As the squire rose from the table, he said: "Now, Elizabeth, I hev something varry particular to say to thee. Phyllis will bide by herself an hour, and then we"ll hev no more secrets, and we"ll try to be as happy as things will let us be."
Elizabeth was in some measure prepared for what her father had to say; but she was placed in a very unhappy position. She did what was kindest and wisest under the circ.u.mstances, accepted without remonstrance the part a.s.signed her. The young are usually romantic, and their first impulses are generously impracticable ones. Elizabeth was not wiser than her years by nature, but she was wiser by her will. For the first few minutes it had seemed to her the most honorable and womanly thing to refuse to stand in her brother"s place. But her good heart and good sense soon told her that it would be the kindest course to submit.
Yet she was quite aware that her succession would be regarded by the tenants and neighbors with extreme dislike. They would look upon Richard and herself as supplanters; Richard"s foreign birth would be a constant offense; her clear mind took in all the consequences, and she felt hurt at Antony for forcing them upon her.
She sat pale and silent, listening to all the squire said, and vainly trying to find some honorable and kind way out of the position.
"Thou must know what thou art doing, Elizabeth," he said, "and must take the charge wi" thy eyes open to a" it asks of thee."
Then he showed her the books of the estate, made her understand the value of every field and meadow, of every house and farm and young plantation of wood. "It"s a grand property, and Antony was a born fool to part wi" such a bird in t" hand for any number o" finer ones in t" bush. Does ta understand its value?"
"I am sure I do."
"And thou is proud o" being the daughter o" such land?"
"I love every rood of it."
"Then listen to me. Thy mother gave thee L5,000. It was put out at interest on thy first birthday, and I hev added a L100 now and then, as I could see my way clear to do so. Thou hes now L22,000 o" thy own--a varry tidy fortune. If ta takes Hallam thou must pay down a"
of this to Antony. I"ll hev to find t" other L28,000 by a mortgage.
Then I shall sell all t" young timber that"s wise to sell, and some o"
Hallam marsh, to pay off t" mortgage. That will take time to do wisely, and it will be work enough for me for t" balance or my life. But I"ll leave thee Hallam clear if G.o.d spare me five years longer, and then there"ll be few women i" England thou need envy."
"Whatever I have is yours, father. Do as you think best. I will try to learn all about the estate, and I promise you most faithfully to hold it in a good stewardship for those who shall come after me."
"Give me a kiss, my la.s.s, on that promise. I don"t say as a la.s.s can iver be to Hallam what Antony should hev been; but thou"rt bound to do thy best."
"And, father, Antony is very clever. Who can tell what he may do? If a man wants to go up, the door is open to wit and skill and industry.
Antony has all these."
"Fair words! Fair words, Elizabeth! But we wont sell t" wheat till we have reaped t" field; and Antony"s wheat isn"t sown yet. He"s gotten more projects in his mind than there"s places on t" map. I don"t like such ways!"
"If Antony is any thing, father, he is clear-sighted for his own interest. He knows the road he is going to take, you may be very sure."
"Nay, then, I"m not sure. I"ll always suspect that a dark road is a bad road until I"m safe off it."
"We may as well hope for the best. Antony appeared to understand what he was doing."
"Antony has got t" gold sickness varry bad, and they"d be fools indeed who"d consult a man wi" a fever on his own case. But we"re n.o.bbut talking for talking"s sake. Let us go to Phyllis. She"ll hev been more "an a bit lonely, I"m feared."
A servant with candles opened the parlor door for them. The rector was sitting in the fire-light, and Phyllis softly playing and singing at the piano. She looked up with a smile in her eyes, and finished her hymn. The four lines seemed like a voice from heaven to the anxious father and sister:
"Judge not the Lord by feeble sense, But trust him for his grace; Behind a frowning providence He hides a smiling face."
"Sing them words again, Phyllis, dearie," said the squire, and as she did so he let them sink into his heart and fill all its restless chambers with confidence and peace.
CHAPTER IV.
"Stir the deep wells of life that flow within you, Touched by G.o.d"s genial hand; And let the chastened sure ambition win you To serve his high command.
