"Besides, it"s enough to make me cry to know you wouldn"t say all this unless you were certain I"m going to be killed."
"Hope not," Wandel laughed, "but picnics are full of germs. What"s this?"
A grimy figure approached like a man fantastically imitating some animal. His route was devious as if he were perpetually dodging something that miraculously failed to materialize. He stopped, straightened reluctantly, and saluted George.
"Captain sent me on, sir. I"ve located Jerry opposite at----"
He rattled off some coordinates. George looked him over.
"How did you find that out?" he snapped.
"Ran across Jerry----"
The dirty young man recited jerkily and selflessly a story of fear and risks overcome, of cunning stealth, of pa.s.sionate and promiscuous murder----
"Report back," George said.
When he had gone George called for his adjutant and turned to Wandel.
"Before anything happens to me," he said, "I"ll recommend that dirty young a.s.sa.s.sin for a citation."
Wandel laughed in a satisfied way.
"I"m always right about you, great man. Don"t you see that? Never think about your own citation----"
George stared at him, uncomprehending.
"Citation! A thousand citations for a bed!"
He watched Wandel uneasily when, at the heels of a guide, he dodged down the slope in search of Lambert, calling back:
"Don"t swallow any germs."
"That"s very fine, Driggs," he thought, "but why all that and not the rest? I"d give a good deal to guess what you know about me and Sylvia Planter."
X
George hoped Wandel would find Lambert. Day by day he had dreaded bad news. Other officers and men got hit every hour; why not himself or Lambert? For he had never forgotten Mrs. Planter"s unexpected and revealing whisper. It had shown him that even beneath such exteriors emotion lurks as raw, as desirous, as violent as a savage"s. The rest, then, was habit which people inherited, or acquired, or imitated with varying success. It had made him admire her all the more, had forced on him a wish to obey her, but what could he do? It was not in him to play favourites. One man"s life was as good as another"s; but he watched Lambert as he could, while in his tired brain lingered a feeling of fear for that woman"s son.
During the peaceful days dividing the Aisne and the Argonne he looked at Lambert and fingered his own clothing, stained and torn where death had nearly reached, with a wondering doubt that they could both be whole, that Mrs. Planter in her unemotional way could still welcome guests to Oakmont. And he recalled that impression he had shared with Sylvia on the bluff above Lake Champlain of being suspended, but he no longer felt free. He seemed to hang, indeed, helplessly, in a resounding silence which at any moment would commence giving forth unbearable, Gargantuan noises; for, bathed and comfortable, eating in leisure from a mess-kit, he never forgot that this was a respite, that to-morrow or the next day or the day after the sounding board would reverberate again, holding him a deafened victim.
Wandel caught up with them one evening in the sylvan peace that preceded the fatal forest uproar. The Argonne still slumbered; was nearly silent; offered untouched trees under which to loaf after a palatable cold supper. The brown figures of enlisted men also lounged near by, reminiscing, wondering, doubtless, as these officers did, about New York which had a.s.sumed the attributes of an unattainable paradise.
George hadn"t been particularly pleased to see Wandel. What Wandel knew made more difference in this quiet place, and George had a vague, shamed recollection of having accused himself of being rotten inside, of not having even started to climb.
"Must have had a touch of sh.e.l.l shock without knowing it," he mused as he stared through the dusk at the precise, clean little man.
Indifferently he listened to Lambert"s good-natured raillery at the general staff, then he focussed his attention, for Lambert"s voice had suddenly turned serious, his hand had indicated the lounging figures of the enlisted men.
"With all your ridiculous fuss and feathers at nice headquarters chateaux, I don"t suppose you ever get to know those fellows, Driggs."
"I don"t see why not," Wandel drawled.
"Do you love them, everyone?"
"Can"t say that I do, but then my heart is only a small organ."
"I do," Lambert said, warmly. "And you"ll find George does. You can"t help it when you see them pulling through this thing. They"re real men, aren"t they, George?"
George yawned.
"Are they any more so," he asked, dryly, "than they were when they lived in the same little town with you? I mean, if all you say about them is true why did you have to wait for war to introduce you to unveil their admirable qualities?"
Lambert straightened.
"It"s wrong," he said, defiantly, "that I should have waited. It"s wrong that I couldn"t help myself."
"And you once tried to take a horse whip to me," George whispered in his ear.
It was Lambert"s absurd earnestness that worried him. Did Lambert, too, have a touch of sh.e.l.l shock? Wandel was trying to smooth out his doubts.
"I think what you mean to say is that war, aside from military rank, is a great leveller. We can leave that out altogether. You know the professional officer"s creed: "Good Colonel, deliver us." "We beseech ye to hear us, good General," and so on up to the top man, who begs the Secretary of War, who prays to the President, who, one ventures to hope, gets a word to G.o.d. You mean, Lambert, that out here it never occurs to you to ask these men who their fathers were, or what preps they went to, or what clubs they"re members of. It"s the war spirit--aside from military rank--this sham equality. t.i.tled ladies dine with embarra.s.sed Tommies. Your own sister dances with doughboys who"d be a lot happier if she"d leave them alone. It"s in the air, beautiful, gorgeous, hysterical war democracy which declares that all men are equal until they"re wounded; then they"re superior; or until they"re dead; then they"re forgotten."
George grunted.
"You"re right, Driggs. It won"t survive the war."
"Paper work!" Wandel sneered.
"It ought to last!" Lambert cried. "I hope it does."
"Pray that it doesn"t," Wandel said. "I fancy the real h.e.l.l of war comes after the war is over. We"ll find that out, if we live. As for me, even now when we"re all beloved brothers, I"d give a good deal to be sitting in a Fifth Avenue club looking out on lesser men."
"I would, too," George said, fervently.
Lambert spoke with abysmal seriousness.
"I"d rather have some of the splendid lesser men sitting on the same side of the window with me."
George stared at him. What had happened to this aristocrat who had once made a medieval gesture with a horse whip? Certainly he, the plebeian victim of that attack, had no such wish. Put these men on the same side of a club window, or a factory window, for that matter, and they"d drag the whole business down to their level, to eternal smash fast enough.
Why, hang Lambert! It amounted to visualizing his sister as a slattern.
He smiled with a curious pride. Reddest revolution couldn"t make her that. She wouldn"t come down off her high horse if a dozen bayonets were at her throat. What the deuce was he thinking about? Why should he be proud of that? For, if he lived, he was going to drag her off himself, but he wouldn"t make her a slattern.
"You talk like Allen," he said, "and you haven"t even his excuse."
"I"ve seen the primeval for the first time," Lambert answered.
"I"ll admit it has qualities," Wandel yawned. "Anyway, I"m off."