterwards, that of the immediate future neither of us spoke. I did not even ask her how long she was going to stay with Lady Dennisford; she did not speak to me of my plans. As she had come, so she went, silently and unexpectedly. She would not even let me follow her out onto the terrace; from the window I watched her mount her horse and ride away. Only just before she went she had looked back.
"I must see you again," she said. "You, too, must have time to think. I am going to forget this morning, I am going to forget that I have seen you. You, too, must do the same!"
Forget! She asked a hard thing.
CHAPTER XVII
NAGASKI"S INSTINCT
I was busy all the morning sending and receiving telegrams, and making certain plans on my own account. Rust was with me a good deal of the time; but the visitor whose coming I was expecting every minute did not arrive till early in the afternoon. I sent out word to Mr. Stanley that I was exceedingly busy, and should be glad to be excused; but, as I had confidently expected, he was insistent. In about a quarter of an hour I received him in the library.
He sank softly into the chair towards which I had pointed. For a moment he sat and blinked at me behind his gold-rimmed spectacles.
"So our friend," he murmured, "has pa.s.sed away! It is very sad--very sad indeed."
I leaned back in my chair and regarded him steadfastly.
"Mr. Stanley," I said, "you did not come here to express your sympathy with the man whom you have done your best, if not to kill, at least to frighten to death. Ask me all the questions you want to--say anything you think necessary. Only finish it up. When you leave this room, let me feel that circ.u.mstances will not require any further meeting between us."
My words seemed to afford Mr. Stanley matter for thought. His brows were slightly puckered. I knew that from behind his gla.s.ses I was being subjected to a very keen examination.
"I only trust, Mr. Courage,"" he said softly, "that the wish you have expressed may become a possibility. I myself have always regretted your intervention in this affair. You are, if you will forgive my saying so, in strange waters."
"I don"t know about that," I answered curtly. "I don"t see now how I could have done other than I have done. But anyhow, I"m sick of it. I don"t want to seem discourteous, but if you could manage to say to me, in the course of a quarter of an hour, all that you have to say, and ask all the questions you want to, I should be glad to have done with the whole business, once and for all!"
My visitor nodded thoughtfully.
"Very good, Mr. Courage," he said. "I will endeavor to imitate your frankness. Is there to be a post-mortem?"
"There is not," I answered. "Dr. Rust does not consider it necessary, and I am forced to confess that I cannot see anything to be gained by it. You and your friends may have been responsible for his death. I cannot say!
At any rate, I am sure that we should never be able to fix the guilt in the proper quarter."
Mr. Stanley shrugged his shoulders slightly.
"I must congratulate you upon your common sense, Mr. Courage," he said.
"I pa.s.s on now to a more important question. Did our friend, before he died, impart to you any of the hallucinations under which he suffered?
Are you his legatee?"
"I am not," I answered. "I believe that he meant me to be; but his death, when it came, was quite sudden. All the secret information I had from him was his name, and the address of his lawyers."
There was a short silence. I was able to bear with perfect calmness the keen scrutiny to which my visitor was subjecting me.
"I congratulate you heartily, Mr. Courage," he said at last. "Mr. Guest"s story, if he had told it to you, would have been a mixture of stolen facts and hallucinations, which might have influenced your life very forcibly for evil. I wished for his death! I admit it freely. But I wished it for this reason: because in all Europe yesterday, there did not breathe a more dangerous man than the man who called himself Leslie Guest."
"Well, he has gone," I said, "and his life, so far as I know of it, has been a very sad one. I have already explained to you my wishes in the matter. I want to forget as speedily as possible the events of the last eight days."