"And mighty love embracing all things human In one all-fathering name, Stamping G.o.d"s seal on trivial things and common, With consecrated aim."
As the weeks went on the squire"s confidence insensibly grew. He met Lord Eltham one day when he was out riding, and they did not quarrel.
On the contrary, Eltham was so conciliating, so patient, and so confidently hopeful, that it was almost impossible for Hallam not to be in some measure influenced by him.
"I"m quite sure t" young fellows will succeed," he said, "and if there"s more "an one son i" a family thou may take my word for it it"s a varry comfortable thing to hev more "an one living for "em."
"And if they spoil t" horn instead o" making t" spoon, what then, Eltham?"
"They"ll hev hed t" experience, and they"ll be more ready to settle down to what is made for "em, and to be content wi" it."
"That"s varry fine i" thy case, for t" experience"ll cost thee nothing. Thou is giving thy younger son a chance out o" t" Digby"s and Hallam"s money."
Eltham only laughed. "Ivery experiment comes out o" somebody"s pocket, Hallam--it"ll be my turn next happen. Will ta come t" hunt dinner at Eltham on Thursday?"
"Nay, I wont. I"ll not bite nor sup at thy table again till we see what we shall see. If I want to say what I think about thee, I"m none going to tie my tongue aforehand."
"We"ll be fast friends yet. See, if we bean"t! Good-bye to thee, Hallam. Thou"lt be going through t" park, I expect?"
"Ay; I"ll like enough find company there."
It was about three o"clock, gray and chill. There had been a good deal of snow, and, except where it was brushed away from the foot-path, it lay white and unbroken, the black trunks of the trees among it looking like pillars of ebony in the ivory-paved courts of a temple.
Up in the sky winter was pa.s.sing with all his somber train, the clouds flying rapidly in great grotesque ma.s.ses, and seeming to touch the tops of the trees like a gloomy, floating veil.
Phyllis and Elizabeth, wrapped in woolens and furs, walked cheerily on, Phyllis leaning upon the arm of Elizabeth. They were very happy, and their low laughter and s.n.a.t.c.hes of Christmas carols made a distinct sound in the silent park, for the birds were all quiet and preoccupied, and flitted about the hawthorns with anxious little ways that were almost human in their care and melancholy. The girls had some crumbs of bread and ears of wheat in a basket, and they scattered them here and there in sheltered nooks.
"I"m so glad you remembered it, Phyllis. I shall never forgive myself for not having thought of it before."
"It is only bare justice to our winged sisters. G.o.d made the berries for their winter store, and we have taken them to adorn our houses and churches. Unless we provide a good subst.i.tute there is an odor of cruel sacrifice about our festal decorations. And if the poor little robins and wrens die of hunger, do you think He, who sees them fall, will hold us innocent?"
"Look how with bright black eyes they watch us scattering the food!
I hope it will not snow until all of them have had a good supper."
Elizabeth was unusually gay. She had had a delightful letter from Richard, and he was to return to Hallam about the New-Year. There had also been one from Antony, beginning "Honored Sir," and ending with the "affectionate duty" of Antony Hallam; and, though the squire had handed it over to Elizabeth without a word, she understood well the brighter light in his face and the cheerful ring in his voice.
They went into Martha"s laughing, and found her standing upon a table hanging up Christmas boughs. The little tea-pot was in a bower of holly leaves, and held a posy of the scarlet hawthorn berries mixed with the white, waxy ones of the mistletoe.
"You wont forget the birds, Martha? You have been stealing from their larder, I see."
"I"m none o" that sort, Miss Phyllis. Look "ee there;" and she pointed to the broad lintel of her window, which had been scattered over with crumbs; where, busily picking them up, were two robin redb.r.e.a.s.t.s, who chirruped thankfully, and watched Martha with bright curious eyes.
"Mary Clough"s coming to dinner to-morrow, and her and Ben are going to t" chapel together. Ben"s getten himsen a new suit o" broadcloth, and my word! they"ll be a handsome couple!"
"You"ll have a happy Christmas, Martha."
"n.o.body in a" England hes more reason to keep a joyful Christmas, Miss Hallam."